Chapter 384: Pain
Even if she is an invincible female god of war who kills on the battlefield, she still has no way to control her tears at this moment.
Suzaku hurriedly wiped the sparkle on his cheeks, and his gaze completely dimmed.
Because she knew that Lin Hao took this step, which was equivalent to rejecting her.
However, at this moment, Xuanwu, who was in the corner of the room, suddenly closed his eyes, a bit of determination appeared on his face, and suddenly took a step forward, and said in a deep voice: "Boss, you wait a minute. ”
Lin Hao's footsteps paused slightly, then turned his head, and looked at Xuanwu with some surprise in his eyes.
Among the seven of them, Xuanwu has always been silent, and his strength is only at the middle level among the seven of them. On weekdays, even if the seven of them joked with each other, Xuanwu rarely participated in them.
This is a natural character, and even Lin Hao has no way to change it.
Standing here today, if it were Qinglong and the others, they might have persuaded themselves, but Xuanwu was standing here, and Lin Hao never thought that he would stand up.
Facing Lin Hao's puzzled gaze, Xuanwu slowly opened his eyes, and in his gaze, there was already an incomparably firm color in his eyes.
He took two steps forward calmly and came directly in front of Lin Hao.
Xuanwu looked at Lin Hao in front of him with blazing eyes, although there was still a bit of respect in his eyes, but more than that, it was unparalleled firmness.
He met Lin Hao's gaze straight and said in a deep voice, "Boss, it's been almost ten years since we followed you, right?"
Lin Hao was silent, and then nodded slightly.
Xuanwu smiled bitterly, a little reminiscence seemed to appear on his face, and he said softly: "Ten years ago, we were all young, and you were only eighteen years old, boss. ”
"And Suzaku was only sixteen years old at the time. In the first year we were together, you saved the entire Heavenly Punishment Squad, which is equivalent to saving all of our lives. ”
"And since then, in fact, everyone already knows that Suzaku has liked you in his heart, and you actually like her. ”
"In the years that followed, we spent time and night, and we all gradually deliberately left room for the two of you to be alone. ”
"The relationship between you and Suzaku is getting closer and closer, and we have always felt that the two of you will eventually come together and become a pair of immortals that everyone envies. ”
Speaking of this, Xuanwu suddenly smiled bitterly, his face was a little strange, and then he chuckled and said, "Perhaps, it is not a fairy couple, it should be regarded as a black wind and two evils." ”
Hearing this name, Lin Hao also suddenly laughed, the corners of his mouth were uncontrollable, and a smile with a bit of memory was evoked.
Indeed, as Xuanwu said, he and Suzaku did love each other back then. Although I didn't make it clear, it was only because I was on the battlefield.
They didn't know when they would die on the battlefield, so they both tacitly waited for the day they would leave the battlefield.
At this moment, Xuanwu's face gradually became heavier, and he said softly: "Five years ago, our Heavenly Punishment Team came to the vicinity of Quanzhou City to carry out a mission, and after that time, everything changed. ”
"You met Qin Zhongling. Although I don't know what happened, in just a few days, Qin Zhongling has become your wife. ”
"Although we all admit that Qin Zhongling is also a very good woman, she is also very beautiful. But in our hearts, we are actually unwilling. ”
"For five years, we've been hoping that you'll change your mind. Everyone thinks that they haven't seen each other for five years, and when they meet again, it may be the time when you and Qin Zhongling divorce and marry Suzaku. ”
"However, this time, we came to Quanzhou City with you full of hope, but everything was completely different from what we imagined. ”
"When I say this today, I just want to ask you, what kind of status does Suzaku have in your heart? Compared with Qin Zhongling, which is more important?"
"Boss, I don't want you to run away from your heart. In our eyes, you have always been the invincible and invincible god of war. Your courage and firmness are qualities that we cannot hope for. ”
"In terms of feelings, I also hope that you can continue to be as bold and firm as you are on the battlefield. So my question is not just asking you, and it doesn't represent the attitude of a few of us. ”
"I'm just representing the others, and I'm just making a reminder to you, Boss, to remind Boss to face up to his heart and not to continue to run away. ”
"Otherwise, you are not only sorry for Suzaku's love for you for ten years, but also sorry for yourself. ”
After finishing speaking, Xuanwu silently took two steps back and stood by the wall again, as if the words just now did not come out of his mouth at all.
However, after Xuanwu said this, Lin Hao was already standing in place in a daze, and there seemed to be some emptiness in his eyes.
In his mind, the experience of this whole decade kept coming to mind.
During the past ten years, he spent almost every day with the members of the Heavenly Punishment Squad. Among them, the one who has the most contact is Suzaku.
In the past five years, Lin Hao has hidden all his feelings for Suzaku deep in his heart, and gradually added an indestructible lock to firmly lock his heart.
Even if Suzaku expressed his heart several times, Lin Hao suppressed the deepest thoughts in his heart.
However, now, hearing Xuanwu's words, he directly stripped Lin Hao's heart for the past ten years.
In front of his eyes, it seems that he is constantly replaying the scenes of getting along with Suzaku in the past ten years. Lin Hao's gaze gradually softened, but under this softness, there was still an extremely violent struggle and hesitation.
Behind him, Suzaku looked at Lin Hao in a daze. She waited quietly, not pressing, not urging.
After a long time, Lin Hao's face became extremely pale, and his eyes were full of pain.
At a certain moment, Lin Hao suddenly moved.
He slowly raised his hands, looked at his white and slender palms in a daze, and muttered to himself: "I never think that I am a good person, my hands, I don't know how many people's blood is stained." ”
"But I have the bottom line that I insist on in my heart, I have to bear my mistakes when I make them, and I can't regret what I have done. I can't hurt anyone close to me because of my own reasons. But what do I do now?"
At this time, Lin Hao's body trembled slightly, and his eyes were full of pain. Xuanwu in the corner lowered his head slightly, and his face was full of sighs.
As for Suzaku, he gently covered his lips and cried silently.
In fact, they all know very well what is really painful in Lin Hao's heart. As Lin Hao said, he didn't want to be sorry for anyone closest to him.