Chapter 113: I Miss Her So Much

Song Ruosheng stood beside Ji Xunyang's bed for a while, and not long after, Ji Xunyang on the hospital bed slowly opened his eyes as if he felt something, and when he saw that the person standing in front of him was Song Ruosheng, he thought he was dreaming, and he couldn't believe it.

But when he came to his senses, closed his eyes and opened them again, and the person in front of him was still Song Ruosheng, the shocked expression on his face was very obvious.

He sat up from the hospital bed almost immediately, looking at Song Ruosheng in disbelief, if it weren't for the sound of the machine in the ward, Ji Xunyang might really think that this was a dream, not real.

Song Ruosheng looked at him and smiled: "Mr. Ji." “

When Ji Xunyang subconsciously stretched out his hand to pull Song Ruosheng, Song Ruosheng immediately avoided it, and she stood a little farther away. Still looking at him with a polite smile on his face.

Ji Xunyang didn't know what she meant, didn't she come to the hospital to visit her? Why can't she just touch it?

"You ......" Ji Xunyang hesitated, but still said: "You're here to see me, aren't you?"

"That's just part of why I'm here, but there's another important reason. “

"What is it?"

"I'm here to make it clear to you. “

Ji Xunyang looked at her puzzled, what was there to explain clearly between him and her, from the beginning to now, there was nothing between the two of them!

Ji Xunyang looked at Song Ruosheng with a puzzled expression, she obviously didn't speak now, but he inexplicably had a very uneasy feeling in his heart, and always felt that Song Ruosheng would say something that he didn't want to hear.

So at the moment when Song Ruosheng opened his mouth and wanted to speak, Ji Xunyang spoke first: "Enough!"

Song Ruosheng was stunned, she was suddenly yelled at by Ji Xunyang, she was a little dazed, she hadn't said anything yet, why did he look like he was already angry?

Ji Xunyang said: "Okay, don't say anything, I don't want to hear it, you go out!"

Song Ruosheng was a little at a loss, what kind of trouble is this?

She subconsciously looked at Mrs. Ji and Old Man Ji who were waiting outside, and asked them with her eyes for help what she should do next, after all, this was not in what they expected at all.

Ji Xunyang looked in the direction of Song Ruosheng's eyes, and when he found that Old Man Ji and his mother were standing there, he could probably guess what was going on, and he thought that Song Ruosheng appeared here to visit him. I didn't expect to think too much about it in the end.

Also, how could Song Ruosheng come here to visit herself? If she hadn't been brought here, she wouldn't have known about fainting and going to the hospital!

Ji Xunyang smiled bitterly, the expression on his face was very lonely, Song Ruosheng looked at him, his mood was slightly complicated, and he had something in his heart that wanted to comfort him, but reason stopped her, and the things in her mind were reminding her what she was doing here, telling her not to do superfluous things.

Song Ruosheng sighed and said, "Mr. Ji, no matter what kind of mood you are in now, I want to tell you that I ...... you and I."

"Shut up!" Ji Xunyang shouted directly: "I don't want to listen to what you say, don't say it! You go out for me, I don't want to see you at all now!"

“......“

Song Ruosheng pursed her lips. What's going on in this situation now, has Ji Xunyang already guessed what he came here for?

But if you think about it carefully, Ji Xunyang is not stupid, he appeared here in a dignified manner, and looked at him with such a detached attitude just now, he must have guessed why he appeared here, and it is normal to have such an excited resistance.

Mrs. Ji walked into the ward, stretched out her hand and patted Song Ruosheng's shoulder, and said with a smile: "Miss Andy, can you go outside and wait for me, I will say a few words to Xunyang." “

Song Ruosheng nodded, and then walked out.

After Ji Xunyang watched Song Ruosheng's back disappear from his sight, his mood became irritable, he hugged his head and asked, "Mom, did you bring her here?" Do you want her to say something to me to refuse to cut off my thoughts about her?"

Mrs. Ji sighed helplessly, after all, they are mother and son, and such a thing can't be hidden from Ji Xunyang in the end.

Since he had already guessed it, Mrs. Ji didn't intend to hide it from him, so she simply admitted: "I brought Miss Andy here, and I also asked her to talk to you about something, you should know that she is not Song Ruosheng, she has the life she wants to live, don't bother her anymore, okay?"

“......“

Ji Xunyang frowned tightly, he listened to his mother's words, but he didn't want to reply.

He didn't want to disturb Song Ruosheng's life, he just wanted to strive for his own happiness, he already regretted what had happened, he wanted to make up for her, he didn't want to do bad things. Why can't this be?

Ji Xunyang really couldn't figure it out, could it be that after five years, he had already lost the qualification to love Song Ruosheng?

Mrs. Ji looked at Ji Xunyang and said, "Xunyang, you know, I won't harm you, I just don't want you to still indulge in the past, the past has passed, you should look forward." “

"Mom, I know exactly what I'm doing. “

"I know you have things you want to insist on, but have you seen clearly, Miss Andy doesn't like you at all, she likes Xu Shenghe, she will marry Xu Shenghe soon, why do you bother with it!"

