Jessica, who looked straight ahead, was quietly clenched into fists when others couldn't see it.

Although she was shaking her snow-white jade feet as always, this kind of tremor that covered her body could see that at this moment, Jessica's heart was not calm at all.

From the time Kim Taeyeon returned to the dormitory and sat next to him, this kind of thing that had always made him feel uncomfortable already existed.

It's not that the other party snatched her chicken leg to eat, but when she sat down, the other party's eyes always glanced at herself and Xu Xian from time to time.

Later, she boldly told the members about the origin of the two strawberries on her collarbone.

The expressions of Sunny, Hyoyeon, and Seo Hyun made them think about it in front of Taeyeon after Taeyeon walked through that day.

Who is that person, everyone has an answer in their hearts.

Later, when the meal began at the dinner table, no one took the initiative to mention it.

Pretending to be stupid, in this case, is the most capable form not to poke Kim Taeyeon's face.

Later, Sunny takes the initiative to send something to Kim Taeyeon to eat, and Jessica knows that this is to create a chance for herself and Kim Taeyeon to talk alone without anyone breaking it.

In terms of emotional intelligence, I can't find a few people who can be stronger than Yun'er, but in general, people in girlhood are not as good as Sunny.

If such a thing had happened a few years earlier, with her youthful vigor, Jessica would definitely choose to quarrel with Kim Taeyeon.

But now... But he wasn't so angry.

"Really? Congratulations. ”

After a long time, Jessica slowly opened her mouth, but the answer was a flash of consternation on Kim Taeyeon's face.

She would rather feel that the other party questioned her a few words, which was the result that should appear.

"Sunny told us before that you dressed up early in the morning and went back to Jeonju with him, and at that time, the members had already vaguely guessed something, just because of speculation, so everyone took it to heart.

You, even though Tiffany says you're a person who makes people feel uncatchable, Taeyeon, I still think that you really can't lie, and you just write some things directly on your face. ”

Kim Taeyeon sat silently on the edge of the bed, eating the jajangmyeon that had not yet cooled down one by one, and occasionally tears fell down, and she didn't reach out to wipe it.

This kind of eating is really ugly to death?

"Taeyeon, do you know what I envy the most?"

Jessica got up, moved her ass and gradually leaned against Kim Taeyeon, and on that delicate and impeccable face, there was an inexplicable look, jealousy, sighs, and entanglements.

"It's that you can do anything for the sake of your feelings, and when you were with the junior of EXO before, everyone was against you and said that you were not suitable, and even everyone thought about what would happen if the company found out. But you're still with him.

Even now that you've broken up, I thought about what I'd do if it was me, and if the company had asked me to think about a group and individual career, I might have chosen to break up with the person I liked. ”

Speaking of this, Jessica's expression was much more bitter.

"I used to believe that girlhood and personal career are more important than anything else, and it wasn't until I renewed my contract that this perception changed. I don't know where it came from, so we were tied to him.

He defused our crisis and made the nine of us more willing to understand each other's hardships and hardships. But Taeyeon, none of this is a reason for you to say sorry to me. ”

Jessica smiled self-deprecatingly, she had never seen that person as her own.

No one else is allowed to come and compete with him, if the other party is also single, but the members think so.

Because of this, she and Xu Xian often take into account each other's thoughts, thinking that if they can find their own happiness without hurting their sisterhood, it is the best of both worlds.

But where will the reality be like this, as you think, as you wish.

"I tried to confess to him, but it turned out to be the opposite of you, and at that time, he told me that he didn't want to have too much to do with our girlhood except for his work.

I thought he was trying to save face, but then I realized that he was the one who did what he said. In the days since, I have thought a lot, probably because of my pride and being a girl, Jessica, not allowing the same situation to happen to me again. So I chose to stop taking the initiative for the time being. ”

Every girl likes to be surrounded by suitors, regardless of whether those suitors can enter their own eyes, because this can satisfy their vanity.

Especially people who have advantages in all aspects of appearance and figure, and are still very confident in themselves, they are used to the experience of being innocent, pursued and cared for.

Jessica thinks that she was too confident at the beginning, and thinks that the man she fancies, as long as she takes the initiative, will not fail.

But in reality, a long time ago s.. After M artist's private party, when Lee Hyun-cheol sent her back, she mustered up the courage to invite him up, but the other party simply refused.

It was probably that sense of self-esteem that hit the line between the two of them directly.

Then Zheng Xiujing's expression in front of herself, every time she mentioned Lee Hyun-cheol, she had never seen her sister have such thoughts and expressions for a person of the opposite sex, and Jessica fell into a long entanglement.

If you look at the relationship between the two parties, the relationship between my sister and him is far better than my own. Maybe it's because this state has affected my normal life.

Since then, she has worked hard and put all her heart and soul into making the Girls' Generation brand cover many industries such as clothing and cosmetics, although there are only some results so far, but Jessica is not satisfied.

When she felt that her identity and status could be compared with Lee Hyun-cheol.

At that time, he had enough capital, and then he confessed and pursued, maybe there was still a little possibility between the two.

It's a pity that because of his temporary stop, he gave other people a chance, and when he heard Kim Taeyeon tell herself just now, she confessed to him.

Instead of being angry, Jessica was a little dazed.

"From the time I debuted, I have been losing to you in many ways, the captain company chose you, the lead singer company chose you, and even to the first OST resource, as well as "We Are Married" in the Black Sea incident....

When it comes to girls' generation, the first thing that comes to people's minds is Kim Taeyeon, and we have quarreled more than once for resources. But I didn't expect that one day we would sit here and have such a conversation because of a man. ”

Kim Taeyeon, I've always envied you, because I've been jealous, so I'm very envious.

This sentence came to her mouth in the end, and Jessica couldn't say it, maybe it was her last self-esteem.

"I'm sorry Sika, I didn't mean to fight you. ”

Just as Jessica got up to leave, Kim Taeyeon grabbed her from behind, the coldness of her palms causing her to pause slightly.

I vaguely remember that many years ago, Kim Taeyeon used to be cheeky enough to get into her quilt because of the problem of cold hands and feet, and although she was helpless at that time, she still lifted the quilt and let her in.