On the way back, Lin Wan sat in the co-pilot, Cheng Yu's appearance kept coming to mind, his eyes were terrifyingly red, and his previous loftiness and pride seemed to have completely collapsed at this moment.

He grabbed her wrist and said, "Xiaowan, don't go with him......"

The rain was still falling, and the wipers on the windows were occasionally brushing away the blurred water trails on the glass.

Xu Yang looked ahead and was driving intently. The cuffs of the black shirt were rolled up, revealing a small arm, covered in deep or light blood.

The light in the car was faint, flowing along his tall and thin lines.

Xu Yang glanced at Lin Wan who was in a daze, "What do you think?"

Lin Wan turned her head and met his gaze, which was not sharp, but deep and straightforward, and Lin Wan was a little uncomfortable.

The gaze drifted to his face.

There are red and purple scars on the side cheeks and corners of the mouth, and they are horizontal on the white skin like jade, which is terrifying to see.

Then the other person must not be much better.

"Are you sure you don't go to the hospital?"

Xu Yang chuckled, "You care about me." ”

It's obviously a question sentence, but it's an extremely affirmative tone.

Lin Wan's ears were hot, and she lowered her eyebrows.

"Mr. Xu, I was very grateful to you for helping me out of the siege just now......"

"Wanwan, don't call me that, call me Jiang Nan. Xu Yang interrupted her, and at that moment, Lin Wan almost fell into his dark eyes, in a trance, as if the day she returned to the hospital again.

——

Xu Yang replied in a trembling voice in disbelief: "Did you finally remember me?"

Then he buried his head in her arms like a child and cried like a child.

"Liar, you said we were going to be together forever. ”

How could Lin Wan have thought that the little boy who was once smaller than her and would only follow her silently had grown into such an amazing and brilliant young man.

Xu Yang said: "I'm sorry, I haven't shown up for so many years, but on the other side of the world, secretly liking you." ”

As he spoke, he took Lin Wan's hand and pressed it on his chest, and through the thin layer of sweater, Lin Wan could clearly perceive a long scar raised under his hand.

"This heart is beating again because of you. ”

"My mother died of a heart attack when I was a child, and my only aunt finally gave up on me because of my illness. Apart from you, there is no one in this world who really cares about me. ”

"At that time, lying on the operating table, Lord Yama was about to pull me away, but when I thought that Lin Wan was still waiting for me, I didn't even dare to die, so I gritted my teeth and survived!"

Xu Yang's thumb touched the side of Lin Wan's face, rubbing it gently, and the skin that lingered on his fingertips seemed to ignite small clusters of warm fireworks.

Lin Wan turned her face slightly, trying to block his touch, but she was finally defeated in his sad eyes.

She whispered, "Didn't you think that you were just a childhood playmate to her?"

Xu Yang smiled bitterly, "It turns out that it's really just a joke." ”

He looked at her with a sea of eyes.

The eyes were firm, "Every minute and every second I spent with her was the best time in my life." ”

"She forgot, it's okay, I just remember. ”

......

The car stopped in the community where Lin Wan lived, the fallen leaves in the community were swept up by the wind, and there was a hazy and gloomy beauty against the background of the warm yellow street lamps all night.

Xu Yang propped up the umbrella and went around to the co-pilot to open the car door for Lin Wan, and seeing that Lin Wan was still distracted, he leaned in again, wanting to help her unbuckle her seat belt.

Lin Wan reacted in time and stretched out her hand to block it, "No, I'll do it myself." ”

She unbuckled her seatbelt and hurried out of the car with her bag.

Xu Yang's eyes flashed with loss, those indescribable jealousies and sorrows were all droplets of water that fell into the lake, and they disappeared and melted under the eyes in an instant.

It was raining outside, it was heavier than when he was on the road, and an umbrella was all pouring down on Lin Wan's side, and the rain wet Xu Yang's cashmere jacket, making his whole person shrouded in a layer of cold mist, looking a little pitiful.

“...... Wanwan. Xu Yang called Lin Wan.

"Don't keep me waiting. ”

......

Cheng Yu returned to Jingyuan, and walked to the wine cabinet while loosening his neckline, and the gloomy owl on his face became even more gloomy after pouring a few sips of foreign wine.

Lin Wan's resolute voice lingered in his ears.

She said, "Cheng Yu, you let go." ”

He slammed the bottle to the ground, and the flying glass shards slashed through his eyelids and up his full forehead, barely a few tenths of a millimeter before they splashed into his eyes.

In an instant, a bright red cut lay across his forehead, which looked a little shocking.

However, he suddenly smiled bitterly as if unconscious, took a cigarette, laughed so hard that his hands trembled, and it took several times before he lit the fire.

Cheng Yu took a hard sip until the smell of tobacco rolled in his cavity, paralyzing his sense of taste, paralyzing his heart, and paralyzing his nerves.

He couldn't control it, his grievances and anger burned like wildfire, and for seven years, the negative emotions suppressed in his heart were infinitely amplified in an instant.

"Why?!Why!"

Cheng Yu's eyes were full of anger, he had never hated God's injustice to him so much......

His mother has disliked him since he was a child, and the Cheng Empire, the backer he has always relied on, has declined and gone bankrupt, his father Cheng Luming also died a few years ago, and he was dragged to hell by the devil.

Clenched his fists and slammed them into the mirror with a loud thud.

Cheng Yu gasped violently, his whole body was numb with pain, and at this moment, he lost all his senses, and he didn't even hear the mobile phone on the sofa ring for a long time.

It wasn't until the phone rang for the third time that Cheng Yu staggered over to pick up the phone, and the caller was his attending doctor in the United States, George.

"Cheng, how are you doing?"

On the phone, Cheng Yu was in a trance, as if he hadn't come out of the pain just now, and his chest was rising and falling violently.

"Cheng, are you there?"

"Are you alright?"

"What's the matter, George?" Cheng Yu finally opened his mouth in a muffled voice, holding the phone in his hand, and his back was blurred with flesh and blood.

"Have you been feeling any lately?"

Cheng Yu's eyes were dark, and at that moment there seemed to be a flash of cold light, he was silent, as if he was thinking seriously, and replied after a few seconds: "There is one thing that is very strange. ”

During his time back to China, he fell ill once, and that time he checked the weather forecast, knew that there would be thundershowers at night, and after the meeting, he took medicine in advance, rested in the office cubicle, and instructed no one to disturb him.

However, there was an urgent document that he needed to sign, and he almost broke the neck of the assistant who pushed the door in.

But the strange thing is that he remembers this memory very clearly, such a situation has never happened before.

He told George about it.

George on the other side of the phone was silent for a few seconds, and then opened his voice in a hoarse voice, "Cheng, this means that you have developed resistance to the drug. You can't continue to rely on this medication to maintain a normal life. ”

"Listen to me, quit it. The toxins in your body have long since been dialyzed over the years. What really traps you right now is your mental problem. ”

"You're sick, not because of that poison, but because your heart is sick. ”