Xu Anyang hasn't thought about Hao Jiayun for a while.

"Did she text me on this day? What did I say at the time?" Xu Anyang thought for a while, but couldn't remember clearly.

Many things you think will be remembered for a lifetime, but in fact, time rushes, and you should forget or forget.

A lifetime is too long, don't jump to conclusions.

Xu Anyang adjusted his body, lifted the pillow a little, and lay down more comfortably.

"Well, I shaved my head today, and I'll take a picture for you later. Xu Anyang replied with a message.

"You're still going to shave your head? Okay, I want to see how bald you look. ”

"The premise is to exchange your photos. ”

"I don't have any photos on my phone. ”

"Take a picture now, hurry up, I'm going to sleep, and I'll get up early tomorrow. ”

The phone fell silent, but Xu Anyang knew that Hao Jiayun must be taking a selfie.

The 08-year-old mobile phone camera function is not powerful, just auxiliary, and there is no retouching software.

There are not so many beauties on the Internet, and the most selfies are earthy headshots.

Xu Anyang fell into memories.

Hao Jiayun is his junior high school classmate and neighbor, living in two adjacent buildings in the same community.

The two of them were in different classes in the same school in high school, Xu Anyang chose liberal arts, and Hao Jiayun was in science.

Hao Jiayun scored 40 points above the first line in the college entrance examination and was successfully admitted to the Medical University, and her dream is to become a surgeon.

Since junior high school, Hao Jiayun has been one of the most high-profile girls in the school.

If you want to select the school flower, Hao Jiayun must be the best.

Of course, Xu Anyang has been studying for more than ten years, from kindergarten to university, and has never heard of someone specifically selecting school flowers, this thing seems to only exist in novels and TV series.

Good-looking people will naturally attract attention, and there is no need to select, everyone knows it.

If a girl is good-looking and has good grades, the attention she receives is even worse.

Hao Jiayun is such a girl, she looks good, has good grades, and seems to exude light on her body.

Xu Anyang's mind came up with Hao Jiayun's appearance.

Gentle, clean, with white skin and green veins, he can play the piano, he rides a white bicycle to and from school every day, and his ponytail often dances in the morning breeze and the sunset.

It's beautiful.

But Xu Anyang didn't like her in middle school, on the contrary, it was Xu Anyang that Hao Jiayun liked.

Three years in junior high school and three years in high school, she liked Xu Anyang for 6 years.

And Xu Anyang, a dog thing, was unmoved, saying that he was dedicated to learning and had no intention of falling in love.

It wasn't until I went to college that the two contacted more and more frequently, and they were together in a blur.

There is no affectionate confession, that is, two people feel it, and when they see each other, they become a couple.

But most of the time, the longer the crush, the faster the real time together will end.

At the beginning, Xu Anyang and Hao Jiayun were not the same kind of people at all, or they were at different stages at that time.

Xu Anyang, who just entered the university, is still like a child, he entered a university in a daze, was transferred to a major in a daze, and then went to class, exams, and graduated in a daze, and spent most of the rest of his time thinking about playing, and had no plan for the future at all.

Hao Jiayun is obviously much more mature, she has long set up a desire to become a surgeon, and after graduating from her bachelor's degree, she will apply for residency training qualifications in the United States.

The study of medical school is very hard, and the study and life of the two are often not on the same channel.

Xu Anyang was still skipping class and sleeping lazily in the morning, and Hao Jiayun had already gotten up to memorize English words.

Xu Anyang is playing games, and Hao Jiayun is flipping "Internal Medicine" in the self-study classroom.

Xu Anyang wants to go boating on Xuanwu Lake on the weekend, and Hao Jiayun wants to go to New Oriental's TOEFL class.

The two stumbled for two years, and on a late autumn morning, she broke up with Xu Anyang in a text message.

Xu Anyang went from agreeing angrily, to calling her to think about it, and then going to the school to meet her to keep her, Hao Jiayun was always as firm as a cold stone.