“......“

In this matter, Ji Xunyang was a little at a loss, and he couldn't think of anything to refute it.

"Xunyang, I have talked about such things many times, you will definitely think I am annoyed, but Xunyang, you have to see the reality clearly. “

Ji Xunyang lowered his head, didn't look at Mrs. Ji, and didn't speak, looking like he wanted to escape the topic directly.

Mrs. Ji shook her head, and then walked out of the ward, the expressions on the faces of Old Man Ji and Song Ruosheng, who were waiting outside, were almost the same, they saw Ji Xunyang's attitude towards this, obviously, he was still insisting and not being swayed by anyone's words.

Mrs. Ji looked at Song Ruosheng: "Miss Andy, you should also see what kind of character Xunyang is, it is difficult for him to change his attitude in a short period of time, I will try my best to persuade him, but if he comes to you later, please be resolute in refusing, don't give him any hope, okay?"

"I know, Mrs. Ji rest assured. “

When Song Ruosheng left the hospital, the expressions on the faces of Old Man Ji and Mrs. Ji were helpless, and they originally thought that bringing Song Ruosheng here could cut off Ji Xunyang's thoughts about her. Who would have thought that Ji Xunyang would be so persistent!

This is not what they want to see, and they don't know what will happen next.

Old Man Ji looked at Ji Xunyang, who was lying down again in the ward, and was very helpless, he shook his head and said, "What should I do next?"

Mrs. Ji also looked at Ji Xunyang's position, with a serious expression: "That Miss Andy is very knowledgeable, I don't think she will come to get involved in Xunyang's affairs again, since this is the case." Let's take the opportunity to find a suitable girl for Xunyang to accompany him. “

"But Xunyang has always resisted the blind date, and I'm afraid he will always resist. “

"Xunyang resists a blind date, but what if I don't arrange a blind date?"

Old Man Ji looked at her with a puzzled expression, she smiled, and said, "Whether it can succeed or not, let's try it first, in case Xunyang accepts it this time!"

Old Man Ji nodded: "Now it's the only way to go, then I'll trouble you." “

"It's supposed to be something I'm going to figure out. What's the trouble, I just hope Xunyang can be happy. “

It's just very unfortunate that since Ji Xunyang learned five years ago that he had indirectly killed the woman who loved him deeply, he has never been happy in the real sense, and he can't be happy unless Song Ruosheng returns to his side.

It's just that this kind of truth, Old Man Ji and Mrs. Ji don't understand.

On the other side, Song Ruosheng returned to the company and went to work as usual, but when he sat in the office surrounded by silence, he couldn't help but think of Ji Xunyang in the hospital.

Song Ruosheng took a deep breath, it was rare for her to see Ji Xunyang so helpless and tired, and she didn't know what he had gone through during this time to become what he was like now, was it really because he couldn't get himself like this?

Song Ruosheng looked at the documents under her hand, but she couldn't read the contents of the documents, and now she was thinking about Ji Xunyang's affairs, and she was really irritable.

When the secretary walked in, Song Ruosheng was sighing and shaking his head, as if he wanted to throw out all the thoughts that he shouldn't have in his mind.

The secretary asked her, "Miss Andy, what's wrong with you, is there anything wrong with you, do you need to go to the hospital?"

Song Ruosheng shook his head with a smile, and quickly regained his composure: "I'm fine, I'm just thinking about something just now, I don't need to go to the hospital." “

Besides, she hadn't been back from the hospital for a long time, if she had gone over now. It seems that he has ill intentions towards Ji Xunyang.

The secretary handed all the documents in his hand to Song Ruosheng, and the smile on his face was a little helpless: "Miss Andy, this is a document sent by various departments of the company, most of which need to be signed by you, you can take a look." “

"So much?"

"Yes, this has been the busiest time for the company recently, and there are a lot of documents and things to deal with. “

Song Ruosheng smiled: "Everyone works hard. Besides, when I sit in this position, these things should be done by me. “

"Miss Andy is really dedicated," said the secretary with a smile, "Then if there is nothing else I will go out first, Miss Andy, if you have something to do, I will be outside." “

"Got it, you get out. “

"Okay. “

After the secretary went out, Song Ruosheng's office was quiet again, she looked at the pile of documents piled up on the table, I was afraid that she couldn't finish reading it all night, and it was very likely that new documents would be sent over tomorrow, at this time, she couldn't think about it anymore!

Song Ruosheng raised his hand and patted his face, took a deep breath to try to calm his mind, and then started to work.

Xu Shenghe appeared in Song Ruosheng's office when it was almost time to get off work, when Song Ruosheng lowered his head and worked on the documents wholeheartedly, not noticing Xu Shenghe who was already standing at the door.

Xu Shenghe laughed. He tiptoed over, and it wasn't until the shadow of his body enveloped Song Ruosheng that Song Ruosheng noticed that someone was here.

