Feng Yu, who was about to collapse, did not shout, nor did he make trouble unreasonably.

She didn't have the strength to do that anymore————

I don't want to disturb my tired sleeping husband, who looks like he's dead.

Feng Yu just let the two lines of tears on his face continue to flow down.

She regrouped and walked to the kitchen.

Some dimly lit kitchens exude a damp smell, and under the hazy moonlight, there are only a few kitchen knives hanging on the wall, which are clearly dangling.

Feng Yu glanced at the knives that exuded a cold glow, and his eyes were full of indifference.

Feng Yu, who was afraid that he would have something on his mind, immediately turned his head.

Soon, she walked to the side of the sink and opened the cabinet above.

Tick.

The faucet that was still leaking never stopped working.

Bang ————

The storage bags in the cabinet were turned over and made a lot of noise.

Carrying a small plastic bag, Feng Yu, who was tired and tired, staggered back to the living room again.

Along the way, she staggered, and tears still flowed.

It's like a huge flower that has accumulated too much rain and is swaying in the wind.

Trembling fingertips caressed the cold flesh.

[Just like her life, there is no need for a wedding, and there is no need for a funeral. 】

She put the spotted cat in a garbage bag and threw it in the trash.

Anyway, it's already turned into a corpse, so why do it more?

To be honest, she never liked this guy very much.

If you don't have to take care of it, you can make it a little easier.

The tears still did not stop flowing, constantly washing the window of her soul.

Endless darkness will cover the long night, as if the dawn will never come again.

A great loss and loneliness struck, and the coldness of death embraced her into her arms.

Just like Li Huo on that rainy night, this time it was Feng Yu's turn ———— plucked up his courage.

Love is an art, love is two people growing together, there must be communication, there must be communication, there is communication to understand, there is understanding to have a deeper love.

There will inevitably be the possibility of disputes in communication, exposing contradictions is ultimately more conducive to marital harmony than covering up contradictions, and silence is not to solve problems, but only to conceal and avoid problems.

It's not the way to go.

Feng Yu made up his mind.

She wants to ...... with Li Huo Talk about.

couldn't sleep, Feng Yu kept sitting on the sofa, looking at her sleeping husband, who was still innocent and sleeping.

She looked at the throbbing arteries in his neck, and at the heaving chest from exhalation.

Recalling the night they first met, the thump of the heart beat straight down............

On the broken heart, the dust is gradually peeled off and replaced...... Gradually, huge hollows appeared.

Plop, plop.

In the darkness, the heartbeat, which was so well heard, grew slower and slower............

It's almost stopping.

In this endless night.

....................................

The sun shines through the window into the living room.

Li Huo was still lying lazily on the sofa.

He opened his eyes, the room was empty, and he planned to continue sleeping a little longer.

Anyway...... Closed today.

Click, click.

In the kitchen, footsteps are constantly heard.

Feng Yu took a cup and walked slowly to Lihuo's side.

Smack.

She gently patted him on the shoulder.

"What's wrong?"

Li Huo, who was still sleepy-eyed, asked her in a delirious way.

"Would you like coffee?"

Holding a cup of coffee that was still hot in both hands, Feng Yu stood beside Li Huo expressionlessly.

Her eyes were a little red and swollen, and the tears were no longer flowing.

"Would you like some coffee?"

Seeing that Li Huo didn't react.

She shook her coffee in front of Li Huo again.

"...... coffee?"

Li Huo stretched out and hooked the cup of coffee.

Then Feng Yu withdrew the coffee cup and took Li Huo's hand instead, trying to drag him off the sofa.

"Come on, get up and have a drink, come on, come outside. ”

The dim morning light poured from the window onto the floor next to the living room dining table, and visible dust floated in the air and landed on the wooden floor.

Li Huo washed his face a little, dipped it in water and walked out.

He saw that Feng Yu had already sat down at the table.

She still looked like she had when they first met.

Merely........................

The dark circles seemed to be heavier than when they met.

"Come on, sit down. ”

"We need to talk. ”

.................. Li Huo was wearing only a pair of underwear and a shirt, and stood in place for a while.

He was a little confused, and a little hesitant.

In the end, he asked Feng Yu tremblingly, "...... you Are you pregnant?"

Feng Yu twisted his head and smiled softly at him.

"Come, my dear, sit down first. ”

Li Huo also smiled, he walked to the table in three or two steps, attached himself and gently kissed Feng Yu's head, and sat next to Feng Yu.

Then he looked at her expectantly, waiting for the somewhat serious topic.

