“...... They told me to go back to the same place I used to be. ”

The man spoke, looking at the river,

At night, the river is dark and heavy, waving along the river, heading downstream, only the riverside street lamps, towards the river, swaying some dim lights.

The sound of the river flowing, mixed with the sound of vehicles passing by from time to time on the bridge in the distance, and the man's words, sounded in Lian Ge's ears,

Lian Ge looked into the distance and listened quietly.

The old monk folded his hands and looked at the man, a little silent.

......

“...... I hung up the phone, turned my head, and looked through the glass on the door of the intensive care room at my mother, who was lying on the hospital bed. She was still very weak after the operation, and she fell asleep when I left the ward......

I went. According to the previous address, I went to the previous place.

He still stood at the door of the abandoned factory and waited for me, and when he saw me coming, he led me with a smile and walked into the factory again.

He smiled and asked me, is that heart still working, I didn't answer......"

The man spoke, his tone calm, paused, and continued,

“...... Or the operating room in the factory, on the operating table, there is also a person, a living person who is anesthetized.

It was the assistant who handed me a knife, and I took the knife and stood on the operating table, just looking at the people on the operating table.

Seeing that I hadn't moved my hand, he came over, patted me on the shoulder with a smile, looked at the person on the operating table and told me, let me not have too much psychological burden, this person was raised by themselves. It's been raised for a long time, and it hasn't been matched, and it's almost taken to deal with it, but this time it's finally matched, and it's matched with two, two kidneys.

Then he smiled and told me that he heard that my mother had woken up and asked me how I was recovering, and that I would be discharged from the hospital in a while.

said with a smile, but after all, the old man has had surgery, and his heart is not very good, so he still has to pay attention......

It's not easy to say that my mother brought me so big by herself, but I must be proud to see that I have become a great doctor......

When he finished speaking, he just looked at me with a smile. ”

As the man spoke, he paused again,

“...... I took the knife, looked at the people on the operating table, moved my hands, and removed the two kidneys of the people on the operating table, and my hands were covered with blood.

He smiled so much that he put the two kidneys in a container, and told me with a smile that I was a doctor, and that it would be a blessing if he had such a son......

...... They were dealing with the operating room, I was washing my hands in the bathroom, the sound outside the door kept coming in, and the water on the faucet was constantly flowing down, but my hands always seemed to be unclean......

He walked in, handed me a wad of money, more than before, told me to take it, and walked away with the container with the two kidneys...... When I came out of the bathroom again, the operating room had been cleaned up, and the people on the operating table, the blood spilled was gone...... I changed my clothes and left the place, but I still felt like I was still bloody......"

As he spoke, the man raised his hand, looked at it, and paused.

Putting down his hand and looking at the dark river, the man continued,

“...... When I went back to the hospital, I got the thirty dollars from the dress my mother had when she was admitted. At the entrance of the hospital, at a braised meat stall, I bought some pig's head meat......

At that time, it was already dark, and I was sitting at the door of my mother's hospital room, taking a bite of it......"

As he spoke, the man's voice gradually subsided, and he fell silent again.

On the side, Lian Ge looked into the distance and didn't say much.

In front of the booth, it became quieter.

......

“...... That's it, my mother was in the hospital, her body was getting better little by little, recovering, no longer as weak as before, she had some energy, and slowly began to be able to get out of bed little by little.

From time to time, I get calls from them to go to the abandoned factory or somewhere else...... The bloody qi on his body seemed to be getting heavier and heavier. ”

"Every time, they would give me a sum of money, and every time I would take it to charity and donate it. The staff of the charity said, I am a good person, a good person...... Good guy ......"

The man looked at the river, muttering, repeating,

After a pause, the man continued,

“...... It was the third week after the surgery and my mother was recovering well and was ready to be discharged from the hospital.

I was talking to my mother in the ward, and my mother sat at the head of the bed, smiling on her face, and told me that after being in the hospital for so long, I don't know if the price of vegetables in the vegetable market near our house has risen, and then I have to go around and buy some vegetables at home, and I will only have vegetables to eat when I go home in the evening.

I didn't want her to be as tired as before, so I told her that I would come to buy vegetables in the future, I would cook, and she would just wait to eat.

She listened to me and told me that she didn't have to move, that she didn't need to be served by others, that she was just buying vegetables and cooking, and that it wasn't a heavy job, and that she had to peel an apple and show me......

The man said, pausing again,

“...... That's when they called me and told me to hurry to the old factory where I first went...... I hung up the phone, looked at my mother, and didn't speak.

My mother looked at me and asked me with a smile if something was wrong. Let me be busy when I have something to do, and I don't have to accompany her......"

......

“...... I got out of my mother's room, took off my lab coat, and got out of the hospital. I went to the old factory. ”

The man looked at the dark surface of the river and said,

“...... At the door of the factory, he was already waiting there.

Following him, I went into the factory and into the bathroom.

While washing his hands, he smiled and said to me that I don't need to 'pick up the goods' today, let me go back to my old job and save people.

I listened to him, but I didn't answer. After washing his hands, he went to the operating room. ”

The man's eyes were a little dazed, he lost his mind, and paused,

“...... On that day, there were two operating tables in the operating room. On two operating tables, each lying on a person. One is a middle-aged woman in her forties and fifties, and the other is a young man in her twenties.

The young man was already anesthetized, but the middle-aged woman was still awake and sedated, so she opened her eyes and tilted her head sideways, looking at the young man next to her, with a smile on her face, noticing that I was walking in, and turned her head to look at me. She looked at me, wondering if it was the effect of the tranquilizer, and was calm, and said to me, 'Trouble, doctor...... Thank you'"

The man was silent for a moment before continuing,

“...... After she was also anesthetized, the assistant next to me handed me a scalpel and put a copy of the case in front of my eyes.

It was lying on the operating table, the case of the young man, who was in the terminal stages of heart failure and in urgent need of a heart transplant...... I just stood in the middle of the two operating tables, holding a scalpel, looking at the case, looking at the young man, looking at the middle-aged woman.

The man who brought me in smiled and said to me, "Today is the time for me to do my old job as a doctor." She said that the woman begged him and wanted to exchange her heart for her son. Originally, the money given by this woman was not enough, but this woman kept begging there, and he sent back his kindness, so he agreed, and agreed to help this woman transplant her own heart to her son, and now it is up to me.

Then he smiled and told me, this time it was for me to save people, I don't have a psychological burden......

I listened to him, took the knife, didn't answer, just looked at the middle-aged woman on the operating table, and ...... with the woman"

Looking at the dark river, the man spoke, and fell silent again,

The sound of the river flowing is mixed with the sound of distant vehicles passing by from time to time, and the breeze blows from time to time.