Zhou Zhenlin thought to himself: "No, it can't be exposed yet, otherwise she will definitely choose to divorce me on the spot, and now this situation is very bad for me." ”

But how do you get past the problem now?

Zhou Zhenlin was in a hurry, sweating from his forehead, his brain was spinning rapidly, and he was desperately trying to get her over.

But Kim so-yeon was aggressive and said, "What do you mean by all the I did before? What did I do? You tell me clearly, you can't tell you clearly, we won't finish tonight!"

is still so arrogant, obviously betraying the marriage but not remorseful at all.

Every time he saw Jin Xiuyan's arrogant appearance, Zhou Zhenlin couldn't wait to slap her.

Even if she is a little remorseful and a little ashamed, Zhou Zhenlin will not want to kill her so much.

But she didn't have the slightest heart, and she still looked like "I am the most reasonable".

Zhou Zhenlin suddenly had a flash of inspiration and said, "Have you ever had an ex-boyfriend?"

Jin Xiuyan was stunned for a moment, and said, "What's the matter? This is the you are talking about? Don't you have an ex?"

Zhou Zhenlin said: "I don't, I've always been clean." ”

Jin Xiuyan was even more angry, and said, "What do you mean? If you have an ex, you won't be clean? If you don't have an ex, you don't have the ability to find it!"

Zhou Zhenlin doesn't know if others are clean or not, but Jin Xiuyan really doesn't deserve the words "clean and self-friendly".

Just as Jin Xiuyan was about to scold him, she suddenly frowned, bent her waist, covered her stomach with one hand, covered her mouth with the other, and made a retching sound in her throat.

"Vomit ......"

She hurriedly ran into the bathroom.

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It's okay once or twice, but after so many times, it's not good after so long, Zhou Zhenlin has to pay attention to it.

What's wrong with Kim so-yeon? Why is it that she is nauseous and retching for three days?

Although she was very hateful, after all, they were still husband and wife in name, so Zhou Zhenlin shouted into the bathroom: "Are you going to the hospital?"

There was a sound of flushing the toilet in the bathroom, and Kim so-yeon walked out, her face haggard.

"You don't care. ”

She returned to her bedroom, exhausted.

Zhou Zhenlin stood in the living room in a daze, and suddenly felt that this home had become deserted.

Is this really still a home?

He smiled bitterly, although his former self was disliked by Jin Xiuyan in every way, at least there was still hope for life.

Where is the hope now?

He sometimes thinks that if Han Shuyi hadn't called him that night, if he had gone back to the company directly that night, would he still be able to live a good life?

What if you know something?

But if you don't know, wouldn't Zhou Zhenlin's loss be even greater?

Life is really complicated, and people are really tired of living in this life.

He just wanted to be an honest man, but fate played such a big joke on him.

Zhou Zhenlin walked aimlessly on the street, and it was already evening, and the yellowed leaves flew up from the ground and flew over Zhou Zhenlin's face, like a flock of butterflies flying into the distance.

He looked in the direction in which the leaves flew away, and his heart was full of emotion.

He wanted to be as free as that.

At this time, he suddenly saw an old man in front of him walking and falling to the ground, the old man was clutching his chest, he had difficulty breathing, and he looked like he had a heart attack.

Zhou Zhenlin chuckled in his heart and subconsciously ran forward, but he hesitated as soon as he stepped forward.

Seeing the old man struggling in pain, Zhou Zhenlin was also struggling in his heart.

Should he help him?

Does it matter to me how he helps?

Also, it doesn't matter, why help him?

Besides, someone will help him.

The foot he had just stepped out of retracted, but the kindness in his heart made him very tormented.

He stepped and retracted, and repeated many times, until he finally saw a group of people surrounding him.

Not long after, the ambulance arrived, and the old man was put in the car.

Zhou Zhenlin watched the ambulance go away, and his heart sank to the bottom.

"What does it have to do with me?"

Zhou Zhenlin smiled self-deprecatingly and walked aimlessly, when his mobile phone rang, it was Han Shuyi calling.

He picked up the phone and said, "What's wrong?"

"There is a banquet in Kyoto tonight, do you have time, can you accompany me?" Han Shuyi asked cautiously.

Her caution is very similar to that of Zhou Zhenlin when she faced Kim so-yeon.

That's right, it's true.

But Zhou Zhenlin felt more and more disgusted, he hated his former self, so he also hated Han Shuyi like this.

Why do you want to be so much like me, why are you so humble?

I hate, I hate it!

"Zhenlin?" Han Shuyi, who didn't get an answer, said a little confused, "Are you listening?"

Zhou Zhenlin didn't speak, and hung up the phone directly.

"Bang!"

He slammed his fist into a tree on the side of the road, and pain came from his fist, but he didn't stop at all, still smashing the tree.

He hated himself, he hated himself now, and he hated himself at the beginning.

I was cowardly at the beginning, but now I am between cowardice and viciousness.

What the hell is he? An honest man who takes over? A coward?

Zhou Zhenlin sat on the ground decadently, his hands covered in blood.

The phone kept ringing, and Han Shuyi kept calling him.

But he didn't answer, and sat blankly on the roadside rock, watching the day get darker, watching the street lights turn on, and watching the cars slowly drive home.

