152 The Lonely

【Wait 5 minutes】

There are things in this world that exist without dependence on human consciousness, and they do not transfer because of human will.

For example, Li Wanran, who complained that she was too young, would only grow up step by step day by day, and would not suddenly become an adult, nor would she always be a little girl.

There are also things in this world that are governed by human consciousness, and different choices will produce different results.

It's like today's "News Network" is broadcast on time, some people choose to watch it, some people choose not to watch it, or they don't have the opportunity to watch it.

Zhang Fan's aunt Liu Hongmei doesn't like to watch "News Network", and whenever this happens, she will turn off the TV and make dinner.

Zhang Fan's father, Zhang Youwei, will watch "News Network" on time, but today he is also cooking dinner in the kitchen.

Lu Jing was very busy on the registration day, not only to check whether the students' summer vacation homework had been completed, but also to communicate with some parents.

At the end of the day, she looked like she was in prostration, so she naturally handed over the cooking to her husband.

Listening to the opening remarks of the male and female hosts of "News Network", she habitually changed the station to Central Channel 8 and watched the popular wealthy drama with relish.

Xia Dahai never deliberately watched "News Network", but today he happened to rest, his wife was cooking in the kitchen, and he was idle and bored in front of the TV.

As usual, he didn't care about what was being broadcast on "News Network", just to pass the time.

It's just that today is different from the past, when Zhang Zhenzhen's figure appeared on the TV screen, Xia Dahai stood up from the sofa and walked to the TV step by step.

Looking at the girl on the TV screen, his mind immediately recalled what his colleague Li Guangming had said to him.

"Director Xia, on the news broadcast in our hometown, there is a girl who looks very much like your wife. ”

"Like, it's too similar. Xia Dahai muttered to himself.

At this time, his back and spine suddenly became very cold, and he subconsciously looked towards the restaurant, and he breathed a sigh of relief after not seeing his wife's figure.

Xia Dahai refocused his gaze on the TV set that was close at hand, and raised his hand slightly to touch the screen in front of him.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but he felt an electric current flow from the tip of his middle finger all the way up the veins to the deepest part of his heart.

"Zhang Zhenzhen. ”

Zhang ...... Zhenzhen. ”

"It should be surnamed Zhang. ”

"It turned out to be called Zhenzhen!"

As a doctor, Xia Dahai firmly believed that the so-called "blood connection" was just a subjective appearance.

And now he immediately changed his original cognition and decided that Zhang Zhenzhen was his biological daughter who he voluntarily abandoned.

Xia Dahai rerecalled those memories blurred by the years in his mind, and was happy that she was doing well.

"It's all on "News Network", it seems that the family has turned over. ”

Knowing that his daughter was doing well, he set out to make him happy.

How many times have he been awakened in the middle of the night by nightmares, fearing nothing more than the suffering of his own daughter in the countryside, just like the terrible stories that come out of the news.

didn't have a chance to study, got married early and had children, and had to endure the beating of her husband if she didn't agree with her.

After all, he knew the economic conditions of the family next to the bed.

However, this hanging heart, he can finally put it down at this moment.

After seeing the change in the picture on TV, Xia Dahai returned to the sofa and sat down, whispering: "Future Girl Clothing Company." ”

He had the impression of the words "future girl", so he turned his head to the kitchen and shouted, "Wife, have you ever heard of 'future girl'?"

Xia Dahai's wife, Zhou Yueqin, walked out of the kitchen with a pot of cooked seafood soup, and while carefully placing the ceramic jar on the dining table, she replied: "It's the women's clothing brand that advertised on Mango Satellite TV." ”

Then he asked curiously, "Why do you care about this?"

"It's nothing, it's just listening to my colleague's chat, so I ask. Xia Dahai smiled, looking at the towel in his wife's hand, he suddenly showed a dissatisfied look.

"How many times have I told you, let me do this kind of thing in the future. ”

Zhou Yueqin shook her head. "It's fine, it's not hot. ”

With that, he walked back to the kitchen, and at the same time couldn't help but sigh.

"I don't know if Zhou'er brought an umbrella when he left? I look at the weather forecast, it will rain heavily in the capital today. ”

"The rain will stop when it falls, and maybe the rain will stop over there. Xia Dahai comforted.

