Chapter 248: Inexplicable Guilt
I paused for a moment, and then continued a little tiredly: "But I am different from her, she regards the living beings of the world as grass, and countless innocent people have lost their precious lives because of her selfish thoughts. How can I love, protect, and tolerate her because of my selfishness?"
"But... Xiang'er still had a lot of confusion after listening to my words, but found that I had fallen asleep again at this time. Xiang'er gently covered the quilt for me, turned around and walked out of the room.
"Your brother's words confuse you?" asked Bai Jue Daojun in his room, his eyes slightly closed.
Xiang'er stood aside and nodded and said, "Well, I didn't understand." I find it a bit contradictory. ”
Bai Jue Daojun opened his eyes, looked at Xiang'er kindly and said: "There are many things in the world that are contradictory, and there may not be absolute right and wrong, many things just depend on the choice of the person concerned. Your brother's choice is not wrong, and his feelings for that girl are not wrong. In fact, it is rare for your brother to make such a choice in this matter. There are many things that you have to experience and feel for yourself before you can understand them. ”。。。。
Two days later, I woke up again, and this time I was significantly more recovered than before. Under the care of Bai Jue Dao Jun Chao and Xiang'er's careful care, my body began to improve day by day.
According to Bai Jue Daojun, the price I paid for using the Heaven Voyeur Technique to reverse the universe this time was not small, and I was destroying Qu Zhaolin's Blood Sacrifice Array at the cost of everything I had. Although I didn't die, the aura in my body was completely emptied, and my cultivation retreated directly from the peak of the Dew Transformation Realm to the early stage of the Transformation Dew Realm.
In other words, not only have I lost all my strength in the past few years since I said goodbye to my master and left the valley, but my current strength is basically not as good as when I was in the valley. What's more, Bai Jue Dao Jun speculated through some subtle characteristics on my body that I may have paid the price of thirty years of life this time.
Of course, these things don't matter to me now, there are many young people like me in this world who are supporting the future of Middle-earth, and I believe that Mo Feiyuan and Xu Zilan will one day sweep away the Sacred Heart Sect. Therefore, everything in Middle-earth does not matter with me or without me. I'll just die peacefully in the back mountains of the Kunlun Sect, maybe only after I have no strength, can I get the life I want.
Yu Qinrui also came down from the mountain to see me a few times, and it turned out that Yu Qinrui took Bao Longer to Kunlun Mountain and never left. It's just that I, as the owner of Hua Ruoqiu, since I returned to Kunlun Mountain, Hua Ruoqiu can clearly feel my current situation. Then, Hua Ruoqiu's emotions were uncontrollable.
Hua Ruoqiu's most evil poison, it is impossible for the powerful ancestors of our Kunlun sect to let her go up the mountain to see me. So, Hua Ruoqiu threatened the Earth Immortal Ancestors of our Kunlun Sect, saying that if she was not allowed to go up the mountain, she would directly break out the poisonous mist and destroy Kunlun Mountain.
As soon as these words came out, Hua Ruoqiu was directly pressed to the ground by an invisible force, if it weren't for Yu Qinrui's request for the Yuehai Dao people to arrive in time, Hua Ruoqiu would have been destroyed by our Earth Immortal Ancestors at that time.
Afterwards, Yu Qinrui finally stabilized Hua Ruoqiu's impulse to go up the mountain to see me, but Hua Ruoqiu said that she wanted to go out of Kunlun Mountain to avenge me, and she would go directly to Cangqi to poison those Sacred Heart Sects who had harmed me like this.
Let's not say that the earth immortal ancestors of our Kunlun faction let her out of Kunlun Mountain, just say that if Hua Ruoqiu really let her go to Cangqi Country, if Hua Ruoqiu's current strength breaks out voodoo with all her strength, most of the Cangqi Kingdom and Wu Kingdom will fall directly.
Therefore, in order to prevent Hua Ruoqiu from running around and causing trouble, Yu Qinrui could only take Wukong to watch Hua Ruoqiu in Wuyan's cave. Soon, Bao Long'er's master personally came to Kunlun Mountain to pick up Bao Long'er, the reason was that he was going to take Bao Long'er to attack the newly established Demon Kingdom.
They have a deep hatred for the Demon Dao, so in the matter of fighting against the Sacred Heart Sect, the Reverse Life Gate must spare no effort. It is said that Yin Li of the Emperor Temple also accompanied the two masters of the Emperor Temple to the front line of the battle against the Demon Kingdom.
To be honest, I'm very afraid of seeing Yu Qinrui now, every time I see Yu Qinrui, I always have an inexplicable sense of guilt in my heart for some reason, and I always feel as if I am sorry for Yu Qinrui. Even when I talk to Yu Qinrui, I always consciously or unconsciously avoid Yu Qinrui's calm eyes.
I also know in my heart that I have never longed to take Yu Qinrui for myself because of my own selfish desires, and I have never expressed a trace of ambiguity about Yu Qinrui. However, Yu Qinrui has been silently behind me without asking for anything in return, supporting me in everything I do, and doing her best to help me deal with the troubles I have left behind.
If Yu Qinrui can come and tell me like a normal person that she is doing this because she loves me, then this matter can be solved in a normal way. However, Yu Qinrui didn't ask for anything, she didn't express anything, she just wanted to do it, and she was by my side at her master's command.
While I had been struggling with how to deal with Yu Qinrui now, Yu Qinrui didn't take these things to heart at all, as if nothing had happened to her. I even have some doubts that after Yu Qinrui heard about me and Qu Zhaolin from others, she didn't understand what happened between me and Qu Zhaolin...
The Wasteland Ice Fields in the north of Yanyun Country, more than four months ago, Youluomen led a large army out of the depths of the Wasteland Ice Fields and began to slowly march in the direction of Yanyun Kingdom. The Ghost Gates, which have been hiding in the wasteland ice field for hundreds of years, can be said to have poured out of the nest this time, with 180,000 ghost corpse legions, 270,000 skeleton legions, and 220,000 zombie legions, and the combat power of these three legions is enough to fight against millions of regular armies.
As the main force of the Ghost Sect, the Ghost Sect disciple legion has been hiding in the back of the army and has not shown up so far, Yan Yunguo sent countless scouts have not found out the exact location of this army, and even the number of troops can only be roughly estimated at about 220,000 people.
In the face of the menacing army of Youluomen, the emperor of Yanyun Kingdom immediately issued an edict announcing that Yanyun Kingdom had entered a state of combat readiness. The treachery of the imperial family of Yanyun Kingdom back then had long been a well-known secret, so at this time, everyone knew that the Ghost Sect was preparing to take advantage of the Sacred Heart Sect's disturbance of Central Continent to report this pent-up hatred to Yanyun Kingdom that had been suppressed for hundreds of years.
But the Ghost Gate did not rush to launch a frantic attack on Yan Yunguo as everyone guessed. The speed of the entire Ulomon army was very slow, and after reaching the border of Yanyun Kingdom, the Ulomon army lined up the three armies horizontally, pulling out a battle line nearly a thousand miles long.