After coming out of the noodle shop, he walked all night and arrived downstairs at Mr. Li's house in the morning. In order to save dozens of dollars, even if he ran all night, he was haggard and never thought of taking a taxi.

Before facing Teacher Li, he lingered downstairs in Teacher Li's house for a long time - Teacher Li conspired with Principal Xu to expel him, and it was not an exaggeration to say that Teacher Li was his enemy, but his younger brother was injured and hospitalized, and if it wasn't for her help, he really didn't know how to solve all kinds of expensive medical expenses.

His feelings for Mr. Li are very complicated, now he actually wants to live in someone's house, and he will eat other people's employees in the future, is he too aggrieved to be strong, and how to look up in front of people in the future.

Exhausted, he urgently needs a place to rest, is there any place to go except Teacher Li's house?

Thinking of this, he finally chose to send someone under the fence.

He squatted downstairs for a while, and he came up with an idea that would make Teacher Li take the initiative to beg him to stay, and besides, he would not have to go back to school or face their sisters again.

After meeting Mr. Li, he first expressed his willingness to take the high school entrance examination, and their Chen family urgently needed a college student to change their fate.

He then asked, "Am I taking the high school entrance examination in the name of Chen Zifeng or in the name of Chen Zishan?" The Education Bureau is still concerned about Principal Xu's injury to Chen Zishan, and Chen Zishan is injured and hospitalized, and if he returns to school in the name of Chen Zishan and then takes the high school entrance examination, will the Education Bureau be suspicious?"

Li Huizhen thought about it, if he took the high school entrance examination in the name of Chen Zifeng, it would be even more unfavorable to himself!

Chen Zifeng's expulsion from the school occurred at the beginning of the school year, the time was far apart, and the Education Bureau did not know about it.

The principal's chair had just been sitting on for a few days, and it hadn't been warmed yet, and she must not let him take the high school entrance examination in the name of Chen Zifeng.

But he took the high school entrance examination in the name of Chenzishan, which was also troublesome.

Just when Li Huizhen was in a dilemma, he said to himself in front of Li Huizhen, "It would be nice if there was a way to let people lying in the hospital take the high school entrance examination." ”

Hearing his words, Li Huizhen's eyes suddenly lit up.

"I see what you mean, you're really good at this!"

Li Huizhen believes that this is indeed a brilliant idea, which not only shows that the new self cares for every student, but also shows that the Education Bureau is reasonable and cares about the future of every child. No matter what the Education Bureau says, there is no reason to oppose it, and not only will it not oppose it, but even strongly support it.

"Is there a way to get him to take the test?"

Li Huizhen replied, "There is a way, but can he pick up a pen with his hand?"

"I'm going to ghostwrite for him. ”

Li Huizhen shook her head, if she reported to Chen Zifeng to ghostwrite, wouldn't it be a fart to take off her pants and fart if she tossed so hard! Wouldn't the Education Bureau still have to ask about Chen Zifeng?

"It must be very hard for you to take care of Chenzishan alone, rest in my house before the end of the high school entrance examination, and you don't have to worry about anything. ”

"I'm resting at your house, who is going to ghostwrite for Chenzishan?"

"Don't worry, I'll arrange for someone else to write for you. ”

He nodded, the matter of the high school entrance examination was finally completed, and he didn't need to meet them again, he felt a lot more relieved.

Li Huizhen asked him again before going to work, "Your grandmother doesn't know that something happened to Chenzishan, and you are here with me, so who is serving your brother in the hospital?"

He smiled mysteriously, "Are you curious, or do you want to know?"

Li Huizhen seemed to understand something, and hurriedly waved her hand, "I don't want to know, it won't do me any good to know too much." ”

He slept in the spare guest bedroom of Li Huizhen's house, and when he woke up, it was already evening, and he woke up with fatigue, especially his head, which was "buzzing" non-stop.

At dinner, Li Huizhen told him that the high school entrance examination was basically done, and Li Huizhen also gave him a new mobile phone and asked him to share the good news with his brother as soon as possible.

