1253 Chapter 1253
This time to enter the hospital again, the deadline is approaching.
Luo Lao was wearing an oxygen mask, panting for breath, holding Luo Xiaoxing's hand to speak, the doctors and nurses were already helpless, and there was not much time left for the two of them to speak alone.
"You, you remember," Luo Lao took Luo Xiaoxing's hand, wanting to exert force, but his strength had already been used to speak, his hands were soft and lying on his stomach, as if he had no bones, Luo Xiaoxing was holding him, "Don't use that anymore, don't, I, I..."
Luo Lao spoke very hard, and he could see the mist on the oxygen mask all over his vision for a while, and he tried hard, his body seemed to be still slightly exerted, and said, "Although I was driven out by them... Taoist temples were also burned, and books that had been studied all their lives were burned... Still blind, but, but I don't hate them, they, they're right, in this world, there can't be gods, can't have, those, can't have, no, can't..."
The latter words were intermittent, Luo Lao tried very hard to say it completely, but he obviously didn't have the ability to do it anymore, he didn't say a complete sentence for a long time, his eyes looked at Luo Xiaoxing anxiously, his eyes were open, in fact, he couldn't see anything, but the godless gaze that seemed to be trying to look at it still made Luo Xiaoxing understand.
"I know, I understand, can't believe in that, atheism, I know. ”
Luo Xiaoxing nodded slightly, Luo Lao had not talked to him about atheism before, in Luo Lao's opinion, those old men and old ladies who asked God and worshiped Buddha were pitiful and pathetic, and at the same time a little hateful, he would tell Luo Xiaoxing a lot of good about atheism, that kind of piety, it seemed that his belief had turned into an argument against atheism.
The people of their time, in such a time of great subversion of faith, if they did not cling to the stubbornness of the past, they would probably be like Luo Lao, transformed into staunch atheists, no longer believed in any gods, and could give up the power brought by believing in gods.
This kind of firmness is difficult to understand, in Luo Xiaoxing's view, many things always have to be done before they have the strength to speak, just like a person who has no money says that he doesn't love money, it will only be a joke to people, and no one pays attention to it, but if the richest man in the world says that he doesn't love money or something, he may be sought after and praised.
This is like the simplest comparison, a person with only one dollar donated eight cents, and a person with 10,000 yuan donated eight hundred, no one will ask the person who donated eight cents and whether he has continued to live for the expenses, but some people will think that he is stingy and selfish, and the donated money is not enough to do anything.
The contrast of numbers is always so stark and unforgiving, most people only see the numbers that are taken out on the surface, and do not see the hidden numbers.
Just like the current Luo Lao, in the eyes of many people, he is a blind old man, old, poor, sick, and will not get much attention and sighs when he dies, who would have thought that if he was in the world of the occult, he would also be able to call the wind and rain to scatter beans into soldiers, and do many, many things they couldn't think of?
After all, that era has passed, and now, even those who uphold atheism will not do anything to people who are superstitious about feng shui.
If we were going with the times at that time, then the current stubbornness has become another kind of countercurrent, which will only drown oneself and will not harm others or oneself.
"I know, you don't understand, you don't understand, you haven't seen that kind of humane fire, you won't know, you promise me, promise..."
Luo Lao suddenly came with a lot of strength, and when he said this, his body was half upright, and his upper body was in a stiff state.
"Okay, I promise you. ”
Luo Xiaoxing said that there is no psychological burden, if he has no money, he will have to go to see feng shui again, as for what he believes, then forget it, it is impossible for him to believe in anything.
If you have to believe it, just believe in yourself, ignite the divine fire and become a god, maybe one day he can do it, but in fact, it doesn't make much sense, unless he wants to stop the pace of crossing, or can carry his hard-earned power to a higher level, otherwise trapped in a world, collapse with the collapse of the world or something, it's terrible to think about.
It's like building a cage for himself, even if he is a god in a cage, hasn't he enjoyed God's happiness?
"Good-good..."
The last two sounds were like breath sounds, Luo Lao's body softened, his head was against the pillow, his eyelids fell to cover his eyes, and there were no ups and downs in the oxygen mask.
Luo Xiaoxing looked at Luo Lao, and suddenly felt that he had lost a lot of weight during this time, so thin that he couldn't even occupy half of a bed, and it seemed that he could be picked up by himself.
The nurse probably knew Luo Xiaoxing's situation, and pointed out what kind of thing he should do, shroud or something, Luo Lao had prepared it for himself early, and he was still saying yesterday that the store was too small to fit the coffin, otherwise he would have to prepare something early.
The old man always likes to take care of his future affairs in advance, as if he can feel much more at ease by looking at those things, and he knows that the world after death is not terrible.
