Chapter 031: A Clown Waiting for Someone to Laugh

Lao Li's family is a rich man in Songzhuang, and there are many "big items" in the family.

There is a refrigerator in the commissary, a magnificent motorcycle parked in the yard, and the TV set in the hall is several inches bigger than the Su family.

It's a pity that this big color TV is too expensive, and Lao Li Tou's family is only willing to watch it for a while every day, but when there is a particularly good TV program, Lao Li Tou will move the big color TV to the commissary and call the people in the village to watch the program together.

For example, the Spring Festival Gala, such as the World Cup two months ago.

At this time, Zhao Xiaoxia and Aunt Sun were all around the big motorcycle of Lao Li Tou's house, Zhao Xiaoxia, who was wearing white short sleeves and a bright yellow skirt, was using the rearview mirror of the motorcycle to make up the powder, and Aunt Sun kept pressing the seat of the motorcycle with her hand to feel its softness and hardness.

"Xiaoxia, the seat of your Uncle Li's motorcycle is not soft enough, we have to buy a softer one in the future, and it is comfortable to sit softly!"

Aunt Sun said, suddenly scratched the seat with her index finger and fingernail, and muttered, "Let me see if this is real leather or fake leather......"

Old Li Tou's daughter-in-law, Tang Guizhen, happened to come out of the house, and when she saw it, she hurriedly stopped her: "Hey, Xiaoxia, mother, will you make up or pay for it?"

"Look at what you said, this big motorcycle is not paper paste, how can I break it!" Aunt Sun said, and pressed the seat with her fingernails again, leaving a deep crescent-shaped mark on it, "Look, it's just a mark, and it will disappear after a while!"

Tang Guizhen was immediately annoyed, she was not as sleek and sophisticated as Lao Li Tou, and said directly: "Then I'll just stand here and wait, this seal can't be erased, you have to make it up for me!"

Hearing this, Aunt Sun hurriedly took a few steps back: "Tang Guizhen, your heart is too dark, I'll touch it a few times, you still lied to me?" What's the big deal, when my Xiaoxia can shoot the wall calendar and become a big star, buy it ten or eight, and form a motorcycle team for you to see!"

"Okay! When the time comes, your motorcycle team will definitely circle around Songzhuang a few times, so that everyone in the village can see how magnificent your family is, and let me pinch it all over again!"

"Pinch, let you pinch, you won't be tired to death!" Aunt Sun said not to be outdone.

Tang Guizhen didn't care about the business at home, so she didn't continue to fight with Aunt Sun, and beckoned to Su Ran, who had just stepped into the courtyard: "Xiao Ran, you're here, hurry up and take them away!"

Before Su Ran entered the courtyard, he heard Tang Guizhen and Aunt Sun talking to each other, and said apologetically: "Auntie, I'm really embarrassed, I didn't know that they would enter your yard, I said that they would wait at the commissary." ”

"It's not your fault! It's all blame on Lao Li for being polite and bringing people to the yard!"

When Aunt Sun heard this, she wanted to ask Tang Guizhen if his family was too noble, and they couldn't enter the poor and shabby household, but when she thought of telling Su Ran something important, she didn't quarrel with Tang Guizhen.

"When I'm rare, Xiaoxia, Xiao Ran, let's go, let's go out and talk!"

"Hey, okay. ”

Zhao Xiaoxia was reluctant to let go of the rearview mirror of the motorcycle, but Aunt Sun and Tang Guizhen quarreled, but they couldn't delay her to replenish the powder.

It's just that this turn scared Su Ran, Aunt Sun and Tang Guizhen!

At best, it's not appropriate to paint the pink number, it's thicker, and at worst, it's like frosted donkey dung eggs.

Su Ran and Tang Guizhen both knew Aunt Sun's temper and did not open their mouths to make any comments.

Aunt Sun couldn't help herself, and reached out to wipe off a layer of Zhao Xiaoxia: "Your face is too white, it's scared to death, quickly wipe off a layer!"

Zhao Xiaoxia hurriedly dodged: "If you don't wipe so much, you can't cover the spots on my face!"

After Zhao Xiaoxia finished speaking, she glanced at Su Ran and Tang Guizhen, wanting to see if they were secretly laughing at themselves.

Tang Guizhen is not such a tasteless person, she waved her hand and said, "You should talk about it in the yard, so as not to go out and make people laugh!"

Su Ran hurriedly thanked her, and Aunt Sun looked at Zhao Xiaoxia Nunu and motioned for her to thank herself.

Zhao Xiaoxia was still ashamed, lowered her head and was embarrassed to speak.

Tang Guizhen didn't thank him at all, and went directly into the hall, and in order to show that he wouldn't eavesdrop, he deliberately closed the door of the hall.

Obviously, with one less outsider, Zhao Xiaoxia felt a lot more comfortable, but she still kept her head down.

Su Ran said to Aunt Sun again: "I have something I want to say to Xiaoxia alone, do you go and sit outside first?"

"I can't listen to it yet!"

Su Ran smiled: "I know you care about Xiaoxia and want to check everything for her, but since you have entrusted the matter to me, you have to believe me! Or do you think I will hurt Xiaoxia?"

"Why do you talk like this kid, how can I think like that!" Aunt Sun first gave Zhao Xiaoxia a look and reminded her to be longer-sighted, but Zhao Xiaoxia kept her head down and couldn't receive a signal at all.

Aunt Sun had no choice but to shout, "Xiaoxia, have a good chat with Xiao Ran." ”

Zhao Xiaoxia nodded and answered in a low voice.

After Aunt Sun went out, Zhao Xiaoxia's nervousness faded a lot, raised her head and glanced at Su Ran quickly, and quickly lowered her head: "You, don't you think, I'm very ugly now?"

