Chapter 215: His Appearance
Lin Qingshuang's voice was mixed with helplessness for men, she really wanted to change all this, but the facts told her that she couldn't do anything except maintain the original state.
It seems that this is the case, she doesn't know what else she can do other than maintain her current life.
"You find a time to meet with him, if he won't even admit you. I told him that I was leaving, and that I wouldn't bother with the company's affairs anymore. ”
This is Lin Qingshuang's helpless way, she can't continue in such an unclear way.
Whatever the outcome, she had to have an explanation.
The assistant understood what Lin Qingshuang meant, looked at her solemnly and nodded and spoke, "I understand what you mean, I will find a time as soon as possible to help you deal with this matter." ”
After finishing speaking, the assistant left, and Lin Qingshuang continued to deal with the company's affairs, her temples jumped suddenly, and she had an unusual headache.
But even so, she continued to persevere.
Now I don't know how many pairs of eyes in the company are watching her every move, and she can't act rashly until Sheng Yixing's identity is determined.
And even if it's for the sake of her soul, she can't leave anything behind, after all, Sheng Yixing is her father.
She didn't want her mind to grow up to complain about her after knowing these things.
With the last unknown expectation, Lin Qingshuang gritted her teeth and persevered, staying in the company's office day after day.
When she got home in the evening, Lin Qingshuang lay on the sofa exhausted and didn't want to move, and her mind happened to come back from school. pounce on her and give her a sweet and sweet spoil.
"Mommy, I miss you so much, today the teacher also praised my handwriting beautifully, and rewarded me with a little red flower. ”
At the mention of this, there was a little pride in her heart's tone, and she looked at Lin Qingshuang with a blank look in her eyes, as if she was expecting a compliment.
Even though Lin Qingshuang was exhausted to the extreme at the moment, she still showed a relieved and warm smile in her heart.
"My good boy is amazing, wait until the weekend, can Mommy take you out to play?"
Lin Qingshuang gently stroked the little head of her heart, and watched her mood instantly improve.
"So Daddy is going to come back? I want to go to the playground and ride the roller coaster together. ”
As soon as he heard that he could go out to play, his eyes instantly lit up, and he looked at Lin Qingshuang and said expectantly.
Hearing the word Daddy, Lin Qingshuang's heart trembled fiercely, and she didn't know how to explain it for a while.
The soul has not yet discovered that Lin Qingshuang is wrong, and happily recalls the amusement projects in the playground.
Lin Qingshuang looked at her, not knowing how to tell him that Sheng Yixing would not come back, so she could only listen to her patiently.
In the end, his spiritual gaze fell on Lin Qingshuang's body again, rubbed it in her arms and whispered, "When will Daddy come back, I want him to take us to a picnic and fly a kite." ”
Every time she said a word, Lin Qingshuang's heart hurt a little more, she clenched her fists, the muscles in her body tightened, but she could only tell her daughter with a smile.
"Daddy is too busy with work, maybe he won't come back in the near future, let's not go to the picnic first, and Mommy will take you to the playground on the weekend. ”
Hearing that Daddy couldn't play with him, his heart was a little lost, but the thought of having Mommy with him was the same, and his mood instantly improved a lot.
"Okay, then Mommy is going to play with me, and we're going to go on a roller coaster. ”
blinked in his heart, which made Lin Qingshuang's bitter heart somewhat comforted.
Coaxed his soul to do his homework, Lin Qingshuang also took the opportunity to wash up and relieve the tiredness on his body.
After taking a shower and coming out of the bathroom, Lin Qingshuang saw the flashing mobile phone and hurriedly walked over, the caller ID was an unfamiliar number.
She answered suspiciously, and before she could speak, the voice of a strange man came from the other side.
"Do you want to know the news of Sheng Yixing, if you want to know that the Left Bank coffee shop will be waiting for me at noon tomorrow. ”
After saying that, without giving Lin Qingshuang time to react, the other party had already hung up the phone, leaving Lin Qingshuang alone at a loss to reminisce.
was stunned, and Lin Qingshuang realized that the man who called just now was not a stranger, but Qi Shan, who had a relationship.