Looking at the sky-high mobile phone in front of him, he hesitated for a moment.

Li Huizhen bought such an expensive mobile phone for herself, obviously wanting to gag herself, because she had too much unknown evidence of her crimes.

He accepted the mobile phone and phone card given by Li Huizhen, and smiled slightly, "Actually, you don't have to give me such an expensive mobile phone, I will pay my brother's medical expenses in advance to you, and I will rot all the previous things in my stomach." ”

He returned to his room, and when he accepted the bribe for the first time, he did not feel guilty in his heart, but was inexplicably excited.

Before, he would definitely despise this act in his heart, but now?

After entering society, he is no longer as innocent and noble as he was when he was a student, or has the reality of society changed him?

He looked at the brand-new phone in his hand and remembered what his grandmother had said to him, "You forgot your father, and you want to be like him in the future?"

He shook his head fiercely, "I will never be like him, absolutely not, absolutely not!"

He quickly unpacked, "I'm not vanity, I'm not vanity!"

He inserted the mobile phone card into the card slot, "I need a mobile phone, I urgently need a mobile phone to keep in touch with Chen Zifeng, I want to tell him the arrangements for the high school entrance examination, I want to discuss with him, how to take Xu Shiya away in the two days of the high school entrance examination......"

Dialing Chen Zifeng's phone, he calmed down a lot.

He first confirmed whether Xu Shiya was by his brother's side, and when he learned that Xu Shiya was beside him, he said that he had a private matter to discuss, so Chen Zifeng found a reason to give Xu Shiya a reason to open it.

After Xu Shiya left, he told him about the arrangements for the high school entrance examination, but he didn't expect him to agree very happily.

Regarding the problem of how to support Xu Shiya in the past two days of the high school entrance examination, the two brothers have different opinions.

The younger brother asserted, "The hospitalization has not been hidden from grandma, grandma will come to the hospital to take care of herself in the past two days, so that Xu Shiya can hide for the time being." ”

He objected to his younger brother's proposition, he thought that there were too many loopholes in this excuse, "Two days is too long, who dares to guarantee that Xu Shiya can stay alone honestly? According to Xu Shiya's character, it is difficult for her to endure such a long period of loneliness, if she secretly runs to the hospital to see you, at that time, all the lies that deceived Xu Shiya will be exposed." Assuming that Xu Shiya believes that it is true, after two days of the high school entrance examination, Xu Shiya will come back to take care of you, she will definitely have doubts in her heart, grandma only took care of her for two days, and she will never appear again?"

"The most important thing is that your idea is to give her the initiative, you are gambling! In case Xu Shiya finds out the truth, in case she makes a big fuss at your exam site, all our plans will be in vain. The matter of the high school entrance examination is related to your future and the future of our family, so in the two days of the high school entrance examination, we must ensure that Xu Shiya will not appear on the scene! In the two days of the high school entrance examination, she cannot be allowed to act at will, and her freedom must be completely restricted!"

"I don't understand what you mean. ”

"There is no best strategy, only a good strategy. ”

"What the hell do you mean!"

"Lao Wu said that there is a medicine that can make people fall asleep for two days, I don't need to go back to school, and it's okay before the high school entrance examination, Xu Shiya handed it over to me to deal with. ”

A shocked voice came from the other end of the phone, "You're hurting her! Not only have you hurt her, you're going to jail if you don't get it! Don't make a ...... of mistakes."

Without waiting for his brother to finish speaking, he quickly hung up the phone, he stared at the turned off phone screen, and said slowly, "Even if you say this, you still won't stop me...... You just pity her, not love her, and she is not so important in your heart compared to your future...... The people you like are still their sisters, am I right...... You quickly agreed to my exam arrangement, because you knew in your heart that if I took the exam myself, I wouldn't need to go back to school and I wouldn't see them again. ”

......

On the eve of New Year's Day, it is the date when Chen Zifeng is discharged from the hospital, and it is also the day when Chen Zifeng and Chen Zishan agreed to exchange.

