Zhang Fan is an ordinary name.

His father, Zhang Youwei, is a civil servant, and his mother, Lu Jing, is a teacher.

Zhang Fan's parents gave him such a name because they hoped that their son would not seek to be rich and wealthy in the future, nor would he become a traitor, and it would be enough to have no worries about food and clothing for a lifetime.

It's a mundane wish.

Then Zhang Fan's life was really unremarkable.

Until his life came to the eighty-ninth year, Zhang Fan, who was dying, was lying on the hospital bed.

The call of his son and granddaughter could no longer be heard in his ears, and his eyes were fixed on the white ceiling.

Everything in the past flashed through his mind, and the memories that had been blurred became clear again.

"Maybe it's called a back-to-the-light!"

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The memories before kindergarten are too far away, and the only thing Zhang Fan remembers is his grandmother's face full of ravines, and the white rabbit toffee placed on the table of the Eight Immortals at her funeral.

Very sweet.

Not long after his grandmother died, he was sent to a community kindergarten.

His parents had to go to work during the day, so they entrusted him to the school teacher.

The beautiful little red flower, the biting little girl, and the teacher who played the handboard, these three things constitute Zhang Fan's childhood memories.

No matter how you think about it, you can't avoid them.

When he grew up, he began to dominate among the children.

Every time he gets out of school, Zhang Fan must take his father Zhang Youwei to the supermarket on the way home and ask him to buy candy for himself.

Zhang Youwei likes to buy sweet toffee for his son.

Thanks to this, Zhang Fan experienced toothache at a young age.

Fortunately, he was able to change his teeth once.

Without his mother Lu Jing telling him, Zhang Fan rarely eats sweets from now on.

In the first grade of elementary school, he once again had a good mouthful of teeth.

At the same table next to her was a chubby girl, who showed two white pointed tiger teeth when she smiled.

Zhang Fan was very careful to watch out for her, but until he graduated from elementary school, his arm was never bitten by a girl again.

The next time I was bitten was in the second year of junior high school.

After Zhang Fan untied the bow tied to the back of the neck of the female classmate at the front table, she grabbed his right hand and bit it down.

bit very hard, making Zhang Fan's tears roll in his eyes.

After she let go of her teeth, Zhang Fan's right arm was left with two rows of deep tooth marks, and blood had already been seen on the deepest sides.

Zhang Fan wanted to complain. "Can't afford to joke?"

It's just that after seeing Bai Xue crying on her desk, she hurriedly wrote a letter of apology.

After Bai Xue received the letter, she whispered it to Zhang Fan, and pointed out a few typos in it.

Finally, he said to Zhang Fan with a smile: "This is not enough, you have to invite me to eat stinky tofu." ”

Since then, the relationship between Zhang Fan and Bai Xue has gradually improved.

The two first walked out of the classroom together after school, and when they arrived at the school gate, they separated.

Later, we made an appointment to go to school together.

On rainy days, I occasionally share an umbrella.

After a seat change, the two became table pairs.

In the second semester of the third year of junior high school, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue began to go to the cafeteria to eat together, and then returned to the classroom for lunch break.

One day, there were just the two of them in the classroom.

Bai Xue lay on the desk, turned her head sideways and asked Zhang Fan, "Do you want to kiss?"

Zhang Fan nodded.

The boys and girls after the cardamom year were young and clumsy to rehearse what they had learned on TV in the brightly lit classrooms.

This is the first time the two have kissed.

This kind of thing, with the first time, there is a second time.

From once a week at the beginning, to kissing almost every day after that.

Puppy love can affect learning, go bad together or get good together.

Zhang Fan is the latter.

Together with Bai Xue, he was admitted to the best high school in Guangming City, City No. 1 Middle School.

At that time, City No. 1 Middle School had just moved to the new city, and Zhang Fan and Bai Xue's homes were in the old city.

It takes about an hour and a half to get back and forth by car, and the parents of both families have to let their children live in the school.

Since then, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue have been like kites that have taken off the string, and they have become more unscrupulous than before.

I often go to the school playground for about ten minutes after self-study in the evening before returning to the dormitory.

At the same time, the results of the two also plummeted, and after the results of the sub-subject examination came out, they both fell out of the experimental class.

Bai Xue is good at liberal arts, but in order to study in the same university as Zhang Fan in the future, she chose science without hesitation.

In the second semester of high school, the two were reassigned to the same class.

The fragmented thoughts that their parents had in their ears because of the decline in their grades were not as happy as this moment.

Of course, Zhang Fan and Bai Xue became the same table again, and their grades rose steadily in mutual supervision.

