Following Wu Xiulian, we walked through a forest and climbed up for more than ten minutes before we came to a mountain wall.

There is a cave here, I remember when I was a child, I used to come there, usually to swim in the lake, and then come here to escape the summer and eat watermelon, and I was curious to revisit the old place.

Walking into the cave with Wu Xiulian, I looked around, and Wu Xiulian hurriedly took out some newspapers from her bag and spread them on the ground, and then took out a mat and spread it on.

This is a single mattress, which is more than enough for two people to sit, but if two people sleep on it, it will be a little crowded.

"Brother Chunxi, it's good here, isn't it clean?" Wu Xiulian wiped the sweat beads on her forehead, she sat on the mat, took off her sandals, and revealed a pair of snow-white feet.

This is also painted with red nail polish, not to mention, this Wu Xiulian is indeed beautiful, at least when I meet other single men who come to this cave with her, I estimate that some other things will happen.

In fact, when I was a child, I was more familiar with this cave, and this cave was seven or eight meters deep, and there was a crack in the deepest mountain wall, where did the wind come in.

"It's good. I nodded, looking back and forth.

"Brother Chunxi, look over there, that's the handwriting you wrote in Snow Corrector when you were in elementary school, and you said that you would be admitted to university in the future. Wu Xiulian continued to speak, and she pointed to a mountain wall on the side.

When Wu Xiulian said this, I raised my eyes and saw a row of crooked white fonts, which read, 'I, Chen Nan, will definitely be admitted to university'.

These words can't help but make my mind go so fast, time flies, this was more than 20 years ago, my childhood dream came true, I did go to college, but who would have known that my marriage would be so unhappy, even my daughter was not biological, and I was terminally ill.

Feeling a little trance-like, I saw Wu Xiulian lit a few mosquito coils on the ground around her, and then she motioned for me to sit on the mat.

"Brother Chunxi, do you know why I brought you here today?" Wu Xiulian looked at me with big eyes, and the plumpness on her chest made me dare not look directly.

"No, I don't know. I smiled awkwardly and looked over to the mouth of the cave.

"Brother Chunxi, don't you really remember? When I was a child, I was your follower, you were my role model, you took the first place in every exam, I really admire you, you are still the only college student in our village, I have always sworn that I will marry you when I grow up, who knows that you went to the city and had a girlfriend. Wu Xiulian said with a little emotion.

Wu Xiulian is divorced, because she can't have children, she was withdrawn by the man, she now lives in her mother's house, but she remembers the past so clearly.

In fact, Wu Xiulian and I, if there was no Zhang Dan, maybe we would be together, but unfortunately at that time I was bent on taking root in Binjiang, and even when I bought a house, I met Zhang Dan, the salesman who received me, I had never seen anything in the world, I was fascinated by Zhang Dan, and launched a crazy pursuit, but how could I have thought that this marriage would end in this way?

Seven years, seven years of feelings in vain, even the child is not my own, this is too big a blow to me, I don't think I have any illusions about feelings.

"Brother Chunxi, I, I like you!" Wu Xiulian said softly, she suddenly turned over and pressed directly on my body.

The body involuntarily fell on the mat, I half-opened my mouth, breathing heavier and heavier, watching Wu Xiulian tie up a waterfall hair high, and a pair of jade hands about to lift her vest, I hurriedly stopped.

"No, no, it can't!" I said nervously.

My words made Wu Xiulian stop her movements, and she looked at me in a daze, her cheeks flushed with bewilderment, and she even felt a little overwhelmed.

"Brother Chun, Brother Chunxi, do you dislike me and think I'm not clean?" Wu Xiulian looked at me like this, word by word.

"When、Of course not. I hurriedly shook my head and kept my distance from Annette Wu.

I really didn't dare to get so close to Wu Xiulian, I knew that I couldn't resist her offensive, once I touched the bottom line, what was waiting for her was my complete outburst, but after the outburst, I told her that I couldn't be with her?

No, I can't do that, she's already a hurt woman, how can I play with my feelings with her, I can't do it!

"Why is that? You're single now, and I'm divorced, can't we be together?" Wu continued, as if questioning me.

"Xiulian, you are very beautiful, and you are also a very good person, and my parents also like you very much, but emotional matters are really not so simple. "I'm busy explaining.

"Don't you like me?" Wu Xiulian pouted, her eyes glistening with tears.

"Yes, but we have to be responsible for what we do, and we can't live without consequences for the sake of momentary happiness. I continued.

"Brother Chunxi, in fact, I know that you have psychological pressure on me, you think that I can't have children, I can't explain to my uncle and aunt, I know it's hard for me to follow you, but even so, can't you give me a little happiness? Even if happiness is only instantaneous, I'm content!" Wu Xiulian said, she grabbed my hand and looked at me pitifully.

I can't imagine that Wu Xiulian will be so honest with me, or even just want to be happy with me for a short time, to experience the beauty of each other.

I believe that ordinary people will try their best to be sweet with her when they hear or meet a woman like Wu Xiulian, and love her at all costs, but I really can't do it.

"Xiulian, I've always treated you as my sister, and now like this, I'm really scared. I said.

"What are you afraid of?" Wu Xiulian looked at me suspiciously.

"I'm afraid we really won't be able to keep that innocent feeling. I said heartily.

"Then, then don't keep it!" Wu Xiulian hurriedly wanted to hug me.

Turning over one after another, I got up and stood in the cave, my heart beating faster and faster, but I kept that sense the whole time.

Looking at Wu Xiulian's imaginative body curves and her plump maturity, I said, "Xiulian, I can't promise you." ”

Hearing my words, Wu Xiulian sat down on the mat, she tried her best to calm down, and then smiled reluctantly: "Brother Chunxi, will you walk around the back mountain with me later?"

"Okay. I nodded in agreement.

In the following time, Wu Xiulian and I stopped talking about those emotional things, I talked about my life in Binjiang over the years, and she also talked about the reasons for her divorce.

"What? Are you saying that you never went to the hospital for a check-up, and that your inability to have children was determined by your in-laws?" I said in surprise.

"Well, I asked my husband to go for a check-up, but he just didn't agree, saying that I must not be able to give birth, and he must be fine. Wu Xiulian pouted.