Although when I was young, I didn't handle friendship or feelings well, and I was very unsuccessful, and I often didn't dare to think back to the past.

But it's not because of my poor character, it's mainly because when I was in school, both teachers and parents never taught knowledge that had nothing to do with learning.

As a result, many children with low emotional intelligence do not know how to deal with friendship and love, and the consequences caused, often a mishandling will cause lifelong regrets and regrets, which can no longer be remedied in this life.

Although I have no regrets, my approach is too rash and I don't seem to have a sense of responsibility.

This pile of banknotes of different denominations may not be anything to others, but to her, it is obviously made up, and she may have so much on hand.

A few years ago, he also heard about her situation from other people's mouths: after getting married, she finally got pregnant, but she didn't keep it, and finally gave birth to one, and the child was born sick and needed to take medicine for a long time to maintain.

In the end, she divorced again, and she took the sick child alone, and she had to go to work, so you can imagine how she lived.

She was already in poor health, had a serious stomach problem, and did not eat for a few days after the illness, resulting in incomplete physical development, and when he met him, her body characteristics were the same as that of a boy.

Although she was not ugly back then, and she was a little delicate and cute, but her physical condition and incomplete figure, it is estimated that it is not easy to get real happiness, and the child's illness should also be related to her body.

The mention of this woman really made him feel unspeakable.

Zhang Wenbo actually fell in love once, and it was with this woman that he learned about his own problems, which led to his dare not associate with women again.

It's just that the time is very short, and others don't know, and they think that he has never been in love, which has caused the current misunderstanding, thinking that he is mentally abnormal because he is trapped by love.

and her, in fact, there is no love, there is only physical curiosity and an experience.

She should have feelings for him, otherwise she wouldn't let him do whatever he wanted just after knowing him for a few days.

After graduating from junior high school, Zhang Wenbo had no intersection with women until he met her.

The main reason is that there are no women in the drilling class when I go to school, and there are no women in the drilling team after work.

He was shy back then, and he didn't have the courage to take the initiative to pursue people, not to mention that there was no one to chase.

It wasn't until he was twenty-two years old that he was a little thicker by the influence of those old hooligans in the drilling team.

At that time, it was the best age in Zhang Wenbo's life, and his body had just developed completely, he was both young and handsome, so he wanted to find a woman to do something.

The old men of the drilling team who can't live without talking about women all day long are talking in their ears, and it would be too abnormal if they didn't have any ideas.

She worked at the oil station, and the team happened to be digging a well next to them that year, so he met her.

Although Zhang Wenbo's family conditions are not good, he is very picky.

On her terms, it wasn't his ideal choice.

But there is no way, there is too little room for him to choose, so let's just make do with it first, it's better than nothing.

How can a man who has just grown up understand that feelings are knives, swords, and can hurt people invisibly, how can they be child's play?

For him at any age, women are just to satisfy curiosity and release excess energy.

With his appearance back then, he was naturally very attractive to her, and after a few days of acquaintance, he got what he wanted.

The result was a big disappointment for him, and it was not at all the same thing as he expected.

The thin figure made him lose interest, and the reason for his sensitive body made him feel very bad, and he didn't want to continue after trying a few times.

In fact, the most important thing is her own physical reasons, if it weren't for her, she wouldn't have been able to find out her physical problems for a while.

In such a situation, he naturally didn't want to continue to associate with the other party, so he shamelessly performed a drama of abandonment from the beginning to the end, and began to deliberately alienate her.

Actually, it's not really messy, and in the end that step was not successfully completed, but everything else should be done.

The other party is still in the joy of love, and he doesn't find that he has other thoughts.

Every time people bought something and came to the well team to see him, Zhang Wenbo behaved very coldly, and the other party didn't understand what he meant at first, thinking that he was just in a bad mood.

After a long time, he naturally understood his thoughts, and understood that Zhang Wenbo didn't love him at all, and he didn't dwell on it anymore under the sadness.

When leaving, the other party's resentful eyes not only did not make him feel something, but he felt relaxed for a while, and the relationship between men and women without true love is often a burden.

It wasn't until I heard about her situation a few years ago that I felt guilty, no matter what, people treated him sincerely, and what he did back then was really not authentic.

It's not that he is cold by nature, it's mainly that he doesn't understand it when he's young, he's still a child, and he doesn't have the sense of responsibility that a man should have.

Whether it's friendship or affection, I don't know how to deal with it, what to do is right, and how to do it is unforgivable.

When I understand it, I can't make up for it, so I can only bury it deep like a puncture, so as not to accidentally prick myself again, and no one wants to think about disgraceful things.

I had already forgotten about this person, but I didn't expect her to remember herself, under the difficulties of her own life, when she saw him ask for food, she still remembered to give everything she had to help him, and it was time to repay this affection.

I want to make her children healthier than other children, make her laugh forever, let her body develop again, blind all men, and let her never worry about money again.

Zhang Wenbo swore to himself fiercely, he couldn't wait to go to her now to cure the child and her.

Just think about the current situation, the way I look now, I really can't get in front of people.

It's easy to get back to normal, but if you give up now, all the work you've done for a while will be in vain.

Anyway, it's not in a hurry, hold on for a while, and find a way to get her another money, although she has no interest in money, but the people around her are still alive in the world

It wasn't until more than a month later that at night, in a dream, the divine consciousness said to himself that he felt that there was a spiritual force in the northwest direction.

He also said that he felt that there was a spiritual power attacking him from time to time recently, although it would not cause damage to it and make it unstable, but in the end, it disappeared mysteriously, and it could only feel it but not feel it going, somehow?

Zhang Wenbo suddenly remembered that bead, could it be that bead can absorb souls?

What do you do with absorption? Do you eat it as a meal? Why don't you absorb your own soul? I can't figure it out.

The divine consciousness in the void body can't figure it out, can it only absorb the scattered souls and scattered souls?

It is also possible that the cohesion of his current body is not weak.

The northwest can be the land of the ancient Western Regions, Zhang Wenbo used his mobile phone to go online a few days ago to learn about it, and there seem to be a lot of strange things there.

I have also heard a sentence that slips out of the tongue: fall in love under the whip, the camel runs faster than the car, the ghost cries and the wolf howls who is to blame? In the spring, summer, autumn and winter, the wind blows the stone and hits the head, the man loves to wear a flower hat, the well water is connected, and there are monsters in the mysterious lake.

The divine consciousness representing the virtual body was not interested in anything else, but was curious about the ghost crying god howl and the water monster in the lake, and asked what Zhang Wenbo meant?

It seems that some of the knowledge stored in the brain has not been fully grasped.

Zhang Wenbo used his consciousness to communicate with him: ghost crying wolf howl refers to where there are several places, and every night there will be various sounds of ghost crying wolf howling, which is called the devil's city.

The final explanation is that there is a natural phenomenon caused by a special landform, when the wind blows at night, the sand rubs against each other and makes a human-like sound.

I don't know if that's the case.