Chapter 1031: Reluctance
Haruka thought about the excitement when she first learned that this was her home, and the excitement when she pulled her little brother into it, and the excitement of her brother and sister pushing and pulling the wooden cane one by one.
She was grateful when she erected torches all night to repair them, and she lost sleep when her family of four lay on the kang on the first night......
Scenes of the past appeared in front of her eyes one by one, Guan Ping'an took a deep breath and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, no, it was raining.
She won't wipe her tears when she's safe!
With the first home, she will soon have a second home to settle into. With her father, her mother, and her brother, her home will always be there.
Rubbing his little face, Guan Ping'an pulled the corners of his mouth again. She tried to imagine the new life she would face when she got out of the entanglement of the old home, and smiled.
She felt that she was smiling beautifully, but she couldn't see the melancholy, loss, and a trace of anxiety in her eyes at this moment.
Whether it is the Mei family's courtyard or Qi Jingnian's courtyard, it is not the home she wants, and she desperately hopes that her righteous grandfather can help her find the courtyard as soon as possible.
But this hope is very small, very small. It's not that she didn't know that as soon as Li Lao had an accident, several families of the Li family moved into that yard after the front foot left.
"Chang'an rice is expensive, and it is not easy to live in a big place. "And today's capital is even more difficult. Some things, even if she smashed them with gold, could not smash them into flowers.
But she wanted to have a walled yard so that the outside world could be shut out and there would be a resting space where people could take a breath.
"Guanguan?"
Guan Ping'an turned his head and smiled at Qi Jingnian, "Have you eaten?"
Qi Jingnian shook his head.
The two stood in the backyard, watching the sun set in the west.
Guan Ping'an let out a breath, "When I first saw my father plowing the land by hand and my mother planting rice in the field in April, I thought that one day, I would take my family into the city." ”
"Then, I don't know what day it started, I suddenly lost this idea again. I think it's good to stay in the country and not have to fight with people. ”
"If you really want to improve the conditions, you can't just go to the city. I just thought that by my own ability, I would be able to help my father support this family. ”
"Farm work, I look very tired, but I'm really not tired. I have a lot of strength, and it's easier to learn anything. Hunt for game and mushrooms every day, and the days are getting better day by day. ”
"But when it started, I can't remember clearly, watching my aunt Guan Huanxi transferred to the supply and marketing cooperative, my eyelids were shallow, and my heart was about to move. ”
"Do you see my hypocrisy? I always tell myself to be a contented peasant girl, how good this little day should be. But I'm still safe and vulgar. ”
"Otherwise, what do I want to do after learning so many things? But if I want to fight, what do I want to fight for?"
Qi Jingnian looked at Guan Ping'an, who was frowning, and patted her little shoulder, "Go as you like." You're already great, you're doing everything really well. ”
Guan Ping'an looked at him sideways and smiled dumbly.
It's easier said than done. She has now realized what Mrs. Zhao meant by the phrase "Once you go out, what should you do?"
From the day she learned her father's true life, the simple idyllic life she wanted left her early, and she couldn't escape it.
"The trees want to be quiet and the wind doesn't stop. "No, the plan that her father and daughter had planned to stay for another year or two ended with Grandpa Mei's order.
One more refusal?
Why.
Grandpa Mei said that the older generation is old.
She Guan Ping'an doesn't like to use her brain, but it doesn't mean that she really has no brains. This is obviously someone mentioning her father in front of her Grandpa Mei again.
No matter what they think one by one, she has never been afraid of Guan Ping'an, and she has never flinched in the slightest.
"The Tian family is not leaving?"
Qi Jingnian was stunned by Guan Ping'an's sudden question, and then nodded, "As it stands, if Old Chen and the two of them don't move, he will stay." ”
That is to say, Li Lao and Qu Lao are not the objects of Tian Shengli's protection. The five old men arrived in two batches before and after, and sure enough, the meaning of the representation was also different.
"That old man is not very good now. If I hadn't misguessed, he would have soon ordered the couple to take someone away. ”
Guan Ping'an touched his itchy ears and squinted at him speechlessly. She didn't believe that he wouldn't be able to find out that the surroundings were safe, so why did he talk in her ear?
Qi Jingnian clenched his fists to cover the corners of his mouth, "Get used to it." After saying that, he looked forward intently, squinted, frowned, and then pursed his mouth.
...... "Guan Ping'an only feels that her hands are so itchy! You pretend, pretend again! If there is someone in that direction, she will change her name to Guan Yuanzhi!"
"What do you mean, even if they leave, they will have a different destination than ours?" Guan Ping'an stared at his face, "Will Grandpa Chen and Grandpa Wang be separated?"
After all, these old men work in different fields. Qi Jingnian frowned and groaned for a moment, and then attached it to her ear.
"Chen Lao's situation is indeed not as good as Ding Lao who left in the short term, but it is much better than Wang Lao. Fortunately, they are all in the same batch, and they are all key targets. Someone is guarding, and the situation is not bad. ”
There is another possibility. That is, the reason why the above first transferred Ding Lao back to work in the research base was that he thought that Chen Lao and they were not important to a certain extent.
But with this kind of speculation, Qi Jingnian didn't plan to shake with her. said that, it only made her more worried about the four old men. With him, it is not enough to let Guan Guan stand in front.
What's more, Uncle Guan Shi, who values love and righteousness, will also be staring. His uncle will definitely keep a firm eye on the follow-up of the five of them.
After chatting about these nerve-wracking things, Qi Jingnian decisively changed the topic and jumped to amusement, which made Guan Ping'an finally smile like a flower again.
And then?
I must have dragged her back to her room for dinner.
It's getting dark, and if you stay here, the silly girl has to freeze. "Hurry up, my aunt has to attend the conference tonight. Do you go, or do you bless you?"
"My brother. ”
"Huh?"
"Didn't you call him abacus beads?" Guan Ping'an glanced sideways at him amusedly, and continued to walk forward, laughing as he continued, "My brother is calmer than me." ”
Yo~
Peter Pan can actually admit defeat. It's not easy to hear this sentence~ Qi Jingnian shook his head again and again with a serious face, "Wrong, you are also quite calm." ”
“......”
"It's just that your twins have different priorities. It's about money, God bless him is indeed more sensitive than you and calmed down quickly. But it's about ......" Qi Jingnian paused for a second. Not to mention, this is really a big problem. Why can't he think about it all of a sudden?
"But when it comes to big things, you're very calm. ”
Weave!
Again!