Chapter 6: Dreams?
Although Li Zedao had a few holes in his head, and the clothes on his body were not only hospital gowns, but also covered with shocking bloodstains, this doctor was not the kind of gossip person, so he did not continue to ask questions about this matter, but said: "The patient is estimated to wake up at night, and after a good rest for two days, it is estimated that he will be fine." ”
"Thank you. He Xiaoyu nodded and said.
After the doctor left the ward, He Xiaoyu sat down on a chair in front of the ward, looking at Li Zedao's face that he couldn't bear to look at all, there was a feeling of physical and mental exhaustion with a hint of anger, and even if it weren't for the fact that the other party was lying there now and was going to die, He Xiaoyu would have wanted to go over and kick him a few times.
First of all, her majesty as a teacher was trampled on the ground by this student who seemed to her to be very strange; secondly, she went to that kind of ghost place and was almost frightened by this student; she met two hooligans who planned to overlord her, a super beauty; finally the crisis was resolved, but Li Zedao fainted again, so that she had to work hard to get him to this hospital.
He Xiaoyu was deeply moved by his kindness, and at the same time, he felt that he was ...... It's better to hurry back and change clothes, the clothes were dirty when dragging Li Zedao into the car, and there is still a class in the afternoon, so you can't wear such dirty clothes to class, right?
For this kind of thing that damages his sweet image, He Xiaoyu will not do it!
Thinking about it, He Xiaoyu glanced at Li Zedao, shook his head helplessly, and then got up and walked out of the ward to the nurse's station to find the nurse on duty, and trouble the passport to take care of the patients in the ward, so he left the hospital and went back to change clothes.
What He Xiaoyu didn't know was that not long after she left the hospital, Li Zedao's body, whose eyes were originally closed, trembled violently as if it had been struck by lightning.
"Dad, don't go...... Don't go ......."
Li Zedao sat up from the hospital bed with a sigh of surprise, gasping for breath, and his pale face was covered with wet and sticky sweat.
He vaguely remembered that he heard someone knocking on the door, thinking that his father was back, but when he ran to open the door, it was He Xiaoyu, the head teacher, who was standing outside the door...... To be precise, He Xiaoyu was frightened.
After that, he only felt that he was in pain, and his body seemed to be thrown into the fire for a while, and then it was like being thrown in an ice cellar, and it was cold and cold, and then he didn't know anything.
Teacher He sent him to the hospital?
As for just now, I had a dream.
In the dream, his father Li Dahai ignored his pleas to stay, walked farther and farther, and finally only a very vague back remained, he wanted to catch up, but his body seemed to be rusty, and he couldn't move at all.
Is it just a dream?
Li Zedao only felt that he had a splitting headache, as if someone was poking his skull again and again with an awl, this pain made him a little crazy but had to grit his teeth tightly and endure it desperately, and even rubbed his already messy hair indiscriminately, and even the infusion needle that originally pierced his arm fell off because of his struggle.
After a while, Li Zedao stopped, and then he cried.
He tilted his face and tried to pour the tears back into his eyes, but as if he had made a decision, he poured out.
"Father is gone?" Li Zedao asked himself silently with tears in his eyes.
Then he silently answered his question: "Yes, my father is gone, and I won't come back, I can't come back, you said that I have grown up and it is time to rely on myself, but ...... I don't want to grow up, I want to be comforted by you when I am bullied at school, and I want to be encouraged by you when I don't do well in exams......"
As he spoke, Li Zedao's heart, which was already scarred, seemed to have been stabbed by a sharp sword suddenly, and the pain was so painful that he almost suffocated.
He suddenly thought that since he was a child, he seemed to have been comforted and encouraged by his father Li Dahai countless times.
It was common for him to be bullied at school, not only his classmates bullied him, but even those teachers who usually looked kind would look at him with colored glasses when they faced him alone, and even did something to him.
As for the exam, not to mention, the only time I didn't take the penultimate test was because the student who was supposed to be the penultimate student had a sudden enteritis before the exam and didn't take the exam, and there were two subjects that didn't take the test and were counted as zero points.
In the eyes of the teacher, he is a fool who drags the class back, either treating him as a thorn in the flesh or ignoring him; in the eyes of his classmates, he is the strange guy who bullies if he wants to bully, and he is an absolutely competent green leaf, no matter who stands in front of him, his IQ will always improve a lot inexplicably.