Xu Shiya was packing up the clothes in the ward, and said to him standing by the window, "I've been standing there at the window for so long, I'm in a hurry to get out." ”

He moved his right arm and stretched his right leg, feeling very comfortable.

This feeling of casual movement is ordinary to ordinary people, but it is unparalleled freedom for him.

He looked down at the brand-new "Pil" on his feet

ah

a 3.0", this pair of basketball shoes was given by him, you can see him today, you can return to school life today, his mood at the moment is like a bird in a cage flying to the blue sky, "After half a year in the hospital, I was finally liberated." ”

"Have you figured out where we're going next?"

He looked back at Xu Shiya, and felt a little bitter in his heart.

Half a year ago, her skin was as white as snow, her delicate face was as clear as jade, her eyes were rippling, and her black hair was soft and shiny. In the past six months, her face has become sallow, her eyes have become dull, and her messy hair is like a pile of dry weeds.

He looked at Xu Shiya's hand, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable. When he couldn't move, it was these hands that wiped his body for him, and it was these hands that supported him all the time until he recovered. These hands took care of his daily life with great care, and the once slender jade fingers were now thick and rough.

Did Xu Shiya change the most in her body? He felt that the answer was obviously not like this, and the biggest change should be her heart that had fallen from liveliness to vicissitudes.

He understands Xu Shiya's willingness to care about where she goes, because she has given too much, and she needs a man to give her an explanation, or rather, a future.

And he couldn't answer her question, the person who answered her should be Chenzishan.

It was Chen Zishan who eloped with Xu Shiya, and it was Chen Zishan who deceived her and hurt her! The person who gave her an explanation and was responsible to her should be Chen Zishan.

Could it be that the only person who owes Xu Shiya is Chenzishan? In the past six months, if it weren't for her careful care, if it weren't for her wholehearted dedication, would she be who she is today?

After struggling for a long time, he still chose to remain silent.

He would go to the high school where Chenzishan was next, so he couldn't go with her.

The person who will be with her will be him.

He deliberately changed the topic, "I've been discharged from the hospital, let's go to the big hotel to have a good meal and celebrate." ”

"You think about where we're going first, and then you go to celebrate. ”

"There's no hurry, we're thinking while eating. ”

Xu Shiya put the last piece of clothing in the suitcase, "Why aren't you in a hurry? We are wandering around the street with large bags and small volumes, like stray dogs." ”

"Let's eat first, and then we'll look for a place after eating. ”

"Find a place first, we find a good place to put our luggage down and then go to eat. ”

He walked up to Xu Shiya and took her hand, "You are obedient, let's go to dinner first." ”

Xu Shiya suddenly shook off his hand, "I don't listen, I don't listen!"

He was frightened by Xu Shiya's sudden move, and after a while, he pointed to the suitcase and a few large backpacks in front of him and said, "If you don't eat, how can you have the strength to find a place with so much luggage?"

"I'm not hungry, I'm strong, I'll take my things myself, I don't need your help. ”

He couldn't resist Xu Shiya, and felt as if something was stuck in his throat. Being discharged from the hospital was a happy event, but he felt that Xu Shiya couldn't get along with anyone.

"I'm going to be discharged from the hospital, what's wrong with you?"

Xu Shiya buried her head, "Why aren't you in a hurry to find a place?"

"I'm not in a hurry to find a place, are you misunderstanding something?"

"After you are discharged from the hospital, you want to have a casual meal with me, and you will break up after eating, am I right?"

He narrowed his eyes, "What nonsense are you talking about! Who wants to break up with you?"

Hearing his words, Xu Shiya smiled lightly, "Some time ago, Aunt Wang in the ward next to me told me that she had seen you take the high school entrance examination in this ward...... At that time, there were many people around you, including teachers and people from the Education Bureau. ”

"She also congratulated you that you were discharged from the hospital and can go back to school...... After listening to her words, I was blindsided! Only now do I realize that the two days I was in a coma were precisely the two days of the high school entrance examination!"