The assistant didn't tell her Qi Shan's identity, but Lin Qingshuang's most direct feeling was to resist the man's proximity and existence.
She instinctively wanted to refuse to meet tomorrow, but at the same time, she was eager to know the news related to Sheng Yixing.
So she hesitated and didn't know how she should choose, but in the end, she still couldn't resist the temptation of the other party's conditions and decided to go to the appointment.
But what is Qi Shan's identity, this matter planted the seeds of doubt in her heart.
Since the assistant was reluctant to tell her about it, she had to find other ways to get the news.
After packing up and going downstairs to eat, the mind had finished his homework, and he was gathered around the butler, listening to him tell stories that were not in the textbook.
The housekeeper is very aware of the history of the country, and the girl of the heart is interested in these things.
Although there is a difference of fifty or sixty years between the two people, the soul is very fond of playing with the change.
Seeing Lin Qingshuang coming, the housekeeper stopped telling the story and began to prepare for the next meal for the two.
Lin Qingshuang waved her hand and asked the maid to play with her heart first, and then looked at the housekeeper seriously and said, "Uncle Zhang, I have something I want to ask you." ”
Lin Qingshuang's recent actions are all in his eyes, although he doesn't say it, it doesn't mean that he doesn't know.
Sheng Yixing's sudden disappearance made the family panic, but they didn't show it in front of Lin Qingshuang.
"It doesn't matter if you ask for advice, madam, if you want to know, as long as I know, I will tell you the truth. ”
The housekeeper bowed slightly, and his attitude towards Lin Qingshuang was very respectful.
Lin Qingshuang took a deep breath, Qi Shan's appearance was too much of a surprise for her, if she didn't figure out his opening path, she wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.
"You've been at home for so long, and Sheng Yixing trusts you very much, has he ever mentioned Qi Shan to you?"
Lin Qingshuang spoke tentatively, and at the same time focused on the butler's face, looking at him cautiously, for fear of missing any expression.
The housekeeper thought seriously for a while, as if he remembered something, looked up at Lin Qingshuang, and said in a voice that was neither humble nor arrogant, "I have indeed heard of this name, but I didn't hear it from Mr. ”
The butler's answer made Lin Qingshuang see hope, and he looked at him with burning eyes, motioning for him to continue. 2k
Thinking of the previous incident, the butler frowned, and recalled vigorously, and the voice that spoke slowly sounded heavy and long.
"Qi Shan is a very powerful person, I remember that a few years ago, only he could be called Mr.'s opponent. At that time, the competition between the two families was fierce, but then he went abroad for unknown reasons. It has been a long time since the mainland heard about him. ”
The housekeeper was able to recall these things, which was already a great help to Lin Qingshuang.
Just like the housekeeper said, this man and Sheng Yixing are in a competitive relationship, and it should be the attitude of the enemy to be very angry when they meet, but why does he frequently appear in front of him now?
Lin Qingshuang couldn't figure this out, but it was inconvenient to ask the housekeeper anything, so she could only leave it to herself to digest it slowly.
After eating and washing up with her soul, it was not too early, and during this time, she always repeated the same thing over and over again mechanically every day, as if she had lost her soul.
I don't know when she started to learn to smoke, although she knows that this is a bad habit, but to a certain extent, it can also relieve her current mood.
She had just learned to smoke, and she often choked on the smell of smoke and coughed, but the psychological hints could also give her soul a moment of relief.
It was dark outside the window until late, until the muscles in her body became numb from the long-term inactivity, and then she slowly got down from the floor-to-ceiling window and walked slowly to the bed to lie down.
The step-by-step life every day made Lin Qingshuang almost hopeless.
And what she longed for the most seemed to be getting more and more difficult to achieve.
After sending his soul to school again, Lin Qingshuang simply went directly to the Left Bank coffee shop and began to wait for the arrival of Qishan.
During the long wait, Lin Qingshuang looked at all kinds of passers-by boringly and with deep meaning, and infinite emotion rose in her heart.
Everyone is an independent individual, and everyone wants to change the world with their own efforts, but in the end they suddenly find out. I can't even solve the suffering in life because I am small. It is only after repeated failures and blows that one habitually chooses to compromise.