Luo Xiaoxing went through the formalities according to the normal process and led the person out, but he didn't send it to the funeral home, Luo Lao didn't have any acquaintances, so he didn't have to let everyone send gifts and shed some tears, and went through a scene in vain, Luo Xiaoxing found someone to order a coffin and quietly sent it to the mountain through Boss Sun's relationship, and personally carried Luo Lao up the mountain.
About thinking of the friendship with Luo Xiaoxing to see the feng shui, Boss Sun also made a special trip to the mountain, found someone to help dig the grave pit, watched the coffin fall and filled the soil, and also bowed down, and asked Luo Xiaoxing if he wanted to rebuild the Taoist temple here.
"I've also been to the one under the mountain, there is no master, it's all fake, relying on tourism to eat, it's true here, I'll help you rebuild it, and in the future, it's to remember Shangxiang, and there's a place, isn't it?"
Boss Sun seems to have good intentions, and it is indeed good intentions, and some of them are by the way, he is the CEO of a real estate company, he wants money and money, and if there are any restrictions, it is a matter of the network circle, these are not simple money can be bought, there is a master in hand, and it can also be an opportunity to make friends.
Luo Xiaoxing had two orders of business before, which was introduced by Boss Sun, and then he also got benefits as an introducer, and made friends who were not very familiar with him, and as long as the emotional intelligence was online in the future, only better and better, this road could be opened and gradually expanded.
Boss Sun didn't believe in these before, but now he has found the benefits of faith, not to mention that those feng shui pipes don't work, but so many bosses believe this, not only the boss, but also many leaders.
"Thank you, but, no. ”
Luo Xiaoxing refused this kindness, seeing that Boss Sun had no smile on his face, he was busy and continued to look at feng shui in the future, and said that not rebuilding the Taoist temple became the meaning of Luo Lao, and he, who was a grandson, could only obey.
"Alas, old man, it's stubborn. ”
Boss Sun heard Luo Xiaoxing say some of Luo Lao's strange temper, only be a master, it's all like this, he has a big temperament, he was dragged out and driven away back then, and he simply won't go back after that, what kind of train of thought is this, he doesn't understand, he is only glad that the person he is dealing with is fortunately young, otherwise he would not have to be the same as that master, it is very difficult to speak.
After these words were revealed, Boss Sun wanted to invite a guest to dinner again, Luo Xiaoxing was grateful for his help, took the initiative to respond to the invitation, invited him to eat at the bottom of the mountain, and made an appointment to show everyone Feng Shui next time.
Luo Xiaoxing's current reputation in this circle was originally picked up by Boss Sun, and it was impossible for him to refuse even if he looked at this little favor.
After the others left, Luo Xiaoxing went up the mountain by himself, the gate of the scenic spot was closed, he went in a detour and went to Luo Lao's tomb again.
The paper money is dazzling white in the night, the wind blows, the grass stalks are low, the cold air seems to come from the grave bag, the black tablet is white, and the small incense burner in front of the tombstone has a shallow layer of ash pressed on the sand.
Luo Xiaoxing carried a bouquet of incense with him, plugged it in and lit it again, and the curling smoke was blown away by the wind, and the glowing fire was like an eye in the night, flickering bright and dark.
"Grandpa, borrow your time. ”
When Luo Lao mentioned the "fire of humanity", Luo Xiaoxing pinched the thread that was about to break, he wanted to go back to the source to see what the so-called "fire of humanity" was, and why Luo Lao was so jealous and gave up what he had learned all his life.
The last second was left between the fingers, tracing the source at the same time, the lines behind him were disconnected, in the mind, black and white streamers, like the shadow of the trees outside the car, hurried by, pinched the estimated time, stopped, in front of him, a village was shrouded in dark clouds, a group of people with torches walked into it, the leading woman had short hair and capable, and the army-green clothes were a little orange against the background of the torches.
"Comrades, we, the proletariat, are staunch atheists, we want to break with the old epoch and establish a new order... Defeat all cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods... We're going to wake them up, liberate them, save them..."
Before entering the village, the impassioned words had a strange sense of scale, and the woman took the lead in holding a torch, and behind her, a small team, a dozen people, entered the village covered in dark clouds.
I could see that the dark clouds seemed to attack them, but they did not dare to go down as if they were afraid of the small torches, and then they saw that the dotted torches sank into the dark village, and soon, the dark clouds in the sky also fell and gradually dissipated.
An orange light rises from the village, illuminating the surroundings, making the night no longer dark and warm.
"Poof-" A mouthful of blood spurted out and almost fell on Luo Lao's tombstone, but the incense burner was not spared, the glowing fire was extinguished by blood, Luo Xiaoxing wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, wiped the incense burner, filled with new soil, changed the incense, and rekindled it, in the firelight, his cheeks were sunken, his eyes were blue, and his eyes were dull.
"The fire of humanity, is that the fire of humanity? Atheism, it is so..."
Muttering, Luo Xiaoxing staggered down the mountain, this time, I am afraid that I will have to rest for a long time.
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