Volume Seven: Qi Pill Practiced into Soul Pill Born from the Dead to Life Chapter 185 Youth feelings are always poems

Instead, I'm worried that the dragon's soul and consciousness will merge into chaos.

Zhang Wenbo was puzzled and asked: What do you mean by this?

The Divine Consciousness explained: The dragon's soul had not originally entered the beads formed by Emperor Xuanyuan's Inner Dan, which meant that its divine consciousness and soul were in a separate state.

Now that all of them have been absorbed by the inner dan of our body, it is equivalent to becoming an existence like our virtual body, tangible, qualitative and conscious, and I may not be able to surrender him.

Fortunately, they are all trapped by Nedan's force field, and I hope that its Divine Consciousness will also dissolve with me, and then its Void Body and our Void Body will merge together, and then everyone will be happy, and our Void Body, including Divine Consciousness, will be even stronger.

Zhang Wenbo asked again: How is the sword soul now, I saw him enter the body.

The divine consciousness replied, the sword soul and our soul are not the same attributes, and they have not fused with each other, I don't know what will happen in the future, but it should be manipulated with the divine sense, and we will try again when it gets out of the inner dan in the future.

Zhang Wenbo became more and more incomprehensible, and was extremely depressed: Lao Tzu, a modern person, you give me a myth? In an era of science and technology, why should I use my sword soul to do it? Do you want to compete with the gunner?

Since he couldn't understand it, he had to completely shut up and let the divine consciousness talk to himself, and the divine consciousness sensed his thoughts and fell silent

Within a few days, he arrived at Jincheng, which he had passed through on purpose.

The city was originally no different from other places for Zhang Wenbo, but there is one person here who still makes him obsessed.

That was the first time Zhang Wenbo liked a girl when he was a teenager, and it was the beginning of his love in the mood for love.

For the first time, I had a different kind of affection for the opposite sex, but it was just a feeling, a lovesickness, and maybe it had nothing to do with love.

But over time, it has become an obsession, and I have always missed her.

This time, I wanted to fulfill a wish, talk to her, see if she was doing well, and then completely cut off that thought.

Now I have long forgotten her original appearance, and only remembers the other party's dark eyes and longing and amorous posture.

Although that feeling has long faded with the passage of time, it can never be completely forgotten, and even when facing a peerless face like Qi Zhen, he can't let himself completely forget the other party.

Although I know that I don't want to go back to the past, and I can't go back to the past, I always think of the other party's name and those smart and affectionate eyes when I dream back at midnight.

It's a pity that those eyes never stayed on him for even a second, which made him regret it all the time.

One day in his second year of junior high school, he fell in love with her, and she sat in the seat on the left side of the row in front of him, so that he could always see the side face and flickering eyelashes inadvertently.

After a long time, he can't extricate himself, and he always stares at each other's backs in a daze.

When people turned around to talk to their tablemates, they didn't dare to look at her again, even a glance, and pretended to read the book intently.

In fact, I really can't read a word, I will only prick up my ears to listen to her voice, and I haven't even thought about talking to others.

So much so that in the end, even his academic performance slowly deteriorated, but there was no way, and it was really difficult for him not to look at her.

When Liu Yuping was interviewing, she misunderstood that she had a crush on her, which was indeed a misunderstanding.

I did have a crush on someone when I was in school, but it was definitely not Liu Yuping, but the girl named Ding Minjie.

As for telling Liu Yuping that he didn't squint at that time and was dedicated to reading, it was even more nonsense.

At that time, all my thoughts were on Ding Minjie in the front row, how could I have the idea of studying? Otherwise, I could go to a technical school?

It seems that men are really unreliable, even people like Zhang Wenbo usually have a lot of thought and love to deceive people.

When I was in the third year of junior high school, I was a little bolder, and although I still didn't dare to talk to each other, I dared to secretly follow each other after school.

Because he felt that her figure was equally good-looking, although she was not tall, she was like a light swallow, so that he always wanted to stick his eyes to the other person and let his heart dance with her.

She walks with great agility, as if she is dancing, and her figure is not visible in class.

Although the two did not go the same way, he still enjoyed it, and he would not turn back until she got home, and after a whole year, the other party never found out that she was being followed.

In a flash of thought, Zhang Wenbo had already reached the target position, which was a small supermarket, which was actually a slightly larger store.

This place was inadvertently inquired about two years ago with her former tablemate, the same girl who often asked her to turn around and talk during class.

At that time, mobile phones were not popular when I was in school, and if I hadn't met this tablemate, Zhang Wenbo would never have known where Ding Minjie went in his life, and he could only regret it forever.

When he entered the door, Zhang Wenbo deliberately combed his messy hair, wanting to make himself look a little more decent, at least not too scary.

Although I didn't want to recognize the other party, I just wanted to see what she looked like, and I was relieved to know that the other party was okay, and I had confirmed my wish for many years.

When I saw the woman in front of the counter, although I hadn't seen her for many years, I still recognized it at a glance, and I will never forget those eyes.

Zhang Wenbo didn't know if there were any other changes in his face, because he never dared to look at the other party squarely, he just looked at her side face and the hurried glance between the unintentional, and he didn't remember more.