But even so, his father Li Dahai has never been disappointed in him, and every time he returns home, he always gives him a kind smile.
Li Zedao suddenly felt that his performance was no different from a piece of, but why did his father never blame himself? On the contrary, he was full of confidence in himself and full of tolerance for himself, which ...... Is it fatherly love?
Li Zedao's tears were even more, and he muttered in an extremely hoarse voice: "Father is gone, there will be no one to tolerate you, no one will encourage you anymore, and no one will comfort you......"
"Li Zedao, from now on, there will only be you as a waste...... No, I don't want to be a waste...... I'm not a waste ......."
Li Zedao clenched his fists tightly, got out of the hospital bed, and walked out of the ward and came to the corridor like a neuropath, wearing such a bloodstained hospital gown, with bare feet, bloodstained face, and red eyes.
"Sir, ...... you" The little nurse pushing a cart saw Li Zedao come out, and subconsciously spoke up.
Li Zedao turned his head.
The little nurse's face turned pale all of a sudden, and she took a few steps back, and there was no way to continue the following words.
The little nurse's little heart is beating wildly, this guy...... Well, at first glance, there is something wrong with his brain, what if he is in a hurry.
Li Zedao glanced at her a few times, did not speak, but turned around, held his head high, and strode forward.
......
It's still the small room rented by Li Dahai, it's still the few pieces of dilapidated furniture and those dirty and old-fashioned so-called furnishings, but it no longer has the warmth of the past, but it has a cold feeling, as if it is in hell.
The bowl of braised pork was still quietly placed on the small table, next to a pile of hundred-dollar bills and a boxy white jade with a long thumb.
Li Zedao's gaze slowly moved down from the tabletop, and there was a pile of scraps of paper on the ground.
At that moment, he slowly walked to him, squatted down, picked up the confetti little by little with a serious face, put it on the table, and then sat down on a small chair, reached over and grabbed a piece of braised pork in the bowl and put it in his mouth and chewed it gently.
The braised pork is very fragrant, but Li Zedao didn't eat it, but had an extremely bitter feeling, I don't know when, the tears slipped down again, flowed down the face, and finally flowed into the mouth, mixed with the braised pork in the mouth.
My father is gone, and I'll be on my own from now on......
Thinking about it, Li Zedao's tears became more and more, his mouth was also stuffed with meat, and finally his physical strength seemed to be drained, and the whole person lay directly on the floor, looking at the ceiling with blank eyes, and countless pictures flashed quickly in his mind.
"......Huh" for a long time, Li Zedao exhaled fiercely, and then wiped away his tears and muttered to himself: "Dad, don't worry, I will be fine, I will definitely be fine......"
Saying that, Li Zedao got up from the ground, then walked into the small bathroom and stripped off all the hospital gowns on his body, and removed the bandages wrapped around his head, then turned on the faucet, took a basin of cold water, raised it high, and poured it down on his head fiercely......
When Li Zedao came to the door of the classroom, the first physics class in the afternoon was already coming to an end.
Teacher Zhao Pingzhao, who teaches physics, squinted his eyes and glanced at Li Zedao, who had interrupted his impassioned words by shouting "report", and the extreme disgust in his eyes flashed.
For this kind of almost brain-dead student, the only thing you can do is this kind of thing, either beat him up, ignore him, or get angry and hurt inside.
The eyes of many students in the class also fell on Li Zedao, and some people were even more puzzled, this Li Zedao didn't come to class?
Zhao Ping naturally didn't dare to make a move on Li Zedao, so he had to ignore him.
At that moment, when he was about to pretend not to hear Li Zedao shouting this report and then continue to lecture, the bell rang for the end of class, and the heavenly bell rang throughout the entire teaching building.
"Class. Zhao Ping glanced at the class and said, then glanced back at Li Zedao, who was standing there like a javelin, and waved his hand, signaling that he could come in.
Li Zedao walked in slowly, and when he walked up the aisle of the table and chairs, he clearly heard Zhao Ping, who was packing up the textbooks on the table, say a word full of disgust: "Stupid! garbage!"
Then Zhao Ping coughed lightly, as if to hide his insult.
Li Zedao's steps forward suddenly stagnated, his fists clenched slightly, and then quickly relaxed again, but his body was even straighter, and he continued to walk forward and came to the seat in the back row.