The weather was not very good today, the sky was gray, and there were some snowflakes, not a cold wind blowing.

But he also fulfilled his promise to Qi Zhen when the snow fell, and made snow as a yarn, remembering the oath he made a few months ago, Zhang Wenbo grabbed Qi Zhen's hand tightly and said in a low voice: I didn't lie to you, did I? It's snowing today.

Qi Zhen also smiled shallowly, and her expression looked like a feeling of happiness: Yes, I also put on a wedding dress, you say, did God hear us? Yesterday was fine, but it snowed today, and I was worried that it would affect our wedding.

Zhang Wenbo said: How come, even if the guests can't come, we will still visit the church today, today we are the protagonists, I have never been the protagonist in this life, I just let you suffer.

It's cold, right? I knew that I would get married when the sun came out after the snow.

Qi Zhen said softly: It's not cold, even if it's cold, it's hot in the heart.

Then he asked, there are no guests, should we go in?

Zhang Wenbo also had a headache and said: I don't know, I don't have experience, is it that there are too many guests who have forgotten about the two of us? But the time has not yet come, wait a while.

By the time the wedding banquet ended to send off the last guest, it was already afternoon, and the two of them were busy for a long time and didn't care about eating, so they were sent to the new house after eating casually.

Zhang Wenbo felt a little relieved when he thought that no one was making trouble in the new house, if it was like when others got married, it was estimated that Qi Zhen would collapse, fortunately he had no friends, and the relationship between his former colleagues was average.

I'm still at work, so no one is coming.

Seeing the jubilant new house with their wedding photos hung, Zhang Wenbo felt that he was really married, it turned out that the atmosphere was so important, although the two had lived together for a month, today suddenly felt a little different from before.

Turning her head, she saw Qi Zhen also sitting quietly, without the usual casualness, as if she really wanted to be a good bride and wait for him to pick out the hijab, but she didn't hijab either, so she asked funny: It's not the first time I've been here, why are you sitting so upright?

Qi Zhen lowered her head and said: I'm a little nervous, I'm afraid that I won't be able to do well and disappoint you for a while.

Zhang Wenbo patted his shoulder comfortingly and said: It doesn't have to be done, people can't help it, don't do it uncomfortable, we don't have to do it, just go with the flow, don't do it if you don't want to do it.

Qi Zhen didn't speak after hearing this, and after a while, he suddenly clenched his fists and said: No, you must try it today, this is the day in this life, if it passes like this, you will definitely regret it, it's a big deal, I don't want to regret it in the future.

Zhang Wenbo didn't persuade again, and said: I told you, I won't force you, you can't feel it yourself, I won't take the initiative.

Qi Zhen glared at him and asked: What do you mean by not taking the initiative?

Zhang Wenbo picked up the cup next to him, as if you were thirsty, so you took the cup and drank it yourself, I won't feed you.

Qi Zhen thought for a while and said: Thank you, I will drink water by myself, I won't use your help, I don't believe that I can't do it as a doctor.

Zhang Wenbo said: I'm tired of a day, take a shower, I'll wash it after you finish washing, or do you want to be together?

Qi Zhen thought for a while and said: Let's separate and wash, then I will be easier, I can't imagine what the scene is like when two people take a bath.

Until the two of them took a shower and lay on the bed, Qi Zhen was still a little nervous, Zhang Wenbo didn't urge her, pretended to want to sleep and said: I'm a little tired, I want to rest, if you feel tired, rest by yourself, remember, if you want to drink water, take a cup and drink it yourself.

Zhang Wenbo knew that it was impossible for Qi Zhen not to be nervous today, she didn't have the desire that ordinary people should have, she just wanted to complete a ritual, so she couldn't expect her to be as impatient as others.

If she showed the slightest intention to take the initiative, it would probably make her feel nervous, let alone trying to sleep with her in her arms, maybe she would keep her nerves and body tense.

Zhang Wenbo put himself into a hypnotic state again, so that he would not let himself sleep to death, and would not let himself feel too bored, tonight, let Qi Zhen control it, she will take action and she will enter a state of wakefulness at any time, secretly help her, if you can't get out, then let her be.

I don't know how long it took, Zhang Wenbo finally felt Qi Zhen move, there was a sound of undressing, and the room was dark, so it should make her feel safe, right?

After a long time, Qi Zhen's low questioning and some sobbing sounds, she knew that he was awake: Am I useless?

Zhang Wenbo said: I understand that feeling, when I was a child, I was afraid of caterpillars, I felt disgusted and scared when I saw that furry appearance, and once another child threw a caterpillar into the neckline, which scared me to cry.

It wasn't until a few days later that I calmed down, and I was not afraid when I grew up a little, but I still felt disgusting, and I avoided walking when I met, and the nausea was difficult to overcome, and there was no way to think about it, like if I were to kiss a man now, I would rather die, it felt too disgusting, I guess you also have this mentality, right?

There should be no attraction in your heart that opposites attract, just like if you were a man, I wouldn't be able to do anything intimate to you.

Since you don't want to, forget it, don't force it, in fact, I don't want to, I don't feel for women now, and I'm a little disgusted, I just cooperated with you just now, I really don't want to.

Qi Zhen asked: Then why did you react just now? It can't be that your body is already well, right?

Zhang Wenbo disguised and said: I should be infected by today's atmosphere, you know that the psychological factor of this kind of thing is very important.

Qi Zhen thought for a while and said: That's right, then I'll try again, it doesn't make sense that you can do it, I can't do it.

After a long time, Qi Zhen said weakly: I'm sorry, I tried my best, but it hurt like a cramp next to it, and I couldn't control it, it should be a spasm, but the book said it wasn't so serious?

Zhang Wenbo continued to comfort and said: Take your time, it's already good, at least you can take it, you haven't touched it before.

Qi Zhen was not discouraged until the end, and had no choice but to give up, and said leisurely: I feel that your body is normal, why don't you go find someone else?

Zhang Wenbo asked: Won't you be jealous if I go to find someone else?

Qi Zhen said: Normal people will definitely be jealous, but I won't, because I'm not interested in this matter, and I won't take it to heart.

may be afraid that Zhang Wenbo will not believe it, and also explained: It's like I don't smoke, and I'm afraid of smelling smoke, if you have a good cigarette at home, you may cherish it and smoke one every day.

But in my eyes, no matter how good and expensive this cigarette is, I will not feel much reluctant, if there is a guest at home, you may be reluctant to give it to others to smoke, but I will give it away without any distress, and it is best to let people take away a single cigarette, because then I will not smell the bad smell of smoke.

Zhang Wenbo asked again: But we are husband and wife, we can't compare with items, right?