The rain in the capital did stop, and the freshmen had to stop their talent show, and the instructors drove them back to the playground to start their 5,000-meter training.

Training that is not completed during the day will be made up at night.

Shu Yue is not used to long-distance running, as long as she exercises vigorously, she will be out of breath, and the position of her chest and kidney organs will be as painful as if she has been pierced by bones.

As in the past, she still frowned and gritted her teeth.

It's just that when she saw that Zhang Fan's gaze only stayed on her for a while, and soon moved elsewhere, she felt a trace of dissatisfaction in her heart.

It seems that he should have quietly gestured to the instructor as before, telling him to take a break halfway.

This is the content of the text message sent to her by the counselor Cheng Cheng in her mind, and she feels that Zhang Fan is really a very stingy person, without a manly bearing at all.

"If I were the class president, I would definitely pay attention to the physical condition of every student in the class and let the students who are not feeling well take a break. ”

Just as Shu Yue was thinking this, Zhang Fan's voice reached her ears.

"If you're not feeling well, take a break!"

It's just that this word of concern was not said to her, but another girl in the class, Liu Yan.

"Hmm. Liu Yan nodded lightly and took the initiative to walk out of the team.

smiled at Zhang Fan and thanked him: "Thank you, the second class leader." ”

Although she didn't want to take the initiative to be the first person to fall behind, since Zhang Fan took the initiative to call her to rest, she also borrowed the slope to get off the donkey.

"Can you stop drawing snakes?" Zhang Fan grinned.

Seeing Liu Yan's sincere gratitude, he still felt that in this world, unreasonable people always accounted for only a small part, and most people still knew good and bad.

"It's easy to shout. Liu Yan blinked and sold a cute to Zhang Fan.

Just as men will show their wealth and status in front of beautiful women, girls will also deliberately show cuteness and cuteness in front of handsome guys.

When Shu Yue saw this scene, her heart became very complicated.

There was envy and jealousy, and at the same time, he was even more dissatisfied with Zhang Fan, thinking that he was targeting himself.

It was obvious that her condition was worse than Liu Yan's, and he, as the class leader, deliberately ignored her.

In the face of Liu Yan's cuteness, Zhang Fan really missed Jiang Lanqing and Bai Xue, as the so-called "I don't see them for a day, like every three autumns", after careful calculation, he hasn't seen them for forty-three hours.

The three of them are training in different places, and with a tight schedule, they can only meet each other in a busy way.

Thinking of this, Zhang Fan asked Shu Yue again, "Do you want to take a break?"

Shu Yue was obviously stunned for a moment, and then nodded slightly and walked to Liu Yan's side.

If there was someone to accompany her to be independent of the army, she would be able to accept this reality very naturally, and would not think that she was treated specially.

Seeing that Liu Yan and Shu Yue both walked aside to rest, the remaining girls began to take the initiative to cover their stomachs and ask Zhang Fan for leave.

"Squad leader, I also have a stomachache. ”

Among them, there are real ones and some pretends, Zhang Fan didn't really distinguish them, they all nodded and agreed.

In the end, only a girl named Xia Momo did not raise her hand, Zhang Fan ran to her side and said, "You can also go and rest." ”

Before Xia Momo had time to shake her head and refuse, she continued: "If you insist, the instructor will definitely think that I am deliberately targeting you, otherwise why are you running alone?"

"So, it's a favor for me. Zhang Fan folded his hands and said.

Xia Momo noticed that the other girls in the class were looking at them, so she nodded.

When Chen Guofeng came to check, he saw that only the boys were running in Class 11, so he immediately reached out and called Zhang Fan over.

While patting him on the shoulder, he asked with a smile, "Do you like any girl in the class?"

"Report instructor, I have a girlfriend and I am also at Aoki University. Zhang Fan stood up straight and replied loudly.

Seeing him so serious, Chen Guofeng couldn't help laughing, and said angrily: "I'm just talking casually, what are you doing nervously?"

Zhang Fan didn't break that he was obviously talking about serious things with a joke just now, and a flattering smile immediately appeared on his face. "I'm not afraid that the instructor will treat you as a womanizer, so I have to quickly prove my innocence. ”

Regarding Zhang Fan's hippie smile, Chen Guofeng had seen it, so he didn't gossip with him, and took the initiative to ask: "Which one rests first." ”

"Liu Yan, Shu Yue, Qian Yingying...... Xia Momo, almost at the same time. Zhang Fan replied.

