Is there a flaw in your heart?

I need a strong heart, not a closed heart.

The strong, accommodating everything?

Instead of resisting, blocking, to protect yourself.

It seems like...... That's the truth,

Chen Le walked into the school while thinking about the words of the night.

It feels like a mysterious and beautiful person, and it has the magical power to see through people's hearts.

If you try to work in a store, can you really get stronger?

After thinking about it, I received a call from Yu Hao.

"How about it, the report is over, let's come out and have a skewer together?"

“...... Jerking?"

Tsinghua University is not far from Kyoto University.

Chen Le waited at the door for a while, and was led to a nearby barbecue restaurant by Yu Hao, who came over.

Together, they ordered some tenderloin, wings, lamb skewers and the like.

This is barely considered a "hometown where you know your hometown", which is quite emotional.

Sitting opposite Yu Hao, Chen Le was surprised to find, "You seem to have become a little stronger." ”

It's also matured, and the neat suit-like clothes have a feeling of being an adult who has already worked.

"During the summer vacation, I read a lot of books and did a little bit of fitness. ”

Because Yu Hao was slightly fat in the past, not very fat, but he also gave people a bloated feeling, but now he looks a lot stronger, and he feels that the fat has become muscles.

Yu Hao joked while pouring wine for Chen Le, "It's also a shame that my girlfriend will run away with someone in the future, and I can't beat anyone else!"

“......”

These words surprised Chen Le.

Because he was green, his girlfriend ran away with someone, and the whole school knew about it, which has always been a big psychological trauma for Yu Hao.

Even if he was the Minister of Discipline at the time, he was ridiculed several times openly and secretly because of this incident, and was treated as a laughing stock.

At that time, during the last period of the college entrance examination, Yu Hao was not having a good time, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he lived every day like a year.

Unexpectedly, he would take the initiative to make this a joke.

Ordinary people don't ridicule their psychological trauma.

Just like Chen Le, he didn't want to be mentioned about himself and An Youyue, and he didn't want to talk about it, and at the same time, he didn't want to say anything about his past, those were his wounds.

Sensing the meaning of Chen Le's gaze, Yu Hao shrugged his shoulders and smiled, "It's not a big deal, thank them for giving me such unforgettable memories, letting me recognize many people, and finally letting me know that people have to work hard to improve themselves, otherwise you won't be a fart." ”

Chen Le felt that Yu Hao's eyes were flickering with a bit of intense anger and hatred.

"Also, you too, look a lot more mature than you used to, and there is a feeling that I can't fathom, but it's also getting darker. ”

"Gloomy?

Chen Le smiled and said, "I'm fine, it's been going well recently." ”

"yes, that's good. ”

Yu Hao didn't want to say much, so he clinked a glass with Chen Le with a beer, "Come, touch a glass." ”

The two of them had a drink and drank it all.

Yu Hao said with deep emotion, "It is said that friends are as long as possible, but I didn't expect that in the end, it was you, the friend who knew the shortest, which made me feel like a true friend and would never be betrayed." ”

Chen Le keenly sensed something from Yu Hao's eyes, "Yes...... Did something happen again?"

Yu Hao shook his head and said, "It's all over, I will definitely take back what I lost, and today is my new starting point." ”

"That's good. ”

Chen Le didn't ask, but he was quite concerned about Yu Hao's "gloomy" evaluation just now, and asked, "By the way, how did you feel when you first saw me." ”

"I feel like I'm going to be a very powerful person at the beginning, but then I saw you coming, what do you say. ”

Yu Hao frowned and thought for a while, "At that time, you gave people a gloomy and dark feeling, there seemed to be no light in your eyes, as if you didn't care about anything, as if life and death didn't matter, you seemed very withdrawn, and your speech was also lifeless, well, it didn't look like you had any ability, just come and take a walk, yes, like the feeling of playing tricks in the movie." ”

When Yu Hao said this, he laughed and said, "But I know that there are two kinds of withdrawn people, one is autistic and incapable, and the other is genius!"

"At that time, I could see that you were a genius! an absolutely buried genius, I saw that you seemed to be very lonely, and I didn't have any friends, so I wanted to make friends with you!"