The reason for the breakup Xu Anyang remembers very clearly, "We don't want to live the same life, I don't want to wait for your news with my mobile phone every day, I have more important things to do." ”

Hao Jiayun's more important thing is to study in the United States and apply to become a resident.

Three years later, she did it, and before leaving, she wanted to see Xu Anyang, but Xu Anyang refused, just wishing her all the best.

After that, the two lost contact, and only occasionally learned about her from classmates.

I have been studying in the United States, getting a doctorate, doing a residency, I have never had a partner, I have not married, but I am not ready to return to China......

Also, Xu Anyang also knew that in the year they broke up, her parents divorced.

Many years later, Xu Anyang realized that he didn't know Hao Jiayun at all, this woman who liked him and left him.

He thought that if he was liked by someone, he would always be liked, and he thought that he would always prevail.

Xu Anyang remembered a line from a movie in his mind, "You can only take advantage of the business on the rivers and lakes for a while, and the other party will one day get back what he lost." ”

It's the same with feelings, today others like you, you think you have taken advantage, and one day the other party leaves, only to know that it is you who are emptied.

With a "buzz", the mobile phone shook, interrupting Xu Anyang's train of thought.

It's a QQ message, sent by Hao Jiayun.

08 years of mobile phone text messages to send photos need to use MMS, 5 cents a piece, it's not clear to send it, it's better to use QQ.

Xu Anyang's QQ was just applied after the college entrance examination, and he didn't have many friends.

Hao Jiayun's QQ name is Kidney Bean, and Xu Anyang's QQ name makes him feel embarrassed, called "Sunshine Boy".

Seeing this name, Xu Anyang stroked his forehead, didn't look at the photo, and changed the name first.

It's called Xu Anyang.

"Why did you change your name?" Hao Jiayun sent a message.

"Well, the previous one was too earthy. ”

"It's good, you're just very sunny. ”

"That's not going to work, I'll just use my own name. ”

"It feels weird. ”

"That's what the name is for, what's so weird. ”

"How can anyone use their real name as a QQ name...... By the way, I sent you a photo, you can send yours too. ”

Xu Anyang flipped through the pages and saw the photos sent by Hao Jiayun.

The screen is small and the pixels are low, but it can't hide Hao Jiayun's beauty.

She doesn't apply powder, her eyes are clear, like a simple fawn.

Xu Anyang knew that she would only be like this in front of herself, she was always very cold in front of others, and there seemed to be ice hidden in her eyes.

She is a very proud person, she has liked Xu Anyang for six years, and anyone can see it, but she has never let go of her mouth.

She is very stubborn, she has to fight for the first place in the junior high school exam, and in the third year of junior high school, she accidentally won the first place in the monthly exam by Xu Anyang, she was very sad, and her eyes were red all day.

On the way home that day, she rode past Xu Anyang on a bicycle, and the speed was terrifying.

She was just going to surpass him.

Xu Anyang looked at the photo for a while, and then remembered some things from the past.

"What about the photos? You can't fool around. ”

"I'm shooting, don't worry. ”

Xu Anyang's Nokia 6120 already has a selfie camera, he turned his head against the window, turned on the front camera, took a picture of himself, and then sent it.

After a while, Hao Jiayun's anger came from QQ.

"Why is it pitch black! You can't turn on the lights to take pictures!"

"Everybody's asleep, how can I turn on the light? Besides, I shot at the window, don't you see the outline of my head? ”

"You're fooling, I'll shoot again tomorrow. ”

"Tomorrow's business will be talked about tomorrow, sleep. Tomorrow will be better. ”

Before the change, Xu Anyang would hold his mobile phone and chat with Hao Jiayun for a while.

Now he won't, the coming day is long, don't talk all day long.

Feelings cannot be rushed, be patient.

Besides, staring at one chat, what about others?

Be balanced.