He sat on the hospital bed with his hands propped up his swollen head.

Since we have done this part, why didn't we consider that the matter of the high school entrance examination would be discovered by other family members? Two days after the high school entrance examination, so many people in formal clothes appeared in the ward, and they would definitely be seen by others. If they had been reminded earlier, maybe Xu Shiya would never have known in her life. I was discharged from the hospital today, one hundred secrets, one hundred secrets!

"You said I was tired, and I wondered how I could be so tired? You said it was the doctor, and I actually believed you, but it was all a lie. ”

Tears flowed from the corners of Xu Shiya's eyes, "If you want to take the high school entrance examination, I can accompany you to take the high school entrance examination, if you want to go to school, I can accompany you to school." Even if I can't get into the school you took for a while, I can repeat it, and I can study hard day and night to get into the school you are admitted to...... If I really can't pass the exam, it's a big deal to rent a house near your high school, I will wait for you during the day, accompany you at night, and I can take care of you if you are injured or hospitalized, let alone accompany you to study. ”

"Why do you want to hide it from me? Do you regret eloping with me, so you decided to leave me and go to school alone. ”

He lowered his head, and he didn't know how to face Xu Shiya's loyal love.

"Do you know what you're doing the most?"

"To you...... Drugged. ”

Xu Shiya sneered bitterly, "This is not the most excessive, the most excessive thing is that you have decided to leave me half a year ago, you don't tell me, use me to serve you, and serve you for half a year." ”

"I've been holding it for a long, long time, my brain is about to explode, I've endured it for a long, long time, and my heart can't hold it anymore...... And I never said these words to you, I endured, I endured...... I'm worried that if I say it, it will affect your recovery, and I'm worried that I will say it...... I will never see you again. ”

"Last night I had a nightmare, I dreamed that you were on a train leaving the station, and I was chasing the train in the station, I ran, I cried, I shouted 'Don't leave me' under your window! ”

Xu Shiya looked up at him, "Do you say I owe, don't you owe?"

"You're not, you're not. ”

"I am nothing, I am, I am. Xu Shiya suddenly pumped into her face, "I just owe!

He held Xu Shiya's hand and knelt down on his knees in front of her, "I'm not Chenzifeng, I'm Chenzishan, I'm Chenzishan!"

Xu Shiya looked dazed, "What?"

"Yes, I'm Chenzi Mountain, not the Chenzi Feng you love...... During this time in the hospital, we lied to you and lied to you for half a year!"

"This ...... What's going on?"

"After you ran away from home, your father kept asking me about your whereabouts at school, but I didn't say that it was about to take the high school entrance examination, and in anger, he found someone to kill me...... Chen Zifeng and I didn't know how to tell you, so we had no choice but to hide it from you. ”

"Didn't you fall? He hurt you like that!"

"Me and Chen Zifeng are worried about ......"

"You are worried that you will do something drastic when I know about it, so you have been hiding it from me. ”

He nodded.

"That'...... What about the others in Chenzifeng?"

"He's going to school for me. ”

"Going to school for you?"

"You know what is going on in our Chen family, there must be a college student between me and him. He dropped out of school for too long to cope with the high school entrance examination, so I had to complete the exam in the hospital. ”

Xu Shiya wiped away the tears on her face, "I still don't understand." ”

"Chen Zifeng will explain it to you clearly, I have made an agreement with him, and I will change it back today. ”

Xu Shiya slowly helped him up, "So...... He's not gone to leave me yet, has he? So he's going to tell me where I'm going, right? He's still loving me, isn't he? He's going to love me for the rest of his life, right?"

He looked at Xu Shiya sincerely, "Yes, yes! He loves you and loves you unforgettable! He will love you for the rest of his life!"

"You're not him, how can you be so sure?"

"I'm not him, but don't forget, I know him, I'm his twin brother!"

"You're just saying, what evidence do you have?"