Instantaneous, eyes facing each other.

"What I'm about to say, you may find very unreasonable. ”

"But I have good reasons to say these words, and to put them into action. ”

A dose of heart booster made Li Huo nod sincerely when he heard it.

"Let's talk about it, and then we'll talk about whether we should act on it or not. ”

looked at the smiling Li Huo.

Feng Yu swallowed his saliva and lowered his head slightly.

This time, she plucked up the courage and refused to back down.

"Remember the night we met, you said in the car, isn't that right?"

"I remember, and that's what I think now. ”

............ After a period of silence, Feng Yu's sharp gaze rained down, making Li Huo unavoidable.

"You want to change ......?"

"I felt like I needed to change. ”

"I feel like I need you to change. ”

Ah, women, when will they stop their attempts to change a man and then call it the act of loving him?

If the woman you love is trying to change you constantly, for the better or worse, or even in a way that behaves.

If he wants to change you.

Doesn't that mean that she doesn't love you?

Isn't that what she wants to do to make you what she likes?

But Feng Yu also has a good reason for doing this.

"I didn't say this on the spur of the moment, I ruled out one choice after another before making a final decision. ”

Then she shook her head again.

"In the end, the word may be a little inappropriate. ”

Li Huo took a sip of coffee and asked Feng Yu timidly, "We are discussing...... Or is it just informing me?"

Feng Yu shook his head, his eyes wandering for a moment.

"Of course, we have some room for discussion. ”

............ Li Huoleng was stunned

and laughed.

It seems that if he said it with a smile, this matter would not be so terrible to him.

"You seem to be desperate...... You seem to be looking for some help and breakthrough......"

"Aren't you happy? Aren't you happy? The reason I ask that is because I'm happy. ”

He looked her in the eye and spoke sincerely.

"You make me feel so happy. ”

She lowered her head and looked at the dark reflection of coffee in front of her.

Can't run away from ..................

"Yes, I can see that you are very happy, from this side, from my side, from the wrong side, you are very happy. ”

"I think it's probably because I'm the only one who doesn't feel happy, so I'm feeling very unhappy............"

"It's not that I'm upset with you, it's just that I'm upset. ”

Holding his teeth with his fingernails, Feng Yu looked at the reflection in the coffee in front of him again, his eyes swaying.

Li Huo still maintained a strong attitude, and his upper body leaned forward slightly.

"I think I'm so happy, I think ...... We're so happy!"

"Don't you feel that we are very happy together? ”

Feng Yu raised his head and coldly spit out two words to Li Huo.

"I find it boring. ”

Li Huo was confused, and then his words seemed to be ignited, and he became excited.

"Since when has happiness been a boring thing?"

"I didn't even buy me a ring. She replied quickly, as if she had prepared it beforehand.

Li Huo was dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.

The fire of burning passion seems to be poured with cold rain............

After being silent for a long time, Li Huo crossed his fingers on the table, turned his head sideways and asked Feng Yu slightly, "...... Do you still love me?"

This time, Feng Yu still answered quickly.

Not because she had prepared it beforehand.

It's because, for her, it's the same as the laws of physics, there's no doubt about it.

"Of course I love you, and I love you. ”

"I'm just not happy, not happy. ”

Holding the coffee in both hands, Feng Yu's big eyes were still staring at Li Huo.

"And then changing the world, changing this unreasonable society can make you happy, happy?"

She took a deep breath.

"We are like a history book, we are established facts, and we will not change. ”

"We moved to Kyushu from the broken countryside. Living in my grandma's shabby house, you have a broken job, I have a broken job, and then, I want more. ”

"It's not just these 'breaks'. ”

[They tell me that if there is no more, it is not happiness. 】

Li Huo paused, this time, his tone was sonorous and powerful, and he seemed to take a firm position.

"As long as I'm with you, even if I live in a cardboard box under the highway, I'm happy. ”

"You see, in my opinion, that's what it's called failure. ”

It was like a torrential rain that fell in an instant, and Li Huo, who didn't bring an umbrella, was caught off guard.

Everything in the world is always based on matter.

Don't say anything about Feng Yu who doesn't believe anything.

Even a romantic person like Li Huo knows it............

It is impossible to be full of water and water.

Whether a man has money or not is not the most important thing, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't have money, because most of the women nowadays can also make money, and I'm afraid that you can't make money, spend my money, and point fingers at me.

Seeing that they have endured the poverty and hard work of life to the limit.

The pent-up boredom was finally going to come over in this conversation.