The third year of high school is not as leisurely as the third year of junior high school, and the sense of urgency and pressure is always around.

Zhang Fan's parents rented a house for Zhang Fan outside the school in order to let Zhang Fan study better.

Came over on the weekends to help with laundry and occasionally cook.

The rest of the time, this one-bedroom house became the Garden of Eden where Zhang Fan and Bai Xue whispered.

The back was a little out of control, but fortunately, both of them were very careful, and they didn't see anything abnormal by parents and teachers.

It's just that Bai Xue's grades began to decline slowly, and he often wandered in class.

It becomes especially serious in the first 100 days before the college entrance examination.

When the results of the second test came out, Bai Xue looked at the difference between her score and Zhang Fan's score of 103 points, and asked Zhang Fan with blank eyes: "Zhang Fan, does the oath of going to the same school in our university still count?"

Zhang Fan looked at Bai Xue's beautiful eyes and nodded. "Count. ”

Bai Xue had a smile on her face and gave Zhang Fan a long kiss.

It's just that things are not as simple as they think, and this world has their parents in addition to them.

When the college entrance examination results came out, the difference between Zhang Fan and Bai Xue's scores was only 49 points.

Bai Xue looked at Zhang Fan's science results, bit her lip, squeezed Zhang Fan's hand hard, stared into his eyes and whispered, "Thank you, husband." ”

Zhang Fan pinched a small black mole on her round left earlobe, and said with a smile: "It's you who have improved." ”

However, they can't go to the same school after all.

Zhang Fan's parents showed their authority, since their son could go to a better school, they said that they couldn't go to that second-rate school.

Zhang Fan resisted and ran away from home.

Bai Xue and Zhang Fan's mother found Zhang Fan in an Internet café, and Bai Xue whispered to Zhang Fan: "It's okay, just be together after graduation." ”

Zhang Fan glanced at his girlfriend with red eyes, and after a moment of silence, he filled in the choices his parents had made for him.

For the next two months, Bai Xue came to Zhang Fan's house from time to time to play.

Zhang Youwei and Lu Jing also treated this beautiful girl as their daughter-in-law, and their parents even had a meal together during the Chinese New Year.

Just after Zhang Fan thought that everything was very successful, Bai Xue betrayed his promise like him.

In her junior year, Bai Xue talked to Zhang Fan on the phone for more than an hour, and finally said calmly: "Zhang Fan, let's break up!"

After Zhang Fan let out a sigh, he let out a soft "um" and hung up the phone.

The speculation that I had in my heart for a long time has now become a reality.

When uncertainty turned into certainty, Zhang Fan found that he was not as sad as he imagined.

I just went out with my roommate on the top bunk for a small hot pot and drank a case of beer.

The sun rose the next day, Zhang Fan woke up from bed, and life went on.

Zhang Fan didn't go to Bai Xue, but Lu Jing occasionally whispered her name in Zhang Fan's ear.

Zhang Fan realized that he used to care so much about her, and now he can't even recall her face immediately, all he can think of is a vague back.

It's only been a year.

In the end, Zhang Fan thought that it was his new girlfriend who replaced Bai Xue's memory.

The human brain is only so big, and it will always format some unimportant data.

After graduation, Zhang Fan took the initiative to break up with this lovely schoolgirl.

The other party kindly expressed his understanding, looked directly into Zhang Fan's eyes and said, "We were originally huddled together for warmth. ”

After that, he looked at Zhang Fan with a smile and waved his hand lightly at Zhang Fan with a serious expression. "Ex-boyfriend, goodbye. ”

didn't wait for Zhang Fan to answer, put his hands behind his back, turned around and left without looking back.

Zhang Fan silently watched her gradually blurred back, listening to her singing gradually drifting away.

"Hurry that year.

......

Promises that are difficult to present. ”

When Zhang Fan heard this song again, it was at a friend's birthday party, and a fashionably dressed girl sang selflessly.

"We owe one another,

We want to break the thread. ”

At this time, he was twenty-eight years old, his job had changed, and his girlfriend had changed.

From the boss to the little sister next door.

He no longer proposed to break up, because others disliked him for not having a house or a car, and he was not a worthy marriage partner after all.

After his parents took out half of his life savings to help him pay the down payment on the house, Zhang Fan, who paid 10,000 yuan a month, had no time to fall in love.

When I went home for the New Year, I was coping with my mother Lu Jing's broken thoughts, and at the same time I had a party with my old classmates.

There are only three or five people, all of whom are men.

Zhang Fan came to the twenty-eighth year of his life.

Seeing that the friends who once said that "they will not get married before thirty" have all held their children, he once again has a sense of urgency.

