Gu Tingxi looked at Chu Yingxue's eyes gentle and affectionate, what he had dreamed of most over the years was to be able to look at her so closely.

Sensing a trace of impatience in her eyes, Gu Tingxi hurriedly narrowed her gaze a little.

He said: "Actually, I was diagnosed with a brain tumor three days before we got married. ”

Chu Yingxue's pupils widened, and a trace of consternation finally appeared in her indifferent expression.

I heard Gu Tingxi say again: "The doctor said that the operation is very risky, the success rate is less than 5%, and 90% of the time I will die on the operating table, so this is tantamount to a death sentence for me." ”

He looked at her with sincerity, proving that he was not lying.

Chu Yingxue's lips trembled, she didn't expect this kind of thing to happen.

Why didn't she know anything about it?

...... No, there are actually traces.

Two days before they got married, Gu Tingxi was indeed a little abnormal, he was very melancholy and often sentimental.

He said to her more than once: "Yingxue, after marrying me, she may regret it." ”

At that time, she thought he was suffering from premarital depression, but it turned out that he was hiding such a big secret.

"After getting married, you love me, you like to stick to me, you work so hard to be a good wife, I start to worry if I am gone, will you be more sad than I thought. Yingxue, do you remember the story I told you?"

Chu Yingxue pursed her lips lightly, and her thoughts returned to one night six years ago.

Not long after she and Gu Tingxi got married, the two of them sat on the balcony and snuggled up to the stars, and Gu Tingxi told her a story.

The general meaning of the story is that once upon a time there was a very loving couple, the husband fell seriously ill and died shortly after, and the wife washed her face with tears all day long.

In order to comfort his wife, the husband told her that he was only leaving temporarily, and that one day in the future he would become another man to meet and know her, and he would not help but fall in love with her, and he would continue to be with her until he grew old.

Her husband taught her to love life, to love life, and to wait for the day when they meet again in the future.

Later, the husband died, and although the wife was in pain for a while, she always remembered what her husband said, and they would definitely meet again.

Later, time diluted the pain, and the wife gradually got used to the days without her husband, and even because of the big and small things in life, she thought less and less about her deceased husband.

A few years later, the wife really met a very good man, the man was gentle and considerate, and he treated her like a treasure, she was touched by the man's affection, and she was willing to open her heart to him.

She knew that this man was not her husband, and she also knew that her husband was really gone, and what her husband said at the beginning was just to give her hope and let her live well.

Time has passed, and she has learned that truth: no matter how deep the pain is, it will be soothed and gradually healed by time, and no one can live without it.

......

Thinking of the scene at that time, Chu Yingxue suddenly realized that Gu Tingxi was using that story to vaccinate her.

He is the husband in the story, and he hopes that after he dies, he needs her to love life and love life.

He tells her that time heals all pains, that all pain is temporary, and that in the future she will meet a man who can give her happiness.

Chu Yingxue chuckled bitterly, she still remembered what her reaction was at that time.

She shouted at Gu Tingxi excitedly, saying that the wife is not true love for her husband at all, if it is true love, how can she bear to let her husband go alone, true love should be life and death with each other, life is the same and death is the same hole.

She also said that if she was the wife in the story, she would first find a piece of feng shui treasure land, and then build a tomb, and when her husband was dying, the two would lie in the coffin together, euthanize each person with a pack, and cut off their breath together.

I still remember that Gu Tingxi listened to that expression at that time, I don't know whether he was shocked or moved, anyway, it was really indescribable.

"Remember. Chu Yingxue said lightly.

Gu Tingxi's expression couldn't help but become heavy: "I know that what you said at that time must not have been said, but how could I bear to let you go with me, so I thought about it for a long time that day and finally made a decision." ”

Chu Yingxue's eyes flashed slightly, and she guessed what the decision he had made was.

Push her away!

Wound her to the core, making her hate him.

As long as love turns into hate, she will not die with him.

"I'm very despicable, I know that you have always been dissatisfied with me taking care of Bang Yue, so I took advantage of your jealousy to make you misunderstand that the person I like is Bang Yue, deliberately said something to hurt you, and even beat you. ”

"Yingxue, I'm sorry, but I swear, Bang Yue and I are innocent, I have always taken care of her as a sister, and I have never had the slightest dirty thought. ”

Gu Tingxi lowered his posture again, and cautiously stretched out his hand to pull Chu Yingxue's hand.

"Yingxue, give me another chance, okay?"

Chu Yingxue pursed her lips, and the indescribable complicated taste in her heart seemed to be tearing at her, making her overwhelmed.

Qin Bangyue next to her was discouraged, and what she was most worried about still happened.

She didn't understand, Gu Tingxi obviously saw that Chu Yingxue was a vicious woman, why did she still want her?

She is unwilling, she has also changed her ways to make him happy over the years, why is she still regarded as a sister by him in the end?

The hands hanging on both sides slowly clenched into fists, and the fingertips pinched into the palms and cut the flesh without feeling the pain.

Yes, because no matter how deep the pain is, it can't hurt the heart.

However, just when Gu Tingxi's fingers touched Chu Yingxue's fingertips, Chu Yingxue's body trembled suddenly, and instinctively dodged it.

In addition to the flash of astonishment on her face, she reverted to expressionlessness, as if she had just listened to an unrelated story.

"So you're in luck, the operation was successful. ”

If what he said was true, then standing here in good condition now shows that the god of luck favored him.

Gu Tingxi was a little flustered: "Yingxue, I've been looking for you for the past six years, I hope you can give me a chance to atone for my sins and let me take care of you for the rest of my life." ”

The reverent and expectant gaze of the man in front of him, Chu Yingxue's undeniable heart moved.

The time of youth, the love of youth, and the expectations of a lifetime were once so profound.

She had also had big illusions about their future.

But......

"I'm sorry Mr. Gu, I have to tell you, not everyone can be forgiven for making mistakes, it just so happens that I am the narrow-minded person, if you were really good for me at the beginning, you could not marry me at the beginning.

But you chose to marry me, and then wishful thinking that it was for my good to push me away by cruel means, and you really think that I am the one who comes and goes at a moment's notice?"

The corners of Chu Yingxue's lips hooked a sneer: "That's right, it's really a bit touching for you to tell this story, but don't forget, you hurt me more than that, and some injuries can't be made up for no matter how much you are moved." ”

Gu Tingxi's body couldn't help but shake, and he looked at Chu Yingxue's indifferent face in a panic.

What she said about the pain that can't be repaired refers to......