Chapter 72: Sensibility and Reason (5/12)
The complexity of human nature is revealed in Wang Taika.
It can even be said that he is more vivid and real than most people. Because he has never been the same, but is constantly changing and growing.
He has a kind and peaceful side, as well as a vicious side. In fact, such a character is not only Wang Taika, but also in everyone.
But the difference is that Wang Taika separated his originally unified personality because of bipolar disorder.
If a normal person is calm when he is manic, he still retains hope when he is depressed. Then the king's card is completely separated: mania is mania, and depression is depression. Sensual things, pretentious to the extreme. Even a little cold-blooded and ruthless when rational.
Therefore, the torment of bipolar disorder to Wang Taika is not psychological depression, but spiritual antagonism.
A sensual Wang Taika can't be friends with Joo Hyun. But a rational Wang Taika makes Zhu Hyun appreciate it very much.
Although Joo-hyun doesn't know that Wang Taeka has such a different side, she is like a key that can open this side.
Half an hour passed in a flash, and Wang Taika and Zhu Hyun chatted quite harmoniously, not as strange as at the beginning. At this time, Li Suyuan and Pei Shiqi also finished chatting.
Pei Shiqi's expression was still very bad, but there was no more despair in his eyes. Li Suyuan had a fine expression, but her behavior was not as firm as it was at the beginning.
"Su Yuan Xi finished talking?" Wang Taika looked at the two of them and smiled, then borrowed a pen and paper from Li Su Yuan and wrote a string of numbers to Zhu Hyun.
"This is my phone number, there is something to call me. I won't bother you, don't worry. It was a pleasure to chat with you. Wang Taika's words were short and forceful, and there was no grinding at all.
"Oh, okay. I'm also happy to talk to you. Joo-hyun borrowed the note and didn't say anything more.
Wang Taika didn't care, but nodded at Pei Shiqi again, and left the store with Li Suyuan.
On the way back to the company, there was some silence.
"Oba, don't you want to ask me something?" asked Li Suyuan.
"Ask what?" Wang Taika did not stop: "Your business has nothing to do with me. ”
Li Suyuan was stunned for a moment, because Wang Taika's reaction was completely unexpected by her. In terms of Wang Taika's character, he will definitely be curious, or will say something. But at this moment, Wang Taika is indifferent, not the kind that wants to be captured, but completely indifferent.
"Oba, what's wrong with you?" Li Suyuan felt a little weird, if it weren't for the fact that it was daytime, she would almost think that she had recognized the wrong person!
"What?" Wang Taika looked at Li Suyuan and said, "Since you are prepared to come to Seoul alone, it is useless for others to say anything. I have no way out, and so do you!"
"What do you mean?" Li Suyuan became more and more puzzled.
"It's not interesting. Wang Taika shook his head: "You go back to the company by yourself, I suddenly have something urgent and want to go out." Good bye. ”
"Oba ......" Li Suyuan didn't expect Wang Taika to turn her head and leave so neatly, and her language was as if she was fined too much! Looking at Wang Taika's back, she couldn't figure out this person more and more.
Where is Wang Taika going at this time?
Of course, he went to a psychiatric clinic! Wang Taika found that he seemed to be a little abnormal at this time, if the previous episodes of bipolar disorder were still irregular, then at this time he felt as if he was in bipolar disorder all the time.
It's just that there are changes. Bipolar disorder is a constant shift between mania and depression. And now Wang Taika is always divided and transforms between reason and emotion.
Or even rather, a shift between a rational Albert and a sensual Otaka. Hovering between indifference and hypocrisy.
Wang Taika is sure that something is wrong with him, think about when did it start?
Ever since the quarrel between Wang Taika and Song Cilantro before going to the United States, the feeling of almost collapse has always been.
But then Zhieun-chan took Wang Taika to the psychological clinic and took some drugs to suppress bipolar disorder from the psychological clinic. And Wang Taika has never stopped taking this drug from the time he went to the United States to the present.
But even though he had already taken this drug, why did he beat Park Myung-so in excitement when he was in the United States?
At that time, I only felt angry and couldn't bear it. But in retrospect, such a character seems to be completely different from what I thought I thought was Wang Taika!
In addition, after the moment when she just met Joo-hyun, Wang Taika felt more and more that the medicine didn't seem to be quite right. Bipolar disorder, which had been slightly relieved, seems to be more severe. Even more terrifying!
The company's parking shed, riding directly on the electric car intends to go out. At the gate of the company, I met Yun'er.
Yun'er was about to go out and continue to run the show, but when she saw Wang Taika, she remembered the previous misunderstanding, so she thought about saying hello to ease the relationship.
If you can, you can explain it privately to clear up any misunderstandings. It couldn't be better. After all, Wang Tai is stuck in Yun'er's eyes, and she is also a relative.
"Wang Taika!" Yuna smiled and waved.
"Huh?" Wang Taika stopped the car and looked back at Yun'er, with an indifferent look in his eyes: "What's the matter?"
"I ......" Looking at the cold look in Wang Taika's eyes, and feeling the stiffness of the language, Yun'er swallowed everything she wanted to say.
"What?" Wang Taika looked at Yun'er and continued to ask, "Hurry up and tell me something, I still have something." ”
"No, go slowly. Yuna felt a little aggrieved. No matter what, she can't bear everything, right? It was just a misunderstanding at the beginning, is it necessary to do this? I always said that it was my family or something, but now Wang Taika is like this, it is completely another person's feeling. Cold, like a stranger.
"Well, goodbye. Wang Taika nodded, but he didn't think too much about it. In addition, he is in that sane mood now, and there is no sense of amiability at all.
At this time, Wang Taika had no intention of playing with others. Immersed in extreme indifference, he is actually more anxious than anyone else.
Wang Taika even felt very pitiful, as if he had practiced the wrong martial arts, maybe one day he would really go crazy and go crazy!
Wang Taika rode away directly, and at the same time, depression and mania in his heart actually appeared at the same time. At this moment, when he goes to the psychological clinic, it is no longer like going to see a doctor, but to smash the store!
Because Wang Taika really suspects that the medicine prescribed by this quack doctor is wrong!
......
Before Yun'er could wave her hand, Wang Taika's figure had already disappeared at the intersection. His mouth moved, and he didn't say anything. The hand was raised, and it was awkwardly put back.
The heart is sour. Yuna even feels that she has a spell on her body, as long as she is close to someone, she will eventually leave her.
Really, it seems that from childhood to adulthood, no matter who it is, as long as you are a little closer to Yun'er, it won't be long before you leave. No matter how hard Yun'er tries and how well she grasps it, none of the people who want to leave can be retained.
He and Wang Taika first met, and it was an exception. An impossible person unexpectedly became Yuna's parent.
Later, Wang Taika was still an exception. Yuna originally thought that a person with a character like Wang Taika might really be able to be a relative all the time. But he was still unexpected...... Left.
Yun'er got into the car silently, looked at the people coming and going outside the car, held back the tears of grievance, and suddenly smiled stupidly, but the smile was very distressing.
"It's okay, anyway...... I'm used to it, too. ”