Chapter 112: Impact
Yichen leaned on the balcony, silently looking at the dark courtyard, the rain ticked on the wanton stretching banana leaves, the rapid sound of the rain, mixed into a vague sound, the sound knocked on his heart, as if there was also a heavy rain in his heart. He was trapped in the rain, unable to see the exit, unable to find his direction.
originally thought that after recognizing his feelings, the next thing to do was to confess to Si Yan. Now it seems that things are far from that simple.
"Do you dare to say that she didn't try her best to seduce you? Do you dare to say that you don't have the slightest affection for her? Do you dare to say that you are not crazy and jealous of Zheng Jiawen now?"
He lifted his lips into a bitter smile.
Xu Lin has changed, this once the most considerate and charming lover, the most elegant and beautiful woman, and the most shrewd and capable assistant, has now become so sharp, so cold, and so hateful.
If he could have been a little sharper and more aware of his own feelings, he would not have involved Jiawen, his best brother.
If he can be calmer and more rational when dealing with the relationship with Xu Lin, he can break up peacefully without hurting Xu Lin.
But now, he's messed up both things.
Jiawen left angrily, and Xu Lin left with hatred.
The two people who were once the closest to him were hurt to varying degrees because of him.
And Si Yan, the sensitive and fragile girl, he suddenly found that he didn't know how to speak, so as not to bring her an unexpected impact?
Whether he wants to admit it or not, whether he wants to face it or not, Gavin is at least damn right.
She is now Gavin's girlfriend.
He suddenly showed his love to her, what kind of chaos should he fall into for the simple and kind Si Yan?
So, in spite of his heart's longing for her, he cowered in the corner like a coward, not daring to move.
"If the hero Never comes to you......" The familiar and elegant bell sounded, pulling back his distant thoughts.
glanced at the screen, and it was Xu Lin, who had not been in touch for many days.
Recalling the rudeness and rudeness to her that day, a trace of guilt passed through his heart, Yichen pressed the call button, softened his voice and asked, "Linlin, long time no see." ”
"Yichen?" Xu Lin on the other side, Xu Lin who was full of resentment, suddenly heard this long-lost gentle voice, was slightly stunned, and suddenly his eyes turned red.
"I'm here," Yichen closed the door, hiding out the noisy rain outside, "Say something." ”
"Where are you?" Xu Lin calmed down, calmed down, and asked lightly.
No, she should not be seduced by his tenderness and disturb her hard to make up her mind.
"At home, what's wrong?"
Xu Lin briefly explained the intention: "Come to Xiangming Teahouse, I have something to say to you." ”
"Okay," Yichen hesitated, but still asked very gentlemanly, "Where are you, do you want me to pick you up?"
The breakup was really hasty that day, there were many things, and many words were not clarified.
He didn't want her to leave with hatred and anger in his heart, and if possible, he wanted to minimize the harm done to her.
"I've arrived. Xu Lin's expression was gloomy, just like the gray sky outside the window.
"Okay, wait for me for twenty minutes. Yichen hung up the phone and hurriedly went out to the appointment.
Twenty minutes later, Yichen's car stopped next to Xiangming's door.
When I opened the car door, I saw Xu Lin sitting by the window at a glance, a little dark red between her fingers was disappearing, and a faint white mist was rising, looking at her slender figure was so fragile and stubborn through the glass, revealing a thick melancholy.
Through the mist of water, Xu Linwen's gorgeous face looked a little blurry.
The dark blue coat was loosely draped over her body, showing her loneliness and telling her melancholy.
Her frustration was so obvious that Yichen couldn't pretend she couldn't see it.
He took a deep breath, slowly pushed open the glass door, and strode towards her.
"Coming?" Xu Lin raised her head and put out her cigarette in the ashtray: "Sit down, I lit your favorite Junshan silver needle for you, and it's just ready to drink." ”
"You've lost a lot of weight. Yichen frowned.
In just a few days, she withered like a flower that had lost water.
"Really?" Xu Lin smiled nonchalantly.
Even if she was emaciated for him, pale for him, broken for him, would he care?
He held the teacup, couldn't bear to look at her depressed appearance, lowered his eyes to look at the tea leaves that were floating in the cup, and his heart revealed a slight sourness.
A strong sense of guilt gripped his mind, making his throat dry and hot.
He really didn't know that his departure would cause her such deep damage.
He didn't know what to tell her at this moment?
It seems that any word seems hypocritical and powerless.
"You asked me out, what's the matter?" After hesitating for a long time, Yichen still asked.
She was sad, he didn't care about her at all!
In the past six months of dating, he has always easily gained insight into her thoughts, controlled her emotions at will, and arranged her life easily......