When she raised her head and saw that it was Xu Shenghe, a surprised smile appeared on her face: "Shenghe! It's not time to get off work yet, why are you here?"

"The things on the company's side have been dealt with in advance, and I think it's boring to stay in the company, so I'm here to see you. “

Song Ruosheng laughed.

Xu Shenghe glanced at the remaining documents on her desk and asked her, "Are these documents that you have to deal with today?"

"It doesn't have to be all dealt with. It's just that if I don't finish it today, there will be a new one tomorrow, so I'm afraid that it will accumulate more and more. “

Xu Shenghe nodded, then took the document in front of Song Ruosheng and began to help read it.

Song Ruosheng was a little surprised and wanted to stop it, but was stopped by Xu Shenghe: "You are so busy, I can't sit here and play with my phone, I'll help you." “

"But you finally got off work early, and you should have a good rest. “

"It's okay with me, I'm happy to be here with you. “

Song Ruosheng smiled helplessly, but still acquiesced to Xu Shenghe being here to read the documents with him, in this kind of thing, Xu Shenghe is much more experienced than her, and the speed of processing documents is even faster than her.

Originally, Song Ruosheng was going to go home with those unfinished documents to continue reading, but now it seems. With Xu Shenghe's help, they only need to leave work a little late, and these documents can be processed within today's day.

It's time to get off work.

The secretary knocked on the door from the outside and said with a smile, "Miss Andy, it's time to get off work, is there anything else you need my help with?"

"I don't have anything else to help me with here, you can just go back to work. “

"Okay. “

Before leaving, the secretary glanced at Song Ruosheng and Xu Shenghe sitting together to review the documents. Just looking at it, these two people are really right.

The secretary shook his head, it's a pity that Ji Xunyang of the Ji Group, he obviously likes Miss Andy like that too, but the timing of his appearance is too late, when he came, Miss Andy was already Xu Shenghe's girlfriend, they will get married soon, and it is impossible for Ji Xunyang and Miss Andy to be together.

What a pity......

At half past seven in the evening, Song Ruosheng's work ended successfully with the help of Xu Shenghe.

When Song Ruosheng stretched his waist, Xu Shenghe had already helped to sort out all the documents on the table.

Song Ruosheng stood up with a smile, walked over and hugged Xu Shenghe's arm, and said, "Shenghe, today is really thanks to you, if it weren't for your help, I don't know when I would be able to read these documents!"

"If you want to thank me, why don't you treat me to a meal?"

"No problem, you can eat whatever you want, let's go!"

At this time, Ji Xunyang's villa.

Ji Xunyang was sent home after the inspection was fine, but because of his health, his work was temporarily stopped, and Old Man Ji took over, so he was responsible for staying at home to recuperate and take care of Ji Xiaochen.

When Ji Xunyang was leaning on the sofa thinking about him and Song Ruosheng, Ji Xiaochen was sitting next to him, playing with a car model in his hand.

"Dad, you haven't spoken since you got home, are you too tired from work?"

Ji Xunyang shook his head.

He didn't tell Ji Xiaochen about fainting in the company and being sent to the hospital, for fear that he would worry about himself.

Ji Xiaochen leaned into Ji Xunyang's arms, Ji Xunyang subconsciously stretched out his hand to hug him, and then smiled at him. Touched his head: "Xiaochen, what's wrong?"

"This sentence should be me asking Dad, what is wrong with you, why haven't you spoken?"

"I'm just thinking about things. “

"Are you thinking about your mother?"

Ji Xunyang was stunned, and then smiled, they are worthy of being biological father and son, Ji Xiaochen really knows himself best, he didn't say anything. He had already guessed what he was thinking.

Ji Xiaochen sat in Ji Xunyang's arms, playing with the car model in his hand, and said with some grievances: "Dad, in fact, I miss my mother very much, but I know that we can't go over to see her, I got into trouble before, I did something wrong......"

Ji Xunyang touched Ji Xiaochen's head again, and comforted him softly: "Xiaochen." That's not your fault, you're still a child, you don't understand those things at all, you can only blame me, if I take good care of you, I won't let that happen. “

Ji Xiaochen asked: "Then Dad, won't we see my mother in the future?" I haven't seen her for a long time, I miss her so ......much."

"I miss her too, but I don't think she'll be happy to see us. “

"Why? Aren't we her family? She should be happy to see us. “

Ji Xunyang pursed his lips, he didn't know how to answer Ji Xiaochen to such a question, they were indeed family, but that was five years ago, and now in such an embarrassing situation, he didn't know what kind of relationship they had with Song Ruosheng.

Ji Xunyang sighed, his face was a little tired, he leaned back on the sofa and rested with his eyes closed.

Ji Xiaochen obediently leaned on his arms, and also closed his eyes like him, as if he was sleeping, and as if he was thinking about something.

After the room was quiet for a while, Ji Xiaochen's voice sounded again, a little cautious, he said, "Dad, will I have no mother in the future?"