Chapter 101: Hearttracks
The light rain drifts quietly on the quiet long street, and occasionally cars whizz by, and the flowing light and shadow shine on the dark buildings, creating a strange light and shadow.
The neon in the distance was still flickering lonely, and the cold wind blew through the car window on his face, blowing cold on Jiawen's fiery and anxious heart.
There are basically no people on the street, and it is impossible for the timid to stay alone on the street at this moment.
After crossing two streets, Jiawen suddenly woke up.
It doesn't matter if he goes crazy himself, why bother Deng Dong?
"Forget it, go back to Ming Yayuan. He rubbed his face, which was almost numb from the wind, and commanded with a wry smile.
"Good. Deng Dong secretly let out a long breath, fearing that he would regret it, and drove the car fast.
Ten minutes later, he stopped at the downstairs of the building where Jiawen was.
Dense rains poured down from the dark sky, turning into a bright silver white with grits illuminated by the headlights.
"Go back. Gavin pushed the door open and got out of the car.
"It's raining, I'll send you. Deng Dong took out a folding umbrella from the storage box and wanted to catch up.
"No need. Gavin waved his hand, turned around and put his hands in his trouser pockets, and stepped into the elevator alone.
Looking at the long back that looked particularly heavy in the rain, Deng Dong shook his head and started the car to leave.
The young boss doesn't know what has happened and looks very depressed!
Gavin was confused, with a mocking smile on his lips, leaning against the elevator wall.
Breaking up? It's quite chic and happy.
It had only been a few hours since he had heard from her, and he had been so worried that he could not sit still.
The most hateful thing is that Si Yan really didn't say a word from beginning to end?
She didn't even bother to try to redeem it?
Perhaps, she wished that he could open his mouth, so that she could get rid of him as soon as possible and run to Yichen's arms?
I don't know if this counts as self-inflicted sin, and you can't live?
With a clang, the elevator stopped on the eighteenth floor, and he stepped out of the elevator with a heavy heart, and slowly walked towards the door with his head down.
In the empty corridor, only a dim street lamp remained, stretching his lonely figure to the ground and extending into the dark night.
Thinking about the coldness of that room, thinking that he would return to a lonely single life from now on, his mood became more and more depressed.
Wait a minute, what's stacked at the door?
Could it be that some neighbor took advantage of his absence and threw the garbage in front of his door?
"SHIT!" he cursed and strode over.
Si Yan clasped his hands on his knees, his small head resting on his knees, his thin body curled up in a ball, leaning in front of his door, as if he had fallen asleep.
His heart pounded, as if he were being clutched tightly by an invisible hand, and the hot sensation suddenly rushed into his eye socket.
He closed his eyes tightly, trying to suppress the frenzy in his heart, and when he opened them again, he quietly exhaled.
It's nice she's here!
He stroked his forehead and laughed silently.
I was worried all night and ran a few streets, but I didn't expect that she would be under his nose.
Not wanting to disturb her sleep, he bent down and easily picked up her petite body.
The tentacles were damp and cold.
He couldn't help frowning: Damn, she was really drenched in the rain!
Si Yan was startled, and opened his eyes suddenly, panic and panic flashed in his eyes: "Ah~"
"Shh~" He tightened his arms, lowered his head against her forehead, and softly soothed her emotions: "Yan Yan, it's me." ”
He entered the code with one free hand, dodged through the door, and kicked his right foot against the door with his heel.
Under the bright light, Si Yan had nothing to hide, and closed his eyes in panic.
It was clear that she had experienced an earth-shattering cry. The big eyes were slightly swollen, the tip of the small nose was red, and the long black hair was wet against the cheeks, and the cheeks were pale and lifeless like snow. The coat on his body was half dry and half wet, with countless folds, and hung softly on his body like moldy dried vegetables.
"Let me down~" Si Yan lowered his head, his eyes were slightly red, and he pursed his lips, like a frightened deer struggling to resist in a panic.
He gritted his teeth and strode towards the couch with her in his arms: "Damn, how long have you been outside?"
If it weren't for his sloppiness, how could she be so embarrassed?
Touching his dark and deep eyes, the anxious and contradictory mixed with the gentle gaze, as if there was a magic force, tightly grasped her heart.
Her heart jumped wildly in an instant, her cheeks burned red like fire, her nose was sore, and tears poured into her eyes inexplicably.
"SHIT!" Jiawen cursed, his heart twitched in pain, "Why don't you call me?"
This fool, waiting so stupidly, if he doesn't come back tonight, won't she have to wait outside all night?
"The phone, it's out of battery. Si Yan replied timidly, the tears could no longer be contained, and they slid down his eyes, rolled down, and quietly sank into his shirt, like a red-hot iron burning his heart.
