Monday morning.

Chenzishan was very surprised, the last week was spent safely, and there was no wind and grass so far.

On this irritable morning, Chen Zishan had no intention of listening to the class, and he had a strong premonition that the day of the incident was only today.

He sat like a lonely boat in the middle of the ocean, and he saw a black storm in the distance, and the calm sea here made him particularly frightened.

When he was restless, he recalled the weekend his twin sisters had invited their brothers to spend together, and at the same time he laughed at himself, at the time he had been thinking about empty reverie when he was depressed.

And now, what could be more comforting to do than the intoxication of crankiness?

At this time, squad leader Wang Dan came to his side and interrupted his thoughts, "Chen Zifeng, please go outside." Wang Dan quickly finished speaking, turned around and left.

Looking at the squad leader's back, his body tensed, and the storm that should have come has finally come.

He got up and left his seat, feeling that something was not quite right—if the head teacher was looking for me, why didn't he call me to the office or some other place where no one was around?

He guessed that Xu Shiya should have asked the squad leader Wang Dan to come - Xu Shiya and Wang Dan had a particularly good relationship, so he asked Wang Dan to call me out. Xu Shiya was hindered by others, especially the twin sisters at the front table, so she was embarrassed to come forward in person. Last week, Lin Shiyu sent a hat to make a fuss, Xu Shiya has been looking for her to mistakenly think it was Chen Zifeng, I want an explanation, I am perfunctory. Two days have passed over the weekend, and she must be unable to hold her breath, so it seems that she has to let "me" make it clear today...... Well, exactly!

When he came to the corridor, his eyes suddenly lit up, when did Xu Shiya burn her head!

At this time, Xu Shiya changed her consistent style of combing ponytails, and the beautiful waterfall with her head was naturally elegant. She stood by the window, the breeze blowing her wavy hair, revealing a beautiful side face. The gentle sunlight shone on her face, reflecting a watery tenderness.

She smiled back at him, and he was deeply immersed in her gentle eyes, unable to extricate himself for a long time.

In his impression, he has never seen such a touching Xu Shiya. He had a faint feeling in his heart that Xu Shiya wanted to compare with her twin sisters.

It seems that Xu Shiya doesn't understand that there is a kind of beauty that cannot be made up for by the day after tomorrow, and this beauty is the innate elegant beauty of the twin sisters. There is no precise definition of elegant beauty, or there is no standard appearance, elegant beauty is given by God, it is to give people a wonderful and comfortable feeling, and it is a love that makes people's hearts slowly surge.

The twin sisters are elegant, noble and not cold, approachable and sacred, which is not something that Xu Shiya can win by changing a hairstyle.

Xu Shiya wants to imitate them, no matter how good she is in the beauty of others, she always seems contrived.

It is better to imitate the beauty of others than to make the best of your own.

He also noticed that Xu Shiya was carrying a gift box the size of a cake box, and he wondered if there should be a hat in it - last Friday afternoon, Xu Shiya asked in detail about the hat, and she also asked if she really liked jazz-style hats. From this point of view, Xu Shiya has to compete today not only for her appearance, but also for "me" choice.

Xu Shiya saw that he didn't intend to take the initiative to talk to him, so she asked in the posture of an eldest lady, "Chen Zifeng, where did you go on the weekend?"

He replied casually, "At home." ”

"Is it the patent of your Chen family to deceive people? You just come when you open your mouth without blinking your eyes? Your grandmother didn't tell you that I went to your house to find you?"

He was surprised, "When did you find me?"

"Saturday morning! I knocked on the door and no one answered, and then I went to the vegetable market to find your grandmother, and she said, you went out with twin girls!"

He hesitated, thinking about how his brother would answer if she was forced to ask him about it.

Since he chose to wade into this troubled water, the easiest way is to completely treat himself as a younger brother, and face Xu Shiya with his tone and attitude, and things may be solved.

"It was my brother who made an appointment with them, he had to drag me, I didn't want to go, he said he was embarrassed to be alone, I really can't put it off......"

"Cut, you just said you were at home, why did you lie to me?"

"I'm afraid you'll misunderstand, you should know that I don't like trouble. ＂

"I didn't misunderstand you, you fell out with your good buddy, isn't it because of the gift from Lin Shixue?"

"Lin Shixue's gift is just a sign of gratitude, and Wang Meng turned his face because he didn't respect me, don't put it together. ”

He pointed to the gift box in Xu Shiya's hand, "If you give me a gift, do you want the gift you gave me to be mistreated by others? Do you think I don't care at all? If you think I'm such a person, if you call me just to reprimand me, then I'll go back to class." ”

Throwing cruel words to Xu Shiya, he turned around and left, secretly admiring his eloquence and acting skills.

