Her tears swirled in her eyes, Ji Xunyang immediately let go of her hand when he saw that she was really in pain, and when he looked down, he saw that her wrist was already red and swollen, and he suddenly felt guilty.

Knowing that she was the weakest at this time, he was still so light and heavy.

"I'm sorry, I'm not ......"

"Ji Xunyang, I'm just helping you, don't you think that your strong possessiveness will make this the best of both worlds, right? No woman is willing to be a shady junior for a man, do you understand?"

Song Ruosheng said these words very ridiculously, even she didn't expect that one day she would intercede for a woman who couldn't see the light, it was really ridiculous.

And it's so pathetic and hateful!

Ji Xunyang lowered his head and did not answer, but it was clear that this matter would indeed not have the best of both worlds, but he didn't know when he would take the initiative to dispel the idea of divorce.

Could it all be because of Xu Shenghe's stimulation. Or did she let go suddenly......

"Song Ruosheng, you like Xu Shenghe, right!"

Ji Xunyang's voice showed a lot of helplessness, if this matter was normal, he would not mind at all, but now he can't afford to lose this person.

Song Ruosheng was silent and did not answer.

He left as if he had received an answer, and the room was left empty.

It didn't take long for her room to seem to become lively, because Tong Jing came.

After so many days, she used to be able to see her in person instead of through a cold screen.

"Actually, I didn't expect him to take the initiative to call me to come here to talk to you, he must have ulterior motives when he is so small-bellied and so generous all of a sudden!"

Tong Jing said and complained over and over again, anyway, she just wouldn't believe that Ji Xunyang would be so kind.

She said a lot, but Song Ruosheng didn't listen to a word, just sitting there and laughing.

She laughed and she laughed, and in order not to let her find out, she was already trying her best to hide.

"Xiao Ruo, why do I think your face seems to be fat......"

Tong Jing listened and watched for a long time, and she didn't know if it was an illusion, but she just felt that her face seemed to be a little fatter than when they met before.

Her face was still so pale and pale, but she couldn't ignore her changes either.

Song Ruosheng was stunned.

Did she still find out?

"It's just too much sleep, no need to make a fuss. “

She casually made an excuse, but Tong Jing still couldn't help but be suspicious, because she has always been a very delicate girl, and she would never let this happen to her.

"Really?"

Tong Jing sighed slightly, "That's why I said bad things about him just now." Are you upset?"

"Nope. Song Ruosheng shook his head, "You're right, he's such a person." “

Tong Jing rolled her eyes, knowing who he was, she still loved without hesitation, but she really didn't understand it at all.

Why did a person as good as Xu Shenghe choose such a tyrant.

"What about Xu Shenghe, do you really have no extra feelings between you?"

Tong Jing asked.

This question was not asked for him, but because of her own curiosity, she really wanted to know how a gentle person like Xu Shenghe lost to Ji Xunyang.

Song Ruosheng smiled lightly, "I have no extra feelings for him, just like my brother and sister, I won't have it now and won't have it in the future.

He's really nice to me, but people are just weird, and I just like the person who can make your heart flutter at first sight. “

Here's how she explained. She understood in an instant, so after all, was it just because they knew each other too well?

"Then you, knowing it, will you still love?"

He's really nice to me, but people are just weird, and I just like the person who can make your heart flutter at first sight. “

As soon as she explained this, she understood instantly, so after all, was it just because they knew each other too well?

"Then you, knowing him, will you still love him?"

Tong Jing didn't want to mention her sadness at this time, but there were some problems, and she couldn't find anyone to talk about besides her.

Song Ruosheng shook his head.

She didn't know that before she knew about the disease, she really planned to spend time with them.

Maybe it's because I know she's going to die, so I'm suddenly open-minded.

"Love, but not as much as before, no one can accept such an identity, right? “

Song Ruosheng smiled and turned back.

Tong Jing also nodded.

It is true that no one will accept such a thing, including herself.