"Maybe it's time to start a family. ”

Coming out of KTV, Zhang Fan walked to a distance of one foot behind the girl just now, hesitated, but still mustered up the courage to ask: "That, can we add a WeChat?"

Li Wanran looked back at Zhang Fan, who was in a hurry and uneasy, and asked with a narrow face: "You won't have chased girls, right?"

Zhang Fan shook his head and replied truthfully: "I have been in love five times. ”

Li Wanran glanced at Zhang Fan incredulously. "I just saw you sitting alone in the corner of the sofa playing with your phone, and I thought you were a dead house? ”

After saying that, I couldn't help but laugh again. "Since you told me, I'll tell you too, I haven't been in love once. ”

Zhang Fan looked at Li Wanran, although the night was deep, her eyes were still bright and clear under the light.

At this moment, he thought of the names of two people.

"Bai Xue and Zhu Weiyang. ”

Smiled and waved goodbye.

"Got it, goodbye. ”

It's just that as soon as he turned around, Li Wanran grabbed his sleeve.

"Hey, don't you want my WeChat? Give me your phone, I'll scan you. ”

On the night of the wedding, Zhang Fan asked Li Wanran curiously: "Why didn't you let me go at the beginning?"

Li Wanran glanced at Zhang Fan, and said angrily: "You are cheap and obedient, I didn't bully me at the beginning because I have no experience in love, I was deceived by your trick of wanting to catch and indulge, and when I came back to my senses, the whole person was eaten and wiped clean by you, and I could only make do with it." ”

Zhang Fan nodded. "We were really fast, we only met in early October, we did everything in November, and we got married in December. ”

"Who called you a wolf, I am a sheep! Wolves eat sheep, it's normal. Li Wanran sighed.

Then he pressed Zhang Fan under her, pulled Zhang Fan's ears with both hands and asked, "Tell me honestly, did you fall in love with me at first sight?" No, to be precise, it was a sight to be. ”

Zhang Fan was silent for a moment and nodded. "Yes. ”

Seeing this, Li Wanran's eyes bent into crescent moons, and said with a smile: "I'm the same, I thought you were very good-looking at first glance, especially when I turned around, I was very melancholy, so I couldn't help but be curious and grabbed you, and then I quickly fell in the process of exploration." ”

The days after marriage were tea, rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, Zhang Fan and Li Wanran quarreled over some trivial matters from the initial honeymoon, and even almost re-entered the Civil Affairs Bureau, and only got back together under the persuasion of their parents.

After all this was the crystallization of their love, "Wow Wow", the family became stable again.

Although both parties are only children, the children can be taken by the elders in turn, and the two of them can go to work with peace of mind.

But with the three mountains of mortgage, car loan and child support on his back, life can only be passable, barely well-off!

Watching his son grow up day by day, Zhang Fan no longer mentioned the matter of changing cars, and Li Wanran stopped talking about traveling.

Both of them deeply experienced the hardships of raising children, and they were more filial to their parents.

They walk on the path paved by their parents and contribute to their children's future.

When the son grew up, both parents were gray-haired.

Zhang Fan's father Zhang Youwei died, and Zhang Fan's son cried very sadly.

Zhang Fan felt as if the air had condensed into lumps, and walked out of the house to look at the white flowers on the chests of his wife and parents, their faces were like ashes.

Li Wanran sobbed quietly and wiped her tears.

Zhang Fan gradually realized that death is not the opposition of life, but a part of it.

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Zhang Fan's memory stayed from the funeral of his wife's parents to the funeral of his wife Li Wanran.

"You're five years younger than me, but you're still ahead of me, and I'm glad I'm chasing you now. The only regret I have in this life is that the round-the-world trip I promised you on the night of my wedding was just an empty word in the end. ”

Like Zhang Fan's parents, Zhang Fan and Li Wanran's half-life savings also gave their son a down payment.

House prices have risen again, even more than before, and the wealth of two generations is just enough for a down payment.

Zhang Fan's eyes slowly closed, and he suddenly felt a little unwilling.

"I and my wife have worked hard for most of our lives, and in the end, we didn't leave any money for our son. ”

"Forget it, let him fight on his own. ”

The corners of Zhang Fan's mouth showed a relieved smile.

At this time, a "ding" suddenly sounded in Zhang Fan's mind.

"Congratulations to the host for being selected by the automatic money system, from now on your time is money, and you will get one yuan for every second that passes, and the current level is one. ”

Zhang Fan's eyes widened, and his mouth opened hard.

"I ......"

It's just that Zhang Fan's classic national scolding just said the first word, and he was completely choked.