Chapter 129: Each Has His Own Feelings1
Under the dim oil lamp, Guan Youshou looked at the white hair on his mother's head in front of him, and a sour feeling rose in his heart for a while, not a little joy, but a sense of loss.
He slowly closed his eyes and smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
I don't know why I suddenly have a sour nose, I know that my mother has some water to do drama, but I suddenly feel that I can understand.
As a son of man, one day in the future, as a father, he will also meet the day when the child who grows up is anxious to leave him and wants to be free.
I have always complained that my parents are holding on to my little things, and I have been complaining that my parents are too partial to the boss, but what if I put myself in my shoes.
Because of the difficult life experience in her early years, his mother left her with the habit of being cautious in everything, and the reason why she was anxious to grasp more things in her hands.
He Zeng was not worried that after the separation, one day there would be a situation of "unfilial piety and unfilial piety", He Zeng was not afraid of being snubbed and abused in the future, so he was in a hurry to have something to do.
Guan Youshou sighed secretly and stepped forward to support her, "Mother, it's the son who is unfilial." Don't cry, you can do whatever you say, I don't want chickens, keep them for you.
You can eat with confidence, and when your daughter-in-law raises chickens in the future, if you want to eat it, tell me, I will not lose you and my father if I lose anyone. In the future, if any of them don't want to support you and my father, I will take care of it alone. ”
Of course, I hope that when that day comes, you have already realized that all the eldest sons and grandchildren are false, and those who talk sweetly are soft knives with poison and no blood.
Aunt Guan suddenly howled loudly, and after a long time, she finally calmed down, and swallowed the only sentence, "I can't bear it, a good family is divided like this......"
The tears in Guan Youshou's eyes were almost scared by his mother. Not separating from his family and supporting his parents are two different things, and he finally broke away, but he didn't dare to agree.
He had no choice but to ask Uncle Guan for help, "Dad, you should persuade my mother." We are separated from each other, and you and my mother will no longer have to work hard to manage a large family in the future. ”
Uncle Guan was embarrassed to say that his wife just likes housekeepers, but now it is useless, it is rare for this son to say this, so it is better to accept it when he sees it.
He nodded and looked at his wife, "Child's mother, it's a separation, our son is still our son, don't think too much." One day, my sons will leave us alone, and I will accompany you in the future, and we will live by ourselves. If I walk in front of you and no one is filial to you, we will both go together. ”
These heart-wrenching words frightened the four Guan Youfu brothers to quickly shake their heads and replied in unison, "No, no, I won't." ”
"Okay, don't scare the children, let them go to bed early when they are divided early, and they still have to go to work tomorrow. After Uncle Guan comforted his wife, he looked at his sons with tears in his eyes, "In the future, you will have to rely on yourself, we are old and want to help you." ”
Guan Youlu hurriedly shook his head, looked at him with a guilty face, and said in a deep voice as if he had sworn an oath, "Dad, you and my mother are good enough, at least there is no debt left for us to pay off, what the third child said just now is what the son wants to say, and the son will definitely provide for you in the future." ”
Well, naturally, I don't even dare to ask for chickens!
Guan Xiaozhu, who was on the side, was suddenly so angry that he wanted to step forward and strangle his father. Can you compare with the third uncle? In the previous life, the family was almost out of the house, and they lived a very nourishing life.
But with no salt or oil at home, plus the rations in hand, how should the six mouths of a family survive until the day of this year's ration?
With Guan Youshou taking the lead, the rest is really nothing to divide, and the Guan family's chopsticks are not superfluous, all according to one person, one bowl and a pair of chopsticks.
The number of hoes and catalpa tools for working is basically a single portion, after all, everyone is still living together, and they can only be used first.
Later?
The eldest lady is here, unless she has a brain cramp for a while, there is no future at all.
Guan Ping'an has been looking at her father worriedly, secretly guessing that if she waits for herself to say that she has already obeyed the second elder a lot, will her father feel more guilty?
As an outsider, or nominal grandparents, Guan Ping'an understands that she really doesn't have much affection for them, nothing more than her father's parents.
As a result, she saw the scenes in front of her more clearly. Supporting the elderly, she agrees, "The old and the old, and the old, the young, and the young." ”
But the second elder is really reluctant to her father?
Not really.
Maybe her father also knows this, but like himself at the beginning, thinking that with his biological father's blood in his body, he always has to repay one or two.
But the facts tell you that it was wrong. Not to mention that their father and daughter have been the same passers-by for more than ten years, which of the concubines in the Manchu Mansion is worthy of his more glance?
Eccentric eye is a terminal disease that cannot be cured.
Even if the big house disappoints the second elder one day, the eldest son, who has been in pain for decades, only needs to squeeze out a few tears as long as his lower knees are soft......
How it should be or how it will be.
Such old people have seen a lot of themselves, whether they are high-ranking officials in the government and the opposition, or ordinary small farmers, they are all like this, and some are even willing to defile themselves.
Guan Ping'an hesitated again and again, but finally stopped telling his father what he had come. This day is still long, so let her father feel it for a while.
When she was paying attention, she didn't know that her little brother had already pouted, and he had sneaked out of the outhouse first.
Now he was in the dark, frowning at the door that only his sister had a way through, and then came to the barn on the right.
I saw him walk to a place, grab something and pick at the moonlight, and finally picked out two small shovels and quickly carried them back to his house.
Guan Tianyou thought about it and didn't feel at ease, he slipped back to the kitchen again, and glanced at the only kitchen knife with regret, of course, it was the same as the firewood knife in the warehouse, the bow and arrow, or something, the fate was the same, it had to be his uncle's.
Just as his father is not the eldest son, his grandparents will pull everything to his uncle, and if he is not his grandfather's eldest grandson, he will lose a big red envelope.
Why?
Guan Tianyou said that he was very unconvinced. I worked the least, ate the most and got the most, and for the first time realized that there is no fairness in this world.
The little man looked around, and found that there was really nothing to share with his own, so he was very disappointed, and walked behind Guan Xiaozhu and Guan Xiaolan.
He watched the adults start to weigh the rations, and pulled Guan Xiaolan, "Second sister, is the eldest brother going to learn carpenter work from grandpa in the future?"
Guan Xiaolan touched his little head amusedly, "Sanjin is going to school." Do you want to learn carpenter's work? ”
"My dad can't do anything without a family, and I can't learn. After Guan Tianyou finished speaking, he glanced at Guan Xiaozhu, and was secretly anxious in his heart, he usually looked at this villain and listened to the clever, why didn't he understand it this time?