"But ......" Xu Shiya can face anyone with the posture of the eldest lady, but at this moment, she is speechless.

Xu Shiya obviously hoped that he would not care about what Lin Shixue gave and only cared about herself, but it was difficult for her to open her mouth with such a request. Besides, Chen Zifeng didn't have any relationship with her, and he couldn't think of a suitable reason for him to ask him not to accept anyone's gifts, or to ask him to throw away the gifts he received from others.

Fortunately, he prepared in advance and let him do the work of choice.

Xu Shiya couldn't wait to stop him, "Of course I didn't call you to reprimand you," Xu Shiya smiled at him who stopped, "I'll give you a gift too." ”

He pretended to be sarcastic, "How can I be so virtuous that I can let the principal's daughter give me a gift?"

Xu Shiya approached him and handed over the gift box in her hand, "Open it and take a look." ”

He took the gift box, untied the ribbon tied to it, and when he opened the lid of the gift box, he was shocked on the spot - this is impossible! Absolutely impossible! As she told me, this hat was discontinued many years ago, and in this city, there will be no second hat of the same kind! She also said that the real mark does not mean what is done on the hat, the only thing is the constant memory. For example, if we want to distinguish which of the twins is, the insignificant difference is difficult to distinguish for a long time, and we must recognize the eternal and unchanging oneness in him.

He was curious and asked, "Where did you get it?"

Xu Shiya smiled, "I can't think of it, I just want to give you the same hat, and even the old and new are the same, I'm amazing." ”

"I ask you, where did you get it!"

"You don't know how hard I've tried!" she said, "I've searched many places, almost all over the city, and I can't find anything exactly the same." I found out later that this hat had been out of production many years ago, and I thought to myself, this is the end of it. ”

Speaking of this, her pretty face carried a hint of loss, "I really lost to them again...... Lin Shiyulin and Lin Shixue sisters and I have known each other since we were children, no matter what we play or what we compare, I always lose, and now I can't even find what they give away. This is also in line with their temperament, so unique, so different. ”

She let out a long sigh, "The most annoying thing is that they suddenly parachuted into our class and grabbed the person they liked with me...... Thinking of the day when you were with them, I squatted on the floor of the mall and cried in front of all the passers-by. ”

He stroked the hat Xu Shiya gave him, and rubbed its touch with his fingertips, "But you still found it." ”

"I can only say that there is no endless way for heaven to be, and hard work pays off! When I was discouraged, God arranged for a man to appear in front of me. ”

"Who?"

"A middle-aged woman, a collector of hats. ”

"Hat collector?"

"Yes, before I met her, I didn't understand how there could be a hat collector in this world, and I didn't understand why the person who had this hobby was a woman. ”

"Tell me more about it. ”

"At that time, she squatted in front of me and asked me, 'Little girl, why are you looking for that hat', I said, 'What's the use of telling you, that hat is extinct', she said, 'Extinction does not mean peerless, tell Auntie the reason why you are looking for that hat all over the world, maybe Auntie can help you', I heard her words, I don't know why, I suddenly rekindled hope, I wiped away my tears and said to her' I like a boy, this boy seems to like another girl, because the girl gave that hat, so this boy can't put it down, his best friend just made a joke about that hat, he didn't hesitate to fall out with his friend, what should I do?', my aunt helped me up, she said to me, 'little girl, my aunt just has a hat you said at home, you are the person who needs it the most in this city, it was God who made you meet me, and it was God who made me meet you, which means that we have fate'. ”

He asked, "Do you have her contact information?"

She shook her head.

"Do you know where she lives?"

"I don't know. ”

He was a little angry, "You took things from other people, but you don't know how to find them?"

She retorted, "I said, it was fate that made me meet her, and I can naturally meet if I have fate! Why do you have to destroy such a fate?"

He muttered, "I obeyed you, you are so stupid." ”

"I'm not stupid, it's you who is stupid! Don't you understand, it's God who helped me find my hat, and God is helping me, what does this mean, it means that God is perfecting our ......?"

When Xu Shiya decided to confess to him, an angry call came from behind, "Xu Shiya!"

They turned around and saw Sun Hao, who was full of flesh, running quickly, and when they got closer, they found that Sun Hao's left eye was covered with bruises from Wang Meng's punch.

