This is the consequence of the gap in identity and family background, if it was just an ordinary girl, she would not let herself have such a strong pressure.

Qi Zhen has now regained her composure, picked up a bottle of red wine, poured it for the two of them, raised her glass and said: I don't usually drink, I don't know what to say, do you have anything to say?

Zhang Wenbo thought about it, it seems that this kind of scene has never been encountered, and it doesn't seem good not to say a few words, as a man, he had to bite the bullet and say: I wish the two of us to know each other and love each other, and we can live a good life with affection and love in the future.

Qi Zhen nodded and said: I hope so.

He lightly touched the cup with Zhang Wenbo and took a sip at the same time.

Feeling this kind of formal place, there was some depression between the two.

Qi Zhen lowered his head and pondered, Zhang Wenbo didn't know how to speak, and he didn't have the lightness and happiness of chatting online at all.

It may be that Qi Zhen made some kind of decision, her expression became serious, and she stared at Zhang Wenbo with her eyes straight and said: You should know that it is not normal for us to come to this point so quickly, you should also want to know the reason, right?

Since this is already the case, you can't hide it for a lifetime, in fact, it would be good if you could hide it for a lifetime, and after speaking, I picked up the wine glass and took a sip of it.

After a pause, he continued: If I told you the reason, if you couldn't accept the result, how long would you maintain our current relationship?

Will you ask for a divorce right away?

Zhang Wenbo saw that Qi Zhen said so seriously, his expression became serious, and he thought for a while and said: Is it because you are pregnant with someone's child? And then you want to use me as a cover to give birth to the child, so you are in such a hurry to get married, right? Don't you want the child to become an illegitimate child?

If that's the case, it's really hard for me to accept, that's the bottom line, but I'll stick to it until you give birth to the child and let you use me as a cover.

Don't worry, I'm not too ruthless, I won't embarrass you too much, and I drank a glass with a heavy heart after speaking.

Qi Zhen looked at Zhang Wenbo dumbfounded and said, "What kid? Why do you think that?"

Zhang Wenbo was also stunned and asked: Isn't that the case? Then what is the reason why it is so serious? Even if you used to have a chaotic life and complicated emotions, I can accept it.

After all, the society doesn't take these very seriously now, and I have no right to interfere with all your experiences before I met you, as long as you can live a good life with me after marriage and don't make previous mistakes, I can accept it.

I'm marrying you as a person, not the story before I married you, your previous affairs have nothing to do with me, as long as you can promise to be dedicated to me from today onwards, can you do it?

After speaking, he stared at Qi Zhen's face without blinking, waiting for Qi Zhen to answer.

Qi Zhen was made to cry and laugh by Zhang Wenbo's words, and felt that she was even in a better mood, pointing at Zhang Wenbo and saying: You, no wonder you said that you like literature, it's a pity that you don't want to be a writer with this brain.

Do you think that if I am not sure of getting married, I will easily conceive someone else's child? Am I so stupid in your heart?

And then make such a mess of yourself? Don't you want to think that I'm a doctor after all, and I'll let a child who can't see anyone be born?

Although he blames the other party in his mouth, his heart is much more relaxed, and the other party can lower the bottom line to this extent, which means that he is an open person, and he may not be unable to accept his own affairs.

After another sip of wine, he continued: Of course, the situation is not as bad as you think, but it is not small, and his voice is low.

I continued, I was bullied before, when I was in school, the other party was a senior student, and I won't go into details, anyway, I did a lot of disgusting things.

Later, while they were not paying attention, I broke the window and jumped from the third floor, the building was not high, and the injury was not serious, but I was frightened at that time, and my spirit was greatly stimulated, and I was hospitalized for a year, and I took a two-year break from school before continuing to go to school.

But he also completely closed himself off, and he didn't socialize with people during school, let alone have friends.

In the end, although the disease was cured, it also left sequelae, that is, I could not approach men, so I would be very scared and nervous, causing cramps all over my body, poor breathing, and even suffocation.

In the worst case, it will even be life-threatening, I studied medicine to cure the root of my disease, but unfortunately heart disease still needs heart medicine, I don't know what heart medicine is, it should be to eliminate the fear and disgust of men.

Zhang Wenbo saw that the woman opposite was pitiful, and he tearfully whispered about his unfortunate experience, and he felt very uncomfortable.

But he still asked puzzled: This matter is not your fault, no one can blame you for this matter, even if you don't say it, no one will know, what are you worried about?

Qi Zhen filled his wine glass with wine, and then handed the wine bottle to Zhang Wenbo.

I took another sip and said: I don't bother to think about it if others know it, since I want to marry you, I have to have no reservations about you, even if I tear open the wound, it is much stronger than the torment of the soul, I don't want to face you in the future like a thief, afraid that my secret will be discovered by you.

There is no such thing as an impermeable wall, and it would be better for me to tell the story myself than to hear about it from someone else's mouth later.

In fact, if it weren't for my parents, I wouldn't get married, and I don't have any other feelings for men than fear and disgust.

I'm sorry to just involve you for no reason.

I wanted to tell you after the wedding, but I felt that it would be too much to involve at that time, and it would involve the parents and friends of both parties.

Zhang Wenbo thought about it for a long time and didn't think there was anything to worry about in this matter, and at the same time he eliminated the doubts in his heart, and sure enough, there was a story in it.

But it's completely insignificant compared to my own psychological expectations, and I don't care about this matter at all.

So he said to Qi Zhen: This matter is really hurtful to you, I can understand it, but I don't think it's a problem for me at all, and it's not your fault.

Are you taking things too seriously? I don't think it's a big deal.

Qi Zhen opened her eyes wide and said: Do you understand the crux of this matter?

The most important thing is not what happened to me before, but the consequences.

It means that I will not be able to live a normal married life in the future, because I can't stand a man who is too close to me, and the same is true for you.

I already felt it in the cinema just now, so I will tell you the reason in advance, I am afraid that if you make an intimate act to me without knowing it, the consequences will either be me hurting you, or you hurting me.

At the same time, I will not fulfill the responsibility of a wife, that is, we can only be husband and wife in name, do you think that man will be able to stand it?