Chapter 181: Familiar and unfamiliar
The man's face is as handsome and dignified as it is, and his deep and dark eyes stare at her with distinct and intense feelings, as if he is studying her, and as if he is actually just confirming his own heart.
Sheng Yixing lifted his eyelids, a thick pain passed through his eyes, and he looked at the woman in front of him as if he was seeking verification, "Do you remember?"
She blinked her eyes and explained softly, "That...... That's what I hear nurses call you......"
Could it be that she was called wrong?
It shouldn't be!
Sheng Yixing had heard the name so many times since she woke up that it was even clearer than she remembered her own name.
The light in the man's eyes dimmed instantly, and there was a lot of pain in his eyes, and he looked at her silently.
That appearance was deep and unpredictable, and the more time passed, the more Lin Qingshuang felt furious in his heart.
"What can you think of? Anything!"
The man didn't give up, and then asked again.
But what ushered in was the pair of eyes that were so clear that there were no waves, only confused, Sheng Yixing's heart throbbed, and he was even speechless.
The man staggered to his feet and walked briskly towards the outside of the ward.
Lin Qingshuang curled up with her hands and hugged her body, only to feel that her body was a little colder.
What should she remember?
But she really can't remember it at all!
The woman stretched out her little hand and pounded her head in annoyance, but she still didn't think of anything and found nothing.
Looking at the empty ward, and being alone, my heart was stained with deep anxiety and anxiety for no reason.
I heard from the nurse that she was in a serious car accident.
But what had she forgotten?
Does it matter?
This uneasiness that I couldn't know swept through her body.
In the examination room, the attending doctor is putting one brain CT scan after another on the display screen, his brows are tightly locked, and his face is full of seriousness.
At first I thought she was hurt and stimulated too much, and I didn't want to remember that. But now it seems that she has forgotten all about it!"
After the doctor checked and compared the films one by one, he thought for a while before he spoke, "Miss Lin's situation should be the sequelae caused by the car accident, and she has amnesia!"
"Amnesia?"
The man's thin lips were slightly raised, his eyebrows were steep, and although he had suspicions in his heart, he was a little unbearable when the facts were in front of him.
Sheng Yixing didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he walked out of the doctor's room.
I kept thinking about the doctor's words, "Accident amnesia is also divided into different situations, some are lifelong, and some of the blood stasis and accumulation in the mind gradually dissipate over time, and then maybe one day the memory will come back." ”
"What the outside world can do is to take her to more familiar places and talk about some things that happened in the past, which will help promote the patient's memory recovery ......"
Amnesia!
The two emotions in his heart were mixed together, on one side was happy, happy that Lin Qingshuang had no memory after this.
The pain of the past will also be covered up with the blank of this memory, and he can face her with a new look and start anew.
Sheng Yixing was afraid, worried, worried that those hurts and hatreds were gone, and the only remaining love was gone.
I am afraid that one day, when Lin Qingshuang wakes up and breaks free from this woven net representing happiness, even the only remaining love will be replaced by the disgust of deception.
Contradictions and entanglements filled the man's heart, and the man's pace gradually slowed down, and he hesitated at the door.
He stretched out his hand several times to push the door in, grabbed the woman's shoulders and told her firmly that he was not the so-called president Sheng in her mouth, but another intimate relationship.
The man has always lost the courage to hold on.
Hurried footsteps walked behind Sheng Yixing from far and near, and a cold voice with a little questioning sounded from behind the man, "Amnesia, do you know what you're talking about?"
Lin Jin couldn't believe it, his sister had been in a coma since she got out of danger, and he and Sheng Yixing took turns keeping vigil these days.
Lin Jinrang, who was originally sleeping lightly, received the news that Lin Qingshuang was awake when he received the news that Li Tezhu had awakened, but also received the bad news of her amnesia.
"Go in and feel it yourself!" Sheng Yixing raised his eyes to meet Lin Jin Rang's eyes, staring straight at him without the slightest dodge because of his questioning.
Looking at Shangsheng Yixing's eyes, Lin Jin, who was originally incredulous, really missed a beat in his heart at this time, he knew what a man's look meant.