There are couples setting up stalls on the roadside, and couples holding hands with each other on the flyover.

But he didn't have anything.

Why does he have nothing? Why is he such a kind person, so he has to be bullied, but there is nothing?

Zhou Zhenlin cried, covered his face, and couldn't cry.

The world of adults tends to be complex, yet simple.

Sometimes a small thing can break them.

"Why, why don't I have anything?"

Zhou Zhenlin choked up, raised his head, the muscles on his face* were fixed, his eyes were red, and his eyes were full of tears.

Passers-by looked at him with strange eyes, but they all subconsciously stayed away.

"This man can't be sick, right?"

"It can't be from some hospital, right?"

"It's better to get away from where he started. ”

Zhou Zhenlin looked at their faces, and instantly felt that they were no longer beautiful, but ugly, extremely ugly.

He is obviously so miserable, why can't God let him go in such a trivial matter?

Just then, a car drove in front of him, rolling up fallen leaves and dust.

Zhou Zhenlin yelled at the car: "I'm blind, I can't see people, I'm going to hit me! Come on, I'm going to kill me!!"

At this time, the car reversed and stopped in front of Zhou Zhenlin.

Zhou Zhenlin was stunned for a moment, damn, you won't really come to beat me, right?

The car door opened, and Han Shuyi, dressed in full costume, got down.

Han Shuyi's eyes were red and her expression was worried, but when she saw Zhou Zhenlin, her expression slowly eased.

"Zhenlin, why are you here? I just called you and you didn't answer, I thought something was wrong with you, so I hurriedly drove here from Kyoto to find you. ”

Han Shuyi helped Zhou Zhenlin up, and her tone was indescribably concerned, "Oops, why is your hand bleeding?"

Zhou Zhenlin shook her off and said indifferently: "Don't worry about it." ”

Han Shuyi said: "Zhenlin, is it that woman Jin Xiuyan is bullying you again? You wait, I'll go to her." ”

"I said you don't care!"

Zhou Zhenlin suddenly roared, and the people around him stopped to look at him.

He yelled at the people who were watching the excitement, "What are you looking at? Get out!"

Those people walked away.

Han Shuyi looked like she was about to cry, and when she saw Zhou Zhenlin's appearance, she was very distressed.

She stretched out her hand to touch Zhou Zhenlin's, but stopped with some concern.

This cautious and cautious look seems to be afraid that Zhou Zhenlin will be angry and dislike her.

Isn't this what Zhou Zhenlin looked like at the beginning?

"Why are you so annoying! Why are you coming to me!"

Zhou Zhenlin roared, on the surface he was yelling at Han Shuyi, but in fact, he was yelling at himself, yelling at his past self, and yelling at his cowardly and humble self.

He wants to change, he wants to be ruthless, but how easy is the process of transformation?

Just because he didn't help the heart man, he was extremely ashamed.

How can a man like him be ruthless?

But he has to change, he doesn't want to be bullied anymore, he wants to climb high, he has to be cold-blooded, he has to be ruthless.

He's just going to climb to the top step by step!

He doesn't want others to bully him anymore, he wants to climb to the top!

But this process is like breaking out of a cocoon into a butterfly, and the pain in it is really miserable.

Han Shuyi looked at him in a daze, very worried in her heart, and said, "Zhenlin, what's going on?"

Zhou Zhenlin pushed Han Shuyi away like crazy, sobbing and sitting on the side of the road, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

"What's wrong with this man?"

"It can't be sick, right?"

Passers-by cast curious glances.

Han Shuyi hurriedly stood up and said, "I'm sorry, my boyfriend is drunk and has caused trouble for everyone." ”

She apologized to passers-by one by one.

Passers-by then frowned and left.

Han Shuyi helped Zhou Zhenlin up and helped the co-pilot, and said, "It must be Kim Xiuyan's woman who bullied you, right? I'll go find her now." ”

Zhou Zhenlin suddenly grabbed Han Shuyi's hand.

Han Shuyi was stunned for a moment, her face was a little red, and she said, "Zhenlin, what's the matter...... What's wrong?"

Zhou Zhenlin shook his head slowly and said, "There is a banquet tonight, I will accompany you." ”

Han Shuyi said: "But Jin Xiuyan is bullying you, I have to ......"

"No need!" Zhou Zhenlin sternly refused, "My own affairs, I will solve it myself." ”

Seeing that he was so persistent, Han Shuyi had no choice but to give up, drive around, and drive towards Kyoto.

On the road, Zhou Zhenlin's expression was gloomy and uncertain, and he looked at the colorful night scene outside the car, and his mood was complicated.

"Why?"

Zhou Zhenlin suddenly said this.

"Huh?" Han Shuyi looked at Zhou Zhenlin strangely, "What?"

Zhou Zhenlin didn't look at her, still looking out the car window, and said, "Why are you willing to follow me like this?"

The confusion on Han Shuyi's face slowly turned into tenderness like ice and snow melting, and she said, "Because I always knew you were crying." ”

Zhou Zhenlin's body shook violently, and he couldn't help but tremble.

No matter how disguised he is on the surface, no matter how strong he is, Zhou Zhenlin is still a crying teenager in his heart.

He also longs to be noticed, to be understood, and to be loved.