Everything in the country seems to be ordinary and quiet, Lin Qingshuang is busy taking care of her spiritual life every day, and this life is also fulfilling.

And the relationship between her and Sheng Yixing has gradually improved in the daily relationship.

Although she still disagrees with many of the man's practices, she can be more or less patient for the sake of her soul.

On this day, Lin Qingshuang prepared dinner as usual and waited for Sheng Yixing to get off work.

It's not deliberate, it's just that in the past few days, she is used to men getting off work on time to eat, and at this point in time, she can't help but wait for a while.

Next to her, she looked at her favorite sweet and sour chops, pouted and asked, "Mommy, when can we eat?" ”

Normally, at this point, Sheng Yixing has already returned home, and today is not just what's wrong, I haven't heard the sound of his car yet.

The voice of the heart made Lin Qingshuang's trance consciousness return, and she pursed her lips and was stunned.

What's wrong with you, you will wait for a man to get off work.

Taking a deep breath, Lin Qingshuang looked at her heart gently, stroked her little head and spoke softly.

"Since the soul is hungry, let's eat first. ”

Obviously, she pushed the man far away, but at this moment, her heart was empty, and she felt uncomfortable.

Lin Qingshuang ate a tasteless meal, and after the soul was full and drunk, the two stayed in the living room to play games.

is a subconscious move, Lin Qingshuang's gaze will always sweep in the direction of the gate, and it seems that the man will appear in the next second.

But until the time when the soul went to sleep, Sheng Yixing's figure still did not appear.

It was half past ten in the evening, and he rarely went home at this point.

After sending the soul to the room to fall asleep, Lin Qingshuang returned to the bedroom and sat on the bay window, looking at the road that led to the door of the house.

There was no prompt sound on the phone, and she kept clicking on the man's WeChat profile picture, and she didn't know what she was waiting for, but she was just enchanted.

She leaned lightly against the railing, looked out with a little astringent eyes, and yawned sleepily, but her body had no urge to go back to bed.

Holding the phone tightly, Lin Qingshuang closed her eyes and wanted to squint for a while, but she fell asleep while sitting groggily.

When she woke up again, her phone suddenly fell to the ground and made a muffled sound, which made her wake up suddenly.

Looking at the flashing mobile phone on the ground, she didn't care about the pain in her body and bent down to pick it up, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

She rubbed her swollen knees and lay on the bed, the WeChat page was still clean, the man had no news, and she didn't know if he was back.

A special feeling welled up in her heart, Lin Qingshuang touched the position of her chest, and wanted to cry bitterly.

She didn't understand where her emotions came from, and she was even more reluctant to admit that deep down in her heart, she cared about men.

She desperately told herself not to think about it and forced herself to sleep, but she still had no sleep all night, and kept her eyes open until dawn.

She looked unrefreshed after a night of sleep, and on her fair cheeks, the dark circles under her eyes were particularly obvious.

After a simple wash, she went downstairs to prepare breakfast for her soul, and just happened to run into Sheng Yixing who came out of the room.

The man was already fully dressed and looked like he was going to work.

Obviously, when he met Lin Qingshuang at this time, an intriguing expression also flashed on the man's face.

"Didn't you sleep well last night? ”

The man's gaze fell on the woman's cheek, frowned slightly, and asked with a vague concern in his tone.

The woman clenched her fists, unwilling to let the man see her embarrassment, and pretended to speak calmly.

"Nope. ”

Saying that, Lin Qingshuang turned around and went into the kitchen, and behind her, the man's figure hesitated for a moment before turning to leave.

The woman's figure stiffened slightly, she thought that the man would come forward to explain the late return of last night, but she never thought that all she was waiting for was the sound of the car engine starting when he left.

The melancholy feeling in her chest grew stronger and stronger, and as soon as she didn't pay attention, the sharp blade cut through the delicate skin on her fingertips.

Bright red blood flowed out of the wound, and she looked at the blood dripping on the ground, and then realized that she realized it and took water to rinse it.

The wound was not deep, and the bleeding quickly stopped, but the burning pain was never relieved.

For a moment, she couldn't tell whether it was the pain in the wound or the pain in her chest, forcing her tears to slide down her cheeks.

