I don't know when it started, I began to use such a word to describe my condition, what to do, what to say is very light, in fact, I still have to go to the doctor when I am sick, this is normal, but when I used to say it, everyone said that it was to see a doctor, since a joke, we often say this, because doctors also need to live, what if we don't see a doctor? This is an optimistic psychology, in fact, the essence is still the same. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

We don't know what's going on, so he has seen me many times, but the condition still hasn't improved, so I just changed the doctor to try, in fact, it's not the doctor's fault, it's not the doctor's fault, it's not very easy to treat, plus I usually feel bad, so there is always the possibility of recurrence, until a few years later, I don't trust the doctor, why don't I trust the doctor? Because I saw everything I had endured, I was fat with the medicine in the hospital, but I still didn't cure my disease, at such a time, I really didn't know what to say, but I said to myself that I can't be fat, and I can't walk anymore, and then I found out that the doctor also knows something about my condition, but I don't dare to trust the doctor anymore, so I have to change the doctor.

I heard that this doctor is very famous, but when I see a doctor, it is also the same routine as the previous doctor, that is, to take some tranquilizers, I really don't know that there is only one treatment for depression? Or there are other treatments, I have tried it, in fact, it has little effect, so I have to do this, but such a doctor is very serious when he sees a doctor, and after reading it, he prescribed me medicine for a month, I really don't have a good impression of such a tranquilizer, but I still keep eating, keep continuing, because this is the doctor's instructions, I don't know if this is right, but the doctor is such a treatment, I have no way, so I only eat like this, in such a process, there are still some effects, that is, I really eat like a normal person, sleep like that, and live like thatBut I still feel that I have some dependence on drugs, and without drugs, everything in my body has broken such a balance, and I can't hold on at all, and I still feel dizzy.

In the first month, the doctor gave me a month's medicine, and I don't know if the doctor was coaxing me to take medicine or lying to me, it shouldn't be a lie, if it was a lie, it means that a patient like me doesn't believe in the doctor too much, if it's coaxing, it's better to hear, it's really like this, what he said at the beginning was to let me take it for a month, and it would be fine, but when I went in the second month, he asked me about my situation or said that my situation was not good, and it didn't stabilize, so I still had to take medicine for another month, and when I went in the third month, I still didn't reduce the medicine, and I still had to continue to take it, you saidBut I'm already in such a situation, I can't do without medicine, so keep taking it, and the people in my family also say that the doctor should be right, because he won't harm the patient, it's true.

The process has been written in detail yesterday, but there is still a feeling of unfinished, I always feel that the doctor treats me the disease can not be completely cured, this is just my own thoughts, when I think about it a lot, I realize that I think about some situations like this, thinking so much is still useless. Life still has to go on, society will still develop, it is useless for myself, even if it is useless at all, but I am a big living person, I still have to engage in some other activities, or I still have to be a normal person, this is the strongest voice in my own heart.

Slowly I found myself a medicine bag, sometimes it can be said to be a medicine bag, it is really like this, every month the doctor will give me a month of medicine, but I finished it in a month, this is true, because I have to eat according to the doctor's dose, sometimes I find that even if I don't want to take according to the doctor's dose, it is useless, there will still be some symptoms, that is, if you don't take medicine for a few hours, there will be some reactions immediately, it is really like this, what makes me very flustered is also such symptoms, indicating that I really can't survive normally without medicine, this state makes me feel terrible, but what can be doneThe doctor has treated me to the way I am now, and he still told me that it will be fine soon, and it will be fine soon, but it is still not good, which makes me a little anxious.

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