Now Zhang Wenbo's courage and cheekiness are naturally different from the original, staring at the other party carefully.

Standard willow eyebrows, a small nose, and an equally small mouth.

The skin is not fair, it is the kind of wheat-like healthy color, melon seed face, a little pointed chin, with those big black eyes, like a little sister next door, of course, now can only be called the little sister-in-law next door, the two are the same age.

The hair is still tied up in the back of the ponytail, and the whole face is still beautiful, but the face looks a little haggard and thin, without the original liveliness and cuteness, I don't know if the figure is as light as a swallow as before?

Lovesick for 16 years, known for 17 years, today for the first time dare to face her face, Zhang Wenbo has a little hard to say.

Some joyful, some sentimental, and some sour, it seems that there are still people who can let their minds fluctuate.

I still think that I have no desires anymore, this is a good phenomenon, if you are like a stone, there is no point in living like that.

Seeing that the other party was also staring at him, he was still a little flustered in his heart, and subconsciously wanted to divert his gaze.

In order to calm down his emotions, he made an evaluation of the place in his heart: Well, she looks good, she is worthy of the woman that her buddy had a crush, but she divorced for Mao?

The last time I talked about this topic at the same table, I was actually a little happy in my heart, although this idea was very inauthentic

But today, seeing her somewhat haggard face, she was inexplicably very annoyed, how could a man be willing to give up a woman that Lao Tzu couldn't get?

There are very few people who can make their emotions so complex and changeable.

Hey, the realm is not good, but this is like a person, isn't it?

In fact, I don't want to cultivate into a stone without desires.

Ding Minjie stared at herself after seeing this person come in, and couldn't help but feel a little hairy.

After looking closely, I found that although the other party's appearance looked a little scary, like a hairy lion, the tenderness in his eyes made him not afraid.

Although this man himself had never seen it, the look in his eyes was a little familiar, so he asked softly, "Do you need to buy something?"

Listening to the other party's pleasant voice, Zhang Wenbo seemed to have returned to the time when he was a teenager when the other party and his table mates whispered softly, and his expression was a little trance and a little excited.

The other party finally took the initiative to talk to him, although it was just the owner's greeting to the customer, but it still made him unable to keep calm.

I have fantasized about the scene of the conversation with her many times, but I just opened it in such an opening way, and I didn't expect it.

It wasn't until the other party asked again that he reacted, and he didn't know what to buy in a hurry.

Remembering that I was a little excited about my current state and should celebrate, I went to the shelves and got two bottles of wine, and bought a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.

Finally, after looking at the face he had dreamed of, Zhang Wenbo left the small supermarket.

bought some beef from elsewhere, and went back to eat and drink under the tree at the entrance of Ding Minjie's supermarket, and after drinking the two bottles of wine, Zhang Wenbo was even more uneasy, and his blood was boiling.

So I picked up the guitar and sang to myself, singing the song "Youth" that I often sang when I first learned the guitar.

Back then, he would sing this song every time he thought of her, and he felt that his youth would not grow old when he thought of her.

Zhang Wenbo's voice is now clear and pleasant, much better than the original singing, with the sound of a guitar that tinkles like spring water, it suddenly brings him back to his youth:

The flowers of youth bloom and thank, making me tired but not regretful, the rain and snow of the four seasons make me tired but haggard...

In that long spring, I met her in full bloom, full of dazzling brilliance, like a beautiful fairy tale...

The sky is big in the dream, and I lie under your eyelashes, and there are many days in the dream, but I begin to want to go home...

Allow me to sing for you, I can't sleep night after night, allow me to cry for you, in tears I can fly freely...

Over and over again, tirelessly.

The years of youth, dazed and ignorant, passed silently, and when he suddenly looked back, he knew that the best season of life was gone and never returned, and only singing could take him back to the good old days.

Ding Minjie listened to the singing, although she hadn't heard it, she felt very good, looking through the window glass, it was the homeless man singing just now, looking at his focused and affectionate appearance, he should also be a person with a story.

Thinking of the gentle eyes of the other party when he looked at her just now, his heartstrings were a little touched, he hadn't seen that gaze for a long time, it had been too long, if it weren't for this homeless man today, he would have thought he had forgotten it.

Zhang Wenbo carefully calculated that it would be eighteen years after meeting her next year, so he decided to accompany him here for eighteen days.

Eighteen years of memory, let's bury it in eighteen days.

Since then, Zhang Wenbo cherishes every day, and uses various excuses to buy things from her, cigarettes, alcohol, water, food, and other small items, and strives to see her several times a day and talk to her more, so that every opportunity will be one less day.

But Zhang Wenbo never took the initiative to talk, only when the other party took the initiative to ask would he talk a few words, I don't know why, I can't get free and easy in the face of her.

Until ten days later, Zhang Wenbo sang the same song every time, and Ding Minjie would sing it.

I come to my store every day to buy things, but I never say a word of nonsense after buying, and I don't look like I want to pay attention to myself.

Coupled with the way the other party looked at her, she was very curious, this person obviously made a living from wandering, but why did he stay here and not leave?