Zhao Jianguo let go of Zhang Ruolin, glanced at her, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Zhang Ruolin stood up, reached out and rubbed her red arm, just wanted to open her mouth to curse Zhao Jianguo, looking at him who was depressed, and finally swallowed the words in her mouth.

Exhaling slightly, Zhang Ruolin reached out and took down the basket hanging on the roof beam, opened the lid of the pot, grabbed a handful of noodles and put them in.

This guy is crazy! What are you talking about!

This soldier has shed blood and tears, and if it weren't for the fact that he was once a soldier, she would have cursed him.

After finishing the noodles, Zhang Ruolin filled two bowls and glanced at Zhao Jianguo, "Let's eat! You can go back after eating! Let's not contact each other in the future, I'm really afraid." ”

Zhao Jianguo raised his head and glanced at Zhang Ruolin.

Zhang Ruolin looked at Zhao Jianguo, who seemed to be many years old in an instant, and frowned slightly, "I'm afraid, you're just ...... You should know what the consequences of being known about this kind of thing, even if I'm not, it's not in the first place, but if it's spread out, what the consequences will be for me, you should understand. I came out of my hometown, and I just wanted to find a class and live a stable life. ”

"Nier, I'm sorry, can you give me some time? a month at most, you can rest assured, I'll adjust myself. ”

"No, I said before that we are not suitable, and we are not people all the way. ”

"Whether it's a person all the way, you will know it. ”

"I got along with you, but unfortunately I didn't feel that you were suitable, the reason why I let you in is because I don't even know a friend in this county, I feel that a person is too boring, you helped me, so I let you in. ”

Zhang Ruolin glanced at Zhao Jianguo, "Let's eat! After eating, you can leave! Don't contact me in the future, I don't want to be falsely accused of being a spy or something, although my little life is not valuable, but I am precious myself, I haven't lived enough." ”

"I'm sorry, but I promise you that this is the last time, and no one can do anything wrong unless he is a saint. ”

Zhang Ruolin laughed twice, "People really can't be compared with sages, but Zhao Jianguo, you're right, I'm fundamentally different from those village girls who have never stepped out of the mountains, and their behaviors are different, you doubt me, I don't blame you, just like you said, anyone will suspect it, and it is very likely that they will report it secretly." It's only temporary, but as time goes on, you find out that I'm getting different, or you're doing something, what do you do at that time, like today? Or do you sneak up and report me?"

"No, I've promised you, one last time. I just haven't let go of my identity until now, I used to be gone forever, I'm just an ordinary person, guarding your life. ”

Zhang Ruolin chuckled, "Guarding me to live, if you find something inappropriate, you will still be the first to stand up!"

"As long as it doesn't endanger the country and the people, I won't. ”

"What does it mean not to endanger the country and the people? When you are in doubt, you are not sure at all whether you will endanger the country and the people, and the target of this suspicion must be saved in the cradle as soon as possible, and it is impossible to wait until the incident has happened before hunting down and arresting it.

There was a moment of silence.

Zhao Jianguo raised his head and looked at Zhang Ruolin, "I said that I am just an ordinary person, guarding you to live." ”

This is your mission, and it is a mission that has been given from the moment you step into the barracks, and you will be a soldier for the rest of your life, and you will not forget the mission of a soldier. ”

Zhao Jianguo was silent again.

"I'm right, that's what I'm saying, and you're suspicious of me, because a woman who has just come out of a mountain village can't say that. Zhang Ruolin smiled and said lightly.

She also knows that there are a lot of suspicious flaws on her body, but she is not acting, no matter how she pretends to be, she will not be able to copy everything from the original owner.

You asked her to pretend to be the same as the original owner, who was submissive all day long, and couldn't hold back a fart for half a day, she couldn't do it.

She is not acting, she is her, even if she is acting, it is impossible to pretend to be another person for a long time.

The spies, spies, and disguisers played in TV and movies, after all, they are all played, of course, there are also in the real world, but she has not undergone these trainings, so it is impossible for her to do it. Otherwise, in the Zhao family, she would not have burst out so much temper, making Mrs. Zhao suspect that she was possessed by a ghost.

And the temper that broke out in Lao Zhao's house before, she also thought about it, Lao Zhao's family really can't stay, so she won't stay, she can't stay at home and continue to suffer the same grievances as the original owner, and be treated as a cow and horse to live!

It's just that I didn't expect that Zhao Erzhu would come back so soon, and she also broke away from the old Zhao family smoothly.

came to the county seat and changed to a strange environment, although Zhao Jianguo knew her, he also knew her when he was a child, and he didn't know anything about her growing up, so she didn't pretend to be much.

It's just that in terms of eating and drinking, some camouflage has been carried out, after all, she doesn't have the courage to think about modern things without being careful, what can be taken and what can't be taken.

But he didn't expect that in the way he spoke, he had doubts.

"Aren't you a soldier? When you were a soldier, were you engaged in ......?"

Zhao Jianguo nodded, "Don't ask more." ”

"I know, you'd better see a psychiatrist, that is, a psychiatrist, and have a good consultation to relieve the pressure in your heart, which is good for you and the people around you. I know you're going to have to be suspicious when I say that, and I don't want to have too much to do with you, anyway. ”

"Yes, that's why I was discharged from the army and wanted to live a peaceful life. I'm sorry, Nier, I didn't even think about hurting you, I was just curious about your words and actions. Everyone has secrets, it's just that my behavior has overreacted and caused you harm, you can rest assured, I will not continue to pursue your secrets, this time and the last time. ”

Zhang Ruolin looked at Zhao Jianguo with a sincere face helplessly, and sighed in a low voice, she was not his daughter-in-law, so she went to accommodate him.

This kind of mental problem, who knows when it will get better?

One year, two years, or even ten or eight years is not necessarily good.

Of course, this is not the most important thing, she doesn't want to live in fear.