"Evidence...... He waited by your side day and night for the two days you were unconscious...... He waits for you and blames himself for hurting you...... He suffered great pain and guilt in his heart, so he harmed himself!

"He self-harmed?"

"He cut his flesh with a knife, and he cut himself as many cuts as I had! If he doesn't love you, how can he do this to himself?"

......

On the eve of New Year's Day, he has been a student for almost a semester, and today is the day when he ends his student career again.

Due to his brother's failure in the high school entrance examination, he attended a very ordinary high school, and his class was the worst class in the entire grade group, and his seat was in the last row of the class.

That afternoon, he was intently reading comic books, when the boy sitting in the front row suddenly turned his head and said to him, "Brother Chen, why do you still have the heart to read comic books? Don't you know what day it is?"

He put down the comic book in his hand, "What day is today?"

"New Year's Eve!"

"What happened on New Year's Eve?"

"There will be a party on New Year's Eve, and other classes are ready to open tonight. ”

He yawned, "They'll open it." ”

A boy in the front row complained to him, "Brother Chen, other classes are now arranging blackboards and arranging programs, only our class has no movement!"

He stretched, "Where's the head teacher?"

Another boy turned to him and said, "I haven't seen the head teacher here in the afternoon." ”

He looked up at the blank blackboard, "The head teacher won't be hiding, is she?

Some of the students in the back rows looked at him, and their eyes seemed to say, if the head teacher is so angry that he doesn't even want to have a New Year's Day party, it is also your credit, how can you blame us?

However, none of these people dared to speak their hearts.

He was surprised, "What do you think I'm doing, waiting for me to organize a New Year's Day party for you?"

At this time, a voice suddenly appeared in the class, "Brother Chen, why don't you organize it." ”

He froze.

Then some classmates chimed in, "Yes, Brother Chen, you can organize it." ”

"The head teacher is not here, only you can organize. ”

"Brother Chen, we all listen to you. ”

"Brother Chen, you can arrange it. ”

He scratched his head, "Let me organize a party for you, you can't get high!"

"Hi flip good, we like hi!"

"Brother Chen, hurry up and speak. ”

"Brother Chen, if you don't organize, no one can. ”

"Except for the third year of high school, all classes have New Year's Day parties, only our class is not open, and other classes know, so you can't laugh off your big teeth!"

He exclaimed, "Is this the opinion of the whole class? Or do you guys mean it?"

Most of the people in the class put down the pen in their hands and turned their heads to look at him, and some of the students who bowed their heads had no intention of reading books or doing problems.

"The New Year's Day party is a matter for the whole class, but it's not up to a few of you to have the final say. ”

"That's it, since some classmates proposed that I organize, let's vote together in the class, there is one thing I will make clear first, I just said that the New Year's Day party is the business of the whole class, as long as there is one vote against it, it means that some classmates think that I am not qualified enough, and then you don't rely on me not to organize. ”

"Brother Chen, no one will object. ”

"Let's all vote by show of hands. ”

"Everyone who agrees with Brother Chen to organize the New Year's Day Gala raise their hands!"

"Everybody put your hands up!"

The students in the back rows all raised their arms in the air, while only half of the middle and front rows raised their hands.

"The person in front of you raised their hand!"

"What do you mean by not raising your hand?"

Some of the students who didn't raise their hands look at me, I look at you, and slowly raised their hands.

Most of the students who still haven't raised their hands are people who don't want to express their stance or have strange personalities.

"People who don't raise their hands don't want to participate?"

"People who don't want to participate go out, there are still a lot of people here who want to participate, don't affect us. ”

"Anyone who doesn't raise their hand will go out!"

"Go out without raising your hand, just to make room for us. ”

At this time, he slowly stood up and asked loudly, "Why don't you propose that the people who disagree with my organization raise their hands?

The classmates understood what he meant, and some even laughed out loud.

He also smiled and said, "If you ask like me, do you believe it was unanimously approved?"

