I just started writing it, and I replaced it after two hours, so please forgive me.

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Just when Chu Zheng and Zheng Yuan were analyzing how to maximize the benefits of what Xi Ting knew through cooperation, Xi Ling also met with Zhang Zhihong.

I don't know if everyone intentionally left room for the two of them to talk, and received Xi Ling's work, Chen Duo and they arranged it for Zhang Zhihong.

"Ah Ting......" may have been a long time since I saw my longing lover appear in front of me, this kind of happiness made people feel a little dizzy, which made Zhang Zhihong feel a little unrealistic.

"You're calling the wrong person. Compared with Zhang Zhihong's forbearance of excitement, Xi Ling's reaction was indifferent and cold.

She didn't even want to raise her eyelids to look at Zhang Zhihong.

Seeing his sweetheart meet each other, he took a few steps back, which made Zhang Zhihong feel like being cut by a knife.

"Please let me go, okay?" Xi Ling, who was about to leave, frowned and looked at Zhang Zhihong who was standing in front of him, he had no interest in talking at all, but he didn't know what to do, where she went, he would block it, he was really uninteresting!

"Ah...... Let's talk?" Zhang Zhihong wanted to call her "Ah Ting" again, but he held back under Xi Ling's very intimidating gaze.

"My name is Xi Ling, you can call me Comrade Xi Ling, as for "Ah" or something, that's not what you can shout, please respect yourself. Xi Ling raised his head and said expressionlessly.

Zhang Zhihong looked at Xi Ling's beautiful lips opening and closing, and the words he said were like sharp arrows about to pierce his heart!

"Okay, Xi Ling...... Comrade, let's talk, can we?" asked Zhang Zhihongqiang with a smile.

Xi Ling's big black round eyes looked at Zhang Zhihong's eyes, and said lightly: "Comrade Zhang Zhihong, I have already reported everything you can report about what you want me to assist. ”

Saying this, she took another step forward, ready to break through Zhang Zhihong's block.

It's a pity that Zhang Zhihong cheekily moved his body in sync with her, and once again blocked his figure in front of Xi Ling.

"What the hell do you want to do!" Xi Ling frowned, looking at him unhappily, his face was cold, and he looked very dissatisfied.

With Zhang Zhihong's understanding of Xi Ling, he knew very well at this time that Xi Ling was unhappy!

Xi Ling glared at him angrily, but after a long time, she realized that this guy was still the same, and he always kept his head down and didn't say a word in the face of questioning.

Seeing him like this, I can't help but think of the moment that she can't forget.

"Okay, you have something to say!" Xi Ling, who had been "confronting" Zhang Zhihong for a while, sighed, as if he had figured it out and compromised.

"We haven't seen each other in years since we last said goodbye, you...... Are you doing well?" I don't know if I saw my first love and saw the most important thing in my heart, as soon as Zhang Zhihong opened his mouth, it was as if he had returned to the time when he was in college, and the words he said in front of Xi Ling were so civil!

Xi Ling: "......"

It's been a long time since I've heard him talk like this, and when she hears it so suddenly, she is still a little uncomfortable.

Not to mention that it is not adaptable, even the sigh has never come out much.

It's just that his opening made her a little trance, as if she was back in college again.

At that time, as classmates in junior high school, when they met again, what he said was to the same effect.

"It's good. Xi Ling responded lightly.

It's just that she's not him, she doesn't have such a good conversation, and she doesn't want to ask him if he's doing well.

Whether life is good or not, only she knows, she is not interested in him, so naturally she doesn't want to know.

Zhang Zhihong didn't expect Xi Ling to respond to him, and his heart was full of excitement.

Of course, his excitement was soon washed away in Xi Ling's ordinary tone.

"Comrade Zhang Zhihong, do you still have any questions? If there are no problems, please give way! I also have a lot of things to do, and I am afraid that I will not be able to rub over here. ”

"Xi Ting!"

"Shut up!"

Xi Ling's flat reaction and obvious refusal to talk made Zhang Zhihong a little unbearable.

The person he dreamed of seeing was close at hand, and this unreal sweetness and happiness made him a little entangled.