Is my sister really amnesia?
What about him? Does my sister remember him?
Lin Jinrang, an elegant gentleman like jade, had a flustered and stumbling appearance for the first time, and he directly skipped Sheng Yixing's body on one side, pushed open the door and walked in.
Sheng Yixing's gaze fell on the crack of the door that Lin Jin pushed open, and Hitomi couldn't help but shrink, and then pulled his lips self-deprecatingly and looked away.
What he lacked now was such an incalculable courage.
Du Ruxue, Su Linyun, heard the news of Lin Qingshuang's car accident, and rushed over as soon as possible.
They didn't go in to disturb her, but heard the news of Lin Qingshuang's amnesia, and they didn't have any taste in their hearts, for fear of bringing bad emotions to her, so the two of them stood quietly outside the ward and looked at the smiling woman inside.
"You are?"
In the ward, Lin Qingshuang had been detached from Fang Cai's uneasy loneliness, and was lying on the hospital bed bored, looking up at the sunlight projected on the wall outside the window, carefully emptying his head, in a daze.
The door was opened, and Lin Qingshuang subconsciously sat up from the bed and looked at the man who came in at the door with curiosity and expectation.
But he met a pair of warm and modest eyes, those eyes were as warm as water, not too sharp and not too feminine, just right to give people a feeling like a spring breeze.
Lin Qingshuang looked a little stupid for a while, but asked the person at the door with a blank smile.
The eyes fell on the forehead of the woman on the hospital bed wrapped in gauze, and the white and blue hospital gown hung on the woman's body like a cloth bag, which was enough to show how much the woman had lost weight.
Lin Jin let endure the emotions rushing in his heart, clenched his hands tightly, and let go as if he was deflated, and then looked at the pure and waveless eyes in front of him, and explained in a sound voice, "Qingshuang, I'm my brother!"
"Brother...... Brother?"
Lin Qingshuang muttered these two words in her mouth, and a trace of unexplained warmth rose in her heart, although after waking up, she faced people and things that were completely strange in her memory, with a little uneasiness and defense.
Facing the warm and warm man in front of her, Lin Qingshuang's heart had a little more inexplicable stability, she didn't know where such emotions came from, but she had an inexplicable determination and trust.
She lowered her eyes and thought silently for a while, looking at him with her spare eyes, only to find that the man's eyes kept falling on her body, with intimate pity.
Lin Qingshuang shrank up from the hospital bed, her hands were so nervous that she didn't know where to put them, and asked tentatively, "What's your name?"
Seeing her defensive, tentative look like a fawn, the man's face gradually eased from the pity and shock of Fang Cai.
He took a few steps closer to Lin Qingshuang with gentle steps, sat down in front of her hospital bed, and softly pursed his lips with a warm smile, "Lin Jin Rang!"
Lin Jin rang, Lin Qingshuang!
Sounds like family!
"The name is very good!" Lin Qingshuang muttered when she heard this, originally feeling in her heart that such a handsome person with such a beautiful name would be her brother.
But he didn't expect the emotion in his heart to be unconsciously revealed, and he suddenly looked embarrassed when he felt speechless, and lowered his head embarrassedly.
"That's natural, our mother took it!" Lin Jin let out a chuckle, the smile was only warm and kind, and it didn't make Lin Qingshuang feel any discomfort, but her lowered cheeks gradually became redder.
"The ......," the woman whispered.
"Call brother!" Lin Jin said succinctly.
Lin Jin Rang had gradually accepted the fact that his sister had lost his memory, and after worrying, he thought about it after thinking about it.
Everything in the past was too heavy and painful for my sister, and she had endured too much that she shouldn't have endured at this age, maybe it was her self-protection.
Then he will protect his sister well, and if she forgets everything, he will accompany her to start again.
“...... "Brother" Lin Qingshuang is not used to such an affectionate title, but she has a bunch of questions hidden in her heart, since it is her brother, it must be very intimate, so it should be nothing for her to ask some questions.
"Sheng Yixing, what is his relationship with me?"
Lin Qingshuang thought slightly, raised her eyes to look at Lin Jinrang, and asked.
