"Why?" Yang Zaixin regretted after asking, who is not constrained by external forces? It's just a different way, "Yes, everyone will be bound and pressured by external forces, it just depends on how they view these constraints." ”

"yes. Tang Huiqi also sighed, "Many people think that we are very willful to play like this, and we are indeed willful." But this is also a choice for a certain period of time, after this period of time, the pressure will be greater, and the contrast in life will be more powerful for yourself. However, I was mentally prepared and it didn't matter.

Just like Mimi, she came from the city to the village to teach, and her family was against it, but she insisted on coming, and she was willful for a few years. When the time comes, she has to go back, and she has to go back to where she should be. ”

Tang Huiqi's face looked calm, which also showed that she had a full understanding of her situation. Yang Zaixin didn't speak, trying to understand what she said, but he was in a fog. But I also understand that Principal Mimi and Tang Huiqi also have their own troubles, which are indeed difficult for outsiders to understand.

"No matter who you are, you don't live in a vacuum. Yang Zaixin thought about it and calmed his mind, "According to Newton's force action, it is not a vacuum that necessarily has a strong effect and reaction, isn't that so?"

"Pretty much. Tang Huiqi also smiled and agreed with his statement.

"Since it has a powerful effect, unless it is like Lao Tzu's non-action thought, like water, it is possible to be subject to the least reaction force. However, the suppleness of water is under the normal situation, and people feel how powerful and destructive water is in spring and summer. Sometimes I think, when Lao Tzu advocated water, using water as the most high-end performance of thought, didn't he know the history of Dayu's water control. ”

"The water is supple, can you object. Tang Huiqi thought for a while, "There are two sides to everything, so you must think about the consequences of any decision and be able to bear these consequences."

Just like we play rock climbing, it is very exciting, very sense of accomplishment and conquest, especially after hard work and hardship, the moment when we have consumed all our physical energy to climb to the top of the mountain, the beauty of that feeling is not something that outsiders can understand. But rock climbing is the most dangerous, and the slightest mistake can cost you your life. ”

"Yes, a lot of sports are very dangerous, but there are people who do it. Many people give their lives for it, and there are still people who do it. Yang Zaixin said to himself, "I have a lot of respect and appreciation for these people, but I really don't have the courage to take that step." ”

"It's nothing, everyone has their own understanding of life, each has their own choice. There are so many dead people who climb the world's major mountains, but there are also people who go forward to conquer them one after another, and work hard for this as the goal of life. When it comes to the meaning of life, what can these people say it means?"

"yes. Sometimes I wonder if what I do is what my heart desires? This is actually a false proposition. The absolute majority of people are unable to survive for what they want, and more to survive for the sake of survival. Isn't it boring?"

"Yang Zaixin, listening to you, I feel that you have a lot of feelings about the situation you are in, can you tell me about your affairs?" Tang Huiqi looked at Yang Zaixin, her face was slightly oblique, and she was extremely delicate in a picture, Yang Zaixin didn't dare to look at it more, for fear that she would be deeply sucked in and couldn't come out.

It has been more than a month since he arrived in Shuanggou Village, and Yang Zaixin has repeatedly chewed on what Wang Chenghe, Minghua, Liu Jing, Xiang Jing and others have done, and naturally sees through their intentions. At the moment, he really has no way to resist or reverse, either to endure it, or to leave everything he has now and start from scratch.

It's not that he can't throw it away, it's not that he doesn't have the courage to throw it away, but he is unwilling, and he feels that choosing to leave at this time is also a kind of cowardice and defeated.

"I, a very plain person, without any characteristics, with mediocre abilities, just like the passers-by you see. ”

"That's not what Mimi said, he said you have a lot of personality, a lot of tenacity, and a lot of ability. Why don't you talk about it?" Tang Huiqi looked at him, but Yang Zaixin didn't dare to look directly, looking at a spot of light somewhere outside the forest.

In Hengzhi County, he can tell Zhang Meirui about his affairs, but Zhang Meirui herself knows about his situation and uses her methods to appease him. Yang Zaixin will not tell her this again, preferring to hide everything in his heart. The main cadres of the village, Principal Mimi, Xiang Jun, Tang Yue and others are not the objects of confiding, at this time, it is also a good choice to chat in the forest on this star-picking platform.

"There's nothing to say," Yang Zaixin sorted out his thoughts and glanced at Tang Huiqi, "Three years ago, I was an ordinary township school teacher, teaching middle school chemistry, which was very ordinary. Read some books and write a little bit occasionally when you are not teaching. Three years ago, he published two newsletters in the city newspaper, and the response was good, and then he was named by Zhang Tongjun, the magistrate of Hengzhi County, and then went to Zhang County to be a secretary.

In the past three years, I have learned a lot of things and seen a lot of things around Zhangxian. Zhang County couldn't tolerate those messy things in his eyes, so he naturally blocked the way of many people and harmed their immediate interests. I don't know exactly what the situation is, but I can feel it.

When doing things beside the leader, I naturally have to do it according to the boss's style, and the most important thing is that I completely agree with the boss's approach in my heart. In this way, there must be a lot of things that offend people. This year, some reforms have been made to the political system, stipulating that leading cadres at and above the county level cannot serve in their places of birth, in order to prevent some people from forming a fortress of power.

County Magistrate Zhang Tongjun is a native of Hengzhi County, and it is obvious that he must leave Hengzhi County this autumn and winter or next year, and his resignation is already an ironclad result. Last time, the provincial examination and evaluation team went to the county to assess the top party and government leaders, and the results in Zhang County were very bad. It also reflects the intention of some people in the province and city, and these people in the county have intensified their activities, and Zhang County has studied at the provincial party school for three months.

The day after I went to the provincial capital to study in Songzhang County, the director of the ** office informed me that my work had been adjusted, and on behalf of the strongest poverty alleviation force of the ** office, I went to Shuanggou Village to be responsible for the poverty alleviation work here.

I was mentally prepared for this to the director at first, and I was really thrown into Shuanggou Village, even though I was very angry at first, but I held back. I feel that I have almost zero experience in front-line work, and it will take three or five years to make up for this piece, and it is not too late to improve if I have the opportunity to improve in the future.

Compared with others, I was already a lot ahead of many people when I got the deputy section level last year, so if I stop and accumulate in place, maybe it will be useful. Who can say what the situation will be like in three or five years for these people in the county now?"