Because Yu Hao actually has a wide range of friends, he gets along well with many people,...... At least, before her girlfriend's incident, his friends were full of school.

"Gloomy, lifeless?"

"That's right, it's like the feeling of the walking dead after a great disaster, being reborn after a catastrophe, picking up a life, and earning every day you live,...... By the way, speaking of which, there was a period of time in the middle of the way, you were obviously very cheerful, and you smiled happily every day, and you were much more lively. ”

When Yu Hao said this, he realized something, and quickly stopped, no more, shook his head and said, "Now I feel the same as before, well, it's even more lifeless than before." ”

“......”

Chen Le knew that he was talking about the time when he was dating An Youyue, although he was ignorant and didn't do anything, he felt that he had an expectation every day, and he was also energetic.

They broke up later......

Now, is it back again?

It turns out that I give people the impression that I am gloomy and not energetic.

Chen Le only knew.

He thought he was at least cheerful on the outside.

Isn't that the case at all?

Yu Hao smiled at Chen Le, "Anla, there is nothing else in the university, aren't there many women, try to take a look at it again, in fact, just a few days after we broke up, even if I was ridiculed by the whole school, I still miss her very much like you, and even fantasize about whether she will return to me one day." ”

"I feel like I'm quite cheap, as long as she says a word, I may forgive her, now I think about it, I'm still too naïve, a good man is ambitious in all directions, fame and fortune, money and power should be our pursuit, what kind of woman do you want when the time comes!"

"Trust me, you are an absolute genius, and sooner or later everyone will get to know you again. ”

Yu Hao said this to Chen Le, but also to himself.

His eyes clearly flashed with a desire called ambition.

It is said that a man needs a woman's baptism to mature.

Yu Hao has obviously been overbaptized, has reshaped his outlook on life and worldview, and has begun to be angry and strong, so that everyone can re-understand themselves.

On the contrary, although it was also a breakup, Chen Le seemed much more depressed, and he always tried to avoid the trauma in his heart.

Just like what he did in the past, since it is a bad thing, since it is a bad experience, then selectively forget, like those painful experiences in junior high school, it will never hurt if you never mention it.

However, the wound of the soul does not heal with the passage of time.

The two also had different approaches, and Yu Hao chose to use something else to fill the wounds in his soul.

And Chen Le chose to pretend not to care and carefully avoid these wounds.

This is also what he used to do in the past.

An Youyue was just one of his many wounds.

Of course, it was a special wound that almost led him from a gloomy, lifeless teenager to a vigorous, energetic teenager, although, still a little bit close......

Because of the words of the night, Chen Le finally rediscovered his heart.

Recognize the fragility of your own heart, the existence of wounds in your soul, and its inevitability.

And Yu Hao's performance gave Chen Le a little inspiration.

It may be because of the same illness, or because they came to Kyoto to go to college together, or because they feel that they will never be betrayed by Chen Le, so Yu Hao has a special affection for Chen Le.

On the second day, he didn't call a few other classmates, so he called Chen Le out for a drink.

"Come, have a drink, a toast to you, and to my future. ”

"Cheers. ”

The two drank all the wine in the cup, Yu Hao patted the wine table, and put down the wild words, "Brother, take a good look, since I have entered Qing University, then I can't come in vain, this time, I must first be the president of the student union and the first position in the school!"

Chen Le smiled and said, "Come on!"

"Of course, you too! Believe in yourself, I can't be mistaken, you kid is definitely a genius, I saw it at a glance at the time......"

“......”

The two of them drank while bragging, which is what most boys do.

It's just that Chen Le hadn't drunk for a while before he received a call from Tang Xiaoqian.

Listening to Tang Xiaoqian's crying cry for help on the phone, Chen Le suddenly felt that his head was clear, and his heart was shocked, and he hurriedly put down his wine glass and said, "Sorry, something happened, let's continue another day, I have to go back to school first." ”

"Ah, what's the matter, do you need my help?"

"It's okay, I'll go ......"

Then I hurried to the girls' dormitory, although I was worried that something would happen, but I didn't think that something would happen on the first day.

It's sad to hear her cry, it can't be that she was beaten......

Chen Le was a little worried, and this worry lasted until he met Tang Xiaoqian......