Chapter 232: I've Seen the World
Seeing the scene in front of him, the assistant subconsciously turned his head to look at Lin Qingshuang next to him.
Her gaze had already withdrawn from the direction of the two not far away, and at the moment she had an unusual calm on her face.
The assistant didn't ask what he said, so he could only look at Lin Qingshuang embarrassedly and didn't say a word.
Noticing the gaze that fell on him, Lin Qingshuang glanced at him with a light smile on his face.
"Take the mind back, let him see it, I don't know how to explain it. ”
Saying that, Lin Qingshuang stepped forward and approached her heart, holding her and not knowing what to say, the little guy nodded, although he looked reluctant, but after all, he still agreed to leave first.
Qi Shan came back after answering the phone, saw a few people preparing to leave, thought something was wrong, and surrounded Lin Qingshuang to ask.
"The mind is having a lot of fun here, why did it leave all of a sudden?"
If there is no reasonable explanation, Qi Shan will not believe it, Lin Qingshuang looked at him slowly and explained, "The teacher of the heart called me just now, they temporarily assigned homework, and I have to take her back to write her homework now." ”
Qi Shan didn't fully believe Lin Qingshuang's reason, but since she had spoken, it was not good for her to entangle again.
"Then I'll send you back. ”
Qi Shan paused, looked at her and said.
Lin Qingshuang glanced at the assistant, and said with a gentle expression on her face.
"Don't forget that the assistant drove you here when you came here, you just arrange yourself, and the assistant will naturally take us home." ”
Because he wasn't sure when the two people not far away would come here, Lin Qingshuang had to make a quick decision, touched his heart and head and said.
"It's not too early, we really have to go back. ”
As he spoke, Lin Qingshuang left with his heart in his arms, and the assistant followed closely behind him, with a complicated expression on his face that was difficult for others to understand.
It wasn't until he got into the carriage that Lin Qingshuang's hanging heart could finally be put down.
Her loving gaze fell on her heart and touched her little head.
Looking at Mommy in confusion, he blinked his eyes and said the question just now, "We obviously didn't go home to do our homework, why did Mommy tell my uncle that we were going home to do our homework during class?"
The heart's question made Lin Qingshuang choke up for a while, and before she could think of how to answer, she continued.
"Mommy said that children can't lie, is it okay to lie when children grow up and become adults?"
It wasn't until these words came out of his heart that Lin Qingshuang realized what a bad influence he had had on his children.
The assistant was driving, looking at her worriedly, as if he wanted to help her explain.
Lin Qingshuang slowed down, looked at her heart, and patiently explained to her seriously.
"Neither children nor adults should lie, just now Mommy made a bad demonstration, and the mind can't learn from Mommy like this in the future. ”
For these things that Lin Qingshuang said, his heart was a little incomprehensible, and he blinked his eyes and looked at her and continued to ask.
"Then why can't you lie? Mommy lied just now, but her nose didn't get any longer and she wasn't punished. ”
These words made Lin Qingshuang realize that the child's thinking had reached a stage of cultivation.
The external conditions will directly affect their inner judgment, and they have also begun to learn to judge the rights and wrongs of a thing.
These cognitions made Lin Qingshuang panic in her heart, and she was not even sure if she could play a correct role model for the child.
Now looking at the big eyes of her simple heart, she could only slowly exhale a breath of turbidity, trying to explain it in words she could understand.
"Because lies need to be covered up with more lies, and more importantly, lying hurts the people around you, and sometimes the people who are important to you. ”
Listening to Mommy's explanation, my heart seemed to understand what I didn't understand, and I looked at her and asked a rhetorical question.
"Is it that if I lie to the prince, when he knows the truth, he will be very sad, and he will not give me a lot of delicious sweets to play with. ”
There was no problem with the understanding of the heart, Lin Qingshuang nodded, and hugged her tightly in his arms.
She looked at the changing scenery outside the window and muttered to herself with a distracted expression.
