Chapter 097: Breaking Up (Part I)

"Let's go. Yichen came back from taking out the garbage and stretched out a hand to put it on her shoulder.

"Hmm. Si Yan subconsciously took a step back, avoiding his hand.

Yichen glanced at her with a slight surprise, and a trace of awkwardness rose in his heart.

Si Yan didn't notice his expression, lowered his eyes and looked at his toes: "Yixin is also there, I seem to hear her talking." ”

"No, it's Xu Lin. Yichen pushed the door open.

"Oh. Siyan stopped talking.

"Coming?" Xu Lin greeted her, assumed the posture of the hostess, and affectionately dragged Si Yan's arm to lead her into the living room: "I'm waiting for you." ”

Jiawen sat on the sofa, only raised his eyes and glanced at her lightly, took a sip of tea, and continued to chat with Zhou Minfen by himself.

Seeing this, Zhou Minfen glanced at Xu Lin in surprise.

What's the matter, didn't it mean that the two of them were in love, so she specially asked her to call Jiawen to dinner?

As a result, the two of them don't seem to be interesting at all?

Xu Lin curled her lips slightly: The little couple seems to be making an awkward mess!

Oh. Zhou Minfen understood.

She smiled at Si Yan: "Yan Yan, come, come to Auntie's side." ”

"Auntie, Happy New Year. Siyan handed over the flower in his arms.

"Hehe, it's good to come, why buy things every time?" Zhou Minfen pulled her to sit down on the sofa, hugged the flowers and smiled at Xu Lin: "Linlin, I'll go to the kitchen to see the soup, you help me put the flowers up." ”

"Okay. Xu Lin understood, took the flower and turned to leave.

Si Yan grabbed his bag crampedly, stood opposite Jiawen, and walked or sat awkwardly.

"Sit down," Jiawen looked at it, rushed up angrily, and mocked coldly with a straight face: "Don't worry, there are no thorns on the sofa." ”

"Oh. Siyan sat down obediently, lowering his eyes and not daring to look into his eyes.

"Is it fun in the country?" Garvin cocked his long legs, gracefully folded, and looked coldly at her pitiful and gently fluttering eyelashes, pity and annoyance intertwined in the bottom of his heart.

Obviously she did something wrong, how could she dare to show him that she had been wronged?

The most hateful thing is that he is still soft-hearted, still distressed, and even inexplicably has a sense of guilt.

Knowing her passive personality, is he too strict with her?

Knowing that the feelings she had for Yichen hidden deep in her heart could not be completely erased overnight, was he too demanding of her?

Optimistically, her current vacillation and struggles at least prove that she is not completely devoid of feelings for him. These months of hard work have not been in vain.

He, shouldn't he give her a little more time?

"The people there are simple, the vegetation is abundant, the air is fresh, and it is a paradise. Yichen took over with a smile: "If you have time one day, I'll take you to play once, it's definitely worth the trip." ”

"Really?" Jiawen's lips hooked slightly, and he put on a lazy smile: "No wonder you can't think about it." ”

Hearing his sarcastic words, Si Yan simply remained silent.

"The soup is ready, it's time to eat. Zhou Minfen saw that the atmosphere was a little stiff, and hurriedly played a round.

At the dinner table, Xu Lin tried his best to find a topic to liven up the atmosphere, Jiawen was too lazy to respond due to his lack of interest; Si Yan felt guilty and begged to go, fidgeting and not wanting to answer; Yichen watched coldly, feeling sorry for Si Yan's clumsy food and couldn't swallow, and couldn't help but resentful of Xu Lin, who was obviously the initiator.

A meal, under the condition that everyone has their own concerns, is eaten in a scattered manner, and the atmosphere is extremely cold.

Si Yan became more and more uneasy, and secretly regretted that he should not have chosen to come to settle down today to pay New Year's greetings, causing the aunt to be caught in the middle and be in a dilemma. Therefore, after eating, take your leave immediately.

"Jiawen, are you driving here?" Zhou Minfen immediately hinted at Jiawen.

"No, there are buses. Without waiting for Jiawen to express his position, Siyan immediately refused.

People obviously don't welcome her, so why should she look for it again?

"I still have a date. Jiawen had a cold face and excused himself lightly.

"Yichen, then you can send Yan Yan. Zhou Minfen had no choice but to retreat.

"Hey, Mr. Zheng, what about your gentlemanly demeanor? Sending Si Yan off the way will delay you for half an hour at most, what will happen?" Xu Lin glanced at him, couldn't help but say, and pushed him out of the door: "Go, go, don't be lazy." ”

Jiawen didn't speak, squinting at Si Yan standing under the street lamp.

Si Yan turned his head, biting his lip, and silently looked at the rows of gray and black holly trees in the flower bed.

