Chapter 102: Into the Light
At least if Aoyama or Enzen were by his side..................
Companionship is so important.
"So, in the last period of time, let him spend it peacefully by Serena's side............"
In the big house, Qiu Cicada's mood was also connected with Jianming and others.
I'm sorry...... Jianming ......
I actually ...... I really want to fight side by side with you and face the ............ of fate
I know I ...... You have to make a choice......
But...... I haven't been able to make a decision yet.
I hope you guys can give me some time to think about it......
How am I going to spend this last time............
If I choose to fight alongside you in the end............
Jianming and Chen Shihu looked at each other and smiled.
"Wait, wait for him to come. ”
Forgive him, forgive him, strong people have been confused.
Autumn cicada ............
Born like a flower in summer, he is destined to wither when winter comes.
His life was too short.
Therefore, he could not choose what he wanted to protect the most.
And even the most weeping thing is............
He barely had time to think about his choice.
For you, it must be family.
For the warriors of Penglai, they must be compatriots.
For Ye Chou, it is Penglai.
I'm afraid for Ip Man, it's all martial artists.
For Jianming, it is the happiness of the people he cares about.
Everyone follows the trajectory of life and is related to each other, searching for and getting their own answers.
However, the sound of the autumn cicada was too short............
He has just found someone who wants to block his future life and protect him............
Forgive him.
Have mercy on him.
Poor man...... There must be something hateful?
Have it?
Can you?
Even if Autumn Cicada chooses to spend the little rest of his life with Serena............
Can anyone still accuse him? Will anyone still hate him?
Although his wish has not been realized............
However, if this sky still has a little affection.
There is still a hint of mercy from God............
Let him find some answers in the little time he has left............
God......
Please.
..............................
In the dimly lit room, there was no longer the usual enthusiasm and laughter.
All that remained was empty, lonely, and cold, trembling hands.
Autumn Cicada was sitting on the bed, holding Serena in her arms, trembling constantly.
"I............ I ............"
He's still struggling, he's still thinking, he's still trying to make a choice.
He's still ...... Want to do the right thing.
However, the girl in his arms prevented him from taking a single step.
Serena poked her face out of Autumn Cicada's arms and looked at his pained expression.
Itchy.
“............ Brother Qiuciao: What's wrong with you? Is it painful? Yes...... Were you injured in the battle?"
............
Autumn Cicada slowly lowered Serena to the bedside and shook her head gloomily.
“...... No, the injured ...... It should be other than me...... Those...... Only those who fight to the death for the sake of the country, for the sake of their families, and for their ideals are right...... In comparison, I ......"
The eyes were not wide open, and the autumn cicada still had an expression of disgust with herself.
"I'm such a wretch...... I'm here alone, greedy for life and afraid of death......"
Serena looked at the painful expression of the autumn cicada, and always felt that she couldn't be happy when she saw the autumn cicada like this.
Autumn Cicada continued: "However, it is better to die like this...... I'm even more afraid that my life will end up like this, and I will die in vain...... There are so many, so many people who are so gentle to me......"
After speaking, those gentle people appeared in front of him one after another in his mind.
“...... But if I go to war and use up all my strength...... I'm going to die, and I'm not going to be able to see you again. I can't quarrel with Jianming anymore, I can't bully Chen Shihu anymore, I can't get along with the people at the school and the people in the town, I can't go to the children like Serena in the Fifth Permission District. ”
"I can't help it...... With you forever......"
........................
Looking at the autumn cicada with a depressed head and a high head and a bed.
Serena thought seriously for a moment......
She looked at the painful look of the autumn cicada and made her decision.
She took off her shoes, knelt on the bed, and stretched out her hand to the autumn cicada.
"Brother Autumn Cicada. ”
She then put one hand behind her back and one on her chest.
Full of confidence, he said: "Let's go together! With me by your side! This time...... I'm also here to become Brother Autumn Cicada's power!"
Qiu Cicada raised her head, and the confusion in her eyes was still pervasive.
"Serena ......?"
Serena smiled, a smile that was both cute and gentle, and it was the most healing.
"And...... Brother Qiucicada, you're not a wreck!"
Loser............
Autumn Cicada blushed and pouted.
He didn't get to that point............
But this is indeed an undeniable fact.