Breakfast was not finished, but the housekeeper came over and saw Lin Qingshuang standing in the kitchen crying with his fingers covered, so he quickly found the medicine kit and bandaged the wound.

"Madam, I'll prepare breakfast today, you can't touch the water if your finger hurts, go back and rest first." ”

At this time, Lin Qingshuang looked ahead with a dull gaze, and she couldn't guess what she was thinking in her heart.

The housekeeper sighed and went to make breakfast, while Lin Qingshuang sat on the sofa, blinking her eyes occasionally, and the whole person was like a soul puppet.

When Xinxin went downstairs, she saw Mommy sitting on the sofa, she rubbed her eyes and ran over with a look of surprise, and the little milk voice sounded sweet.

"Good morning, Mommy. ”

The voice of the heart pulled her back from her empty state, and she glanced up at her daughter, a forced smile on her face.

"Good morning to the soul. ”

The mind soon sensed that something was wrong with her mother, and her attention fell on her fingers wrapped in white gauze.

"Is Mommy's hand hurt?"

Lin Qingshuang wanted to shrink up too late, looked at her daughter and smiled awkwardly, and explained softly.

"Mommy accidentally touched it, and when the mind came back from school, it would be fine. ”

I remember that the troublemaker king in the class once broke his finger and bled a lot, and the nurse's sister bandaged him with such a wound.

"Mommy doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, the soul gives Mommy. ”

As he spoke, he carefully held Lin Qingshuang's hand and exhaled a warm breath with his mouth.

Seeing her daughter's well-behaved and sensible appearance, Lin Qingshuang's tears that she could not control broke the embankment again.

Seeing Mommy crying, my heart was even more anxious, thinking that I had hurt Mommy, so I quickly let go of her hand.

"Mommy doesn't cry, she doesn't cry, her heart doesn't touch your hands anymore. ”

The presumptuous tear glands no longer obeyed Lin Qingshuang's instructions at this moment, and more and more tears poured out of their eyes, frightening their hearts.

Lin Qingshuang hurriedly wiped the tears on her face, hugged her heart in her arms, smelled the unique milk fragrance on her body, and felt extremely relieved.

"Soul you have to promise Mommy, never leave me. I only have you, you can't leave me. ”

Although I couldn't understand why Mommy said this, my heart still nodded firmly and replied seriously. Old Friends Book House

"My heart will never leave Mommy. ”

At this age of the mind, she doesn't know what the difference means, but her words are enough.

The appearance of the heart greatly alleviated the pain in Lin Qingshuang's heart, and she forced herself to withdraw her tears and maintain a good state in front of her daughter.

"As long as my soul is always with Mommy, I am already content. ”

Saying that, Lin Qingshuang left a gentle kiss on her daughter's cheek, and then took her little hand and the two went to the restaurant to eat together.

After eating, she personally sent her soul to the kindergarten, watching her daughter jump up and down with her friends to the class, Lin Qingshuang's relieved eyes were a little bitter.

She turned around and prepared to go home, but looking at the vast sea of people, there was a feeling of not knowing where to go.

The place that could be called home for the time being was nothing more than a temporary residence given to her by Sheng Yixing.

And the current situation of the two is no longer suitable for living together, and she is considering whether to move out.

When I returned home full of worries, I happened to meet the assistant who was in a hurry, and saw Lin Qingshuang raise her face in surprise and say hello, "Hello madam." ”

The assistant usually doesn't come to the house, not to mention that Sheng Yixing is not at home at the moment.

So much so that Lin Qingshuang frowned, looked at him and asked suspiciously, "Is Sheng Yixing at home?"

As the words landed, Lin Qingshuang unconsciously clenched her fists, and her heart also clenched.

She couldn't tell herself, whether she wanted to see a man at the moment, or resisted his existence.

"The gentleman didn't come back, it was he who forgot to bring the documents in the morning, and I came back to help him get them. ”

Saying that, the assistant raised the document bag in his hand, looked at the time again, and a trace of anxiety flashed on his face, "Madame, it's too late, I have to go back quickly, this document is very important to the entire company." Because of this document, Mr. has been working for dozens of hours in a row. ”

Realizing that what he said was too much, the assistant quickly shut up, bowed slightly to Lin Qingshuang respectfully, and hurriedly drove away.

Lin Qingshuang was stunned in place, and her heart was suddenly so depressed, so Sheng Yixing came back so late last night for work?