And in front of her, he is always calm and calm, calm and self-controlled, and always careless!
"Between us, it has reached the point where we can't see each other if we have nothing to do?" Xu Lin sneered, a touch of pain passed through her heart.
He mentioned breaking up with her in such an impulsive situation, but when they met again, he did not have the slightest sense of guilt and remorse.
He wasn't even going to whitewash his feelings, and he wouldn't even give her false comfort and apologies?
He's really ruthless!
"No~" Xu Lin's aggressiveness made Yichen a little overwhelmed: "I didn't mean that." ”
"Have you confessed to Si Yan?" Xu Lin sneered, a mocking smile floating in her beautiful eyes.
Looking at his dejected appearance, he shouldn't have had time to find the most suitable way and time, right? Otherwise, he should be full of spring breeze by now.
It's really ironic, he can break up with her without hesitation, without any scruples about her mood and feelings, but in pursuit of Si Yan, he suffers from gains and losses, for fear of self-defeating?
This is just right, his hesitation, just gives her a chance to fight back.
"Xu Lin~" Yichen was a little embarrassed.
Through the mist, she saw his apologetic eyes, so guilty, but it pierced her heart even more.
A few days ago, he had rightly denied it, but now, he was softly begging for forgiveness.
An Yichen, she has paid so much for him and loves him so much, why doesn't he cherish her, ignore her feelings, and trample on her dignity!
Since you can't hold his hand and walk into happiness together, then let's hold him and fall into hell together!
Xu Lin closed her eyes, felt a strong heartache, held back her tears, and her chest rose and fell violently.
"Yichen," she slowly opened her eyes and looked at him lightly, a smile that was almost cold and cruel bloomed at the corner of her lips: "I'm pregnant." ”
"Ga?" Yichen's eyes widened in astonishment, holding his breath and asking, "What did you say?"
No, it can't be, he must have heard it wrong!
How could she have gotten pregnant at this fatal time?
"I'm pregnant. Xu Lin smiled and reiterated.
"No, it's impossible~" Yichen's face turned pale, and his heart almost stopped beating.
"What should I do, I want this child!" Xu Lin straightened his back, raised his head high, and looked at him with almost pity, his cold gaze was like a knife, straight into his chest: "I don't seem to be able to let you go to your angel." ”
"No, it's impossible~ You never said that~" Yichen held his forehead, cold sweat trickling down.
"Yes, I didn't say it," Xu Lin calmly took out a medical record from her bag, calmly took out an inspection report from it and pushed it over the table, and smiled: "I only found out yesterday." You know, I've been having a stomachache lately, and it turns out that this little guy is torturing me. I think he must be a naughty little boy. You see, I have given up even alcohol and coffee, and from today onwards, I will only drink tea. ”
"I~" don't want this child~
The ruthless words rolled countless times on the tip of the tongue, but there was no way to spit it out.
"I think my parents must be very happy, they want to go crazy with their grandchildren, aren't they?" Xu Lin ignored him and continued to smile: "Yichen, when do you think our wedding arrangements are good? It would be best if it could be held in March." In this way, the successful bid of Clear Water Bay, coupled with the general election in April, then we settle down, it is three joys, don't you say?"
"You~" Yichen couldn't say a word, staring at Xu Lin, only her red lips kept opening and closing.
She's threatening him!
She was threatening him!
"Oh, I'm going to be a father, aren't you going crazy with joy?" Xu Lin stood up and looked down at him, a tear slowly oozed from her eyes, she raised her hand and wiped it away elegantly: "I, I was so excited last night that I didn't sleep all night." ”
"Xu Lin, listen to me~" Yichen jumped up in a hurry and almost overturned the teacup.
"Shh~" Xu Lin stretched out his hand, and gently pressed his lips with his slender fingers painted with gorgeous Kodan: "You will scare the child like this." ”
"Xu Lin~" I'll send you.
"I didn't sleep well last night, I'll go back to catch up on sleep now, my dear, see you tomorrow. Xu Lin smiled slightly and left gracefully.
In the most decisive way, she gave the most fatal blow to the person she loved the most, but she didn't feel the slightest happiness.
Xu Lin, don't you want to see him sad and in pain? Don't you want to shatter the usual calmness and calmness on his face? But why does your heart hurt so much when he falls into panic and shock?
Thinking of his previous tenderness to her, his concern for her, his passionate kisses and warm embraces for her, the scenes of the past, the sweetness and intimacy of the past, at this moment, all turned into a sharp blade, deeply slashing her heart.
Walking out of Xiangming, the oncoming cold wind made her shiver smartly, she folded her arms and wrapped herself around, as if that way, she could hide her sadness, and no one could ever touch it......