"Letter. ”

"Letter, affirmatively unanimous. ”

"Those who don't raise their hands now won't raise their hands when that time comes. ”

He got up from his seat, "Put your hands down." ”

After speaking, he walked to the podium, standing on the podium, he looked down at the young faces who were both familiar and unfamiliar in the audience, and then said loudly, "Some classmates said that if our class doesn't have a New Year's Day party, we will be laughed off by other classes," he lowered his head and smiled bitterly, "The head teacher is not afraid, what are you afraid of?"

"Some people think I'm saying bad things about the head teacher, some people may think I'm preaching, I'm standing here now, I just want to say a word to you, the big truth that you tacitly say in your heart but don't want to admit it!"

"Our class is the worst class in the entire grade group, the most humiliating class, and the class that others look down on the most! Even if we are at the bottom of the exam, even the sports meeting and basketball game can be at the bottom? If we don't do well in the exam, it means that no one is smart, at least we can't lose to others in sports! Tell me for yourself, what can we do in our class?"

Most of the students lowered their heads, and no one responded to his questions.

Some people were curious, asking Brother Chen to help organize the New Year's Day party should have been a happy thing for everyone, why did he mention these unhappy pasts? What's wrong with him today? Could it be that he was in a bad mood?

"We are used as a laughing stock every day, the New Year's Day party is not opened, it is a big deal to be laughed at by others one more time, one more soak of urine in the stinky tank, one more soak is not much!"

A few students in the audience snickered.

"Are you so stupid? I'm scolding you, you can't hear me?"

Hearing this, a few snickering classmates immediately restrained their hippie smiles.

"In my opinion, if we don't have a New Year's Day party, others won't laugh at us, and they may be impressed by our class," he smiled and sarcastically, "People think that our class has learned from the pain and started to work hard." ”

"What do you think? Do you think I'm right?"

As soon as his voice fell, the whole classroom fell silent.

His insults and sarcasm made many classmates blush, and many students felt as if their souls had been tortured.

"Squad leader, you stand up and say something. ”

A boy in the front row slowly stood up, his head bowed, not daring to look at him.

"Squad leader, let me ask you, our New Year's Day party is not open, people think that our class will learn from the pain and work hard, what do you think?"

"I ...... I don't know. ”

"You don't know? You don't know as a squad leader? How did you become a squad leader?"

The boy blushed.

"I'm humiliating you like this, don't you speak? You can't be afraid of me, are you?"

The boy gritted his teeth and shook his head.

He smiled, "Let me ask you another question, what class is our first ten high school class called?"

"Chenzishan Class ......"

"Why do they call it that?"

"Because you...... You are the first in the school in the midterm exam...... You average more than 40 points per game in basketball...... You are the champion of the 100 meters in the sports meeting......"

He asked rhetorically, "Because of these?"

The boy took a deep breath, "Because...... Because you have a scar on your body, everyone is afraid of you!"

He shouted, "Wrong! Big mistake!"

He breathed a sigh of relief, "There are many people in the grade group who run faster than me, and there are also people in our class who run faster than me, and why did I win the first place in the sports meeting? First of all, no one in our class signed up at all, and in the sports meeting, I was the most desperate person, I desperately chased after the people who ran in front of me, I tried my best to win the first place, I tried my best to win the honor for this class!"

"You just said that I average more than 40 points per game in basketball, and as a player, you should be able to understand what it's like to play nine. ”

"You also said that I was the first in the school in the midterm exam, do you know what it is like to have a gap of more than 100 points between the first and second places in a class?"

The boy shook his head.

"Let me tell you, after half a semester of hard work, he began to find that there is no one around him who works hard and makes progress together, he has been working hard, he is looking for his opponent in hard work and hard work, and he is eager to surpass his opponent. However, these desires were nothing more than wishful thinking on his part, and no one looked at them in the eye, but only won an exclamation. He might as well read the comic books, the world in them made him feel that people are struggling and the value of human existence. ”

"Class leader, I'll tell you now, why do others call our class Chenzishan class? Because when they see this class, they only see me, and they only see me fighting for this class alone!"