Probably because his mind was all on Xi Ling, Zhang Zhihong opened his mouth and shouted out the name he had shouted at her many times.

It's just that he doesn't know that this name is a shame for Xi Ling, a sign that represents her lover's betrayal of her.

"Remember, my name is 'Xi Ling'! The name 'Xi Ting' already belongs to your wife, if you want to shout a few more times, you can! Please shout at her!" Xi Ling's face was extremely ugly, and a pair of blazing eyes locked on Zhang Zhihong's eyes, and the anger in his eyes made Zhang Zhihong's heart begin to be shot and pierced by sharp arrows over and over again.

"Okay, good, it's all my fault! I don't have a long memory, and I've called the wrong name again, don't be angry!" Seeing Xi Ling's reaction, he was a little excited, and Zhang Zhihong hurriedly appeased.

He didn't want to, he didn't have a good word with her, he broke up unhappily, he hadn't officially spoken a word to her for a long time, so he didn't want to waste this opportunity to talk, whether she wanted to listen to it or not, he wanted to give her an explanation.

"You don't have to compromise like that, now ...... We are comrades-in-arms of fraternal troops. Xi Ling looked at Zhang Zhihong with a complicated expression.

Zhang Zhihongqiang smiled: "No matter what the relationship is, I think, I owe you an explanation." ”

"Huh?" Xi Ling raised her eyes to look at him, her expression was very surprised, it seemed that she didn't expect him to say such a thing to her.

Zhang Zhihong looked at Xi Ling's inquiring gaze, and nodded earnestly and vigorously: "Don't believe it, what I said is true! No matter what happens to you and me in the future, I hope to be able to tell you the explanation I owed you in the past." ”

Xi Ling blinked and asked him, "Have you figured it out?"

Zhang Zhihong nodded vigorously again: "Yes, this is what I owe you!"

"But......" Seeing that he was serious, Xi Ling suddenly smiled, "But, I don't want to hear it anymore!"

"Ah...... Xi Ling!" Zhang Zhihong didn't expect Xi Ling to speak like this, she didn't want to leave the two of them at all, and when she landed, her heart was cold.

"I thought at the beginning, I wanted to wait for you to explain, and I was looking forward to you saying something, but as a result, you didn't say a word. Xi Ling laughed self-deprecatingly, "After that, I left, but do you know, until you got married, my contact information has not changed, and I even have to pay a phone bill every once in a while - although I don't want to admit it, but isn't it just to wait for you to contact me." But what about the result? Well, tell me, what about the result?"

Xi Ling's voice was still not raised, but every sentence and word she said seemed to be a voice accusation, and every word was engraved on his heart.

"I ......"

"Don't say it!" Xi Ling slowly shook her head at him and said, "When I wait for the news of your marriage to her, I will change all the ways you can contact me." ”

"Ah...... Xi Ling, my mind was blank before, and the whole person was confused......" Zhang Zhihong said with tears in his eyes, "I can't be despicable and shameless to blame everything on her, but, you know, I have never faced that kind of situation, I, I have a relationship with my lover's sister! I, I don't know how to deal with it!"

Pander to...... Xi Ling, I don't dare to ask you to forgive me for my stupidity at that time, I know that I was ridiculous and cowardly at that time! At that time, I let her cry and cry, and I was frightened by the search for death and life, I, I didn't dare to make any moves, for fear that she would do irrational things.

You don't know, at that time, I was really stunned, at that time, in my heart, it was all sentence by sentence, word by word, 'Zhang Zhihong, Zhang Zhihong, you are really finished!You and Xi Ting have no future!' You don't know, this sentence and word made me fall into pain and self-blame.

When I realized that I should be looking for you, I realized that you were nowhere to be found...... It's not like I haven't tried to contact you, but every time I have to press the dial button, I can't do it!

By the time I finally got over my emotions and contacted you, your contact information had been eliminated. ”

Zhang Zhihong mentioned the past at the beginning, which was boundless remorse, self-blame and pain: "Xi Ling, I really didn't shirk my responsibility, I know that in the matter of our breakup, my responsibility is unshirkable, I just want to tell you that I really didn't give up on you at that time!"