Even so, he still tells others that he is shaking hands with the world.
Thinking of this, Lin Qingshuang suddenly felt that the meaning of human life was so ridiculous, and at the same time, she felt more and more sad.
I don't know when, she moved her body, and there was a man in the afterglow.
Qi Shan came, sat opposite her, and came over at some point.
Lin Qingshuang was not too surprised, his eyes looked at him calmly, without the rejection and fear at the beginning.
"The coffee in this shop tastes good, I didn't have time to taste it last time, this time I invite you. ”
Saying that, Lin Qingshuang raised her hand to ask the waiter to come over, and ordered another cup of coffee like herself.
Qi Shan watched her behavior throughout the whole process, did not refuse, and selectively acquiesced.
However, there is one thing Qi Shan is very curious about, what has happened in the past few days that can make Lin Qingshuang's mentality change so much.
However, Qi Shan naturally couldn't take the initiative to speak, he looked at Lin Qingshuang with a solemn gaze, as if he was waiting for something.
And Lin Qingshuang felt the man's gaze on his face, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong, and continued to drink coffee and eat desserts calmly.
The taste of the coffee in the store is indeed good, but the level of desserts needs to be improved, Lin Qingshuang frowned, and put down the small spoon.
When she looked up, she saw Qi Shan's eyes, the eyes of the two met in the air, and there was indescribable embarrassment in their eyes.
After all, this meeting was proposed by Qi Shan, and Lin Qingshuang didn't feel any embarrassment.
She calmly shifted her gaze away, with a seemingly absent smile on the corner of her mouth, making people more and more unable to understand her emotions at the moment.
Soon the waiter brought Qishan's coffee, and the two continued to sit awkwardly and silently, Lin Qingshuang turned his face slightly and continued to enjoy the scenery outside.
In the end, Qi Shan couldn't help but speak, his voice was low and cold, and his tentative tone made people a little uncomfortable.
"There are too many questions about Sheng Yixing, you don't want to know?"
Qi Shan knew what Lin Qingshuang wanted, so there was no need for her to hide it at all.
Shifting his gaze from the window to the man's face, Lin Qingshuang had a seemingly absent smile on the corner of his mouth, and looked at him slightly sideways.
"I want to know, but if you don't tell me, how do I know?"
Lin Qingshuang threw the problem back to the man without a trace, she didn't know what the person in front of her was thinking, and all she could do was stick to the principles in her heart.
Qi Shan didn't seem to expect Lin Qingshuang to face him with such an attitude, the expression on his face sank, he took a sip of coffee, and didn't say anything else.
After another long time, Lin Qingshuang held his chin in his hand, looked at him innocently and suspiciously, blinked his eyes and asked puzzledly.
"Actually, I'm quite curious about the matter between you and Sheng Yixing, he is not in the country now, wouldn't it be easy for you to take advantage of this opportunity to do something?"
Lin Qingshuang still had a faint smile on her face, and from the expression on her face, she couldn't tell that she had other thoughts at all.
It was as if it was really just curiosity, and then asked casually, and that's it.
Qi Shan looked at her gloomily, and his complicated eyes flashed with emotions that others couldn't understand.
Lin Qingshuang didn't speak, just looked at the man, waiting for his next answer.
Although it looks calm and impermanent on the surface, the palms of the hands hiding under the table are all sweat at the moment.
Since waking up, Lin Qingshuang has been protected in a very beautiful and safe environment.
The darkness and unhappiness in this world will not be let her see it.
During the period of the man's disappearance, Lin Qingshuang re-acquainted himself with the world in the shortest possible time.
It also rediscovered the unhappiness and sinister nature of this world.
She was forced to grow up quickly, without anyone's guidance, she could only instinctively follow the logic of her own thinking to carry out every step.
He didn't know if what he was doing now was right, and he didn't know if his seemingly flawed temptation had made Qi Shan find out that something was wrong.
She didn't have an answer to all this, but she still had to go on.
The time of silence was the most tormenting, and the two looked at each other, but in fact, they were already thinking about different things in their hearts.
"What's the matter, can't Mr. Qi give me an answer?"