The assistant's explanation made Lin Qingshuang's heart derive all kinds of conjectures self-defeating, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously raised a slight arc.

Realizing the terrible change in her mood, she patted her cheek, and her expression became solemn.

The existence of a man is just an obstacle for her, and she keeps giving herself psychological hints, but she finds that she is about to lose her heart.

A piece of news related to Sheng Yixing was able to make her depressed mood instantly improve a lot.

She was shocked by the influence of men on herself, and at the same time became more and more unable to see her own heart.

When there was nothing to do at home, Lin Qingshuang took the initiative to enter the man's study, and looked at the books on display in his cabinet, but he was a little surprised.

I don't think a man is the kind of person who will sit in the study for an afternoon with a book in his hand.

But she pulled out a book at random, and the densely marked handwriting on it made her have to admit that men can indeed do it.

She followed the traces left by the man, constantly exploring, and before she knew it, time flew by.

Or the ringtone of her mobile phone vibrating in her pocket pulled her back from the world of books immersed.

The caller ID was Sheng Yixing's mobile phone number, she was stunned, and then she answered and did not take the initiative to speak.

The two were silent for a few seconds before Sheng Yixing's heavy, slightly hoarse voice rang from the other end of the phone.

"What are you doing?"

It seemed that just a simple greeting made Lin Qingshuang feel an indescribable loss in her heart, but she replied obediently.

"Reading in the study. ”

Sheng Yixing did not prohibit Lin Qingshuang from entering and leaving his study, but he was really surprised.

"Why did you suddenly remember to read a book?"

As the man's voice landed. Lin Qingshuang's hand stroked the first page of the book, and his name was written over and over again, and his voice involuntarily became much softer.

"I just remembered it suddenly, so I'll take a look. Why not?"

Lin Qingshuang rarely spoke to him calmly, which made Sheng Yixing really surprised, and there was a little smile in the tone of his mouth.

"Why, you can go anywhere in the house, including my heart. ”

The man's sudden love words made Lin Qingshuang's blood gush all over her body, she swallowed her throat, and inexplicable emotions began to surge violently in her heart.

But when she spoke again, there was a reserve and calmness in her voice, so that Sheng Yixing couldn't hear a trace of abnormality.

"What's the matter with the call?"

Lin Qingshuang opened his mouth to ask, and Sheng Yixing remembered what the main purpose of this call was.

He coughed dryly, and his voice instantly returned to its original solemnity, "I'm going to be on a business trip for a while recently, and you can rest well at home during this time, and you can't tire yourself by taking care of your mind." ”

Hearing that the man was going on a business trip, Lin Qingshuang's subconscious mental activity turned out to be resistant. She clenched her phone, and spoke in a tone that she hadn't noticed.

"How long are you going to be on a business trip?"

Sheng Yixing couldn't answer this question for a while, and after hesitating for a moment, he took the initiative to explain it to the woman.

"There is something wrong with the company at the moment, I need to go abroad to solve it, I can't be sure about the time, it may be a few days, it may take a long time. ”

It has always been no problem to operate in the hands of Sheng Yixing, but this time the class encountered the Waterloo of his life.

Lin Qingshuang didn't know much about his company's affairs, and he couldn't help much.

But at the thought that she would not see a man for a long time in the future, the frequency of her heartbeat instantly became messy.

Lin Qingshuang's silence was something that the man didn't expect, he didn't know what he said wrong to make the woman unhappy.

When he was hesitating about how to explain, Lin Qingshuang's voice suddenly sounded.

"Take me with me, it just so happens that I also need to go abroad for a period of time, after all, I have forgotten the basic skills before, and I can't let others see that I am not professional. ”

As the woman's voice landed, the man didn't react for a while, these words actually came out of Lin Qingshuang's mouth, he couldn't believe it.

"Are you sure?"

The man's throat rolled, and he asked again in disbelief.

"If you think I'm going to get you in trouble, or if you don't want to take me, I won't force it. ”

Lin Qingshuang pursed her lips, and before she knew it, a smile had already crept up on her cheeks.

"Yes, very willingly. ”

In the next second, the man's extremely firm voice sounded, and there was a faint smile in it.

"I won't force it at all, I want you to join me. ”