"So no matter what happens, don't lie. The truth of things that are hidden through lies will be revealed to the world sooner or later. ”
These words are not so much that Lin Qingshuang is educating her daughter, but more for herself.
Today, she met Sheng Yixing without warning, which already made her have a premonition of the future in the near future.
Now she can also try to hide from her heart through all kinds of lies.
But the lie will be exposed one day, and at that time, the person she least wants to hurt the most is likely to be hurt even more.
Thinking of this, Lin Qingshuang hugged her daughter in her arms tightly, she didn't know how to tell her about her father.
But as soon as she thought of it, her heart saw the picture of Sheng Yixing and other women together without warning, and her whole person collapsed.
My mind can feel that my mother is not in a good state, but I don't know why.
Obviously he was fine just now, but suddenly he said that he wanted to go home, saying that he was not feeling well.
Curled up in Mommy's arms obediently, her gentle little hands gently patted Mommy's chest, and the voice of her mouth was milky.
"Mommy is not sad, no matter what happens, the soul will be with you. ”
The words of the soul pierced Lin Qingshuang's tear ducts in an instant, and she blinked her eyes, so that the tears did not flow out of her eyes.
She didn't want to show her fragile side in front of her heart, so she hugged her daughter tightly, her eyes were red, but she didn't shed a single tear.
After returning home, Lin Qingshuang handed over her mind to the housekeeper, went to play games first, and returned to her room to think about Sheng Yixing.
Before that, she thought that the relationship between the two could be broken.
But today's events made her realize that there were too many rights and wrongs involved between the two, and she couldn't turn around and leave directly.
Things really weren't as easy as he imagined, and there was still a complete break between the two.
Before that, she will plan for the worst, including the custody of her daughter.
With Sheng Yixing's current strength and status, it is more difficult for her to win the custody of her daughter than to ascend to the sky, and the only possibility is that the man is willing to give up on his own.
At the thought of this, her head was about to explode, the green tendons near her temples were jumping suddenly, and her head hurt so much that she couldn't straighten her waist.
The assistant didn't know when he came, but standing at the door of the room, he knocked on the door, and his voice sounded solemn and deep.
"Ma'am, are you alright?"
The assistant spoke with concern for Lin Qingshuang in his tone.
She touched her face and found that there were no tears, and she was holding her breath in her chest before.
"I'm fine, what's wrong?"
She spoke, trying to make her tone sound the same as usual.
"Today's things at the mall ......" listen to the school bag
Before the assistant finished speaking, Lin Qingshuang went over and opened the door, looked at him with red eyes, and said sideways.
"Come in and say. ”
Everything related to Sheng Yixing, Lin Qingshuang didn't dare to expose it, she was too afraid of a little wind and grass.
"You don't see what you're doing today, and you don't know. ”
Closing the door, Lin Qingshuang turned to look at the assistant, with a hint of aggressiveness in her tone.
"Everything that happened today can be done as if nothing happened, but if the next time you let the mind bump into it, have you thought about how to explain it?"
The assistant was not as unconditionally obedient as before, and this time his rhetorical question left Lin Qingshuang speechless.
Sure enough, both of them thought of the same issue, and she could force herself to accept and accept the fact that Sheng Yixing was with someone else.
But this can't make a child accept that his father is with another woman.
Lin Qingshuang took a deep breath, in fact, she herself knew that the current approach was futile, and she didn't know what to do otherwise.
"If you really can't do it, let's confess, the mind is much more mature than we think......"
The assistant wanted to say something more, but was instantly stopped by Lin Qingshuang's cold eyes.
She looked at her assistant and said nowhere coldly.
"If my daughter can't accept this, have you thought about the consequences?"
Lin Qingshuang didn't think about this, she also wanted to be honest with her daughter, but she couldn't bear the results he expected.
Everything she insists on now is for the sake of her soul, and all she can do is to protect her daughter from being harmed.