"Torture!" Jiawen rolled his eyes and couldn't help but let out a foul word: "Haven't tried a pay phone?"
Is it so simple to teach?
She bit her lip and was silent, tears streaming down her eyes and tears.
She has already abandoned her face and dignity, and came to the door with all her might, and he still scolded her?
He sighed and got up to turn up the temperature of the air conditioner.
However, the hem of his clothes was grabbed by her, and he frowned and asked in a rough voice, "What are you doing?"
"Jiawen~" Don't go.
She timidly raised her eyes to look at him, and wanted to cry first.
The eyes washed by tears, shining like stars and clear as springs, like a black vortex, absorbed him into it, fell into the abyss, and could no longer pull himself away.
"SHIT!" he clenched his fists hard, and he had to use all his will to control himself from crushing her under him and pampering her fiercely.
Now is clearly not a good time to make out.
She was soaking wet, her face was blue and her lips were white, and the most urgent thing to do was to make her body dirty.
Otherwise, with her weak physique, it is difficult to guarantee that she will not get sick.
His warm and broad chest, his strong, powerful arms, seemed to be silently inviting her.
At this moment, she clearly saw her heart.
For a whole night, it wasn't Yichen who was entrenched in her mind, but Jiawen!
She complained that he ignored her, that he was cold and ruthless, and that she hated him and went away......
How could he leave her alone in shock, bewilderment, fear, and loneliness...... has struggled for a long time, how can you say that you can just walk away without even looking back......
However, what saddened her the most was that after he made it clear that he had broken up with her, after he had resolutely abandoned her, she felt not a sense of relief, but the pain of losing a loved one.
She even thought about throwing herself into his arms, looking for warmth, comfort, and support......
This thought made her feel strongly ashamed, and she felt that she was the most useless and unambitious person in the world.
She originally thought that the breakup was just Jiawen's angry words, and as long as she confessed her heart to him, he would forgive her.
Garvin is right, a ball is round, and it is always spinning.
No one in the world stays where they are forever, waiting for someone else.
If you don't want to lose him, you have to take the initiative to fight for it.
Because of passive waiting, she has lost Yichen.
This time, she didn't want to lose Gavin again.
In her life, there should always be the first initiative.
So, despite the hardship, she came.
I never thought that Jiawen's attitude towards her would be so cold?
The courage that he had finally mustered, after several hours of waiting, had little left, and now he roared rudely, and it had long since disappeared.
Since you have been rejected and completely judged out, why bother to be bored here?
"I'm sorry~" I shouldn't have come.
Si Yan hung his head, his voice choked in his throat, and before he finished speaking, his body was already picked up by him in the air.
"Ah~ What are you doing?" Si Yan exclaimed, his voice slightly hoarse.
"I'll help you put hot water, you take a shower first. Garvin frowned.
Otherwise, you will definitely get sick!
"Don't!" Si Yan blushed, embarrassed and angry, and shook his head like a rattle: "I want to go home." ”
Who did he think of her? Thinking that she came to the door to dedicate herself to him?
"You dare?" Jiawen held her waist steadily, and looked down at her coldly: "Believe it or not, I kissed you so much that you couldn't speak anymore?"
Leave, she didn't even think about it!
Since he is here, don't think about him letting go again in this life!
"You~" Si Yan covered his lips in astonishment, and the red smudge spread to the bottom of his neck.
Jiawen took her to the bathroom, pushed her in without question, and said with a solemn face: "Don't worry, I'm not shameless enough to take advantage of you!"
Although he is romantic, he also has ethics and principles, okay?
Never force a woman, never take advantage of others, is his golden rule of swimming in the flowers!
What's more, Si Yan is the woman he really loves and the best choice for his wife.
He will only be more cautious, and he can't try to be quick for a while and ruin the happiness of his life.
"Uh~" Si Yan was embarrassed, his heart was pounding, he shrunk his shoulders, and replied in a slurch: "I, I, I didn't mean that~"
"Take what you want. Garvin opened the closet door, found a new towel and threw it into her hand, turned around and led the door away, and gave her a quiet space.
"Gah?" Si Yan held the towel in a daze, looking at the bathroom that had become empty in an instant, his mind in a vacuum.
What's going on now?
She obviously came to show her heart and save Jiawen, why did she take a bath at his house?
Outside the bathroom, Jiawen rubbed his hands and circled around the room.
He has been a healthy baby since he was a child, so things like first aid kits have absolutely no place in his house.
Naturally, there is not a single one of the various medicines that are always available.
I knew that there would be this day, and the medicines that Si Yan bought for him last time shouldn't have all been thrown away.
Oops, what is good to eat to prevent colds?
He has no concept at all!