420. My loneliness, though defeated, is still glorious

Later, the second sister asked, is there still any connection with the third child?

Lao A said that he heard that she was married.

I heard that it should be the farthest distance in the world, and it will be 10 years to push it forward, and it will never be seen again. I used to love you like life, but later I realized after you left that you can still live alone, and it seems that your life is hard. For the rest of my life, I will ask you if you are okay, but I can't say this sentence again after a long time, I am afraid of a mouth, and what is surging is the memories of chewing and chewing, and finally chewing until it is tasteless.

Before getting out of the car, the second sister said to Lao A, it turns out that he doesn't belong to your future, but you can't see through it when you are young, you know that he is not in your future, how should you live? There is probably only one word: crying, and there is an idiom: laughing and passing.

I often say that Lao Lin is a very pretending person.

She still misses someone, but she never says it.

But also, missing this thing can't be seen or touched, and that person won't know, it's hard to pass the time, it has no practical value, it will only make people more hypocritical and the pain doubled.

I've suffered, and I know.

But in fact.

Lao Lin's night time is very reasonable and even, after taking a shower, applying a mask and blowing her hair, she began to lie on the bed and play with her mobile phone, most of the time she will chat with me, Kan Dashan, said that a little brother I met today is going to WeChat, but I don't want to talk to me first because of face.

Sometimes she will read Zhihu and Douban to watch popular articles in the circle of friends, and then forward one from time to time to show that she has been paying attention to international politics and society recently.

When I was tired of watching, I said goodnight to the other little sisters in the group, and persuaded them to cherish the beauty sleep, the collagen was gone.

After saying goodnight, I don't actually fall asleep, but I symbolically say goodbye to the world temporarily, and then I have time to think about life and ideals.

At this time, she found that the ultimate purpose of human beings to sleep was to prevent themselves from thinking blindly in the middle of the night.

In order to make himself happier, and in order to make himself not think too much, Lao Lin began to watch American dramas, and when he was shivering with joy, he found that he had eaten two more packets of potato chips.

When all the activities before going to bed are over, and I really close my eyes, I find that a person appears in my mind for the first time.

It's so annoying.

"I don't care about humans tonight, I only think about you. ”

So no, it seems to be paralyzing yourself with "I don't want you tonight, I only care about the world". Now, I don't have time to think about being alone.

I missed that word in my throat, and I swallowed it alive, but who knows, it sank and floated in the position of my chest, buzzing in the middle of the night.

But adults are afraid of embarrassment, it's useless to say it, even if you get a response, you won't be happy, it's obviously something that is destined to be wasted as soon as you take it out, so I miss you this sentence, don't say it.

Who doesn't have such a person in their hearts, the person who clicks his fingers back and forth on the address book but doesn't dare to say another word.

Someone in a love movie asked: "Is there anything worse than being tormented by love?" ”

There really is.

But how can there be a hurdle that can't be passed, how big can the shadow area caused by broken love be, I believe that it is a big deal to raise your legs and stride forward, and it is a big deal to start all over again. Those who miss are wrong, let him pass, as long as he doesn't be hypocritical, life goes on as usual, he hasn't tasted happiness, haven't you seen a fancy show of affection?

People, it's good to grow up. At the beginning, it was my own business to work hard, and it was boring to talk too much, it was just back then. The dishes are full of wine and glasses, you greet everyone, taste them while they are hot, I will do it first, you are free!

After reading the article, tears had already filled my cheeks.

"I will always treasure you in my heart, may time pass, I hope you and I are all well" Ji Fengchen smiled and looked at the full white rabbit toffee in the drawer and said, "My loneliness, although defeated, it is still glorious!"

On this day, Ji Fengchen wanted to go out for a walk and relax, but unconsciously, he came to the place where he had walked with Xiao Mei. Thinking about the bits and pieces of the past, every time Ji Fengchen took a step, tears slipped down, but in his heart, he was not so uncomfortable.

In a trance again, I returned to the place where I used to work, and walked to the corner of Exit D, and happened to see Xiao Mei and Feng Zhengkun arguing, Xiao Mei was very excited. Feng Zhengkun was wearing work clothes, and Xiao Mei was wearing her own clothes, I don't know if Xiao Mei was off work or rested this day.

So Ji Fengchen hurriedly hid to the side and looked at Xiao Mei. Due to the distance, Ji Fengchen couldn't hear what they were arguing about.

"What am I in your heart?!" Xiao Mei asked with red eyes.

"It's just a tool, do you really think I'm going to marry you?" Feng Zhengkun said lightly.

"You!" Xiao Mei was so angry that she couldn't speak, "I love you so much, how can you treat me like this!?"

"I never really wanted you from beginning to end," Feng Zhengkun said.

"You bastard!" Xiao Mei said, and then raised her hand, about to give Feng Zhengkun a slap, but she didn't hit it for a long time.

"What, you still want to hit me?" Feng Zhengkun sneered, "Don't you want to think about what you have done?"

"What did I do?

"Smack!", five red finger prints appeared on Xiao Mei's face.

"Do you still have the face to say!?" Feng Zhengkun roared, "I won't say what you did, save some face for you." Fan Zhongwei said that what you said is not wrong at all, you can't get along with you sincerely! People like you don't deserve to be sincere at all! Only Ji Fengchen treats you so stupidly and sincerely!"

"Damn!" Ji Fengchen in the distance said angrily, gritting his teeth, and his fists were clenched tightly, "She loves you so much, but you treat her like this." The woman who dares to beat me, Feng Zhengkun, don't you want to live anymore!"

"Get out! I don't want to see you again! Get out!" Xiao Mei said loudly, and then pounded Feng Zhengkun's body hard.

"I should say that! I have already handed in the resignation report, you think I want to see you, I will be disgusted when I see you!" Feng Zhengkun glanced at Xiao Mei coldly, then pushed Xiao Mei and left.

Xiao Mei was pushed to the ground, looked at Feng Zhengkun's distant back, hugged her knees sadly, buried her head in her arms, and cried.

"Mei, don't cry" Ji Fengchen felt uncomfortable in his heart, and gradually became painful, and his brows gradually condensed into pimples "The people who make you cry are bastards, this kind of person is not worth making you cry at all"

Xiao Mei cried for a long time, and finally stood up, bowing her head and walking forward like a soulless walking corpse. Ji Fengchen followed not far behind her.

It didn't take long for Xiao Mei to come to Bar Street.

Ji Fengchen was worried that Xiao Mei would be in danger again, so his heart tightened, and he hurriedly rushed forward, and at the moment when his hand was about to touch Xiao Mei, Ji Fengchen stopped again. Standing in place, looking at Xiao Mei motionlessly.

Xiao Mei didn't notice anything unusual, and walked forward in a trance.

Looking at Xiao Mei who was gradually walking away, Ji Fengchen frowned again, then plucked up the courage to step forward and stretched out his hand to blindfold Xiao Mei.

"Kun, is that you?" Xiao Mei asked, thinking that Feng Zhengkun had changed his mind.