"Then why don't you have the opportunity to talk to him now, maybe there is still a chance?" she asked rhetorically.

Although she hoped in her heart that they could break off with each other soon, she was also afraid of her thoughts.

Song Ruosheng stopped talking.

There is simply no way for them to sit down and discuss an issue calmly, especially on this issue.

Tong Jing saw that she was tired and didn't continue to bother, but found an excuse to leave, but as soon as she got downstairs, she saw Ji Xunyang sitting with a cold face.

She naturally did not shy away from sitting beside him, and said bluntly, "I don't know what you asked me to come here for, but if you really don't love her, don't torture her, she is not a stumbling block between you and that woman, it is your own cowardice!"

"So you also think Xu Shenghe is suitable for her, so why should she marry me!"

Ji Xunyang was completely confused by that woman. Such a non-brainless word would even come out of his mouth!

Tong Jing looked at him incredulously as if she had heard some big joke.

"Of course she married you because she liked you, what nonsense are you asking me!"

"Like me...... "Like me, will you take the initiative to push me to other women?

Ji Xunyang sneered.

Thinking about it here and not saying it, Tong Jing looked at his sneering expression, and didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, but this smile was too dazzling, and it would make her inexplicably angry!

"Ji Xunyang, don't be here and don't know what to do, if it weren't for liking you, she would never have made such a big concession because of you, just ask, who is willing to give the person they love to others?"

She really couldn't figure it out, except for the fact that this man was a little good-looking, he was simply a scumbag, and what was it that fascinated these two women.

Ji Xunyang suddenly became a little moved because of her words, he only heard such things occasionally, and he would not think that a person would make such a big sacrifice.

Love is inherently selfish!

Tong Jing watched and continued to talk to him, anyway, no matter what she said, this man would not listen, as long as he would not embarrass her, everything would be fine.

Seeing that she was leaving, Ji Xunyang suddenly spoke, "Usually you come over to accompany her when you are free, I don't want her to be bored alone." “

Tong Jing raised her eyebrows, "Got it." “

She left, smiling inwardly.

Evening.

Song Ruosheng locked the door of the room, and curled up in the corner alone, enduring the pain in her chest, her illness seemed to be becoming more and more frequent, and she couldn't suppress it even after taking medicine.

Thinking to herself, she had to go to the hospital for a re-examination tomorrow anyway, she didn't want to die so early, 8 there was still a lot of work to do.

"Song Ruosheng opened the door, did you hear it!"

Ji Xunyang kept twisting the doorknob, and after making sure that the door was locked from the inside, he was afraid that she would make some unexpected moves inside, and his heart became more anxious.

No matter how much he shouted, the people inside didn't seem to move at all.

"If you don't open the door, I'll have someone smash the door!"

Song Ruosheng endured the pain in his chest, slowly sat up, calmed down his emotions, and made it difficult for anyone to see the flaws before he walked over and opened the door.

When Ji Xunyang was about to smash the door, the door was suddenly opened.

He looked back at her face and the fine bits of sweat on her forehead, reached out and probed her forehead to see that she did not have a fever.

"What's wrong with you? Are you not feeling well? Why are you sweating so much all of a sudden?"

Ji Xunyang stepped forward to ask with some worry.

He stepped forward, and Song Ruosheng took the initiative to take a step back.

"I'm fine, probably because it's too hot, and you won't let me open the window. It's just that hot. “

She explained, but he didn't want to believe that it was just the beginning of summer at this time of year that could make her so hot.

"I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, don't run around at home alone, I'll keep an eye on you at any time, if you dare to run around, see how I clean you up when I come back!"

Ji Xunyang pretended to be fierce to warn her, but in the eyes of others, what he said was a little ambiguous.

Her heartstrings kept beating.

"Did you hear that?" Ji Xunyang patted her head affectionately.

"Hmm. Song Ruosheng lowered his head and responded.

Naturally, he was content to spend the night with her. The next morning, seeing that she was sleeping soundly, she didn't bother her and went out directly.