Hearing this order, Chen Guofeng glanced at Zhang Fan deeply, and said an inexplicable word for no reason.

"Your kid did too well in the college entrance examination, it's a pity. ”

Zhang Fan knew why Chen Guofeng said this, but he didn't answer.

Because Chen Guofeng was not a general in ancient times, he was able to point troops and generals, he really said it casually just now.

Chen Guofeng himself also discovered this, but fortunately Zhang Fan did not answer, so that he avoided possible embarrassment, and waved his hand to signal him to return to the team.

As soon as Zhang Fan returned to the team, a boy immediately asked curiously, "Squad leader, what did the instructor just say?"

Liu Yu was somewhat surprised when he heard this "squad leader", but he still didn't show it on his face, and then asked, "Is it because the girls are on leave?"

Zhang Fan looked at their curious eyes, and did not pretend to be mysterious, and said casually as he ran: "The instructor asked me to pay attention in the future." ”

He didn't know exactly what to pay attention to.

Liu Yu wanted to ask something more, but after seeing Zhang Fan making a look, he turned his head sideways and saw that the instructor was looking at them, and immediately sped up his pace and ran.

As he accelerated, the entire boys' team had to speed up.

Chen Guofeng was very satisfied with Liu Yu's catfish, blew a whistle hard, and shouted loudly: "The slogan is shouted." ”

"One. ”

"II. ”

"One. ”

"II. ”

......

The girls sat comfortably on the edge of the playground, and when they saw the boys sweating tiredly, they were very glad that they had met a good talkative Secondary 2 class leader.

At least that's what Liu Yan thinks.

If it weren't for Zhang Fan being a person with a dream of "middle two", he would definitely not let himself bear the anger of the instructor alone.

Xia Momo withdrew her gaze from Chen Guofeng, and asked the person next to her in a low voice, "Did you say that Zhang Fan was criticized by the instructor just now?"

As soon as she asked, someone immediately nodded. "Definitely, yes, the girls in our class were the first to rest. ”

Xia Momo said again at this time: "Actually, I think Zhang Fan is quite good as our squad leader. ”

"I also think so, although the squad leader is in the second grade, he is doing things very well, and everyone knows it after the military training in the past few days. ”

This time, Liu Yan was the first to answer.

The next topic revolved around Zhang Fan, and everyone invariably forgot the fact that Shu Yue had asked them to pull tickets, and they also verbally agreed.

Shu Yue didn't participate in the discussion, just held her chin with her hand and looked at the dark sky.

Again, she seemed to have gone back in time, and she was so out of place.

Listening to the noise around her, she wanted to get up and leave the place immediately, but she thought that it was too obvious, and she had to continue to let the noise pollute her ears.

When the boy finished the 5,000-meter run, and everyone around her stood up and walked towards the instructor, she found that the world was quiet again.

Looking at the backs of Xia Momo and Liu Yan, a mocking smile appeared on the corner of Shu Yue's mouth.

"People have girlfriends, and they are very beautiful, and they don't look at their own colors, who do they show it to?"

For her, the two of them must have deliberately talked about the topic just now in order to please Zhang Fan, the purpose was to embarrass her.

Everyone knew that she wanted to be the squad leader, and she deliberately said so.

Some people have been living in their own world, and they will only subjectively believe the facts she believes, and Shu Yue is like this.

Liu Yan and Xia Momo were simply saying what they thought in their hearts, but she was seriously thinking about their motives for saying this.

Shu Yue walked alone at the back of the girls' team, and after seeing everyone looking at her, she hurriedly trotted into the team with a smile.

With the instructor's "dismiss", she walked towards the dormitory by herself again.

Qian Yingying wanted to call her to eat in the cafeteria, but when she saw her like this, she didn't pretend to be sentimental, and followed Liu Yan and the others together.

Zhang Fan saw Shu Yue walking alone towards another road under the night, and he didn't bother to be Lu Dongbin.

Although he was curious about what happened to the girls during the break, making her suddenly become a person.

But he is not her parents or relatives, so naturally he has no heart to care.

For people like Shu Yue, it's okay to help, and he hasn't done this yet.