"None of you have ever let anyone else see your existence except me!"

"Do you know why you don't have the fighting spirit, because you don't have a sense of honor in your heart...... Do you know why you don't have a sense of honor, because you don't have this collective in your heart!"

"I'm asking all of you now, are we still classmates?"

The classmates hung their heads down, their faces full of shame.

"People don't want to raise their hands, so they let people out, is this a matter of classmates? If you say such things, does the friendship between classmates still exist? Everyone is only for themselves, why are we still called classmates in this group of people!"

He pointed to the class, "I know what's going on in your minds...... No one else cares about me, so why should I care about others? Why don't you think so, if I don't care about others, how can others care about me? The former is a passerby, and the latter is a classmate!"

He shook his head in disbelief, "Let's mess up, let's go through the past three years, when I graduate, take a graduation photo, go through the motions, the photo should be thrown away, it should be burned...... Mix it up, be so confused, become someone else's passing cloud, and finally disappear into your own youth. ”

He looked at the young faces, and he understood that no one could hear him saying goodbye to his classmates.

He put an end to the friendship between their classmates with the most sincere words, and he placed his most sincere wish that they would take fewer detours. He felt that some of his classmates might not accept him at the moment when they heard such heated words, but one day, they would be grateful to him.

They just saw this short semester as the beginning of adjusting to high school life, and he saw the short semester as the end of the entire three years of high school.

"We are the worst class when we are labeled, and what about ourselves...... Low self-esteem, frustrated, unable to raise his head, always feel that he is shorter than others. When I mentioned other classes, I was envious, and when I said that I was a member of class 10 in front of others, I couldn't wait to get into the hole...... I'm going to ask you now, did someone else put a hat on us, or did we put a hat on ourselves?"

The boy muttered to himself, "Ourselves." ”

"Class 10 class leader, how do you feel when you attend a school meeting with the class leader of the same grade group and sit with the class leader of the same grade group?"

"I didn't dare to speak, I couldn't raise my head. ”

"Do you still want to raise your head in front of other squad leaders?"

"Want to ......"

He asked aloud, "Can you be louder, I can't hear you!"

The squad leader raised his chest and replied loudly, "Yes!"

He pointed at the whole class again and shouted angrily, "Class 10 students, do you want to raise your head in class 10?"

The whole class shouted in unison, "Yes!"

He nodded with satisfaction, "I tell you, the only way for people to live is to unite and work hard! Do you want to be the strongest class among the ten classes?"

The whole class roared in unison, "Yes!"

"Do you want to leave a perfect end to your youth?"

The class tore their voices, "We want to!"

He smiled, for he saw the momentum of the re-eruption of the volcano buried in the ashes, the eyes that burst into flames, and the youthful vigor that a young man should have.

He laughed happily because he saw that he had no regrets when he finished his high school career.

Such an impassioned and generous, sonorous and powerful speech, every student's face showed excitement and excitement, and every student's heart held a power that had been silent for a long time, but at this time, in such a dark tide of silence, applause suddenly sounded at the door of the classroom.

The whole class looked at the door of the classroom, including him, of course, but the other students' faces were full of surprise, and his faces showed surprise.

The twin sisters clapped and said, "What a great speech." ”

"It's not easy to talk about this without a manuscript. ”

After the surprise, an extremely complicated expression appeared on his face, embarrassment, entanglement, sadness, and joy all converged on one face.

After looking at each other for a while, he suddenly sobered up, and he turned to the whole class, "Today, two new students have been transferred to our class, and they have injected a new blood into our class! ”

He looked at some of the lost faces in the audience, and he smiled and said, "Let's have a party to welcome new students! What do you say?"

As soon as he finished speaking, the audience cheered wildly, and he slammed the blackboard several times, "Quiet! Quiet! Give me silence!"

After the students stopped venting their excitement, he began to arrange, "School committee, you are responsible for setting up the blackboard, and the theme is as I said." ”

A girl nodded.