Xu Shiya took a light step and blocked in front of him, "This is my class, you are not welcome here." ”

Sun Hao smiled triumphantly, "Your class doesn't welcome me, but your homeroom teacher welcomes me." ”

"What do you mean?"

"You'll know sooner or later. ”

Sun Hao passed by Xu Shiya, and pointed behind Xu Shiya and scolded, "Chen Zifeng, you are a G grandson, you really don't have a seed! Don't think it's okay to hide behind Xu Shiya, you'll have a good look later!"

Xu Shiya looked at Sun Hao's smug back, and said angrily, "I was beaten into a panda by Wang Meng, and I am still scared! ”

He took a deep breath and slowly closed the lid of the gift box, he raised his head and said to her with a stern expression, "I'm not going to talk much nonsense when it's about to go to class, I'll take the hat you sent, and I'll dispose of what Lin Shixue sent, now I'm going to ask you a question, and you will answer it after you think about it carefully." ”

"Don't say one question, ten questions are not a problem!"

"If I were fired by your dad, would you come with me?"

Hearing his words, Xu Shiya's jaw-dropping mouth showed disbelief, and the next second, her squinting eyes revealed excitement. From happiness to dazed, and from dazed to happy, in just a few seconds, Xu Shiya rose and fell like a roller coaster.

When Xu Shiya came to her senses, she couldn't tell from the serious expression on her face that he was joking, she didn't know how to answer, and she didn't believe that her father would fire him, but she actually had a trace of expectation in her heart.

"To tell you the truth, last week your father and the head teacher had colluded, and they wanted to fire me through the fight between me and Sun Hao, but it was actually because your academic performance declined, and they thought that I influenced you, so I ...... in order to make you devote your mind to studying."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Xu Shiya, who was emotionally out of control, "Nonsense!"

"Do you think I'm going to make a joke about this kind of thing?"

"I don't believe it, I'm going to find him now!"

Xu Shiya turned around to leave, he took her hand, "Don't get excited, it's a foregone conclusion, even if your father doesn't fire me, I don't plan to read it." What are the conditions in my family, except for Chenzi Mountain, no one else knows better than you. Relying only on my grandmother, relying only on her hard work to sell vegetables, do you think she can afford to go to college for both of us? I will have to drop out of school sooner or later, as long as my brother can get ahead. ”

Hearing his words, Xu Shiya's bronze bell-like eyes flashed with tears, "You are also very good at studying, why...... Why didn't your brother choose to do this, shouldn't he be a brother and come forward at this time?"

He was silent, as if the hallway had now dimmed, and the buzzing in his ears drowned out all the noise around him.

After a while, he said slowly, "Where can he be considered an elder brother, we were born on the same day and month in the same year, he was not a few years older than me, he was born a few seconds earlier than me, the so-called elder brother and younger brother are just the order before and after birth, and no one is obliged to let anyone." ”

"Does he know you're doing that?"

"I don't have to say anything to him, we can sense each other's thoughts, but whoever says it first will make concessions, he doesn't say it, I almost understand what he means. ”

"He wants to study, who doesn't want to continue to study if he has good academic performance? He's so selfish, you still tolerate him, don't you think about your future?"

He looked at Xu Shiya passionately, "My future...... My future is your future!"

She stared at him blankly, and at that moment, happiness bloomed in her heart.

Her heart raced, pumping not blood, but alcohol, and then ignited by his fiery confession, tumbling and burning in her veins, a wave of heat rushing toward her mind and igniting every sense in her body.

The sky and the earth began to spin, even the corridors were spinning, and everything in her eyes was spinning rapidly, except for him standing tall in front of her, not moving.

The bitter wait is over, and after tasting the bitterness, she finally realizes the happiness she has never had, and it seems that the ultimate goal of this life has been achieved.

When she thought of his plan to drop out of school, she thumped him in the chest again, "I've waited so long for you to say it now, and I'll say it now!"

She was tired and bowed her noble head to him, "Do you know, so many people laugh at me behind my back, I'm a girl anyway, I can't stick a hot face to a cold ass every day, right...... I can ignore their cynicism, but I can't stand your hot and cold. ”

She looked up at him, tears flashing in her eyes, "My family is against me, my teachers are against me, my friends are against me, you know how difficult it is for me to survive to this day...... Why didn't you say it earlier, you have to leave before you remember to ...... with me"

He suddenly hugged Xu Shiya, "I regret that I can't confess to you because of the difference in my background, and I forgive you for wanting to take you away when I was about to say goodbye to you." ”

He grabbed her shoulder, "Come with me, I will use all my courage to break my cowardice, and I will spend my life to make up for my mistakes." ”

"You're so smart, I still hope you don't drop out of school, I can talk to my dad...... I can't do it, I ...... I'll pay you to study. ”

"Thank you for your kindness, I won't use your money, I still have this ambition, if you go with me, I can earn money to support you, I hope our future life is like this." Young and vigorous, he said to her unswervingly, his momentary anger, without considering the cruelty of reality.

