Qi Zhen raised her head and asked puzzled: I feel like you're unhappy, do you have anything on your mind?

Zhang Wenbo replied: Yes, I feel a little guilty about you, you have lost a lot of weight, I know that it is because I am worried about me, afraid that I will suffer in it, and it used to be my greatest wish to make you fall in love with me, but now I can no longer love you wholeheartedly.

Because I have a greater desire, I can't let feelings become my bonds, so I can only force myself to restrain my emotions, of course, not only feelings, but also other desires.

Qi Zhen leaned her head on his shoulder, put her hand in the palm of his hand for him to hold, and sighed faintly: I understand, you are now cultivating, these emotions must be overcome or eliminated, otherwise it will not be good for you, this is a kind of inner demon, sinking into it will only make you lose an inch, and even cause backlash.

Zhang Wenbo asked puzzledly: How do you understand this, it stands to reason that it is impossible for medical schools to teach these things, right?

Qi Zhen explained: This is all I read from books, I couldn't get out of my heart for a while, and I had the idea of becoming a monk, so I looked for these books to read, including Buddhist scriptures and Taoist scriptures, I have studied, but in the end I was reluctant to let my parents be sad, so I forced myself to dispel this idea.

Zhang Wenbo clasped Qi Zhen's hand and comforted: Although I want to restrain these emotions, my ultimate goal is to give me a stronger ability to protect you, but in a different way, when you and my parents and relatives are injured or facing life and death, you will not be able to watch but be powerless.

As for expecting doctors to save lives, that's just a joke, they can't even save themselves, how can they have the ability to save others?

The so-called medicine does not kill the disease, the Buddha is destined to be a person, the disease that the doctor can treat will not cause death in itself, and the real terminal disease medical skills can only be helpless, sorry, forget that you are also a doctor.

Qi Zhen smiled and didn't refute: What you said is not completely unreasonable, it's like my illness, and I can't cure it myself.

Zhang Wenbo also felt that what he said was too absolute, and said: Medical skills can indeed save people, but when it comes to deeper things, they can't do anything, such as rejuvenation, they can't do it, if I go to fight with them now, I will definitely be better than them.

Only then did Qi Zhen remember to ask Zhang Wenbo what he had gained from going in to guard all this time, or whether he had achieved the expected goal?

Zhang Wenbo thought about it and said: The harvest is indeed there, as for the goal, it is difficult to say, in fact, I have no goal at all, I just feel that I can improve there, as for which step I can improve, there is no spectrum at all, this matter is a completely unfamiliar field to me, I can only explore it by myself.

Qi Zhen shook his arm excitedly and urged him: Then tell me what you have gained, I will help you analyze and analyze, maybe I can help you.

Zhang Wenbo said funny: If you don't urge me, I will tell you, just imagine that you ask for advice, you are now a master who integrates the three major schools of medicine, Taoism and Buddhism, if I can achieve something, your credit is great.

My first takeaway was: I made a mistake and was punished when I went in, I didn't react when the electric baton hit me, but I finally sucked the current into my stomach, and when I came out, I took a cold shower, and finally found that I could see things in the dark and see the sky through the wall, you tell me why?

Qi Zhen stared at him with wide eyes for a long time before sighing and saying: Although I know that you won't lie to me, I still can't believe that human beings can really do it, it's not that I don't believe you, it's just that as a doctor, I still can't understand it, but I still explain it to you from what I saw in the book, as for whether it's really the case, I don't know.

Inner vision belongs to the Taoist theory, which is one of the "six senses".

What you just said belongs to the legend of Buddhism, one of the "six links".

It is not only the eye of the sky, the ear of the sky, the heart of the heart, the foot of the gods, the fate of the people, the leakage of the six passes, I can't say the finer ones.

At that time, when I watched it, it was regarded as a myth and legend, and who could believe that anyone really learned it?

Zhang Wenbo also said: Since this is the case, there is no need to know too much, anyway, I don't think it's very useful.

This skill doesn't mean that you can see it immediately if you want to see it, but you have to keep staring, which can only be done like looking at a three-dimensional painting, which is very laborious.

The only good thing is that I don't have to turn on the lights at night in the future, and it is better than nothing to save some electricity bills.

Qi Zhen asked again: Is there anything else to gain?

Zhang Wenbo paused for a moment before saying: There is another thing related to a woman, I mentioned it to you last time, it is the woman who made me practice the power of internal vision.

I know this is not good news for you, but it has helped me a lot.

Since I have made up my mind to do this, I can't be bound by feelings or morals, and her physique is very helpful to me, so I don't care about your feelings, I hope you can understand.

Qi Zhen's body stiffened for a moment, and she paused for a while before saying: I understand, you are not here to have fun, although I am also a little uncomfortable, but I can understand, but how can you meet her when you are locked inside?

Zhang Wenbo shook his head and said: I don't know, and I didn't ask, I'm afraid that the topics involved can't be passed on lightly, it should be that my situation is different from other cases.

At that time, I had accumulated too much gas in my body and couldn't excrete it, so she came to see me, and I thought that using her special constitution might help me solve this problem.

As I expected, it did solve my troubles, so I told her what had happened again.

Qi Zhen listened to it for a long time, and then said: Your things are becoming more and more mysterious, and I won't be able to solve your doubts in the future, it's not that I don't want to, it's really beyond my cognition.

In your case, I can only think that you have cultivated the Taoist legendary Inner Dan, and I can't be sure if it's or not.

But if you really have this phenomenon, it should be eight or nine and ten is Neidan.

Zhang Wenbo said speechlessly: Why is it not a Buddha or a Tao? I don't know their cultivation methods, how can I practice their magic methods? Do you have to force me to become a monk?

Qi Zhen explained: It can't be said that the so-called ten thousand laws are one, although the methods are different, the final result is the same, and there may not be only one method that is the only correct.

If the object in your body is really an inner pill, if you continue to cultivate, you will live forever, although it is just a legend, but since you do have an inner pill, although you can't live forever, it will always be good for your body, at least you should be able to live a few years longer than others.

Zhang Wenbo said: Since the legendary things are true, everything else may not be nonsense, you have to try it, and even if it is useless, at least the gas in my body will not torture me anymore, and I am not afraid that I will not be able to save more in the future.

Oh, by the way, I'm going to send Wang Huiping in two days, and I'll tell you in advance, so that you won't think too much about it when you get it.