"You're not ugly, it's that this makeup isn't for you. ”

"Really?" Zhao Xiaoxia asked, still not so confident.

In the original book, Zhao Xiaoxia did not appear much, and the longest time was that the original owner was unwilling to introduce her to the industry to shoot a wall calendar.

The cruel words said by the original owner were all to protect Zhao Xiaoxia from being defiled, but Zhao Xiaoxia misunderstood her and broke with the original owner.

Later, the original owner was disqualified from the art examination by the Beijing Film Academy and withdrew from school in frustration, while Zhao Xiaoxia was admitted to the Beijing Normal University and became a teacher.

Su Ran asked Zhao Xiaoxia to wipe the excess floating powder on her face, and took her to sit down on the bench under the eaves.

"What is your dream?" asked Su Ran.

Zhao Xiaoxia didn't answer.

Su Ran himself said: "My dream is to be admitted to the Beijing Film Academy, become an actor, act and make movies, and let everyone in the world know me and know me!"

"Didn't you become a model, why did you want to be an actor again?"

Su Ran pointed to his heart: "Because I have a dream, a plan for the future, and I'm working hard for it!"

"I ......" Zhao Xiaoxia bit her lip and stopped talking.

Su Ran found from Zhao Xiaoxia's demeanor that she seriously lacked self-confidence and caution, which was not only inconsistent with the original book, but also different from Zhao Xiaoxia in the memory of the original owner.

Su Ran asked, "Do you have something on your mind?"

Su Ran's words touched Zhao Xiaoxia, she suddenly covered her face and cried, crying very freely, so that Su Ran did not coax her, persuade her, or ask her for the first time, but sat aside and accompanied her silently.

After Zhao Xiaoxia released her emotions, the makeup on her face had been completely spent, she wiped it with her hand a few times casually, and spoke in a dumb voice:

"In the past few days, my mother has been whispering in my ear all the time about how much money you have earned and what you have bought for the family, constantly urging me to find you and let you take me to make money.

But I also have a wall calendar at home, and I've seen what models look like and what kind of bodies they have!

I know I'm not as pretty and short as you, so I can't be a model. But my mother didn't think I could do it, and I couldn't persuade her, so I kept looking in the mirror to show her my shortcomings, telling her that I couldn't do it, but she couldn't listen to it at all!

She woke me up at four o'clock this morning, picked out my clothes, made me make-up, and said anything to amaze the audience, but I felt like a clown! a clown waiting to be seen in a joke!

Su Ran, you say, is there really a photographer who is willing to take a picture of me with a freckles and an extremely ugly face? You tell the truth, I can bear it!"

Su Ran said: "The freckles on your face can be covered with makeup, your facial features are not ugly, you can show your figure from different angles when you are short, and then the lens can always shoot some good shots." But!"

Su Ran's words turned, and his tone became heavier, "You don't have confidence, how can a person who can't find his own shining point show his best side in front of the camera?"

"Do I also have a glow?" Zhao Xiaoxia asked with a confused expression.

"Everybody!"

"Really? Su Ran, you don't know, I've been looking in the mirror for my shortcomings these days, so much so that now when I walk on the road, someone looks at my legs more, and I feel that they laugh at me in my heart for being short, and when I look at my face more, I feel that they are laughing at my freckles, and I especially want to cover my face, but I don't even have the courage to do this, I only dare to lower my head and walk away quickly. ”

Su Ran didn't expect Zhao Xiaoxia to be so sick by Aunt Sun, and said: "Don't drill the horns, besides, there are many people with beautiful figures who want to be models but are rejected!

"Really?"

"Really, why don't you have talent?"

"You were born to eat this bowl of rice, right?"

"I didn't pick up this bowl of rice all at once, it was all about hard work. Su Ran patted Zhao Xiaoxia on the shoulder and encouraged her, "If you have a goal, you will move forward towards the goal, and if you have a dream, you will work hard to achieve it, don't be pushed forward, let alone live up to yourself!"

Zhao Xiaoxia looked at Su Ran fixedly, and she suddenly found that she couldn't understand this best friend who grew up with her since childhood.

"You've changed. Zhao Xiaoxia used a firm tone for the first time.

"Because I don't want to be dictated by other people's lives. ”

"Can I not listen to my mother?"

"Don't veto them all at once, you should learn to judge what you shouldn't listen to. ”

Aunt Sun thinks that Zhao Xiaoxia is her baby, she loves her very much on weekdays, takes care of her carefully, and does not allow anyone to say that Zhao Xiaoxia is not good, this is a deep love for licking calves.

At the same time, in the name of being good for Zhao Xiaoxia, Aunt Sun forced Zhao Xiaoxia to do what she didn't want to do, which made her fall into appearance anxiety, and she was about to be depressed and not give up!

Such a mother's love is complicated and difficult to understand, how to deal with the mother-daughter relationship, only Zhao Xiaoxia herself has the right to speak.

When Zhao Xiaoxia was pondering, Su Ran sat next to her and accompanied her silently, watching Zhao Xiaoxia slowly straighten her back, and watching Zhao Xiaoxia's gaze gradually firm!

"I have made a decision - I don't want to be a model or actor, I want to be a teacher, I want to be a teacher like Sister Yan, standing on the podium to teach and educate people!"

Su Ran smiled, it turned out that Zhao Xiaoxia's dream was to become a teacher.

In the original book, Zhao Xiaoxia made this decision after being criticized by the original owner.

Now, Zhao Xiaoxia has made this decision after being enlightened by her!

"I believe that with your hard work, you will definitely be able to pass the exam!" but ......" Su Ran pointed outside, "You have to pass the current level first." ”