Chapter 828: The Darkest Secret
Chapter 828: The Darkest Secret
Then, after marrying Yu Shaoting, she could only take contraceptives, because she didn't dare to give birth to a child, for fear that the drugs in her body would affect the child.
At that time, she just wanted to make her skin whiter, and she never thought that the drug would affect her future conception, and when she thought about it, it was too late, so Fang Caiwei had to wait, waiting for the drug to dissipate in her body before she dared to conceive.
The scenes of the past are like a movie in Fang Caiwei's mind.
Her hand hanging at her side grew tighter and tighter.
These past events are things she never dared to think about.
Because it's her most hidden secret.
Just like the scars that people don't want to face, who would want to uncover the scars and look at them.
But now, she thought about it all.
The more I thought about it, the more frightened I became.
The more she thought about it, the more Fang Caiwei realized her mistake.
How could she do such a thing?
One wrong step, one wrong step.
From beginning to end, she seemed to have gotten the man she wanted, but no, she let this man live in the lies she weaved herself.
How could she, be able to do such a thing!
Fang Caiwei realized that the love that she once couldn't think of may just be Pandora's cartridge, and when it is opened, it may be an abyss.
That's why God let Su Shishi discover her secret and threaten her.
Even if Su Shishi's matter is over now, who can guarantee that there will not be a Li Shishi or Zhang Shishi next time, and when the time comes, what will she do?
Do you continue to be threatened?
Now Su Shishi just asked her to meet the man, and did not ask her to do any intimate actions with the man.
But next time, another person threatens her and asks her to do something out of the ordinary, what is she going to do?
Fang Caiwei's body trembled.
She had an epiphany.
From the beginning, she was wrong.
She shouldn't accept Su Shishi's threat, this is pulling her down the abyss, and she shouldn't deceive Yu Shaoting, because in this world, there is no lie that can't be seen.
And in order to fulfill the lie, she can only keep making up one lie after another, and in the end, she can't even lie anymore.
......
Fang Caiwei turned around.
She walked out of the bedroom.
This time, Yu Shaoting didn't believe her, and completely sobered her up.
Perhaps, she should have told the truth a long time ago.
She can't deceive Yu Shaoting for a lifetime.
The lies she weaved will eventually be broken one day.
Instead of being stabbed, it is better for her to stab herself.
A pain flashed in Fang Caiwei's eyes.
Perhaps, this is her retribution.
Fang Caiwei walked down the stairs step by step, and she decided to tell Mu Yajing the truth of the matter first.
Mu Yajing is her best friend.
Mu Yajing was sincere to her.
She shouldn't continue to deceive Mu Yajing.
She can't lie to a sincere friend.
When Fang Caiwei walked down the stairs, she suddenly thought of a fairy tale she had read when she was a child.
A very ugly and ugly girl, she was born in a poor family and lived by begging.
Once, when she went to beg, there was no one to give her anything else.
The girl sat on the ground, hungry and cold.
Just when the girl was confused, suddenly, everything changed.
Her appearance changed, and she became beautiful.
The handsome prince, captivated by her beauty, proposes to her.
The girl changed into a gorgeous dress, put on a crystal slipper, and she ate jade delicacies that she had never dared to imagine.
The girl is happy.
She danced with the prince in a beautiful dress in a splendid palace.
And when the clock strikes twelve o'clock in the night.
The girl, the handsome prince in front of him, and the gorgeous palace are all gone.
She's back on the street.
She was dressed in shabby clothes and was hungry.
And only then did the girl realize that everything was just a dream.
A dream before death.
The fairy tale has a tragic ending.
In the end, the girl died.
She died on the streets.
Fang Caiwei walked down the last step of the ladder.
A flash of trance flashed in her eyes.
She's not this girl.
The splendid palace and the handsome prince were something she couldn't have imagined at all.
But now, she has it all.
But in fact, she never had it, everything was just a dream.
......
"Cai Wei. Seeing Fang Caiwei walking down, Mu Yajing stood up.
After seeing Fang Caiwei's appearance, Mu Yajing's eyebrows frowned slightly.
Fang Caiwei's state is still very wrong.
Her face was pale, her eyes were a little trance-like, and her whole person seemed to be floating outside the sky.
Seeing Mu Yajing, Fang Caiwei nodded.
Suddenly, a man ran out of here.
She's Kaoru-chan.
She said: "Grandma, it's finally down, I'm dying, seeing that I haven't eaten yet, I have prepared breakfast, it's been hot, there are Western food and Chinese food, see what you want to eat?"
Fang Caiwei shook her head, her voice was weak and weak: "I don't eat anything." ”
Xiao Xun stomped his feet: "Then how can you not eat it, people are iron rice and steel, this rice must still be eaten." ”
Fang Caiwei glanced at Xiao Xun: "Xiao Xun go down first, I won't eat, I have something to say to Yajing." ”
Xiao Xun was about to speak, and Mu Yajing also said, "Xiao Xun, go down first." ”
Mu Yajing said this, and she also looked at Fang Caiwei as if she couldn't eat.
She's from the past.
She had experienced pain and trance, and at this time, she was not in the mood to eat at all.
Seeing that Mu Yajing and Fang Caiwei both said this, Xiao Xun had no choice but to say: "That young grandmother, I'll go down first, I'll keep things hot at any time, just say it when you want to eat it, and I'll bring it over immediately." ”
After saying that, Kaoru went down.
Mu Yajing had the heart to chat with Fang Caiwei about inconsequential topics first, so she said, "Caiwei, this maid is really loyal, right, very good." ”
Fang Caiwei glanced at Xiao Xun's departing back, and she said faintly: "Yes, Yajing, although she says that she is a servant, she is like my sister, and she also treats me as her own sister." ”
"I thought so too. Mu Yajing said.
Fang Caiwei does not have an interface.
For a moment, there was some silence.
Mu Yajing felt a little embarrassed.
She didn't know how to introduce the topic, and in the end, Fang Caiwei broke the silence first, she said: "Yajing, let's go sit on the sofa, there are some things I want to say." ”
......
The two of them sat down on the couch.
Fang Caiwei's eyes seemed to be looking at Mu Yajing, but the focus was not on Mu Yajing's face, her eyes were a little trance: "Yajing, Shaoqian told me, do I meet and date different men in private?"
The embarrassment on Mu Yajing's face became even heavier.
She let out an "um".