It's just that the cowardly old me, I didn't have the courage to hold you, so I could only stick my head into the desert like an ostrich and let others command.

When I thought clearly, and planned to summon up the courage to win over you, I realized that I didn't know when the parents on both sides had agreed on my marriage to her.

That's when I found out that in the chaos, I lost my love and my lover!"

Zhang Zhihong choked up, tears flashing in the corners of his eyes: "But, no matter how much I use my skills, I can't find you anymore!"

"......" Although Xi Ling's heart has become hard and peaceful under the double polishing of years and tasks, she seems to still have palpitations when she hears Zhang Zhihong's memories of that incident, and that kind of palpitations seems to pull her back to that day in an instant, and pull her back to the time when she was embarrassed and tired.

"Zhang Zhihong ......" After a long time, Xi Ling trembled his lips and said with a little difficulty, "Actually, I know very well that there are problems between the two of us...... Don't deny it! Don't interject! Listen to me!"

Because of Xi Ling's words, Zhang Zhihong swallowed back the words that were about to be spoken.

"The reason why I and you are separated, and why I can give her a chance, has explained everything...... If it weren't for the suspicion at the time, you wouldn't have drunk yourself, if it weren't for me...... deliberately didn't answer your phone and didn't see you, and she didn't have a chance to pretend to be me and approach you, and you wouldn't ...... Miscalculation. ”

"Ah Ting...... "Listening to Xi Ling's words, listening to her say that she understands that Zhang Zhihong does not have any happy emotions at all, or rather, he is not happy at all! With his understanding of Xi Ling, the more she "understands the righteousness" so much, the more she will not change her attitude.

Zhang Zhihong knew very well that perhaps, Xi Ling's next words were not what he wanted to hear.

But what right does he have to listen or not to hear?

Zhang Zhihong smiled bitterly.

Although he longed, he was not confused, and he still had basic self-knowledge.

It is precisely because of this kind of sanity and sobriety that he knows in his heart that to this day, he and Xi Ling, no matter who was right and who was wrong at the beginning, no matter whether they still have feelings or not, it is impossible for the two of them to walk together hand in hand again.

Just because he was her sister's "ex-husband", it was impossible for him to pursue her again.

Sure enough, just as Zhang Zhihong guessed, Xi Ling said something that made him powerless.

"Zhang Zhihong, do you know, it's meaningless!" Xi Ling shook his head at him, and he could still show a smile on his face, "You say so much, I know so much, what's the use? My self-esteem and position, your face and reputation, don't allow the two of us to get back together, do you understand?"

"Yes, I understand. Zhang Zhihong held back the sourness that surged up from the bottom of his heart and nodded, "I'm not trying to force anything, I ...... I just feel like I owe you a pay. ”

Zhang Zhihong lowered his head, covered the tears in his eyes, and hoped for it, and whispered: "At the beginning, before marrying her, I didn't fulfill my due responsibilities to you...... Now that we are about to part, and since I have the opportunity to meet you, I think I should make up for you. ”

"You say...... What?" Hearing Zhang Zhihong say that he was going to divorce her, Xi Ling was obviously stunned.

Zhang Zhihong smiled bitterly: "I said, I'm about to divorce her...... However, she took the initiative to do so, and after confirming with her twice and three times, I agreed. ”

"......" Xi Ling suddenly understood, these two people have not been truly happy for so long!

"You...... You won't persuade peace, right?" Zhang Zhihong saw that Xi Ling was silent, not knowing what she was thinking, so he said.

Xi Ling frowned and waved his hand at him: "How could it be! I didn't bring firecrackers to hang dozens of firecrackers in front of her, I already took into account the past feelings, how could I make peace with the two of you? Just kidding! When you two got married, I didn't send blessings to the two of you, do you think I'm going to be stupid to reunite the mirror that is about to break between the two of you? How is it possible! How can there be such a good thing! You must know that I don't take the initiative to ridicule her now, I don't laugh with my hands on my hips in front of her, I am already very self-contained. It's very unrememberable. ”

Zhang Zhihong: "......"

Xi Ling looked at him and sneered, "What's the matter?

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