The feeling of being hated and self-loathing was churning in the chest.

"Xu Lin, let's go in. Yichen gently pulled Xu Lin and motioned her to stop mixing.

She only knew how to do it blindly and forcibly sent the two of them to the pile, but she didn't care about their personal wishes, didn't she see that Si Yan was already very embarrassed?

"Jiawen, make sure to send Siyan home safely. Xu Lin added with a smile, and then turned around and entered the house satisfied.

With no outsiders watching, Si Yan immediately turned around and walked towards the outside of the municipal party committee compound.

She walked so fast, so urgently, her high heels struck the concrete pavement, making a crisp knocking sound, as if there was a ghost chasing after her.

Jiawen was furious in his heart, and he took three steps and two steps to catch up, and grabbed her wrist: "Siyan, talk to me?"

"Next time, don't delay your date. Si Yan's expression was cold, and he forcibly held back the emotions surging in his heart.

Even if she was at fault first, in front of so many people, he couldn't show his demeanor properly?

"Do you really want me to leave you on a date?" Garvin narrowed his eyes slightly, staring at her tightly.

Siyan was silent.

Feet grow on him, he can go wherever he wants, is that something she can decide?

"I'm gone, and I'll never come to you again. Jiawen frowned and asked coldly, "Are you sure you want me to do this?"

Si Yan raised his head in amazement, glanced at him quickly, saw the seriousness and determination in his eyes, held it in his heart, and couldn't say a word.

She bit her lip hard and hung her head to look at the ground, trying to hold back the tears that quickly rushed into her eyes.

He wants to break up with her now, right?

Although at the beginning of her relationship with him, she had a hunch that with her temper, it was impossible to please him.

She has always been insecure about the relationship between the two people.

I always think that sooner or later, I will break up.

However, she still did not expect this day to come so quickly.

She didn't expect that he would choose such a place and such a time to break up with her?

"Very good, Qin Siyan, you are ruthless enough!" Jia Wen was angry, pulled the car door vigorously, closed it with a thud, stepped on the accelerator and galloped away.

It's all this time, and she still doesn't speak?

She thought he was joking with her?

Yes, all along, he was actively pursuing her, and she just passively accepted.

However, that doesn't mean that the one who loves deeply, the one who takes the initiative to pursue must always take the initiative, and must always bow his head and admit his mistakes, right?

There is a long life, if Si Yan doesn't learn to take the initiative to express his feelings and refuses to open his heart to him, then even if he catches up with her, the two get married. This relationship, which he has worked hard to manage and maintain alone, will never be very happy and happy.

The twisted melon is not sweet, if Si Yan does not move closer to him, then even if he loves her again, he can only let go.

He slammed his face and pressed the accelerator to the bottom, the tires rubbing against the ground with a sharp sound, and the car almost floated up, causing chaos in the traffic.

But he didn't realize it, pressed the remote control twist, put the window down, and let the strong air flow pour in from the open window, and slammed it on his face, teaching him to panic for no reason, and he couldn't breathe.

Behind him, there was a weaving of traffic, unprecedented loneliness, but like a raging wave that drowned him mercilessly.

Jiawen pursed his lips tightly, in a trance, passing by one exchange after another, driving the car, aimlessly and aimlessly, all the way forward, forward.

The wind grew stronger and stronger, causing the treetops to fall in all directions, sometimes bending to the ground, as if they were about to break at any moment. The wind roared in the air, its voice terrible, mingling with the sound of the whistle to form a strange note that pierced her eardrums deeply.

Finally, there was no road ahead, and under the bright headlights, a pile of rocks lay mercilessly in front of him, and the angry waves under the stones crashed on the shore, like thunder hitting his chest one after another.

Didn't he bring up the breakup?

But why is it that in the face of this familiar sea area, his heart hurts sharply, as if he was cut by a knife?

He was gone, so resolute, so decisive, and he didn't look back.

Si Yan crossed her arms and silently watched him go away, feeling that the back that was absolutely far away would fade out of her sight forever, her life.

She wandered the streets dazedly, tears streaming frantically down her face.

She didn't know that her heart would hurt so much if she lost Jiawen......

The wind rose, and the raindrops began to fall, hitting the face one by one, cold to the bone marrow.

The car whizzed past, the flowing light and shadow shining on her lonely figure.

No matter how many girlfriends he has had before, and no matter what others say about his feelings, at least she knows clearly that he really likes her.

She could feel that he valued her, accommodated her, and cared for her.

It is undeniable that Jiawen is chic and uninhibited, suave, wandering on the edge of love, and is a man who is spoiled by women, but he is trying to change himself for her.

In a trance, those happy pasts, sweet times, and bits and pieces spent together appear in front of us one by one, and they can't be forgotten, broken, or entangled closely......