But a good normal person who would sit in such a dangerous place, and what happened from last night to today also proves that Kaoru does have a premonition of suicide.

Yu Shaoting said in a deep voice, "She can't see with her eyes, she can't feel the fear of sitting there, you can't use a normal person to replace her mentality, I think, she can only sit there and blow the wind and scatter her heart." “

Fang Caiwei "......"

She immediately said urgently: "Then I'll go and talk to Ji Fei right away." ”

Yu Shaoting held her hand tightly and looked at her deeply, "Wait." ”

......

"Kaoru-chan. Ji Fei opened his mouth, his face was solemn like never before, "Fang Caiwei told me, she told you the truth about what happened back then, did you think of pain?"

Kaoru was shocked.

She lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "Ji Fei, you already knew?"

"I know. ”

Xiao Xun's eyes crossed a touch of dazedness and bitterness, "Everyone knows, I don't know, I always thought it was Mr. Yu, but no, I didn't even know who that person was, he was ruined like this, gave birth to a child, and I didn't even know who he was." ”

Ji Fei immediately said, "If you don't know, you don't know, there's no need to know who it is, such a bad past is over, never think about it again, Xiao Xun, you should treat it as if it never happened." ”

Kaoru had sadness in her eyes.

She said, "Ji Fei, I also want to think that it has never happened, but sometimes I can't help but think about it, especially after my sister mentioned it to me yesterday, I feel even more uncomfortable, my body is already dirty, after being ruined, my body is dirty, even if I don't think about it anymore, I can't change it." ”

"Who said your body is dirty!" Ji Fei suddenly raised his voice, "Xiao Xun, the Qing Dynasty has perished!, how can you have such a stupid idea!"

Kaoru stopped breathing.

Ji Fei was obviously excited, and his face turned red, "You are not dirty, it is not you who is dirty, it is the person who insults you, the person who uses despicable means against you, they are dirty! Xiao Xun describes a person as dirty, never referring to the body, so you have never been dirty!"

"You have the purest heart, and you are the cleanest woman I have ever met, so you are not allowed to say anything about your dirty next time!

"It's just not

People's mistakes, how can you blame yourself and feel that you are dirty, Xiao Xun, they are the ones who are really dirty! And you are the victim! You are a person who needs to be pitied, loved and understood, and no normal person thinks you are dirty!"

“......”

Xiao Xun was stunned by Ji Fei's words.

After she was defiled, neither Fang Caiwei nor others were afraid of touching her sore spots, so they didn't dare to mention it.

It was the first time someone had said such a thing to her so loudly.

It turned out that she was not dirty.

It's not her who is at fault.

There is no need for her to punish herself for the mistakes of others.

She didn't need to be sad and sad when she thought about it.

Because she's not wrong.

No normal person will look at her with strange eyes, and they will not dislike her.

"Ji Fei, are you true?" Xiao Xun muttered.

"Of course it's true!" Ji Fei blushed and had a thick neck, "Xiao Xun, you came to knock on the door today and I didn't open the door because I didn't open the door because I thought you were dirty and disgusted with you, I, I just, I think you are a good woman, I'm afraid I won't be worthy of you, so I don't dare to open the door." ”

Kaoru "......"

Ji Fei's words were too long, and she didn't react for a while.

"Since you asked Fang Caiwei to ask, I think you also know my mind, that's right! I asked you for marmalade under the pretext of wanting to come and see you more, I often buy you chocolates and toys for your son, and I also said that I want to take you to the playground to play is interesting to you!"

"Xiao Xun, I do like you! I told you in person today, I Ji Fei likes you!" After shouting these words, Ji Fei only felt happy.

I have been holding these words in my heart for a long time.

And Kaoru was stunned.

She suspected she had a problem with her ears.

Ji Fei said, like her?

Ji Fei really likes her?

Kaoru-chan's head was a mess.

In fact, Ji Fei was very good to her, she had already felt it, and Fang's mother also teased her, saying why Ji Fei came to see her, was it interesting to her.

But she thought it was definitely not.

After all, Ji Fei is so young and so rich, how could he find her.

She was a woman who had been raped and gave birth to a son who was blinded in the eye.

Any man with better conditions would not be interested in a woman like her.

She thought that Ji Fei was good to her, just because he pitied her and sympathized with her plight.

But now, Ji Fei actually said that he liked her?

"The day you asked Fang Caiwei to ask me, I didn't answer her, it's really not that I don't dislike you and don't want to be with you, it's just that my head is a little messy for a while, and I didn't think of it. ”

Ji Fei said loudly.

Kaoru's brain is even more messy.

Let Fang Caiwei ask the day?

What does this mean?

When did she ask her sister to ask Ji Fei?

Xiao Xun's mouth opened, she wanted to say if Ji Fei had made a mistake.

But before she could speak, Ji Fei's words crackled at her.

"But Kaoru, I've thought about it now, I want to be with you, I want to marry you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, it doesn't matter if you can't see it, I still have eyes, I'll be your eyes. ”

"I know that I have a lot of shortcomings, sloppy and love to watch pornographic discs, but for your sake I am willing to change these shortcomings, as long as you promise me to come down, promise me not to commit suicide, I will change, I will change everything!"

"You come down, I'll dye my yellow hair black, and I won't watch discs in the future, I'll just watch you, look at you intently, Kaoru, can you come down!"

In fact, Ji Fei didn't want to be with Xiao Xun.

He was interested in Kaoru, but he really didn't think of marrying Kaoru.

Kaoru has a son, and he is blind.

This is something he had to face.

Even if he doesn't mind, his family will.

So after Fang Caiwei found him that day, Ji Fei thought about it and wouldn't go to Xiao Xun in the future.

But after making such a decision, not only was it not easy, but it was very sad.

He panicked at the thought that he would never see the girl who would be so amused that he could not find North by buying a few chocolates.

And the marmalade at home, which he finished eating.

He thought he hated eating this thing, but after Fang Caiwei said it, he felt embarrassed to waste Xiao Xun's hard work to eat it reluctantly, but now that the marmalade was really gone, he suddenly missed the taste again, and felt that it was too painful to eat without two spoonfuls of marmalade when he ate every day.