"This juice was handed to me, thank you. ”

"Pick it up. Xu Qingya handed the juice to Du Caige's hands, which were not wearing disposable gloves.

Du Caige took a bite of pizza and took a sip of juice, it was so fragrant.

This is not his room, it is Xu Qingya's room.

He only said that he would not let Xu Qingya come to his room, and there was nothing wrong with him.

"Uncle, are you planning to release this movie in the Chinese New Year? Is there time for post-production?" Xu Qingya stopped restrainedly after eating two small pieces of pizza, not even drinking juice, and even watching those fragrant chicken rice flowers, roasted wings, etc.

Du Caige sighed: "Fight for it." It's a little difficult, but it's not impossible. Let's work overtime! During the Chinese New Year, I still have a normal break, and I started working on the fifth day of junior high school, and I calculated that it should be able to go online before the end of the students' winter vacation. ”

After speaking, he glanced at Xu Qingya, "Why do you care so much, you are not the heroine of this movie." ”

Xu Qingya smiled mischievously, "Uncle, don't think that I haven't read the script, this movie is a men's drama, and there is no heroine at all! ”

Du Caige buried himself in nibbling on pizza.

After a while, he stopped and said, "Yes." The theme of "Those Years" is love, it is choice. The theme of "Oldboy" is dreams and friendship. ”

"Isn't there a place in the [countryside] for girls in your dreams?" asked Xu Qingya.

Du Caige looked up at her, but saw her smiling and groaning, and her expression was normal.

After pondering for a moment, Du Caige said: "Dreams are dreams, very simple. Girls are a part of life, not the same thing, and should not be confused. ”

"Uncle, what is your dream?" asked Xu Qingya curiously.

Du Caige put down the juice and slowly took off the disposable gloves and threw them away.

After pondering for a while, he slowly spoke: "The most precious thing in a person is life, and life belongs to a person only once. A man's life should be spent in such a way that, when he looks back, he will not regret that he wasted his time, nor will he be ashamed of his inaction, so that, at the end of his life, he will be able to say: "My whole life and all my energies have been devoted to the most magnificent cause in the world, the struggle for the liberation of mankind." ”

Xu Qingya smiled and groaned: "Uncle, who is this line for?"

Du Caige smiled: "A certain role in the future." ”

After a pause, his expression became serious: "Because I am particularly afraid of death, but I also know that mortals have death." So, take a back seat, and I'm only on the verge of death? Be able to face your past life calmly. So I really wanted to do something? Let yourself be able to laugh at your own life when you are dying? Smile contentedly. What is my dream, you ask? I'm not sure. But I'm obsessed with making something that will last around? A movie that has been celebrated. ”

Xu Qingya showed a thoughtful look.

After a while, she looked up at Du Caige: "Uncle, why is it a movie?"

This question does not need to be thought about. "Because I like it. ”

Xu Qingya smiled? "Uncle, you said that you are particularly afraid of death? I think of the famous 'Three Immortals' in ancient times. ”

Du Caige is naturally no stranger to this? Nodding and smiling, he said: "What Uncle Sun Leopard and Fan Xuanzi said, make meritorious contributions, establish virtues, and make words." That's right, and that's still the case. Although thousands of years have passed, people are still pursuing these three things. ”

"It's just me, right? Limited capacity. Can't make meritorious contributions? Lide ...... I don't have much virtue myself. Let me write a few crooked books, but I can't write the subtle words of the Eight Classics. So, I'm just going to do art. ”

"I'm not sure if art can be immortal – but I've always felt that the beauty of art? It should be able to last for a long time. ”

"The universe was born more than 10 billion years ago, and the ancestors of humans separated from apes millions of years ago. Modern Homo sapiens has only appeared for a few tens of thousands of years. Humanity builds civilization? Created language symbols, know how to think about the meaning of life? It has only been a few thousand years to think about the topics of immortality and eternity. ”

"So for humans? What can be passed down for hundreds or thousands of years is actually immortal. ”

Du Caige smiled? "Fifty years of life? Compared to the heavens, it is as easy as a dream. ”

Xu Qingya's eyes were confused, and she opened her mouth lightly, as if she was singing a harmony for Du Caige: "How can those who once enjoyed this floating life be immortal? ”

After saying that, the two fell silent together.

After a long time, Xu Qingya broke the silence, shook her head and smiled and said, "Art." Uncle, if you spend your whole life pursuing art, can you promise that you will not regret it when you die?"

Du Caige looked at her and smiled: "Are you afraid?"

Xu Qingya shook her head, nodded again, and said, "Of course, I am afraid that my life's pursuit will be empty, and I will regret it until I die." Although my master said that she dedicated her life to Kunqu Opera, she never regretted it. But I'm not her, and I don't know if I'll regret it. ”

"If you regret it, you will regret it," Du Caige said lightly, "A life that you haven't regretted is not really lived." ”

"Whose line is this?"

