Chapter 15: I'm afraid
She screamed, trying to wake him up to his senses and make him let go of himself.
But he was still immersed in his own world, and didn't give him any response except for the strength of his hands.
Zhou Yan looked at her, and the past was like a slideshow, projecting in his mind one after another.
Why, the people around him are betraying him one after another. The woman in front of her is the same, and the warmth is also...
He gave him all the warmth, but in the end, he couldn't match the man's words.
The more Zhou Yan thought about it, the more hateful he became, and when he looked at Shen Ruonian's familiar face, he recognized her as warmth, and he transferred all this resentment to Shen Ruonian.
"Why don't you love me?!" he said, crying, almost trembling.
Obviously, he worked so hard to give his heart.
Why be so cruel to him!
His mind was full of the scene of the suicide with warmth, and his mouth repeated this sentence over and over again.
Zhou Yan had completely regarded her as warmth, and his eyes were full of anger, as if he would not stop until he reached his goal.
Shen Ruonian was pinched by him, and the thinner and thinner air in her mouth made her panic.
Therefore, she didn't care what Zhou Yan said, she just pushed him vigorously so that she could regain her air.
"Zhou ...... Yan ......" she struggled to make her voice heard, "You let go...... Me!"
But as if he hadn't heard what she said, he didn't react at all.
The situation was critical, and Shen Ruonian suddenly thought of how her father had comforted her when she was angry before.
When she was in a hurry to go to the doctor, she just had the mentality of giving it a try, put her hand behind Zhou Yan's back, and changed the posture of confrontation between the two into a hug.
She gasped, trying to get some air.
Hands caressed his back, trying to calm him down, and said slightly, "Good, everything will pass." ”
I don't know if her tone soothed him, or if he didn't want to kill her, anyway, he pinched her hand and gradually relaxed.
Shen Ruonian immediately saw hope and continued to follow the actions just now.
When his hand was completely released from her, she jerked him forward and hugged him.
It seems to be comforting him, and it seems to be for her own safety. After all, no matter what Zhou Yan does, she will have time to react.
Zhou Yan gradually settled down in her arms, and kept repeating a name in her mouth until she finally disappeared.
Shen Ruonian, who had regained his breath, gasped heavily, and his soul was still undecided, and he didn't hear what he was saying until the end.
Shen Ruonian, who was gradually recovering, slowly pushed him away.
Turning his gaze to his injured hand again, he couldn't help but sigh.
The wound that had been cleaned up opened again, and the condition was even more serious than before.
She glanced at him, and finally bandaged him again with kindness.
But fortunately, Zhou Yan didn't make any time out of the ordinary this time, and was so well-behaved like a child that she let her fiddle with.
After the bandaging was done, Shen Ruonian put away the medicine box.
wiped his neck, and when he saw his palm, he couldn't help but be stunned, his neck was already full of blood on his palm.
"I'm afraid. ”
The big man of more than one meter and eight meters shrunk on the sofa, his face was haggard, his eyes were dull, and his handsome face did not show the slightest vitality. Zhou Yan muttered in a daze.
"Afraid of what?"
"I'm afraid of a person. ”
Zhou Yan wrapped his arms tightly around him, looking like a child.
Zhou Yan ...... With me......"