However, what he didn't know was that the person in the bed had already woken up the moment he left, standing barefoot in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and watching his car leave, and quickly tidied himself up.

After staying for a while, I went downstairs, and downstairs only the housekeeper was changing the flowers in the vase, and I don't know when, the moon in the vase turned into roses so quietly.

"I want to go out. “

When the butler heard this, he immediately turned back in astonishment. "Young lady, Mr. Xiao said, you can't go out......"

"I went to the hospital. “

Song Ruosheng didn't bother to listen to what he said so much, so he interrupted directly, and the housekeeper twisted his eyebrows.

She knew that he had always known about her situation, so if she said so, he probably wouldn't refuse.

Sure enough, the housekeeper didn't refuse her, but took care of everything and didn't let anyone know where she went, but just quietly went to the original hospital.

After the doctor examined a series of cases and various answers for her, he watched silently, frowning, and seemed to know that her situation was not as simple as she imagined.

"Your condition is getting worse and worse, and I think you should have felt it yourself, so you took the initiative to come to the hospital to find me. “

Song Ruosheng nodded.

Seeing her admit it, the doctor raised his eyebrows, "In that case, then I still recommend that you be hospitalized, of course, all this is according to your wishes." “

It's not that others don't know what kind of character she is, and her face has long become a face known to everyone in the entire North City.

The people in the hospital expressed surprise at her appearance, but the same cannot violate professional ethics, not to mention that most people have no way to be responsible, let alone the other party is still so powerful.

"I still mean it the same way, I just hope you can help me make it as long as I can. “

"But I don't really understand why you want or why you don't want to be hospitalized? “

It was supposed to be her personal privacy. But in such a situation, the doctor has no choice but to cross the rules.

I really don't understand what these young people are thinking in their hearts now, they obviously seem to be quite old, why the decision they made is so naïve.

"Thank you, doctor, but this is my personal problem and has nothing to do with anyone else, I hope you can help me and understand the decision I made. “

Song Ruosheng stood up and bowed to him in thanks, there were some questions she didn't plan to tell anyone, and she wouldn't let others know her final decision.

When the doctor heard her say this, he could only sigh helplessly. Now that this matter is doomed, it is useless for him to say anything more, so he can only use his last ability to extend the time.

After the doctor called the pharmacy on the computer, Song Ruosheng took it and prescribed the medicine and went home.

The housekeeper didn't say a word along the way, he was worried and wanted to know the answer, but yesterday's situation, it was obvious that she rejected Old Man Ji.

Otherwise, she would have left Beicheng long ago today.

"Don't tell anyone about today's events, this is my last request to you, okay?"

"Yes. “

Although he promised, he finally told Mr. Ji about today's events, but Mr. Ji didn't take the initiative to come to her and went to the hospital.

The hospital upheld medical ethics and was finally forced by the power of the Ji family, so it had to be revealed to Old Man Ji.

When Song Ruosheng returned home, there was no one at home, and Zhang's mother probably went to the market. And in the face of the empty villa, I suddenly felt lonely.

Will she be as lonely as she is now when she dies?

Thinking about it, he suddenly felt a wave of nausea in his stomach and ran to the bathroom and retched, and after stopping for a while, Song Ruosheng sat on the floor and looked at the bright lights in a daze.

Time passed little by little, and Ji Xunyang did not come back during this month, and she would watch reports about him from time to time. The above is nothing more than that he is with Suman.

This was something she expected, even if Ji Xunyang didn't say it, she could guess that it would be impossible for them to separate.

Regardless of whether they were together this month or not, she was already familiar with this feeling.

On this day, Ji Xunyang returned to the villa, and the first thing he did when he put down his luggage was to go to Song Ruosheng's room, but she didn't seem to be in the room, and she was not there when she went to the courtyard.

It wasn't until he became lost that he heard a burst of laughter coming from the kitchen and walked towards the kitchen.

