The car was already parked on the side of the road, and Wang Taika and Yun'er were in the car, silent for a long time.

Wang Taika was also silent for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to speak, and said, "I'm sorry, I ......."

"I want to know, why do you have a guilty conscience?" Yun'a interrupted Wang Taika's words and asked, "Could it be that you have any thoughts about me?"

"It's a complicated question, and I want to start at the beginning. Wang Taika said.

Yun'er asked, "I ask you, yes or no, even if it's a second." ”

Wang Taika looked at Yun'er, but suddenly smiled and said, "Seriously, a good girl like you, can anyone not be tempted?"

Yun'er's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and she turned her head to stare at Wang Taika, trying to see the truth and falsehood in Wang Taika's eyes.

And Wang Taika's gaze did not shift, and he met Yun'er's gaze and said, "Before I met you, I had just experienced a great change in my life. When I woke up, my own documentary program was gone, and I was a superfluous person on TV. I don't fit in, and I don't even know how to fit in well when I even go back to city life. Even...... Hehe, I took the subway and even bought a ticket, and I forgot how to buy it. was originally a regular life, but it became a mess. The scariest thing was that I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Before that, I had been taking relevant medications, but I had not been diagnosed. Anyway, I feel like that's all I have for the rest of my life. Bipolar attacks are so scary, how can I have the luxury of living a normal life with others?"

When Yun'er heard this, her heart was touched.

I don't know if it's a coincidence, before the crew of "Martial God Zhao Yun" met, Yuna was also overwhelmed because of the end of her relationship with Seungji, and she panicked, feeling as if everything had become a mess. And the same is true of Wang Taika. Then the two people who were a little frustrated met in the crew in such a daze.

It's a little funny that when they meet, neither of them pays much attention to each other. I don't know who the other person is, what he's going through, and I don't know what kind of relationship that person will have with me later.

In short, two people whose lives are in a mess met like this.

In the end, in the hospital, Yuna was depressed, Wang Taika was irritable, and the two of them opened their hearts to strangers for the first time under this mutual stimulation. Other than that, Yoona never told anyone anything about her and Seunggi. And Wang Taika never mentioned his idol first love to others.

It was a terrible first sight, but it was unforgettable.

Yun'a pursed her lips: "So what? You've been moved, right?"

"Listen to me. Wang Taika took a deep breath and said, "After I got the bipolar disorder diagnosis, I slept a whole ...... How long did I sleep? I can't remember exactly, but I was at home. While thinking that he was finished, he began to make some plans for his life. ”

"It's planned, it's not bad. Yuna said.

"Hmm. Wang Taika smiled: "My plan at that time was ...... Give up on yourself, eat, drink and be merry. Since my life is bad enough, I don't mind getting worse. At that time, I even wanted to do an online dating or go to a random dance hall to find a girl, in short, I had to go crazy for a few years, and then go back to my hometown to take care of my family, and then I ...... Whatever. What I thought at the time was that I had no other ambitions in the future, and I just wanted to sleep with a few more women for the rest of my life. ”

"Poof!" Yuna was frightened by Wang Taika's extremely straightforward words.

After this decision, I was decadent for a few more days, sleeping with the curtains closed during the day, and waking up in the early hours of the night to wander the streets. When I see a little couple who don't go home at night and wander outside, I'm going to scare them!" Because this period is the most difficult journey for him. Torment, incomparably torment. The most terrible thing about a person is nothing more than the loss of hope.

"What happened later?" asked Yuna.

"Then I was sleeping, and then the curtains were pulled open. I felt the blinding sunlight shine in. Then a figure came up to me and told me that I had been asleep for days, that I could not be so decadent anymore, and that I had to find something to do. Wang Taika said: "You also know this person, it is my black fan friend." I often think that if I really wrote a book about my life, then that scene would be the first chapter. ”

Yuna continued to listen silently, although she had never experienced these things, she always had an empathy, probably because of ...... Let's have mercy on the sick!

"When this book was written, the first sentence of the first chapter, boom, the curtains were opened, and the harsh sunlight shone in, and from that time on, it seemed that the first ray of sunshine really appeared in my life. Haha!" Wang Taika smiled bitterly: "I don't like to cause trouble to others, so after the persuasion of my friend, I decided to give myself another chance." One last effort, if it doesn't work, I'll give up right away, really the last time. So I am very grateful to him until now, so much so that I didn't say anything about carrying the black pot for him for so long later. Because if it wasn't for him encouraging me one last time, I wouldn't be where I am today. Compared to his encouragement, that little black cauldron was actually nothing. I just blame myself, others can encourage me when I make mistakes, but I become an accomplice when others make mistakes. That's my mistake. ”

Yun'er nodded, although it was just some minutiae, but Yun'er was so smart that she still pieced together the truth. Wang Taika should be talking about the black powder. Unexpectedly, Wang Taika was usually very aggressive, and his heart was so delicate that he was entangled. That's right, bipolar disorder!

"And then?" Yuna asked, "The last effort must have been successful, otherwise you wouldn't have come to this point." But what motivates you?"

"Listen to me. And then...... I followed the TV station's plan to shoot a reality show, the one who was injured in a fall. It's the first time I've seen you in the ward. Then I was sent to the crew like a plague god, and I met you again. Wang Taika looked at Yun'er and said, "Actually, I was confused for a while, how did I regain my confidence a little bit." Now I understand a little bit, because I met you. ”

"I!" Yun'er was surprised at this moment, Wang Taika's answer was reasonable, but it was unexpected. Yun'a frowned, suspecting that Wang Taika was lying again, and asked, "What did I do?"

Wang Taika couldn't see the suspicion in Yun'er's eyes, but he didn't care, just continued: "You didn't do anything, or you did do something. ”

"What?" Yuna became more and more suspicious.

"A lot of people are afraid of me, afraid of me, afraid of me, afraid of me, hate me, stay away from me. Wang Taika smiled self-deprecatingly: "But you didn't do anything." You didn't pay much attention to me, and you didn't speculate about me maliciously. You just treat me like a normal person. As for the thing you did......"

When Wang Taika said this, he couldn't help it anymore, and actually laughed! Not the kind of malicious performance, but because he remembered something, he couldn't help laughing!

"What are you laughing at!" Yuna was startled: "What the hell did I do?"

"Haha!" Wang Taika clutched her stomach and laughed, then looked at Yun'er: "You bit me!