But if she tells the truth now, once her daughter can't accept it, it will only bring her more harm and pain.
So she couldn't have taken such a risk and chose this path.
But today's appearance of Sheng Yixing has allowed her to escape from her comfort zone.
Until then, she had always felt that she still had time to take care of it all before taking her daughter away.
But now it doesn't seem to be satisfactory, as long as he and Sheng Yixing still live in the same city, inadvertently passing by, it will happen again sooner or later.
"So, ma'am, what are you going to do now?"
The assistant's original intention was also to save his soul and Lin Qingshuang, but now it seems that his ability is not capable.
"Give me a little more time and let me think about it. ”
After a moment of silence, Lin Qingshuang sighed and said in a heavy tone.
It's not too early, and the assistant continues to stay here, for fear that it will not affect well.
But looking at Lin Qingshuang's current state, he was really relieved.
After some hesitation, he left the room and went to the room of the bodyguard captain.
Although the two have followed Sheng Yi for many years, they rarely intersected before that.
Now, because they often work together, they gradually get acquainted, but because they hide the same secret, they have become good friends who talk about everything.
The captain was resting in the room instead of standing guard, and the sudden visit of the assistant surprised him.
"What's wrong?"
A solemn expression flashed on the captain's face, and he looked at the assistant as if he was about to rush out.
"It's true, it's a problem, but it's a problem we can't solve. ”
The assistant sighed, patted the captain on the shoulder, and told him to sit down first.
After vigilantly closing the door of the room, the assistant told the story of today.
I didn't expect this day to come so suddenly, and the captain was also at a loss.
He is absolutely fine with fighting and doing manual work, but in this matter, he can't help much.
"I went to my husband before, and he told me to protect Madame and Mademoiselle, and said nothing else. ”
Recalling the scene when the two met, the captain couldn't help but sigh.
"After so many years with my husband, the first time he stood in front of me, I couldn't understand him at all. ”
Sheng Yixing's current approach is simply unbelievable to them, and no matter how they look at it, they can't understand it.
"Sir is no longer the man we know, but our duty continues, and we have to protect Madame's well-being. ”
The assistant spoke in a solemn tone, it has been so long, he has been on Lin Qingshuang, watching her come step by step, knowing what she has experienced and her difficulty.
"But for now, there's nothing we can do but wait. ”
At the same time, in Lin Qingshuang's room, she sat alone in front of the window, looking into the distance with empty and confused eyes.
The two of them were so close today, but he looked at Sheng Yixing as if he was thousands of miles apart.
There was already an insurmountable gap between the two, and she tried to run forward, but the man was desperately retreating.
Since this is already the case, Lin Qingshuang is also tired, so she can only stop and rest.
By the way, the gap between the two is deepening, and the distance between the two is getting farther and farther.
It's not that she's giving up, it's that she can't find a reason to keep going.
With that in mind, the only thing she can do now is to protect her heart.
After thinking about it, Lin Qingshuang finally dialed the man's phone.
But until the call ended automatically, the man never answered.
I don't know if he was intentional or unintentional, Lin Qingshuang was not discouraged and continued to call.
But the result is the same every time, the man doesn't answer, but he doesn't hang up, listening to the phone ringing and struggling until the last second.
After failing again and again, Lin Qingshuang finally gave up and stopped calling him, but instead sent messages.
The last time the two of them had made the problem clear and clear, maybe in the man's cognition, there was no need for the two to communicate again.
Indeed, if it weren't for her heart, Lin Qingshuang would not have been able to contact a man who no longer wanted her again and again.
But the reality is that she had to continue to do so.
edited a long paragraph and was about to send it, but the man's phone called, and the message was deleted in an instant.
In a panic, Lin Qingshuang connected the phone, listened to the voice over there, and forgot to speak for a while.
Until the man's slightly impatient voice rang out, "Something?"
I don't know what the man is doing at the moment, but her heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and her body was wrapped in cold air, and even the temperature on the surface of her body cooled down instantly.