"Class leader, you are responsible for setting up the desks and chairs of the class, and you must make a circular open space in the middle of the classroom for the whole class to sit around. ”

The squad leader nodded.

"Students in the back three rows, you are responsible for building a TV and a set of stereos, let's get excited tonight!"

The students in the back three rows shouted in unison, "Okay!"

"How to do it, you can discuss it yourself. Life Committee, you take a few classmates to the market to buy some food and drink, as for the financial problem, ......"

He pointed to the twin sisters at the door, "Life Commissioner, you can find them if you have financial problems, and they will help you solve them." ”

The Life Commissioner also nodded.

"Almost, if there are any problems, you can deal with it yourself, squad leader. ”

With that, he bowed his head and walked to the door of the classroom, and when he passed by his sister who was standing at the door of the classroom, he lowered his head even more.

"You're back!"

"Stop!"

He carried them behind their backs and said, "What are you doing?"

"What do you mean?"

"What are you going to do?"

"What kind of tricks? I've arranged a grand welcome party for your sisters, and how many transfer students in this world will be treated like this!"

"What about you, where do you want to go?"

"You left everything to someone else, what about yourself?"

"I ...... Of course I'm doing things that no one else can do. ”

"You don't want to take advantage of the opportunity to escape, do you?"

"Tell me, what can't anyone else do?"

"I ...... I'm going to find the head teacher, the new classmate is transferred over, how can she do it without showing up?"

......

"So on New Year's Eve, you didn't go out to find the head teacher, but went to exchange with him!"

"When Chenzishan comes back, this person is no longer Chenzishan, but Chenzifeng!"

"When we took the high school entrance examination, our sisters couldn't find you, so we planned to go to high school to find you. We mistakenly thought that you would definitely get into the best high school in the city, and we worked hard to get in, only to find out that you were not in that high school at all. We inquired for a long, long time, and learned that you were in a most ordinary high school. Xiaoyu and I went to great lengths to transfer to your school, and as a result, you and Chen Zifeng exchanged again!"

She wanted to cry without tears, "Xiaoyu and I thought we had found you, but what we found was only some illusions, so throughout our high school career, Xiaoyu and I lived in illusions!

She said sadly, "On New Year's Eve, Xiaoyu and I happily integrated into the new class and happily participated in our welcome party, but it turned out that all this was fake. ”

She pointed miserably to the distance of the sea, "On New Year's Eve, Chen Zifeng also sang a song Leslie Cheung's "I", this song is the dead Xiaoyu's favorite song, she likes this song because the person who sings this song is the person she likes, and the result is ......"

He couldn't be silent any longer, "Alright, that's enough, don't say any more." ”

Grief-stricken, she suddenly roared, "Not enough!

"Then you continue!"

"Xiaoyu and I are really blind, the people who pursue us can stand all over the street, but they fall in love with you alone! A poor boy, full of lies, how can our sisters fall into a quagmire like you?"

She smiled wryly, "Our sisters are really blind. ”

He smiled, "Know why you sisters are so obsessed with me, and know what attracts you to me?"

"Be less self-absorbed, you have something to attract us. ”

She scoffed and added, "You can't be a little self-aware. ”

"You're right, what can I have, I have nothing...... Your sisters are so perfect, have a perfect family, were born with a golden key, and are destined to enjoy endless glory in their lifetime. Your sisters have perfect looks and figures, and all men admire you, and you are simply loved by everyone, and flowers bloom! In that case, how can you fall in love with me, who is so perfect, and how can you fall into such a quagmire like me?"

She was silent.

"Because our broken world is what you perfect people are missing. You who are accustomed to the perfect world, but you are curious about the broken world, you enter the broken world, and finally fall into the broken world. Our crippled world is a constant reminder to ourselves that I am a crippled person, and if one day, I am loved by the person I want, I will thank God for His favor, and I will cherish her love, so I must remember that I am a crippled person. ”

He looked at her with a blank face, and finally said, "And you perfect people, sinking into the mire of incompleteness, completely lost in yourself. ”