Chapter 14: Jiang Yunci's Monologues
My name is Jiang Yunci, and I am actually a very ordinary Beiyou person. For Beiyou, he has always had a wolf ambition for the cold country. Actually, I didn't, when I was a child, I was in a small town, and Beiyou has always been a place where materials are scarce, and this has led to most of the people in Beiyou, in fact, they are not living a good life.
Hanguo has always been notoriously rich in Kyushu, and there are many people in the north who are full of longing for it, and I, because of family reasons, my mother starved to death in the famine in order to protect our family.
My father was a veteran who had retired from the battlefield and had been at home since he lost his leg in a battle. Although his father is a soldier, he has always had a hurdle in his heart that he can't get over, because that battle was when his father followed the general at that time to plunder the supplies of the cold country. However, this is an immoral war, but Beiyou has coveted the cold country for too long, and when that raid, the defenseless frontier people were slaughtered by Beiyou's army, and the scene of blood flowing all over the wilderness, my father couldn't stand the condemnation of this conscience in his sleep.
And after his father's death, he still has such guilt. And after that, it was Beiyou's edict to recruit troops to attack the Han country again. I made military achievements in battle after battle, and in the end, I was made a general by the king of Beiyou.
However, in fact, I have always been reluctant to have such an ambition for the cold country, Cang Liao is honest and knows etiquette, and the people are insufficient and can be governed, since ancient times and today, there is no one. But now that I'm in this position, I just want to do something for our country.
Beiyou should not be built on the plundering of the cold country, and all the poverty should perhaps be found in our own country. It's just that this court, this person who was originally in a high position, is actually such a face, when I am in this position, I really feel that those who used to be high, exuding arrogance or grace and nobility, when they really show their faces, it turns out that it is no less than the quarrel of the shrew in the market.
Those conspiracies and the competition of interests, in fact, I don't want to participate in it at all, I just have the only obsession with the safety of this country, I don't have the concept of honoring my ancestors, because our poor family has no big family inheritance at all, and after my father died, I was left with only myself.
But it seems that because of this, I have lost a lot of trouble in this general's position. I have no family to threaten, no temptation to win over, and I don't have anyone to care about, so to speak, I only have the people of this world to miss.
However, when the kings began to fear me for my merits, I felt a deep disappointment in the country, but the corruption of the court had nothing to do with my will, and I needed such power to defend my country, and I hoped that my country would become rich and strong, and no longer go to the ugly land of coveting the cold country.
So I don't know when I started to try not to get close to the court, and if I was guarding the border, I would have avoided this.
Later, in the midst of the split, I received a secret letter that there was no arrow at all. I know what it is, and when the previous general handed me over his position, he told me a lot of rules. It's just that the purpose of the current people is just to split, which I know very well, and I have thought that there is no one else in the current Beiyou who can afford such a country, so I don't mind continuing to support the current king.
It's just that in the end, I was still calculating step by step, and I had to launch another attack on the cold country during my position. Speaking of attacking the Han Kingdom, in fact, such ambitions have never disappeared in Beiyou, but because of me, they have always been suppressed.
While guarding the frontier, I met a Han man who was thrown directly into my tent by my arraignator. At first glance, he was a very thin Hanguo man, and then when he knew that he was a girl, he was actually a little surprised in his heart.
I've never seen such a disgraced look, almost swallowed up by death, and when this girl told me that she could help me conquer the cold country, I just smiled, in fact, I didn't want to have such ambitions for the cold country at all, but this country, has it been so betrayed and separated from relatives to such a point? can let a little girl in the cold country have such a heart to take refuge and try to use the enemy country in every possible way?
But I didn't tell her what I thought, I just wanted her to continue, but she was a little girl, and I didn't know why I wanted to meet her skills. It was an inexplicable feeling, and then it was a very surprising result, her ability to foresee and her special ability to summon ghosts, as well as her magical skills, amazed many in the army.
It's just the idea of attacking the cold country, but it still doesn't make me happy. So I told her what I thought, but I also knew that once I confessed, this stubborn and intelligent girl would start to think of ways to use me. But what does it matter? I don't know why, just calmly cooperate with her actions, because all the people have not let go of this ambition, this battle, sooner or later, will be fought, and it cannot be stopped at all.
It's just that when I led back to the court for the first time, when this girl rescued my predicament outside the court, I went out to look at the wet girl, and suddenly my heart softened. Such a little girl, a person from the cold country, how could she bear to hurt her like this?
It's just that the little girl, it seems that her heart belongs, that day's tent, she suddenly seemed to sense something, and ran out of the camp in a panic, I just stood in the distance, far away, far away to see the little girl saw the people on the dirt slope not far away. From a distance, I can't see the appearance clearly, I can only know that it is a man.
At first, they seemed to be arguing, but when the man made a move, I was about to make a move, but I saw the gesture of the two, and the man kissed the little girl, yes...... Who?
I don't know why, my mood was inexplicably a little low, until I returned to the palace, and the girl showed me a different expression for the first time because of the third prince.
Is it the Third Prince? I just guessed like this, but the girl's expression suddenly reminded me, yes, I am a character who is used by them, and what I have should not be for the people of Beiyou? Why am I confused now because of such a trivial matter?