Yourself ...... now It's really a scumbag.
The sky is a little blue, and the night is coming to an end. Dawn is about to break.
"Because...... You think so much of everybody that you can't make a choice, right? Because you like everybody all the way here, you like it so much, you like it all too much, right?"
"Serena ......"
Serena rested her head on the cicada's shoulder and closed her eyes.
"I think that's great, I've never heard anything bad about anyone from you, Brother Qiucian, or shifted the responsibility to others!"
She pursed her lips and looked mischievous.
"Adults in the fifth-class licensing area...... Always saying these things, but, Brother Qiu Cicada, you are different from them!"
It's not the same............
It's getting brighter.
Autumn Cicada fell silent, silently pondering the meaning of Serena's words.
The next moment, she jumped out of bed and walked barefoot on the wooden floor, making a noise.
"Me...... I feel happy, not just because I can come outside, but because I can be with Brother Qiu Cicada!"
"The two of them meowed happily at the kitten on the street......"
"Running around to see, to learn all kinds of novelties......"
"Laughter and noise at the dinner table ......"
"Every night when I go to bed, Brother Qiu Cicada will tell me a story......"
Autumn Cicada raised her head and looked at Serena's happy expression.
"As long as you are with Brother Autumn Cicada, the scenery in your eyes will become sparkling!!!"
As dawn came, the first rays of light shone through the window and hit Serena behind her, making her look particularly dazzling and sparkling.
She opened her arms and danced in the warm winter sun.
"Even if it's a trivial thing, even if you go to eat something you've eaten underground, or the same food, even when you go to bed every night......"
"As long as I'm with Brother Qiucia! I'm very happy! So, I think it's a great thing to cherish all this!"
Autumn Cicada felt the love conveyed in Serena's words.
But............
He was stunned, and looked at Serena, and there was no confusion in his eyes, but a lot of reluctance.
"But...... Serena, I don't want you to die, and I don't want you to be in danger............"
Serena hammered her flat chest, as if trying to make a point.
"I don't need you to worry! I'm in good spirits! And ............."
The fist in his chest clenched.
"And if you give up what you want to do, you will spend the rest of your life in a mess......"
It's like the self that used to be in the fifth district, just like the autumn cicada when the heart and eyes are dead and accept fate.
"If only the scenery around me couldn't sparkle anymore!"
"Then it's no different from being dead!!"
Immediately after, Serena jumped up and ran in front of Qiu Cicada and grabbed his hands.
"On the contrary...... Even if life is short, it will be exciting!"
Looking at each other, the autumn cicada saw a sparkle in Serena's eyes.
Little by little, the shining starlight gradually reached his eyes through his sight.
"I'm right, right? I always feel that it was Brother Qiu Cicada who taught me this!"
"So, let me go with you! Let's go to the place where you can do what you really want to do, Brother Autumn Cicada!"
"Until the end, we have to be together!"
When the sun is in the sky, it can't compete with the sparks that the two people in the house can only see.
The glittering thing was finally transformed into the light of spiritual power, floating around the autumn cicada.
In the void, the autumn cicada seemed to see something in front of her eyes.
In addition to the sun in front of him, he saw something shining.
A flash...... A flash............
Familiar faces floated through each pillar of light.
Jianming ...... Chen Shihu...... Ye Chou ...... Students............
The pillars of light gradually gathered and flew towards one place, leaving only the sun and herself, which symbolized Serena, to remain here.
They...... is calling itself.
(They...... Still waiting for me. )
Autumn cicada, stretched out a hand.
It was a pair of warriors, with large knuckled hands.
Serena, holding a hand.
It was the big hand of a gentle, kind brother.
The big hand took the small hand and pushed open the door.
The sun outside the door shone into the room, illuminating the dimly lit room.
One step, one step.
Autumn Cicada led Serena in the direction of the light.
Serena ...... You talk like an adult. ”
Serena looked up with a playful smile.
"I'm not a kid!"
Autumn Cicada also smiled.
He looked at the sun in the sky, and then at the clouds in the sky.
"yes...... I only lived for about a year...... Compared to me, Serena is coming...... There are many adults. ”
The two walked side by side in the sun.
This is already their daily routine.
But today, the two people who were once in the depths of darkness are silent.
Just holding each other's hands tightly.