Chapter 1: Men's Tears
I was like a chicken in the soup, running desperately despite the stupid gazes of passers-by.
"Is this person sick and doesn't hold an umbrella when it rains so heavily?"
My feet slipped, and I fell on my back on the ground.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it was as if God was laughing at me and laughing at my embarrassment.
How could my wife betray me?
But if not, why would she lie to me?
I clenched my fists and looked at the gray sky and watched this heavy rain.
My wife works in the sales office, when I met her, I wanted to choose a three-bedroom apartment as her client, she was beautiful and generous, careful and gentle, at that time I chose a house at three days and two ends just to get close to her.
She is now the sales manager in the sales department, and I have recently started delivering takeaways after a career hit.
Because I was afraid of losing my wife, I would often quietly turn on her computer when I had nothing to do.
We have a happy family, my daughter is seven years old, today is her birthday, in order to surprise my daughter, I took half a day off and did not deliver meals at night.
But I came home with the cake, but I didn't see my wife or my daughter.
I asked where my wife was on the phone, and she said that she was attending a class reunion, and as for her daughter, she went to her mother-in-law's house.
I am in the seafood business, years ago in order to make a lot of money, I put all my savings into seafood, I thought that I could make more money during the Chinese New Year, who would have thought that my seafood was completely unsalable, hoarded in the hands of the seafood nowhere to sell, millions of money wasted.
I used to be considered a successful career, but now I'm a complete failure, and I don't have any savings left over the years.
For this matter, I will quarrel from time to time during the New Year's Day at home, my wife still sleeps in a separate bed with me, and my mother-in-law even says that I am worthless, it is rare that the outside situation has improved, I can't even afford to rent a shop, as for business, how can there be any business.
Thinking that food delivery could make a transition, my relationship with my wife has eased up a bit recently, but when I turned on her computer, I saw that he had an appointment with a strange man at the Sentosa Hotel.
The high-end hotel has a large bathtub and a soft double bed, and when my wife and I got married on our honeymoon, my wife was wearing lace pajamas, and she had a plump and tall figure, which is one of the reasons why I love her even more, but the thought that she will be with other men today makes me feel mixed and uncomfortable.
I hope it's me thinking too much, I hope nothing really happens, I hope she's selling the house, in order to negotiate the contract with the client, but even if it's for the sake of selling the house, she shouldn't make an appointment in the hotel.
My daughter is only seven years old, and I don't want to lose this home, but I don't want to.
Today I wanted to have a good reunion dinner and celebrate my daughter's birthday, and I bought my daughter her favorite Barbie doll, but this is what awaits me.
It was dark and the rain had stopped, so I went to the supermarket opposite the hotel and bought a pack of cigarettes.
For the sake of my wife, I don't smoke or drink, but today, I lit a cigarette for the first time.
My wife still thinks I'm delivering food, when will she come home and when will she come out of the hotel?
I struggled to look at the hotel door in front of me, and even looked at the lights in the rooms on each floor, I guess in one of the rooms, it was my wife and the man, right?
Will my wife walk out of the bathroom in a sultry nightdress like she did on my honeymoon?