382. All departures are premeditated
When I returned to the dragon's house, I looked at the lake in front of me, tears slipped down my face one by one, and I couldn't say anything, and my heart seemed to be put in a freezer. Sleepless all night and speechless. Ji Fengchen shed tears all night.
In the next four days, Ji Fengchen wanted to cherish the last time with Xiao Mei. I made her what she loved to eat, and bought what she liked and what she loved to drink. After work, he happily accompanied Xiao Mei to play, because he knew that he might not have time to make an appointment in the future.
This day is the last day, Xiao Mei and Ji Fengchen were in the lounge, ** got down to change clothes and was about to leave, but Xiao Mei suddenly said: "**, hug it" Then, ** hugged Xiao Mei. Then he left.
"I don't want you to go," Ji Fengchen hugged Xiao Mei from behind and said.
"But the captain has agreed, and the schedule has come out," Xiao Mei said.
"I don't want you to go! I don't want you to leave me! Xiao Mei, I love you, I love you so much, I can't bear you to go!" Ji Fengchen said loudly.
"It's not like we're breaking up, it's not like we're not seeing each other anymore. It's just a change of group," Xiao Mei said, "and when I work overtime, I can go to work with you again."
"I don't want to!" Ji Fengchen said with a crying voice, and the hand holding Xiao Mei tightened.
"Be good, obedient, don't be like a child. Don't be sad," Xiao Mei said as she stroked Ji Fengchen's head.
"You said you were transferred, how can we make an appointment? How can I take you to where you want to go? You happened to be on the morning shift when I was resting, but you had to catch up on sleep after the morning shift. You don't have my afternoon shift when you're resting, but you have to sleep until noon in the morning. How else can I date you? Even if you wronged yourself when I was resting, you couldn't work too late the next day when you worked early. When you are resting, I am reluctant to affect your rest," Ji Fengchen said, his nose gradually rose, sniffed his nose a few times and continued, "I have said before that I will take you to the place you want to go in June, but if you either have something to do, or you still have to go to work." Now that you've transferred the group, how can I take you to **, Qingdao Disneyland? My birthday is coming, you just give me such a gift, right, don't even tell me about the group!"
Xiao Mei didn't speak, but she didn't deny what Ji Fengchen said. Indeed, Xiao Mei changed groups like this, how can this couple still date?
"I have something to go," Xiao Mei said after a while.
Ji Fengchen reluctantly let go of his hand.
"I'm leaving, don't be sad," Xiao Mei touched Ji Fengchen's face and said, then pushed the door out.
"No!" Ji Fengchen yelled, and then nestled in the corner and cried.
"What are you doing here, why haven't you left work yet?" Long Ao came down and asked when he saw Ji Fengchen nestled in his feet, his head buried in his arms.
"I'm tired, I want to rest for a while," Ji Fengchen said lightly.
"Let's go back and rest," Long Ao said.
"That, captain," Ji Fengchen thought about it and decided to ask Long Ao, what Xiao Mei said when he proposed to him to change the group, "Why did Xiao Mei change the group, what did she tell you at the time?"
"She said she wanted to meet different people," Long Ao said.
"Then why do you agree?" asked Ji Fengchen. He didn't believe that the captain would agree to Xiao Mei's change of group because of this.
"You think I'm willing, it's all she begging me" Long Ao said, "I said you, now that the group has changed, you just be yourself, don't hinder who she is with"
"Captain, what do you say?" Ji Fengchen heard that the captain had something to say, so he asked.
"It's nothing, don't think about it," Long Ao said, then sat down on the bench and took out a cigarette.
"Captain" Ji Fengchen wiped away a handful of tears, and then walked to Long Ao and sat down, "Captain, you tell me the truth, Xiao Mei transferred the group, is it because of me? Moreover, did she tell you that I hindered her from being with whom, annoying me, hating me?"
"It's none of your business, don't think about it so much" Long Ao's eyes dodged for a moment, and then said.
"Captain, I have the right to know. Please tell me, I want to know what I did wrong," Ji Fengchen said.
"Actually, you haven't done anything wrong, there is no right or wrong in the matter of feelings, only who doesn't cherish whom" Long Ao said with a leisurely puff of smoke rings.
"Captain, do you know that Xiao Mei and I are?" asked Ji Fengchen with a slight frown.
"I know you're together," Long Ao said undeniably, "I once went out to smoke and saw you two kissing."
"Captain, since you said it, then don't say half of it. I should know what she told you. I'm fine, it won't affect my work. Please tell me the captain," Ji Fengchen begged.
"Okay, then I'll say it" Long Ao looked at Ji Fengchen's earnest eyes, and finally chose to tell the truth, "She said that you always think too much, and when you are with the opposite sex who has a good relationship, you always doubt her and don't trust her" Long Ao said.
"Generally speaking, there is nothing about the opposite sex who has a good relationship, but everything must have a distance" Ji Fengchen said, "Just like me and Zhang Linfei, isn't our relationship also very good, but since I was with Xiao Mei, I have kept my distance from her, I have never had close physical contact, and I don't talk much." But what about them? giggling all day long, I really don't understand why they have so much to talk and so much close physical contact. That person can easily get what I can't get from her! Captain, if you were me, what do you think I would think? Do you think I will feel uncomfortable, jealous, jealous? Captain, if you don't know that Xiao Mei and I are a couple, do you think that when you see her so close to the opposite sex, will you subconsciously think that they are a couple?"
"You should communicate with her and tell her how you feel," Long Ao said.
"I've said it all, and I've talked to her. I've been talking to her for a long time. But she didn't want to explain too much, so she said that I was thinking too much, and that I should trust her. But later, they became closer. When I saw them like that, I was really upset, and although I promised her not to think about it, every time I saw it, I felt so uncomfortable. I was still a little suspicious, but I wouldn't ask her anything more. I never showed it in front of her," Ji Fengchen said, tears flowing out again, "If Xiao Mei's transfer this time is really because of me, I think I should have a serious talk with her before I plan to break up."
"Remember one sentence: all departures have been planned for a long time, and there is no sudden departure" Long Ao patted Ji Fengchen's shoulder and said, "Think about your past, feel it with your heart, and talk about it well"
"Thank you, Captain," Ji Fengchen said.
"Let's go back and get some rest," Long Ao said.
"Okay, I'll go back," Ji Fengchen said.
"Crazy, do you know why I transferred Feng Zhengkun and Meng Chenhao was removed?" Suddenly, Long Ao asked.
"Originally, I had already guessed one or two, but just now, captain, you already told me what you meant, didn't you?" Ji Fengchen said with a smile, "Cause and effect." transferred Feng Zhengkun away because he was too close to Xiao Mei, not to mention affecting work, and it would make people doubt their relationship. Meng Chenhao, as the squad leader, is not in place to supervise, and he should be dismissed. But, Meng Chenhao himself is also innocent."