Lin Jin let the originally warm smile freeze on his cheeks for a moment, he didn't expect that after his sister lost his memory, he still talked about Sheng Yixing.
His throat suddenly tightened, his eyes stared deeply at his sister, his face was cold, and his tone was inadvertently filled with a trace of helpless anger.
That man hurt her so deeply, even if he lost his memory, couldn't he escape?
Or that he shouldn't have let Sheng Yixing take care of his sister, Lin Jin suddenly made a secret decision in his heart.
This incident came so suddenly, and the amnesia was so unexpected, maybe it was really God's arrangement, he must guard his only sister, and he will never allow Sheng Yixing to appear in her life again.
"Inconsequential people, what's wrong?" Lin Jin said, pretending to be indifferent.
Lin Qingshuang has amnesia, but she has not become stupid, she can clearly feel Lin Jinrang's resistance to Sheng Yixing, as well as that angry emotion.
She kept asking herself in her heart, Sheng Yixing and Lin Jinrang, brother...... Mr. Sheng ......
Lin Qingshuang's mind suddenly became active, and she kept repeating these two names in her heart, and suddenly her mind tingled.
It was as if something had flashed through her mind, and she reached out to grab it, but couldn't.
There were many terrible voices around her, men, women, old people, children, some cursing, some mocking, some crying and laughing.
In an instant, her mind was filled with all kinds of noisy sounds, chaotic, and the nerves in her mind at the moment seemed to be tightly grasped by a big palm, tearing and aching in her mind.
"Ahh
"Qingshuang, what's wrong?" Lin Jin suddenly felt that something was wrong, and quickly stepped forward and asked tightly on his sister's shoulder.
At this time, Lin Qingshuang seemed to be out of control and fainted, screaming that she didn't know what she was doing.
She just wanted to get rid of all the sounds in her head, but the more she struggled, the louder the noise resounded in her head.
The woman screamed, and in the panic, she broke free of Lin Jinrang's arms, pulled the quilt and pillow on the side, and threw it around without purpose and direction, as if she wanted to drive away those unbearable cries in such a way.
Sheng Yixing was originally smoking in the smoking area, and watching the doctors and nurses rush towards the ward where Lin Qingshuang was staying, the man was shocked at the moment.
He tore the cigarette butt from his mouth, quickly threw it under his feet and extinguished it, and then trotted towards the ward.
By the time he arrived at the ward, the ward had been thrown and smashed into a mess, Lin Qingshuang was embarrassed, and the infusion needles had been torn by her and thrown to the ground.
The hand with the needle was pricked with blood, and blood was left everywhere because of this action.
Lin Jin Rang was no better, his neat clothes were torn apart, and his whole body was covered with large and small scratches, although the scratches were not very deep, there was also blood oozing out.
And he didn't care about his embarrassment at all, in order to prevent his sister from hurting him, he pressed her arm with one hand and couldn't stop bleeding, and one arm was being bitten by Lin Qingshuang.
Such a scene was so infiltrating that the nurses were stunned in place, not knowing how to react.
Sheng Yixing pushed everyone to step forward quickly, and when they saw the woman's embarrassed appearance, they were frightened in a low voice, "What is going on?"
Lin Qingshuang met Sheng Yixing's eyes in a trance, and couldn't help shrinking all over, trembling all over, reacting more violently, biting Lin Jin Rang's arm harder.
"Ho......" Lin Jin couldn't bear the pain, he couldn't help but snort, but he never pushed his sister away.
He knew that his sister was out of control now, and in order to ensure that she did something to hurt herself when she was out of control, he could only do this way, at least he was sober.
"Quick, pull the patient away, the family members go out, this is the patient is stimulated, come and help me!"
Sheng Yixing's angry shout made the doctor react, and quickly called a few bold nurses, stepped forward to pull Lin Qingshuang away, and kept her at a certain distance from Lin Jinrang.
Lin Jin rangtong watched with red eyes as a strip of cloth was stuffed in his sister's mouth to prevent her from biting herself, and then used a wide strip of cloth to tie her hands and stop the bleeding for her.