"Mom Zhang, it will be very troublesome to spin this fish, so how do you usually get it, I can't learn it for a long time. “

Song Ruosheng looked at the fish in front of her and was completely helpless, but she wanted to make the fish herself today.

In the past month, she has not been idle, but has learned a lot of dishes from Zhang's mother.

As soon as Zhang's mother was about to make a move, Ji Xunyang had already taken over Song Ruosheng's hand. Skillfully remove the spines from the fish.

Song Ruosheng just stood there quietly watching his movements.

It turned out that she really wasn't lying, Ji Xunyang really knew how to cook, and besides, it was so good.

"How to eat?" Ji Xunyang washed his hands after dealing with it, and then pulled up the cuffs that were in the way, and asked again without getting an answer.

"How to eat?"

Song Ruosheng reacted and smiled reluctantly. "Whatever, I see, you can cook. “

"Well, when I was studying abroad before, I didn't eat much and did it myself. “

"Oh. “

Song Ruosheng listened to Ji Xunyang's answer and nodded to watch him do it, remembering every step in her heart, but she suddenly felt that this fish was not so delicious.

She didn't want to eat it either.

"Mom Zhang, I want to eat pork ribs, sweet and sour, a little uncomfortable, I'll go up first. Okay, just call me. “

"Do you want to ...... or not"

"No, I don't. “

Before Zhang's mother finished speaking, Song Ruosheng refused, and Zhang's mother also looked at Ji Xunyang helplessly.

"Sir, actually, that day, I heard Miss Su say that she had eaten the food you cooked, and also said that you personally served it to her, deliberately angry with the young lady, although Mother Zhang shouldn't say this, but the young lady is already very good, sir, no matter how much you don't like it, don't embarrass the young lady, she is really hard. “

In the past few days, Song Ruosheng can see clearly in the whole room, and even if she is around, she has always insisted on doing what she should do.

Sometimes it's so quiet that it's scary......

Ji Xunyang held the knife tightly, cut the fish without saying anything, and Zhang's mother was on the side.

Song Ruosheng sat in the room and wrote a diary, she had never had the habit of writing a diary, but maybe she was really dying, so she felt that she should cherish it.

During the days when he was in and out, Song Ruosheng naturally recorded what happened every day. She didn't want to forget, she was afraid that she wouldn't remember anything in the end.

Only then will she remember what happened and cherish the remaining days.

"You're here, what's this?"

Hearing the sound, Ji Xunyang saw that Song Ruosheng immediately closed the notebook and shook his head at him.

"It's nothing, it's just a diary. “

Ji Xunyang frowned slightly. "When did you get into the habit of keeping a diary? “

"Recently. “

Song Ruosheng answered fluently, and Ji Xunyang did not doubt it.

"Let's eat. “

"Hmm. “

Song Ruosheng saw him leaving, turned around and locked the diary, and only went downstairs after being relieved, looking at the meal prepared on the table.

Song Ruosheng, who only cared about sweet and sour pork ribs, felt that such a sweet and sour taste was very similar to what she was now.

"Don't eat it. “

Ji Xunyang saw that she was about to eat the whole plate of pork ribs, and immediately stopped her, and Song Ruosheng's hand holding the ribs was put down.

Ji Xunyang sandwiched a few pieces of fish meat into her bowl, "Beauty and beauty." The nutrition is also high, don't eat so many pork ribs, it's too sweet. “

"Hmm. Song Ruosheng nodded.

She listens to whatever Ji Xunyang says, and now she is not qualified to quarrel with Ji Xunyang, and she doesn't want to quarrel.

That's good.

"Young lady, these are all made by the gentleman, and I will work on the side, isn't it particularly delicious. “

"Yes, it's also a rare time to eat, of course it's delicious. “

Song Ruosheng replied weakly, as if he cared and didn't seem to care, he just lowered his head to eat, his hair covered his expression so that Ji Xunyang couldn't catch it.