A tear of sadness and happiness flowed from the corner of Xu Shiya's eyes, and she bit her lip and said categorically, "I promise you, if you want to go, I will go with you." ”

Xu Shiya held Chenzishan's hand with all her might, and she decided that no one would be able to break them up from now on.

"If you come with me, you'll suffer. ”

"I'll be happy with you. ”

"Okay, don't tell anyone about our elopement for now, especially my brother and your dad. ”

Xu Shiya nodded a few times.

He looked at his pretty face wet with tears, stroked his well-behaved head, and said with a smile, "What a silly girl." ”

......

He stood on the beach and found many pebbles under his feet, he picked up some and threw them one by one into the sea.

The story is told so much, we need to wait for her reply, but she doesn't say a word.

The stone in his hand was gone, but she still didn't say a word, he smiled at her like a child who had done something wrong, "You say she's not stupid." ”

She shook her head, "You men......"

"What's wrong with us men?"

"You men like to take advantage of simple and kind women, and the funny thing is that women with good hearts are also willing to be used by you men. ”

She took out a mobile phone from her pajama pocket, the screen was still wet, and handed it to him after unlocking it, "When you left my house, Xu Shiya sent me WeChat, take a look for yourself." ”

He flipped through the content of WeChat, and the whole person stiffened.

"You are a good argument, you can't speak. ”

She snatched the phone from his hand, "Come, I'll read it to you word for word...... It's almost the New Year, I'm not sending this message to block you, none of us have a hard time this year, I just hope you can live as clear as I do. You should have had this experience, some people know him and want to distance themselves from him, but they get closer and closer, and some people, in love with him, finally become a hurried passerby in our lives. One of them met me today, and he came to apologize to me, saying that he had lied to me, and that he knew that he was the one I loved, and finally allowed others to take me away. He hoped that I would scold him heartily, or beat him, and if these still could not erase the grudges in my heart, he would pay for them with death! He was serious, and the tears on his face made him no longer able to deceive me, and the tears that were on the verge of despair and had no memory of the world, like the last moonlight cast in the dark night, flowed down faintly, and when it was gone, it was gone, and when it was black, it was completely black. ”

Reading this, she buried her head and touched the corners of her dry and moist eyes.

"I understand, he insists on repaying me, which means that he has never loved me, but he is ashamed of me, and what is there to say about paying off a person's love debt. I wanted to bury this love deeply, and he chose to bury his share of it! to the bottom of the sea...... This man I loved wrongly, when I saw him again, in front of his tears, I felt that everything in the past was worth it, the chastity of countless regrets, the stupidity of regret countless times, and the irretrievable youth could not withstand the two lines of tears he left. I didn't forgive him, I couldn't forgive him at all, he chose to die, how can I forgive? I want to keep him, but I can't say anything...... When he left, I really wanted to go with him again, with this man who could really go to the soup when I was young, but deep down, I have lost the courage of my youth. Thinking about the courage of the moth to the fire back then, and thinking about the followers who killed themselves back then, I can't believe that girl is actually me...... I don't have the courage to bury this love like him, and I can't forget it...... In the end, I lived as a weak woman in the bad relationship they created with their own hands, a woman who wandered on the edge of loneliness and pain. ”

A story of another woman who reads her feelings.

She calmed down the ups and downs in her heart, and continued to read into the phone, "I believe, you are also very tired and painful, you sisters love Chenzi Mountain deeply, you can give everything for that man, and the pain and entanglement between each other, I will never experience it in my life." In the end, I still lost to your sisters, and your sisters were guarding their love until the day they died, and what did my efforts count...... Having said all that, let's just think I'm trying to talk to someone who understands all this. ”

"Finally, I want to remind you, if the person who took me away was Chen Zishan, then the person you loved who stayed in school was not Chen Zifeng? If the person who came to me today to make amends and die to me was the Chen Zifeng I loved, then isn't the person who lives is Chen Zishan! Like me, you innocently love the wrong person, and you have been completely fooled by them...... The dead are confused, but the living will understand. ”

She looked up at his back with a blank face, she was waiting for his confession, even if it was a quibble.

After a long time, she saw that he was still silent, so she asked loudly in anger, "Is Xu Shiya right?