Chapter 243: Buddha Crossing
There is cause and effect, there is a beginning and an end, and in the dark, it seems to be doomed!
To say that Nanba International City is Zhao Ping's life-and-death contest, the kilometer rooftop of Nate'an Building is Li Jingxue's place where heaven and man fight.
Since a big quarrel with Zhao Ping outside the Li jewelry processing factory, Li Jingxue suddenly felt distressed and exhausted, and after returning to the Te'an Building, she went to the rooftop.
Standing on the edge of the rooftop, looking at the neon mountains under her feet, the traffic passed through, and Li Jingxue closed her eyes.
I thought to myself, why don't you jump off and get rid of it......
The night breeze was blowing, swishing and cool, and when Li Jingxue was really about to take that step, suddenly her daughter's voice shouted from behind her.
"Mom, what are you doing?"
Li Jingxue suddenly opened her eyes and looked back.
"Lele, why are you here!" Li Jingxue saw her daughter, and the thought of suicide disappeared suddenly.
Li Jingxue turned around and ran to her daughter, while Zhao Jiale cried and shouted: "Mom, why are you so stupid! If you die, what will Dad and I do!"
Li Jingxue wiped her daughter's tears and said apologetically: "I'm sorry Lele, it's my mother who can't figure it out for a while, so she scared you!"
Zhao Jiale nodded, choked up, and said, "Mom, don't scare Lele anymore, okay......"
"Okay, okay, it's mom who is wrong, mom won't scare Lele anymore......!
The mother and daughter immediately hugged their heads and cried, and after a while, Li Jingxue wiped her tears and asked, "Lele, why did you come here?"
Li Jingxue looked around, and there was no one else except her daughter.
Zhao Jiale stopped crying, and said to his mother in a choked voice: "Dad went to see Uncle Liu, and it was the master who brought me here." ”
"Master, when will you have a master!" Li Jingxue asked puzzled.
At this moment, a sound of Buddha came out.
"Amitabha, Master Li Shi is unharmed!"
Li Jingxue looked for the sound, and saw that in the night sky behind her, the abbot of the empty law was saluting her with one hand.
And he turned his back to the moon, standing in the air outside the rooftop, the robe on his body was fluttering with the wind, and his body with fine skin and tender flesh was like jade in the moonlight, crystal clear.
Li Jingxue was taken aback when she saw this scene, but she quickly reacted, obviously this empty law monk is not an ordinary person.
Li Jingxue took her daughter's hand and walked to the edge of the rooftop, looking at the empty law.
"Master of Empty Law, you brought my daughter to me?"
Kongfa nodded: "Yes, it was the old man who brought the Tianle Bodhisattva here." ”
"Tianle Bodhisattva?" Li Jingxue looked at the empty law in confusion.
Kongfa explained: "I have already accepted your daughter as an apprentice and given her the Dharma name, Tianle Bodhisattva!"
"What? My daughter has become a Bodhisattva?" Li Jingxue suddenly frowned: "But how can my daughter be a monk?"
Kongfa smiled: "Master Li Shi is not a Buddhist, he doesn't know about Buddhism, in the eyes of the Buddha, everyone in the world is skin, regardless of men and women."
In my first nine lives, four of them were women, so as long as I have a Buddha heart, I can enter my Buddha Gate and practice my Dharma. ”
Li Jingxue grabbed her daughter's hand and said nervously: "Master of Empty Law, are you mistaken, my daughter is still so young, how can she enter the empty door, you still take back your life and let my daughter be an ordinary person!"
Zhao Jiale said: "Mom, this is my own choice, I am willing to follow the master to Buddhism." ”
"Nonsense! Lele, you ......" Li Jingxue was about to start getting angry again, but seeing that the tears in the corners of her daughter's eyes hadn't dried yet, she couldn't bear to scold her daughter.
"Lord Zhao, everything has a cause and effect, there is a beginning and an end, today the old man came, not only to meet the grand wish of Tianle Bodhisattva, but also for my Buddha to come to you. ”
Li Jingxue frowned and said: "Monk of the Empty Law, I see that you are a friend of Zhao Ping, so I will be polite to you, if you are such a person who is obsessed with three people, don't blame me for being rude." ”
Kongfa was stunned: "Why did Master Li Shi say this?"
Li Jingxue pulled her daughter and picked her up: "Monk Kongfa, my daughter will not enter any Buddhism with you, now I will take my daughter back, you don't want to follow us." ”
As she spoke, Li Jingxue turned around and was about to leave, but Zhao Jiale in her arms did not move, no matter how hard Li Jingxue tried, she couldn't take a step.
"Lele, how can you be like this......" Li Jingxue looked at her daughter in surprise, at this moment she was like hugging a tree that had taken root, and she couldn't shake Zhao Jiale at all.
Zhao Jiale puffed his mouth and said: "Mom, I am already a disciple of Buddhism, and I have already jumped out of reincarnation, and I am not in the party."
This is a fact that can't be changed, and now, the reason why I'm still by your side and my father is that there is still a family relationship in my heart.
So, Mom, now that you and I are people of two worlds, you don't have to be attached. ”
Li Jingxue looked at her daughter in shock, and the anger surging in her heart was like a boulder weighing on her breathlessly.
"Lele, what's wrong with you......? I don't allow you to talk like that, don't you hear that!!" Li Jingxue still couldn't help but yell.
Lele cried again aggrieved...... Woowoo......
"Mom lied to people, saying that she was not fierce, but now she is ...... fierce"
"Amitabha, Master Li, don't be in a hurry!"
The empty finger was a little empty, and Li Jingxue's uncontrollable anger suddenly dissipated, and her impatient mood calmed down.
"My Buddha is compassionate, pure heart mantra!"
The empty method recited a Buddhist language in a low voice, Li Jingxue felt that the whole person was much sober, and the things that she couldn't figure out before, couldn't let go, and the persistent worries were all put aside.
"Master of the Void Law, what's wrong with me?" Li Jingxue looked at the Void Law calmly, feeling the change in mood incredibly.
The empty law stopped chanting the heart mantra, and said with a pleasant face: "Master Li, are you willing to listen to the old man tell a story, maybe after I finish this story, you can let go of the tangled things in your heart." ”
The things that Li Jingxue is struggling with now are nothing more than three things.
The first thing was, of course, the death of the eldest sister and the eldest brother-in-law.
The second thing is the marriage with Zhao Ping, I don't know if it is divorced or reunited.
The third thing is her daughter's future, Zhao Ping, as a father, is away from home all day, and her life and death are uncertain every time she goes out, which really worries her.
is also more worried about the growth of her daughter, in case one day, her daughter has no father, such a blow that the child can bear.
And what's even more terrifying is that without Zhao Ping, what can she, an ordinary woman, take care of her young daughter.
So Li Jingxue's desperate work is to hope that when her daughter needs her father, she can take responsibility, protect her, help her, and at least fully meet her needs materially.
These three major events have been piled up in Li Jingxue's heart, pressing her nerves all the time, making her feel powerless and tired, otherwise she would not be looking for death and life.
Li Jingxue looked at the Master of Empty Law with some expectation: "Master of Empty Law, you say, I also want to find the answer." ”
Kongfa nodded: "Okay, Master Li, please let the old man come slowly......"