"Perhaps, let Wang Chao say this in the future?" Du Caige said with a smile.

This sentence is actually what he understood after listening to the dialogue in "The Grandmaster", and based on his own understanding.

The original words were what Gong Er said to Ip Man: "Think about it, if you say that you have no regrets in life, you are all angry, if you have no regrets in life, how boring it should be." ”

A very classic passage.

"Why do you say that?" Xu Qingya obviously didn't understand, "Isn't it a good thing that you don't regret it?" ”

"Life is often faced with choices, and these choices are often difficult to achieve both. If you choose one side, you will regret it later, why you didn't choose the other side. I think that people who really live with their hearts will definitely face these choices. Of course, there are some people who don't choose, they are always very passive, and let others make choices instead of him, because he does not dare to bear the consequences of choosing the wrong one. Du Caige said slowly.

Actually, people don't have foresight. When making a choice, I don't know if I chose it right or wrong. Will there be good results, or will there be bad results? Because I am afraid of bearing the bad consequences, I don't make a choice, thinking that I will have no regrets and no regrets. Maybe that's really the case, such a person may not regret it until he dies. But I don't think such people have really lived. ”

As he spoke, Du Caige got up from his chair and looked at the time on his phone, "Okay, let's talk about this." You take a break and you're ready to get to work. I went straight to the hospital. ”

"Well, go ahead. Xu Qingya said softly, picking up the leftovers.

Du Caige couldn't help but look sideways.

He had almost never seen such a gentle side of Xu Qingya.

Sometimes she is like a kaolin flower, sometimes she is smiling but indifferent and detached, sometimes she is cunning and intelligent, and sometimes she is lively and lovely like the girl next door.

But it is rare to be so feminine and gentle.

Frankly, it feels very ......

Amazing.

After sitting in the car, Du Caige was still reminiscing about Xu Qingya's expression just now.

As soon as he started the car, he felt the phone in his pocket vibrate violently.

Du Caige took it out and saw that it was Chen Fan's number.

After connecting, Du Caige smiled and said, "Brother Chen Fan, what's the matter?"

Wang Dongni's father's deep voice sounded, "It's me, I'm Dongni's father." ”

A bad premonition suddenly rose in Du Caige's heart.

"Uncle, what's the matter?"

"You ......," Wang Dongni's father choked up, "don't come here." Go get busy with you!"

"But ......"

"Tonnie is gone. We're still processing it, and I'll let you know when the body says goodbye in a few days. At that time, if you want to come, come ahead. Don't want to come...... That's it. ”

Du Caige only felt a buzzing in his head.

He doesn't remember what Wang Dongni's father said or when he hung up the phone.

In his camera memory, this is really a rare situation.

He stared blankly out the window.

It's already winter, and although the weather is not too cold, the flowers have already withered.

Helplessly, the flowers fell, déjà vu...... Swallow returns.

Life is always like this, and the cycle repeats.

Next spring, the flowers will bloom again, and the swallows will come again, right?

It's just that the new life, the old life, is no longer the same.

He and Wang Dongni don't have any deep feelings.

After all, we've only known each other for a few days, and we haven't talked much.

They don't know each other at all.

Moreover, when I first met Wang Dongni, I already knew that she had little time left, and she had already had psychological construction.

Although she walked more suddenly...... But it also makes sense.

So, he didn't feel sad or anything.

He just...... It's a little melancholy.

Although he made up his mind to be Wang Dongni's boyfriend and accompany her through the last period of his life.

But in fact, he hasn't been in the state at all.

Of course, Du Caige knows very well that he doesn't have to blame himself, and neither Wang Dongni nor her parents can blame him.

Taking a deep breath, Du Caige turned off the car, sat in the car, and emptied himself.

This is not the first time he has experienced the death of someone close to him, and it is not the last.

One day, he himself will be gone, leaving only friends and relatives who miss him and sob.

All life will be lost...... Only art lasts forever.

"Day 4: Watch the sunset together. Go to the park and feed the monkeys. And hugs!"

"Day 5: Candlelight dinner. Watch a movie. Then you can kiss me on the cheek!

"Day 6: Kissing~ Before that, I will ask my classmates how to kiss, rest assured that you will not knock your teeth. ”

"Day 7: Take a walk-and-go trip. You don't have to go far, just in the cities around the magic capital. Lin An is good, it's good to see the West Lake, although the West Lake is not very good in this season. I want to see the garden again. Where to go, let me think again. ”

Unfortunately, I can't do that.

If only I could remember it so clearly.

What a damn camera memory......